Stopped taking my medication because it was making me feel drowsy, bed ridden and overall even more depressed and don't have the strength to wait the 2 months for it to kick in and now the nightmares from before I started medication are back and I am also depressed about that. Lose lose situation.
>>83684304what are these nightmares like
>>83684313I'll paste what I told chatgpt below:>I had a horrifying nightmare. More horrifying than anything I've ever experienced before and I want you to tell me what it all means. The dream started off with me having a walk at night time, which is an activity I also do in real life, the night was dark and there was a car with its headlights on and I walked past it before I got to the main road. Then the scene changed to the day time. It was clearly summer due to the scorching sun lights and everyone around me was dressed in white t shirt or no t shirt at all. People in their friend groups and families all walking together. Teenagers, older people all enjoying the weather and having a good time and and then there was me. Alone and the only one wearing black. A black t shirt. I was overcome with this extreme sensation of loneliness. Almost torturous, seeing everyone around me with their friends and in a group while I was the only one among the masses who was alone. The loneliness was a hard, intense and cancerous feeling. Words cannot describe how terrible it was and I was just feeling left helpless. It was Son terrifying.
>>83684368For context, I was walking down a popular touristy area and it wasn't so much the visuals but the sensation and feeling of separation and despite the sun being bright it also carried with it feelings of intense distress and pain. I don't really have the cartoonist psychedelic nightmares I see other people have but more so existential ones.Also, fuck the new captchas. Want to have the mods publicly lynched for even making these.
>>83684368i have had similar dreams but of me back at my old high school, even when you wake up and know they aren't even real you still feel just as miserable, what did chatgpt say?
>>83684395Yeah, I had the same experience but I have they a couple times a month and it will really throw me off for the whole day. Chatgpt gave me a very detailed and creative explanation about what it all means. But I didn't really care for a literary analysis of my dream. I think I asked the ai more so out of closure as opposed to having a solution. It was fun.
