Do you ever wish you could feel nothing at all? neither good or bad emotions? This is my greatest wish, I wish I didn't have to feel anything at all except just calm and cool motivation/pursuit (dopamine). The closest I can get to this state of mind is if I take a shit ton of amphetamines, but it doesn't work consistently. I think I'm 99.9% of the way there though, it freaked me out a bit when I realized I just pretend to feel emotions most of the time but looking back this is what I always wished for ever since I was a child.
>>83683532nothing at all would be severe depression. I like experiencing both the good and bad emotions, the bad ones are better than nothing at all. nothing meaning feeling indifferent to everything, having no hopes
>>83683532>Do you ever wish you could feel nothing at all?>The closest I can get to this state of mind is if I take a shit ton of amphetaminesYou are incredibly retarded and I don't think you have ever done amphetamines
where the FUCK is my follow up game FROM?
>>83683555Nah. Depression means you feel overwhelmed.
>>83683555Nah depression is just consistently negative I know the difference since I'm emotionally dead 99% of the time and that's not the same thing as having voices in your head telling yourself to kys all the time, there's no such thing as true indifference to everything since you still pursue things and get hungry and stuff but the best way I can describe my ideal state is just...locked in, the feeling of being intensely focused without anything else besides it.>>83683556Nigger I can't live without amphetamines I love lisoamphetamine dextroamphetamine even fucking rit*lin I've literally done them all
>>83683560for real manat this point I'm more excited about Armoured Core 7 than Elden Ring 2
