My childhood? Don't remember most of it. My parents told me I was a problem child and I kinda feel this is true, but it could also be that they were too controlling and couldn't see their child being a free spirit outside of their religious worldview. My early teen years? Were spent being a good, domesticated boy inside home that wouldn't cause any problems for their perfect parents and, in exchange, they would give me videogames to help distract me from how fucked up my childhood must've been. But yeah, I have no stories worth anyone's time. Just the countless games I played. My late teen years, aka the most important and hyped up part of my life? Were completely swallowed by the pandemic. I spent 2 years inside my bedroom playing more videogames and immersing myself online with any bullshit that sounded mildly interesting. When I got any opportunities to do the things that people my age should be doing, like dating, having sex, travelling, doing stupid shit that could become great stories later, and overall filling my life with great moments, I instead passed all this time doing nothing but playing games, watching anime, jerking off to hentai and fantasizing about dating any girl that I knew at the time, jerking off thinking about them too of course. I finished high school like it was nothing, because it truly wasn't anything special, and then, more confused than ever, I wasted 1 year studying Cinema and Social Media at a particular uni, because my parents convinced myself that a public uni wasn't worth it. Even when status is everything, my parents always convinced me none of the most important shit in anyones life was actually important, and I bought that. I bought that being unsatisfied with everything all the time and chasing a fantasy life in god while sacrificing everything that matters is normal and that I should be proud of being a cuck.
After wasting 2023, I proceeded to waste both 2024 and 2025 with another course that I hate, even more so than Cinema, because I was only doing it to please my parents, which are basically the root of all my social life problems. And then I endured 2 more years because I was completely used to being a slave already. I graduated at the end of 2027 with no friends, no girlfriend, no money and a completely useless degree, since AI already replaced all entry level software engineering jobs and none of the public exams that I did called me. I threw 5 years of my life into the trash and at the end of it all, I was still trapped inside my parents house. I still didn't have any legitimate way of escaping their grasp for good and they didn't have any energy anymore to hide their profound deception and disgut towards their fraud of a son. So that meant they wouldn't finance me anymore for anything, since they didn't believe that I could turn my life around in my own way, but they also didn't want to force me to do anything their way, since they already knew it wouldn't work out anyway.So I lived as a NEET for the next 7 years. My brother came back home sometime around 2028 and I only spoke to him twice before he went out to start his army program and make my parents proud. I got fat, truly ugly and then I killed myself at June 22, 2035. Happy Birthday.
