After 4 months of binge drinking and chain smoking daily I decided to try to be sober to start off the year but so far after 2 weeks It's getting harder to not relapse. It doesn't help that my apartment is a 5 minute walk away from a liquor store too. The withdrawals are kicking my ass right now and I feel like the only thing keeping me together is my fear of how far I'll crash if do relapse. Last time I relapsed I had a bad mental breakdown to where I started taking painkillers and was close to killing myself.Has anyone gone through this and what did you do to keep your mind at ease.
Cheering for you anaon. You cant survive in a permanent altered state. If youre deciding to live you have to commit to your decision
>>83683961the moment you relapse is the moment you die.don't die. live.
>>83683961you should just have a few drinks it will be fine
>>83684366kill yourself demotivation parasite
almost drank [1] beer todaybut i didn't so i'm that much closer to not getting a liver transplant blacklist
>>83683961I understand how hard that shit is. You're in the thick of it now, it's only easier from here. You'll be so happy that you made this choice for the rest of your life if you keep with this. I hope to God you can stay on it.
>>83683961>It's getting harder to not relapseIt's actually getting easier as time goes on, you're just feeling down.You should do something with your time so that you have other things on your mind. I'm not saying you necessarily did a bad thing by making this thread, but I think stewing in thoughts about this is just making it harder. You should put your mind (and maybe body) to work on something else. I can't tell you what, but just find something to do, maybe something new, start a /diy/ project or exercise or an exercise regime or get involved with something.
>>83683961Stay strong, bro. I'm rooting for you.
>>83685552Thank you anon I when making the thread I really was in a dark spot so I needed to vent
>relapsedIt's been two weeks faggot stop being so dramatic, also you aren't experiencing "withdrawals" at two weeks those would've subsided after 5 days, what you're calling "withdrawal" is just your own lack of willpower, I'll be a year sober on February 2nd you can start talking about abstinence once you make 3 months otherwise you're clearly not in a serious stretch
>>83683961>Has anyone gone through thisyup, the withdrawals were hell on earth.>what did you do to keep your mind at ease.i took phenibut, i didn't abuse it though.
>>83686950Stay strong anon, and remember, don't compromise and have 1 little smoke or 1 little drink, you pushed through the worst parts so no point in undoing progress now.
