>Had a bottle of vodka was maybe about 3/5 full>Was blackout drunk (the vodka wasn't the only thing I had drunk)>Discover in the morning that I had, while blackout drunk, topped off the bottle with my piss>disgust and regret>About 3 weeks later, I'm now drinking that vodka out of desperationIs this rock bottom for alcoholism? Am I finally at the point where there's no reason not to kill myself and I'm only staying alive because surely things can only get better?
It was the CIA niggers, they pissed in your vodka bottle. You should have been able to see them cause they glow in the dark. You're supposed to run them over.
>>83684821i accidentally sucked up a few ml of an opioid solution with my boofing syringe (didn't want this up the butt) and then returned it to the bottle after realizing my mistake because that shit's decently expensive and i didn't want to waste a dosedrank it later and got high ofci think knowingly downing any amount of ass water is probably grosser than drinking a cup or two of your own piss and i haven't kys'd quite yet
one time I was home alone, I got super drunk and high and just peed into a glass and drank it for the rush of doing it. In the moment it felt so right. I just wanted to do it before I died. just to know
>>83684928Lowkey kinda hot
>>83684848>Blackout drunk>Still couldn't see the glowing lights in a blackoutHonestly drinking glowie piss is less embarrassing than the fact that I missed them in the first place>>83684928This unironically makes me feel better. Honestly my cope until this point has been "other addicts just steal shit when they're desperate, at least I'm the only one dealing with the consequences of my actions", so maybe we can at least know that we're not putting our evils out into the world.>>83684953This is honestly kinda based althougheverbeittheless, it certainly doesn't hold the same vibe of sadness as drinking 3 week old vodkapiss or nodding off on assjuice.
>>83684821i peed in a beercan once and then chugged it 30m later. i just thought it was room temp flat beer. but in my defense i was drunk. but what youre talking about is another low. maybe its time to cut back?
