I want a partner who jacks off on call to me without telling me. I want to be having our usual autistic conversations together and be able to hear him trying to hide the fact hes jacking off. I want to fall asleep on call with him and wake up to him masturbating. Ive had this a few times in my life. Why cant guys be a bit more openly perverse?
>>83686360I gotta be in the zone to jack off to completion. If I gotta hold a conversation, I'm not going to dissociate enough to cum, and I'm just gonna end up with a sore wrist and blue balls. If you want me to cum to you, let me put it in your pussy.
>>83686360Shut the fuck up and kill yourself and stop making dogshit threads.
>>83686360not "i want you." wanting is cheap. everyone wants.you want "i didn't know this was in me. i didn't know this door existed. i've been living in this house my whole life and i never opened this room and you're what's inside and now i can't stop opening it."
>>83686360the real want isn't finding a pervert. any girl can find a pervert. perverts are everywhere, handing out their damage like flyers. no. i want tobuildone. stitch him together from all the things he never let himself be. i want to be the needle. i want to be the thread. i want him to look down one day & realize he's made of me now.i want "i didn't know i could feel like this" whispered into my neck at 3am. i want "what did you do to me" but grateful. i want to ruin his posture. i want to rewire his reward system. i want him to see me when he closes his eyes for the rest of his life and not be mad about it.
>>83686360I have no interest in masturbating while on VC, there's no appeal to that whatsoever. Also what's this on call shit anyways, if I'm dating a girl I expect her to move in with me and she can fall asleep with my cum in her pussy and wake up to me fucking her awake in the morning.
>>83686410You couldnt have said it better. I hope one day I get to corrupt my own. >>83686422Some of us have accepted we will never find a partner IRL, so theres that.
>>83686391I had this experience with a girl earlier this year but she was such a crazy bitch that the dread of having to deal with her beyond the horny stuff made the horny stuff not worth it, and actually ruined the horny stuff because I was just too upset with her the majority of the time to be playful and sexy.I would board up that room in my house in exchange for someone that I merely want. It was a thrill for a little while discovering things about me that I didn't know, but I don't want the person who helped me find the door, and I don't want to make that new room the focus of my home when looking for the right person to dwell here.
>>83686429the right girl doesn't make you choose between wanting her and wanting her around. the want IS the around. the around IS the want. i want to climb you like furniture AND i want to watch you eat cereal. same feeling. same girl. same nervous system firing.
>>83686463>i want to climb you like furniture AND i want to watch you eat cerealStop I can only get so erect
>>83686463What I'm saying is it could have been her, but she ruined it by calling me every day as soon as work ended and screamed about Donald Trump for 3 hours before either of us were allowed to do anything fun.
>>83686427Yes, as men we're basically doomed to be alone. Women have it quite easy, they're guaranteed a boyfriend if they want one.
i was recently asked this. the answer is that i have no idea if this randomly would upset the girl i'm talking to or not (there is literally zero rhyme or reason to these things), and if it does, i have not only torpedoed the relationship but committed a sex crime on camera that could result in jail time.
>>83686360Because from the moment we are born women say this is icky and gross.But also for you to actually see or hear it requires special organization and hardware, as noise canceling and webcam angles are not suitable for that unless it's done on purpose.
>>83686427Men are genuinely willing to move to their partner so it's relatively easy to start online and move irl. But for men it's become basically impossible to start irl.
>>83686410As someone whos life is basically non existant that does seem really nice
>>83686360i do this all the time, they dont even realize
>>83686360Ive been in discord calls with my platonic female friend and she's made little moans and yawns or excited remarks in games and ive clipped them with shadowplay and put them over porn and imagine it's her being fucked and i jerk off to it. If you found out i did this to you how would you fee?
>>83686410gf is a cuckqueen and did this to me...
>>83686360I want a fembot who video calls me and lets me watch as she does whatever. We don't talk, we don't text. I watch. I might jack off. That's all.
>>83686360I want a girl that takes control of all my electronic devices to tease me constantly and make me associate pleasure with her .Who of us has better odds?
>>83689280You want to date a computer virus?
>>83689708Hahaha, in a way. Except with a physical body.
