So I used to be pretty neutral on furries and gooners, until I found Ruben Sim. He's this Roblox YouTuber who's like very anti furry and anti gooner. I found him cause I was scrolling Kiwifarms and saw he had a thread made for making fun of his haters and I scratched my head like "What's this all about?". I read up on him and at first, although I admired his child safety work, I didnt like his personality cause he just seemed kinda arrogant and sensitive/easily triggered. But the more I read the Ruben Sim Derangement Syndrome thread the more I felt bad for disliking his personality. I tried to suppress my dislike, cause a lot of people in that thread were saying stuff like "everyone who dislikes him is a freak" and stuff and I don't wanna be a freak. Eventually I managed to properly suppress my dislike, but that dislike got replaced with obsession. I check the thread everyday, I check his twitter everyday, I've stayed up reading every single tweet he's made and every single archived tweet. I get this sense of dread whenever he uploads cause I know I'm going to have to sit and watch the thing even if I kinda don't want to. I'm considering staying up to read the entire thread, I really want to do it but I remember an old friend I told about this obsession told me to absolutely NOT do this at all costs cause I probably had OCD and thats why I was all obsessed like this. But I wanna. I feel like I'm kinda addicted to this guy but thats weird. The weirdest part is I don't even like him, truth be told, I STILL dislike his personality despite me admiring his child safety work on Roblox. But I just can't let myself think that.
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>>83682301No paragraph break? I do not read LOL
>>83682301yes that's normal. you'll consume all their shit until they literally metaphysical start noticing you're there and spiral into a lower quality output of content because they now have to carry the weight of your viewership and parasocial relationship
>i was scrolling kiwi farmsWhat drives a person to do this? It seems like a genuinely evil place where people engage in high school gossip and make pretty horrible accusations with minimal evidence. What do you enjoy about it?
>>83682990sorry, I've been using a lot of image boards that hate paragraph breaks so I've been avoiding them like the plague>>83682999That sounds bad>>83683013I'm going to be dead honest, nothing. I'm just addicted to that site too. I only like threads started before 2023
I kinda wanna find more stuff of his to read
how do I stop being obsessed with him
