any actual schizos and not just larpers about hearing voices here?curious what your unique experience is like hearing things or what feels like something talking toyouis it multiple voices or just one, for you?for me its kinda like a really bad overly high pitched vocaloid and i cant determine most of what they're sayingbut there is a tone that it caries like they're yelling at me, happy with me, upset with a decision im making etc etcoften times i'll get in arguments/discussions with it which is annoyingalso, if you have questions for the voices i'll ask themthey are not happy about this
>>83726826Nope, im not schizo, but sometimes i larp as one to get reactions and excuse my shitty behavior.Anyway, what's your voices' favorite anime
>>83726845at least you're honest about it lolthey dont really like anime but will tolerate it as long as it has decent action and enjoyable plot, was watching overlord recentlyi tried watching lucky star and they were SCREEEECHING at me like a mom towering over her 30 y/o basement dwelling wizard son that he's wasting his life and needs to do somethingi thought it was cute though
>>83726873Sounds like your voices are absolute killjoysSo what's the goal of your voices. They have anything they like in life
Not schizo but I have explosive head syndrome
>>83726883i flip flop between them caring greatly for me and other times i really wonder about thatnot sure what their goal is but i want to say they behave like an overbearing controlling loverthe crazy part is i've grown to care about them too @__@>>83726888like actual EHS or eluding to suicidal?
>>83726826At some point we wake up. You'll understand what I mean at that time.
only hear voices during prolonged stress and exhaustion, and usually just hearing someone shout my name. someone unfamiliar, alwaysmy symptoms more so manifest in feeling like my thoughts are being projected to others and they can hear me think. very bad feeling, easy to run away with negative emotion
>>83726942could you attempt to articulate what you mean?they are already fucking with me physically and i'm almost convinced its some higher presence and not just some schizo thingi'm in a constant state of trying to figure out 'what is really going on' as it seems to fluctuateof course it all seems schizo af though>>83726943them saying my name is the clearest thing i can hearespecially when they repeat it over and over trying to get my attention>projected to others and they can hear me thinkthat could just be your chi/qi life force energy connecting with someone elsessome are more sensitive to this than others and you could be a 'lucky' onei've always been incredibly sensitive to others
>>83726919Actual, I just hear random noises or voices as Im drifting off to sleep. Very annoying.
>>83726826I hear a voice but its really cringe to post it here because its not what you'd expect. Its not shouting my name or anything, its just having a dialogue with me that uses my thoughts so we're communicating through telepathy, and the words she uses are in response to my thoughts. So If I were to start writing everything she said you'd only get half the picture, or less because she doesn't like it when I start sharing what she's saying. The times I've tried she just became unintelligible on purpose. I hate fags who larp as schizo because they often act in the shittiest way, and then call me a larper for not being a fake piece of shit like them. Just because you're hallucinating doesn't mean you lose your senses and act like a fool, or an evil pos.
>>83727026>communicating through telepathy, and the words she uses are in response to my thoughtssimilar experience, like its talking to someone thats on the outside based off of what im thinkingdo you 'think quietly' vs 'out loud' think ever? if you know what i mean by that....like try to have quiet thoughts that she cant hear?>shelucky you know her gender, mine wont give me an honest answeri think its a guy though but i could be wrong, im genuinely uncertain>doesn't like it when I start sharing what she's sayingyeah...they are not happy about this post and i have incredibly loud overwhelming music playing to help me get my thoughts outthe one thing they like to do is ring in left/right ears for yes/no answers, but half the time it feels unserious like im being fucked with>I hate fags who larp as schizoyeahhhh, i've come to realize that its really not what everyone has made it out to be that you turn into some crazy killer/psychodo you ever get physical manifestations?being touched like on your arm, head, ears....lips?
>>83726826I hallucinated that my dad was actually Dutch from black lagoon and that he was trying to contact me through telepathy. And that everyone secretly had telepathy that you had to access on your own and that the Netherlands was the father land that we all were trying to get to while we tried avoiding "them folks" (normal fags) finding out
>>83727075>..like try to have quiet thoughts that she cant hear?I do have thoughts that I sometimes want to hide but nothing really gets past her. >do you ever get physical manifestations?She sometimes touches my hair and my dick on occasion but doesn't happen that often She teases me a lot for example she's telling me to fuck her, but we both know that's not a possibility so it's done in jest. I kinda like her sometimes, other times she's insufferable. Yea I'm kinda bragging but she's a handful.
>>83727134sometimes i can have quiet thoughts and sneak it but not latelynormally i gotta have something loud on that overpowers the voice>physical stuffhmm interesting, wonder if others have this too....im still on the fence of some higher presence fucking with me though -___->Yea I'm kinda bragging but she's a handful.feels like a blessing and a cursebut i for sure would be much more lonely without itthnx for talking about it anon
>>83726826i only had one time where i was hearing voices after not sleeping for about a week they didn't say anything coherent, it just noise, words pieced together that didn't make any sense, though I could sense they weren't talking about meI had crazy hallucinations though, the best way i could describe it is as if there are images overlapping with your field of view you can see what's in front of you clearly but also the hallucination at 50% opacity
>>83726826I keep hearing music and lyrics and it gets worse when I'm about to fall asleep or right when I wake up all drowsy.I hope its normal.
>>83727215after not sleeping for a week that seems like normal side effects>>83727218funny enough they quiet down as it gets closer to sleepy timesometimes they'll bark at me to stop what im doing and go to sleep but not really noisy thoughas you turn your brain off/on i think its normal to have some dissonance between your waking mind and sleep statenot to trivialize what you're experiencing, just a thought
I wouldn't reveal all cards in one threadIt would make you an easy target
>>83727294If its normal then that's good enough for meI also have long ass dialogs with myself and finding the closure I was denied I kind of hate it at the moment because I wake up all tense or with high amounts of anxiety or both.
>>83727307id like to see them try.....but for real though, who/what do yo think would target me and for what reasonor are you just trying to see if you can fuck with me
i talk to myself in my mind with "we", and i hear voices that criticize my thoughts, and then voices that criticize those thoughts. maybe this keeps me saner than most and having a relatively functional life because i also see shadow creatures in the edges of my vision. i have also experienced, but not seen, a ghost when i was a teenager. i'm an ancient fucker by modern standards so i've thought a lot about it, and think all of these are various expressions of it, but i can't afford to see a psychologist lmao so i'm cursed with this shit until i break or die
>>83727331it does sound like you're going through something but there are some very clear sounds, intent, feelings, and voices going on in my head so i'm not sure that its what you're going throughmost of the time i can tell the difference between my inner dialogue and the voicethere are times when that does get somewhat blurry though
I hear a couple words at a time. there are multiple adult voices that together sound like one androgynous voice. sometimes they split apart and say seperate things but not usually. Most common is hearing my name called from somewhere else. Short command ones like "Don't look" "Run away" "Just die" repeat over and over for a couple seconds too. I'm able to cope pretty well except for the face that it's basically impossible to listen to someone else or concentrate while they're happening and I forget what I was thinking about when they happen.
>>83727366I have also experienced a ghost. Could you post your ghost story?
>>83727370Yeah I got ghosted by someone I thought loved me as much,So yeah I'm going trough so many voices and making my own closure and enough feelings to go around.I haven't been in that blurry state unless its when I wake up form whatever my mind has been yapping and playing it out in a dream.
>>83727366>>83727390before the voices became really loud and obvious i had always been a very spiritually connected and sensitive personi could sense collective consciousness before i even knew what it wasanyways, at one point of my life i moved into a literal shack/cabinpic rel is the the cabin (ofc black and white spooky, couldnt find another pic)the homeowner had just died of a heart attack, it was my ex GF's dad and they offered to let me stay therewell my little cabin didnt have a kitchen unit, just a bathroomand every time i was in the main house i could swear i felt an angry yelling presence right over my shoulderi couldnt hear anything but you know that feeling you get when someone is staring at you and you turn around and sure enough they weresame kinda of thing but this was ANNNGGGGRYYYYYYY super madon top of that in the little cabin bathroom whenever i was showering i could ALWAYS hear people talking like they were just beyond the wallsthis cabin was in the middle of the forest though, there was no one around for milescome to find out later that this property has significant historical background for my area, many of the limestone miners worked and lived at this property so it has a long liniage of people who've lived here, and probably died herethe cabin i lived in used to be for 'the help'anyways the craziest part of the story happened when suddenly one night it felt like a HUGE celebration was popping of in my cabinlike a big fucking party was RAGING all around me and i was so confused as to why this was happening and all i could do was sit therethe next day angry was gone...i noticed it immediately because i had come to expect it every daya few hours later i come to find out that they sold the propertyif you read into these things, to me it felt like her dad's soul/spirit left and the rest of who were left celebrated his departuretrippppppy
