a few years ago, i hit a really low point. i was stuck in my room 24/7, i barely spoke to anyone, i didnt go to school, i didnt take care of myself, i ate like shit, etc. i think my family thought that i would kill myself at any moment. so, they got people to help me. they got me on antidepressants, and i had someone assigned to me that would come and see me once a week. he helped me a lot. but once i became able to clean myself, to talk to people, to get out of the house, and to work towards a degree that would help me get a job, everyone just simply stopped caring. to them, i was fixed. but my issues never went away. i still feel like shit, i still feel like killing myself, and everyday i wish i could just give up. to go back to the way i used to be. the issues are still there, only they are less severe. and although they are still there, i am now able to be put to work. to be given orders, to slave away so that i can earn the wealthy elites even more money. and it really seems like thats the only thing they care about. they'll fix you up, repair you until you just barely functioning, and then leave you behind once they know they'll be able to milk you everything you've got. the only thing they care about is that you can provide for them.
>>83691044>people only care when youre at the lowest point of your lifenot true. Even at my lowest, people go out of their way to kick me harder and my best friend told me to kill myself.
>>83691044>>83691052The older I've gotten, the more I've realized that shit like "friends and family" are just concepts that don't really hold up when reality hits. Often times, "friends" are only so because you have to see them 5-6 days a week (work, school), and "family" is always looking for any excuse to remove you from the picture. No family cookouts, no family reunions, no get-togethers, no checking to see how you're doing in life (even with all these social media platforms), fucking NOTHING.
>>83691044its a sad reality we live in, but i like to believe at least someone does genuinely caremaybe they dont know how to show it, maybe you haven't met them yet. but there has to be at least 1 person.it would be too sad if its not the case.
>>83691044bro no one cared about me even at my lowest consider yourself lucky, you still have a few angels looking out for you I've only ever had demons
>>83691044I think you've got it in reverse anon. People only care when you are at your highest point. At you're lowest people don't even look at you.
