>used to be severely depressed>self harm, suicidal thoughts, talking to equally fucked up people>wallowing in a black void >now i feel completely neutral>not even in a bad way, just don't really stress out about anything>significantly more stable than who i was >feel nostalgic toward it and sorta wish something awful happened to me to trigger depression againwhy?
>>83691014its called the actualisation of the spirit. the 2 step plan to obtain ascention.keep going your doing whell, and if you can take it to the next level and reach a lower form of the esscence of intelectualisme more truths will be revealed to you.
>>83691014yeah i feel the exact same way anon. i guess i was just so depressed for so long that i got used to it, and now its uncomfortable to feel any other way. its not familiar anymore.
