How do you cope with not having anyone to share life with?
>>83682273i dont need to cope, i am at one with the darkness
>>83682273i post here, which is meaningless considering other people who post here. i also don't go senpai shit
Weird question. I just live my life.It's not like I have a choice or any other alternatives. Sometimes I distract myself, sometimes I feel lonely. Sometimes I take up a hobby.
>>83682284go to family shit* (where i am always the only single chud there)
>>83682280That darkness never punches you in the face?
>>83682273i am unable to cope
>>83682273I drink allowing my tulpa to manifest
>>83682273I sleep hugging a pillow, listen to divorced dad rock, and try to convince myself that I'm not ugly, it's just because I'm fat
>>83682273I distract myself with work and once the gravity of being completely alone becomes too much I fall asleep.Then I wake up and do it all again.
>>83682273knowing that everyone who comes into my life has been purposefully designed to hurt me and even if they haven't all they are going to try to do is take me away from causes that actually matter
>>83682273I literally just ask myself "why do I feel that way"It's incredible how the questions "why?", "why is that?" "why do I want that?" make any looming feeling of inadequacy fall apart at the seams, best life hack ever
>>83682273I consider everyone that posts here my friends, as y'all are the only people that talk to me
lots of selfharm
>>83682273I don't cope with it, it is driving me completely mad.
