When I was 15 one of the most popular guys would take me to hang out. We would get food, go fishing, just waste time. He took my virginity in his truck bed and made me blow him every time we spent time together. He was 18.He's married with two kids now. I'm going to be 30 this year and I still think about what he did to me. Every time another man touches me I think about him. Yet he's living an ideal, normal, straight life as if I never existed.
>>83684933Are you gay or the saddest fembot that ever was?
>>83684939I don't know for certain to be honest with you
>>83685010You realize how confusing it is that you don't know your own gender right? When he fucked you, did he stick in your poop chute or your vogene?
You probably know this already but you really need to move on.
>>83684933do u envy his wife... or is it a diff kinda disgust