does anyone have no friends because talking to people exhausts them? i mean i feel like everything exhausts me. every single thing. and having to talk to someone everyday and reply to all their messages feels borderline torturous. online friendships don't work out for me because i usually stop talking to the other person due to being so fucking tired of talking to them and having to dedicate attention to them
yeah I think I'm just not worth knowing and it's hard to think of things to say. I tried pretty hard online because I want to be close to someone but I don't think I can. I tried making it a competition who will stay the longest but I'm probably only .500 at it.
>>83690619same, i never know what to say either. when someone tells me something my mind blanks and i usually have no idea how to respond. k can talk when it's something interesting, but when they start talking, usually i just space out and i have to think deeply about how should i respond so i can keep up the impression of being engaged
