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body dysmorhia sucks
the worst part is that you arent like some beautiful person pretending to be ugly you're just like an average person that literally cant get over their insecurity. getting validation from others doesnt even help eventually it just becomes another part of the ritual and you feel nothing but anxiety no matter what you do.
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>>83683979
how big are your tits tranny?
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>>83683979
Have you tried doing drugs and whoring yourself out publicly for free? Maybe that would help with your self image issues.
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>>83683979
I have body dysmorphia when I found out I was circumcised anon. I had no clue what circumcision was and self harmed a lot. I understand your pain.
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>>83683979
what about getting cracked? does that work at all for you
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You need to go out into the cornfield and wrestle a tube snake into submission. Then, all will be clear.
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>>83683983
C cups
>>83683984
>Have you tried doing drugs and whoring yourself out publicly for free?
attention whoring works sometimes but it backfires so hard. you can hear 10 positive things and 1 negative one hurts more than all the rest combined. i'm just a endless validation vampire and no matter how much kindness I receive its worthless to self esteem. like if somebody calls me beautiful i go pale and basically shut down because it isnt true and makes me sick.
>>83683991
sorry about that. do you have rituals you have to do about it to cope? circumcision is pretty rough, not surprised it could traumatize you.
>>83683993
ive only done 3rd base and it helped but not very much or for long. maybe got like 3 hours of relief or so. basically every waking moment feels like an active drain of emptiness that needs to be filled by some outlet or I can't stand to live with myself.
>>83684000
whats a tube snake
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>>83684032
>i'm just a endless validation vampire
yeah i know
>tube snake
kek
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>>83684041
>yeah i know
at least i'm not doing it anymore. for the most part im not doing the really bad stuff. just like regular socialization not for the most part.
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>>83684032
>sorry about that. do you have rituals you have to do about it to cope? circumcision is pretty rough, not surprised it could traumatize you.
Thanks for not laughing and right now I'm just trying to restore my foreskin. I'm better now but still get sad sometimes.
>>83684000
Wtf is a tube snake?
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>>83684070
>Thanks for not laughing and right now I'm just trying to restore my foreskin. I'm better now but still get sad sometimes.
Good luck with your thingy. As long as you arent obsessing and making yourself miserable you're probably on the right track. Ofc I'm not making fun of you, suffering is suffering.
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>>83684032
>C cups
fake news
post measurement
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>>83684085
You'd be surprised how many people laughed at me or told me to "get over it" in the past anon. I appreciate the kindness and will restore my foreskin. Thanks for being kind , hope everything is okay for you too
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>>83684069
Uh-huh. Sure. Whatever you say, anon. Burn.
>>83684070
>Wtf is a tube snake?
COME IN TO MY PLACE AND I'LL SHOW YA! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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>>83684123
>COME IN TO MY PLACE
im not going to susans place anon
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>>83684096
32 underbust 39 bust
Why would I like about that?
>>83684112
Thank you. Take care of yourself.
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>>83684157
>32 underbust 39 bust
how long have you been on the funny pills?
do you take prog?
do you voice train?
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>>83684143
Susan B. Anthony? Why, do you look like her?
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>>83683979
so what i've always wondered is when you witness yourself in a mirror, does your actual visual perception not reflect the concrete reality in front of you? or is it solely an assailing of Bad Thoughts fucking you in the head? or a combination of both; if so, which one has a greater effect? i ask honestly and sincerely.
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>>83684172
5 years or so
I was on prog for like years 2-4 but they gave me acne so I stopped.
Yes.
>>83684186
I dont think what you experience is actual reality. The more you look at it the more confusing and distorted it gets and eventually it disgusts me even if i thought it was a good day to start. It's not like the eyes aren't working but rather the space between the facial features isnt the same when it gets worse. It's sort of a combination. Like feeling like your face is long makes your face look longer and longer to you and it can't stop unless you forget about it for a while. It's like a neuroticism
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>>83684294
how long have you struggled with dysmorphia?
seems like you are doing the right things
i would focus on little things that make you happy rather than your elbows being too pointy
i understand that's not easy and this is just a low level neurosis you all deal with
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>>83684445
I don't really remember honestly. It's been at least 10 years though. Thanks for the kindness. Trying to work on it. Just fell off the wagon and mirror checked ans got sad. Posted here cause its the only place to vent that isnt humiliating or a bold faced attention whore thing.
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>>83684489
you're welcome
i asked specific questions because there are some larpers on here
best advice i can give you is to trust people who actually love and care about you
if they tell you that you look nice believe them and let that defeat the little worms in your brain
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>>83684157
Are you actually a girl?-
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>>83684523
>best advice i can give you is to trust people who actually love and care about you
>if they tell you that you look nice believe them and let that defeat the little worms in your brain
Thank you. It's what I try to do, but believing in things you can't see is really hard. I guess that's why faith is a virtue and pride is a sin. The way I see things shouldn't invalidate the feelings of others. It's something I'm actively working on, and your reminder helps a lot.
>>83684562
Yeah.
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>>83684662
>Yeah
Did you jerk off with a guy on discord?
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>>83684664
that's a rude thing to ask even though I don't do that stuff
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>>83684732
Never mind then
/threadexited



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