it's cold outside editionPrevious: https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/83645518/Rules:Ignore impolite moidsQuestions:>favorite pastime when it's cold>favorite hot drink>what is the coldest you've ever beenFAQ:>What is this thread?A place for biological women to talk about their lives.>Why aren't you on Crystal Cafe?It has been aggressively raided for years and is dead.>Well, you're raiding my male safe space!r9k is not a male board. https://wizchan.org/ is.>I'm a man, can I post here?Please don't, but if you are going to anyway, be polite and indicate your gender.>I'm a tranny, can I post here?No. Die.>What does nona mean?Anon -> Nona>I want a holeThis is not >>>/soc/>How do femanons feel about (random hypothetical moid scenario)?This is not /ATOGA//biofem/ OP Copy+Paste:https://rentry.org/biofem_OP
>>83765472>favorite pastime when it's coldwishing for my anime love to be real>favorite hot drinkhot chocolate >what is the coldest you've ever beenwhen i was in the snow wishing for my anime boyfriend to be real
>favorite pastime when it's coldbeing on my heated blanket but also car rides if it isn't too bad or slippery out>favorite hot drinkhot chocolate but i use hersheys syrup>what is the coldest you've ever beenthere was one time where i got outta a hot shower and all of a sudden i'm freezing my ass off like i fell in an ice lake
>>83765502do you wish for anime boyfriend too nona
hope Op1 is staying safe and warm
>favorite pastime when it's coldSnuggling under the blanket and browsing 4chan.>favorite hot drinkHot chocolate!>what is the coldest you've ever beenWhen the power was out for awhile due to the snow storm in my apartment. It was cold despite all the additional layers.>>83765502>heated blanketI got to get one. >outta a hot showerThat is why I have a heater in mine. That transition it torture.
>favorite pastime when it's coldsnuggling up and watching a good movie>favorite hot drinkhot cocoa when it's chilly, coffee all other times>what is the coldest you've ever beena dare challenge with friends on winter vacation to see how long each of us could submerge ourselves in a frozen lake.>>83765626>That is why I have a heater in mine. That transition it torture.That's one of the reasons I love having central heating. Having the whole house be nice and warm when I'm finished showering after my run is pretty great.I was informed last week that I have accumulated 3 weeks of vacation time, and that I need to use it in the next few months or lose it. So now I need to think of where to go.
Hey can I get uh... one Nona-sicle to go? Uh... needy falvor. A little autism on top.
Hope kpop is staying safe and warm
>favorite pasttime when it's coldGenuinely love building stuff out of snow. I've built a tunnel for my dog to run through and my greatest creation was an enormous snow gorilla>favorite hot drinkGotta be spiced black tea with 2 equals and a splash of milk>what is the coldest you've ever beenWhen I was a little girl the private school would send us out to recess even when the windchill was below 0. I have a lot of memories of just sitting against the wall in my coat at recess in my own world (I'd zip the coat over my head and sit in my coat in darkness)
It's okay to display your anger. Your feelings are real, you have them for a reason. Don't be suffocated, don't be gaslit, if you feel rage, then it must be unloaded for the sake of your OWN mental hygiene.
>>83766486>It's okay to display your anger.Nigger!
>>83766528That's fine. You had to say that. It may not be appropriate, but I understand.
today was cold and got soup. Excellent choice but bad idea since I now slept through most of the work hoursFeels like I will die before knowing what snow is though, sad.
>>83766375isn't it summer where she is?>>83766480>Genuinely love building stuff out of snowThat was a favorite of mine too. My favorite thing I ever did in the snow was build an igloo out of snowballs and dead branches. that was when I discovered on my own how much of a good insulator snow is.>>83767780>today was cold and got soupWhat kind of soup?
https://youtube.com/watch/E6HzqoWyAdU?si=7qoK5nfxxgtTK95e
>>83766108>central heatingMy landlord has that for our building but he always keeps it low. He doesn't mind us using space heaters since he doesn't pay the electric.Yes, take it before they take it from you! My old employer had that use it or lose it policy. The only difference was that they'd cash it out to you.
Why would women post here?
>>83768044Because your meltdowns over it are funny.
>>83767849giblets, something like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C14Bx1P3eZA
>>83768044Women can be sad losers too. It ain't gated by sex.>inb4 femcels don't existNeither do incels. There is always something somewhere willing to have sex with (You)>>83768053I just feel tired when I see it. But I think that's because I feel like they give the rest of us a bad name.I don't really hate women and I think it's silly to be that way.
>>83768144>. There is always something somewhere willing to have sex with (You)Ok (You) have sex with (Me)
>>83768215I didn't say it was me, faggot. Also I'm not gay.Download Grindr
>>83768144I don't feel all of you are like that: just a few actually are. The rest are just shitposting. Have fun and shitpost.
>>83768370>Have fun and shitpost.Fair enough. Uh....>women gay why I get no pussy kill niggers
>what did you eat for breakfast? if you didn't eat breakfast what do you want to eat for breakfast? >whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?
>>83767849>isn't it summer where she isJanuary is winter time.
>>83769566in the southern hemisphere its summer. kpopnoona is brazilian, so its summer where she is, retard
>>83769622>fell for the spherical earth meme
When you read Nona. The n is supposed to be silent right?
>>83769651No... nah.
>>83769661When I read kpopnona for example. I just pronounce it as kpop-ona.
>>83769622kpop is not in Brazil
>>83768029>He doesn't mind us using space heaters since he doesn't pay the electric.You have that going for you at least.>Yes, take it before they take it from you!I'm debating where to go. One part of me wants to go on a cruise through the Mediterranean, but another wants to go back to Hawai'i. I'm still waiting on where Scrubs would be fine with going though.>>83768070Looks pretty tasty. Did you make it yourself?>>83768541>what did you eat for breakfast? if you didn't eat breakfast what do you want to eat for breakfast? Some leftover garlic chicken and rice from the night before.>whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?Extremely Online by Taylor Lorenz>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?Watching Kentucky Fried Movie with my bf.>>83769632>not AnunnakimaxxingNGMI
move in silence like nigsagna
I am a boy, I play with my toy
eating chips ahoy matey, I'm psychoSigma Fruedsummer timewearing corduroy
Hello, im trans, please an i allowed in here?
i want to complain.i wish more jfashion brands offered bigger sizing. i want to buy lots of secret honey or noemie brand setups but none of them have big enough busts. the waists are fine. but they max out at like, 88-94cms in terms of bust. its killing me. no one makes noemie or secret honey dupes like they do liz lisa. i could get it altered, but getting waist tucked is easier than getting more bust room, id probably end up buying 2 very expensive dresses just to use one as scraps to get one altered bigger, which im not doing...
>>83770882Absolutely, that's what this is all about. We all jerk off when someone addresses us as a woman.
>>83771538I cant masterbate so.... you can do it for me
>>83771540just wear a cock ring like the rest of us 60 year olds, there's no shame in it
P10 bump nonas have a nice morning
eurobumpe
both those bumps and it still sank to p7 in 20 minutes
>>83772986Sorry, not all of us on here 24/7 like some.
Tomorrow is going to end my wfh days ;_;. Me and my husband finally got the ice off our vehicles. >favorite pastime when it's coldJust sitting and reading. I finished reading a few Matt Haig stuff. The Midnight Library is the only one I've sort-of liked of his stuff. The Life Impossible and How to Stop Time was flat out dumb, just like his book about anxiety.>favorite hot drinkCoffee obviously! I'm a coffee addict.>what is the coldest you've ever beenI would say the time when I was running a trail 10k during a rainy late fall day. My clothes got soaked and I was shivering a lot. Thankfully I always carry spare clothes in my vehicle to change out of. It still took me a while to get warmed up after that!>>83765512I hope so too! >>83766375Was yesterday the day she was supposed to come back? If so, I hope she made it back safely!>>83766108>>83769924Three weeks is a lot. I agree with the other: take it. It'd be a shame to lose it. I hate losing my PTO. Any place where you two would enjoy is best!>>83768044Why not?>>83768144You don't really hate us? Well then, looks like we need to find a way for you to finally hate us! :)>>83768541>what did you eat for breakfast? if you didn't eat breakfast what do you want to eat for breakfast? My favorite: oatmeal!>whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?I really want to re-read Nod by Adrian Barnes. It's a fun apocalyptic book.>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?It's a really private thing between me and my husband.>>83769651I always pronounced like >>83769661>>83773536I'm chronically online 24/7, even in my dreams!Okay, back to work ;_;
>>83765472oh!! there's a new one!! i've been posting around without even realising >favorite pastime when it's coldgaming and staying in bed which is arguably also my favourite pastimes when it's hot >favorite hot drinkhot chocolate!>what is the coldest you've ever beenwhen i went to chile during the winter and went up the mountains to see very disappointing snow for the first and only time
>>83765472Alright, Anonettes. It's time to ask the question...Which of you have an Animal Crossing New Horizons island I can visit?..&& to answer these ones!>cold weather pastimeI usually take to answering these from a "currently enjoying" angle rather than "all time favs". Unless the atmosphere/my mood is conducive to some SRS blogrambling.This winter has been historically dry, so any small bit of snow we get I've been out in! My partner is also staying with me, and he doesn't really get a full four seasons of weather where he lives, so he loves the snow as well. He bought us a Switch 2 for (late) Christmas, so we've been on that quite a bit when it's just too windy outside for adventures. We did also just watch my brother in a ski joring competition the other day, and it made me really want to try it! I'd seen the events all around, but that was the first time I'd been. Why, a bonafide snowdeo it was, yep yep! I miss working with horses.But yeah. In general I used to just wander the forest all day as a kid, come home with bright red tundra clown cheeks, burrs in my hair and boots soaking wet from """falling""" through the ice on the stream (stomping so I could look at the crystals that form between the top sheet and the splash near the rocks/waterfalls.. maybe nibble a bit. One time my best friend and I's mouths started bleeding profusely because the ice crystals were just that sharp. We let it drip into some snowballs we fashioned atop our ice-cones and make snowcones out of our own blood).
>>83774506>It's a really private thing between me and my husband.You have to tell it now.
>>83774718Snowboarding is great, but pricy unless you wanna get a job at the resort and ski bum it in exchange for lift passes. Though in recent years I've been thinking about switching chiefly back to skiing. Warn baths of course, since I haven't yet achieved my "Own land with a personal hotspring uncovered by [the technology a community member is working on to take satellite imagery and find untapped/undiscovered hot springs to bring more of a bathing culture to the area and to revitalize local economies in partnership with his nonprofit that prioritizes an eco-centric approach for tourism --keeping rivers clean for watersport, holding summer camps that help kids build a respect and fondness for nature, so on-- rather than relying on new developments of chain stores or flashy entertainment meccas]" dream!>warm bevvyTea, an easy answer! If I don't rant about the ins and outs of my at-home apothecary, heh.
>>83774718>acnhgod it's been my dream to play that stupid game since it was released. unfortunately the switch is beyond expensive and the game even moreso. so i have to stick with stardew valley instead. no complaints though, check out my awesome fit
did SISTER NONA ever finish her story?!?!
>>83774718>>83774752>shiver memoriesWind does me in. I can handle a slow-burn kind of frostbite, and my legs never get too cold, but if my underlayers aren't tight to my skin and my outer layer doesn't have a good shell, the wind weaseling its way up into my nooks and crannies is an overstimulating kind of uncomfortable that tips the tism from "Just ignore all Extraverted Sensing until you're starving/about to piss yourself/missing an arm" etc. superpower back to gossamer-sensibilities disability.An early morning drive back from a music festival with my cousin in my mom's old Jeep with the soft roof taken off comes to mind. I was just so tired and the wind was so loud and prickly, but I felt too indebted to him for letting me sleep in his tent with him and his friends to ask him to put the roof back on. I was a tween so I was trying to prove I wasn't just an annoying little cousin anymore, aha. But also we had to leave early the morning of the last day because we were apparently on a flood plain and woke up to a few inches of water in our tent and the tent itself trying to suffocate us as it blew down on top of us from the Chicago winds. So I hadn't started out in the best condition, sensory wise.Makes me remember a lot of rides home from school like that in the same Jeep; up the canyon, so the deep shadowy corners of the switchbacks that don't see sun all day would be pretty chilly, even in the summer. The exhaustion makes it feel like Geneva-disapproved torture, for real. Without the sleepiness it's just annoying, but it's like overstim and sleep dep tactics at the same time...
>>83774757I had Stardew on my old Switch and played tha fuuuuuuuucc out of it! My ex-common law husband kept it though since he paid for most of the games, but I lost all my data. Pokemon, Skyrim, Okami, Smash Bros, Mario Kart, AC, Witcher, etc. ... Sadge!! We're on decent terms so I'm sure someday I could arrange for a custody transfer, lmao. But he moved to the PNW and I think all the meaningful data transfer stuff between systems requires you to physically be in the same room at first, so it won't be anytime soon. What spouse did you choose? Do you just kinda use it for comfy vibes at this point or are there still any decor/design plans or goals you're trying to reach?Too bad there's no cross-platform co-op > 3<'Also how was the vacation? Or are you still on it? I saw a little bit of the thread you made but ofc with a guest I try not to be On That Damn Phone (TM) *toooo* much
>>83774506>My favorite: oatmeal!I just had some in your honor. btwhttps://youtu.be/Es_uQAQkNXohttps://youtu.be/-0C9rt84MdM
>>83774794>An early morning drive back from a music festival with my cousin in my mom's old Jeep with the soft roof taken off comes to mind. I was just so tired and the wind was so loud and prickly, but I felt too indebted to him for letting me sleep in his tent with him and his friends to ask him to put the roof back on.nta but that reminds me of a similar experience i had. I was with my older cousin and he invited me to a college party. he had just gotten a car with a drop top roof and the ride was around an hour long. it was so cold and there was so much wind but I didn't want to say anything to look uncool so I just fell asleep. an hour later and I wake up after having my hair blown around and my hair was unlike anything I had ever experienced before or since. also there may have been some drinking involved.
>>83774959>arrange for a custody transferdivorce really does break up families that's so sad>What spouse did you choose? i'm usually an elliott girl but i'm going for shane this save. what about you? >Do you just kinda use it for comfy vibes at this point or are there still any decor/design plans or goals you're trying to reach?i'm actually still very early game! (all things considered) hoping to get it ported from the tablet i took on vacation to the pc so i can also get some mods>Also how was the vacation? Or are you still on it?it was great!!!!! it's weird even to see weather so dull and rainy over here, i almost forgot that was possible lolol. i am glad to be home tho. missed my room, my privacy, my pc, my teddybear and my weed. >>83774961this is so true. getting ads for flights EVERYWHERE since the damn thing figured out i was going on vacation and talking about planes and such.
>>83775059can't believe i forgot to save my trip on pc what
>>83771560I have no cock
>>83775137>I have no cockwould you like one?
>>83774506>Three weeks is a lotI haven't had a vacation in years and my time just kept accumulating.>Any place where you two would enjoy is best!Problem is Scrubs has no idea where to go, and I would like his opinion because I want to be sure he'd be happy with where we go too.>My favorite: oatmeal!What do you like to add to it?>Snowboarding is great, but pricy unless you wanna get a job at the resort and ski bum it in exchange for lift passes.Any snow related sports activities are so absurdly expensive now that it's becoming something only the really rich can enjoy more than once. Everything is getting Disney pricing now.It's one of the reasons why I turned to camping in winter is because has an expensive buy in, but after that the cost of your hobby is just food, gas and maybe a gps subscription if you want it.>>83774959>common-law husband>But he moved to the PNWIs he an OreGUNian now?>I think all the meaningful data transfer stuff between systems requires you to physically be in the same room at first,Can't he offload that data onto an SD Card?
>>83775744>>83774752forgot to give a (You).
https://youtube.com/watch/483hp45eLHs
>>83774775It was ai sloppa.
I'm 30F and today a 20M asked me out and said I looked so much younger (I don't, he just wanna hit it). I didn't really answer cause we got interrupted at the time, but he's a coworker so it wouldn't be wise to say yes. It felt pretty nice, I'm happy.
>>83776964it didnt sound like AI at all tho
is there a specific way to find a boyfriend from another country? like any specific apps or ways to find one? i dont want to seem like im just using him to get out of the country and i would genuinely like to find a partner but it would be a great bonus if he were from abroad and we made plans to move to his country. im not sure if id even do it because im very close to my family who wont leave and it is my home. but i dont want to spend another minute in my country.
>>83777375>like any specific apps or ways to find one?any apps geared towards that are total scams and people looking for human trafficking victims. plus it's already pretty much impossible to form a real connection with dating apps for any genderi think best bet is hoping to find someone on a game, chat or board, unless you have the money to travel somewhere for a week or two (and still hope they still keep in contact afterwards)
>>83777394yeah youre right. i dont really play games anymore or use any of the social boards but i guess it wouldnt hurt to look on these places. thank you for the help
>>83777415>dont really play games anymorewhat games did you used to play
When you see a woman dressing conservatively, kinda like >picrel, does that make you less likely to approach her?I feel very uncomfortable showing my body, so I only dress myself in unfashionable clothes like those no matter the type of place. Not sure what else to wear.
>>83778326>I feel very uncomfortable showing my body,Some of the most attractive women I've seen while shopping are just wearing like jogging pants and no make up.
how are the femneets doing, any nonas playing the new terraria update
And he's back to snoring again. Oh well, it was a nice few nights. Cpap ready to deliver, but stuck due to weather. >>83774544Hey kpop! I'm assuming you made it back safely since you are posting? I'm so jealous you never had to see snow other than that occasion. This winter storm we got here is very annoying. At least now my husband sees why I prepare for emergencies than just a simple gasoline generator. All we used it for was to power space heaters for rooms we were using. Everything else was back-up batteries. He sees why I have that back-up battery bank he so hates. But I am glad those two elderly couple's generators, the ones I did so much overtime for, came into good use for them during this storm. >>83774718Lucky!!! Our last two winters here have been terrible and full of snow and now we're going for season 3 of it!! I want the moderate winters from 2016-2023 back!>>83774737Sorry, it's that private. I know I have a tendency to overshare without realizing it, but it's that private.>>83774775Afaik she didn't. >>83774961Nice! Also, thanks for the video.>>83775744He's so indecisive! Tell him to hurry up and not let your PTO go to waste! I know he has to plan as well for his, but he has to consider yours as well! I like it where I"m at now in that at least it any unused PTO at the end of the year goes into sick days, which we get 7 sick days per the year. Any added to it is great.I've just resorted back to used to do: just buy a box of plain instant and a box of fruity flavor. Then, use one of each. I was doing some honey and cinnamon in mine for a while but I just got food fatigue with it. >>83777284Hey, sometimes a little complement like that helps make your day a bit better!>>83778468>jogging pantsOr full track suits like me :).
>>83779343How was your digital detox? Do you think you'll do it again any time soon?
>>83779343>He's so indecisive! Tell him to hurry up and not let your PTO go to waste!He can be like that at times though when something is routine or when he's in the moment he's very decisive. Sometimes he doesn't like plan things out months ahead in advance, but when things draw nearer he's easier to take action. It took some prodding, but he did end up suggesting we could go to Japan, China or some place in Europe.Japan or China sound interesting, but since he said he'd be fine with Europe I thought of the idea of a Lisbon to Berlin road trip. Another idea is a tour of Spain and we could spend a few days with my mother's family at their vineyard. Ever since I went there on vacation with my parents I've always wanted to go back and spend more time in Barcelona.>I was doing some honey and cinnamon in mine for a while but I just got food fatigue with it.I never thought of trying honey before. I always added cinnamon sugar, but now I think maybe making an infused honey for oatmeal would be an interesting idea.
>>83779343You wanting it to be private just makes it more interesting.
>>83779885Sorry, that message about it being private was meant for me >.<
>>83765472>favorite pastime when it's coldcrying, vns, sleeping, texting randoms>favorite hot drinkI only drink monsters or water>what is the coldest you've ever beencouple days ago I was laying in my empty bathtub with an open window and my hands and feet were freezing and I was so cold
>>83779773I felt it was really great. It's hard not to come on now when I'm up due to his snoring, and being up late at night just gives me the urge to since it's what I've always done at night time when I was working at the group home. I cannot even do anything else because ADHD, and if I were to take the meds at this time, I wouldn't be able to get back to sleep like I was able to for around 2 hours. I tried the non-stims but they never helped. I've been back ever since the hack and I got curious on how everyone was doing here. Then I lurked on the old generals I used to post on as well and started posting there again. I was doing good on barely coming on, but now, here I am again often since I'm constantly wondering how everyone is doing. I would like to completely cut out 4chan again. It was doing really good for my own mental health. But, I cannot stop wondering how everyone is doing. It hate not being on FB at times though since I'd like to know what's going on at my old church due to judgmental assholes. But I cannot go back there after what happened this summer. I'm thankful the pastor there is non-judgmental and was kind to bless me and my husband's marriage after our court ceremony at the church. >>83779828God I know how much that is like with the doing things down at the last second. It's cool though he would like to go to other countries. Esp spending time with family. And having a vineyard! Do they make their own wine? That's be a major bonus, lol. To me, it wasn't as good, but I was trying to cut out the added sugar in the fruity packets a bit since those have some added sugar in them. The amount is insignificant for me though, but I still wanted to cut it out. But, after awhile, I just didnt' like it as much, ended up with the food fatigue with it, so I went back. I just cannot stand it anymore at my age. I just want to eat what I like. >>83779885Me and my husband's intimate life does not need be posted on here. Drop it.
>>83779974I know crying can feel good, but why is it in your favorite pastime? And why sit in an empty bathroom with the open window?
>>83779974>texting randomswhere do you meet good randoms to text?
>>83778917i dont play terraria im tired and havent slept much. my new figures just came in that i bought with neetbuxx tho. been reading through hello kitty no nietzsche with an ai translator because that just arrived. gotta read the rest of my other book tho later. overall doing great cause ive been off 4chan for the most part
>>83780117I'll let it go. Just don't tease like that. If you say something like that, it makes people more curious.
>sign up for many giveaways on Goodreads>finally win>it's a book I didn't care aboutFuck. I should stop signing up for almost every single giveaway.>>83780146Thank you.
yeah to be fair some girls respond like that as a way to socially signal faux virtue but then secretly beg you to ask more so they have an excuse to be lewwwwwwduh
>ITT: men larping with each other
>>83780250wtf do you even mean?
>>83768044This is the only place I can hate faggots in peace. The rest of the internet licks their asses
>favorite pastime when it's coldJust sitting outside and watching it snow is nice. Might call in sick to go sit in the park today. It's a nice way to just check out of reality for a while when it's too much.>favorite hot drinkThere's a tea I get that's a mix of spearmint and peppermint. I like it a lot.>what is the coldest you've ever beenWas doing my favorite activity years ago. It was a very difficult time and I ended up getting very cold from sitting there so long.
>>83780582>spearmint and peppermintI like that tea very much as well. The only thing I hate is that it leaves an aftertaste I don't like very much.
>>83780606Haven't noticed one with the brand I get, would probably bug me too though.
>>83780124is this the Australian figure femanon
>>83780652indeed it is nyan
>>83780119>crying can feel good, but why is it in your favorite pastime?I'm physically not able to cry but yesterday I finally could and idk it felt so goodAnd why sit in an empty bathroom with the open window?I vaped at night but I didn't want my parents to find out (dw I'll quit in 2 weeks or so I'm not addicted yet)>>83780120>where do you meet good randoms to text?discord servers but I only have 2 to talk to
>>83780582>Was doing my favorite activity years agoWhat's your favorite activity? o.O
>>83780365it was obvious that nona was setting a legitimate boundary past a point. but to start it can be hard to tell on /r9k/ or with girls in general. because of the coquettish "don't hit on me silly boys! stop inquiring about my fetishes and my body count and the color of my panties!" game where they really just want you to ask three more times so they can save a little face pretending to go "sigh, fiiine" as if they were worn down into oversharing or being lewd, not that they were dying to from the start but want to have their cake and eat it too by maintaining the air of classy fem who wouldn't just spill all her secrets and private details at the first hint of interest but who also gets to benefit from the kind of attention sharing those things attracts.
>>83781800The one I mentioned in the post. I just didn't want to retype it.
>>83765472you'll find what you're looking for eventually nona. Not all dudes see you as a sex toy
>>83774506>looks like we need to find a way for you to finally hate us!I only really hate my ex wife.And lesbians I guess. But not nearly as much as I hate my ex wife.
I am a male, but I have an important question for the femanons in this thread. Please refer to picrel
>>83780211>God I know how much that is like with the doing things down at the last second. It's cool though he would like to go to other countriesHe's been to a number of interesting countries but always on assignment, so he is not opposed to going abroad. But I've now given him the small task of making lists of cities, itineraries and things to do in those countries so we can debate what to do or not, like what I'm doing for trips through Europe now.>Esp spending time with family.That's the weird part. My mother didn't leave on the best term but that's kind of healing now after the funeral last year and they seem to be a bit more welcoming to us now.And having a vineyard! Do they make their own wine?Yes, they grow grapes to make tempranillo. Most of their land is dedicated to growing to supply a local wine co-op, but they do make some wine for themselves as well as grow a number of different things as well as raising some animals. It's a wonderfully little comfy place if you're into cottagecore.>To me, it wasn't as good, but I was trying to cut out the added sugar in the fruity packets a bit since those have some added sugar in them.I tried some this morning and it was kind of alright. I can see it being something that would eventually get boring if it was much more frequent. Maybe adding a tart flavor would make it better.>>83780211>I should stop signing up for almost every single giveaway.You should still give it a try. I bought a box of books at a yard sale for $5 years ago, and in it was a book about the CIA's program studying metaphysics and it spurned my love of cold war intrigue.
>>83782735never seen a toad in a log. When I start hearing them is so sudden I assume they come from underground like moles or zombies.
>>83779343scheduled a sleep study based on your comment last thread I think it was, thanks.Still need surgery my nose inside is just poor design from God, and I will probably need the cpap too anyway but it'll be nice to finally get some metrics about my sleep quality or lack of, never had one.
>>83765472how are nonas doing on the employment/education front, as a neet im starting to worry about my future :/
https://youtube.com/shorts/te08-pJEY8w
>>83780250No, it's quite literally a private thing and no one else's business.>>83780582I could never enjoy any kind of mint.>>83782286And that boundary is "private." Meaning, you shouldn't bother.>>83782731So, what is it about your ex-wife and lesbians that you hate?>>83783326That's a good way to get him off his butt, lol. At least he can have say in the matter. It's good that you two can talk those things out. It is better that you two can compromise on things. If you two go there, do you plan on taking advantage of the wine they make? lol. It is sad that sometimes it takes a funeral to get family back on good terms. I've seen it on my dad's side of the family where they constantly had arguments. The thing with the oatmeal is that sometimes, it just seems that it's better to go with the like and familiar. I'm glad I won, but it's not really something I want. I just blindly enter a lot of giveaways on the site. Thankfully the one I won is a Kindle ebook, not a physical one. I'm trying to keep the physical collection down to only ones I enjoy the most. Finding a treasure like that book you found can be a real treat sometimes. Hidden gems can be fun to read.>>83783394I vaguely remember. Are you the one I told to say get it because it's annoying to your partner? If so, great for you! Even if it isn't sleep apnea (my husband's is obstructive), at least you got something to go on. It'll help out your health in the long run so you can spend years together with your significant other.>>83783585I'm not worried. My job is stable, and hopefully I'll get on disability since the third submission was sent earlier this month and my lawyer is on it. Though, I really suggest people take whatever. Even the hospital I work at has ghost jobs.
>>83784217>hopefully I'll get on disabilitymiodchan wants to be a neet?
>>83784234Who doesn't? Sure, it'll be a major hit in our income, but we don't have any debt since I paid everything off. Not to mention I still have all my money in savings, CD's, in various retirement accounts and another account with all the money I made selling my house to my aunt. I may have to work part time, but I'd rather prefer having the time than money.I don't think people realize how broken I actually am. The only reason I can wfh every once in awhile is because I have ADA accommodations. This cold only makes it worse for me.
>>83784217i was thinking of becoming a CNA or RNA, as a shutin depressed neet how good or bad/ how hard is it as a job
>>83784331It depends on a lot of things like location and area you are in. It tends to be really stressful in the hospital setting. It also tends to pay the best though if money is your thing. I won't say that you should or shouldn't. For me, I've just been in the field too long and I'm burned out so badly and I'm severely broken from it. My back hurts since I got osteoarthritis in it. It doesn't help that my knees are already shot. Having RA doesn't help with that either. Most patients now-a-days are obese or more, so if you have to move them, it'll be a lot of weight. I've lost teeth because of getting hit by patients. But on the plus side, it can be fulfilling knowing that you are helping people out. The CNA doesn't pay much, so I would suggest actually going for your LPN license at minimum, even if you just get your CNA. Now depending on setting is where it's either stressful or not. In the group homes I was at, it was ezpz and it was just making sure the patients are okay. There are certifications now that CNAs can give out basic medications. They still cannot give out IV or IM medications, nor can they do something like turn to the dosage a patient on for say their Lantus or Ozempic. However, pills, otic, optic, etc. they can.In the hospital, it can be really stressful based upon patient load and their personality. You can have some that are very demanding (e.g. calming a patient down when they are demanding their medications), while others chilled out. Since you are the lowest person on the totem pole, you'll be responsible for most basic things like changing bedding, bed chucks, cleaning up messes, and just generally helping the patient out of bed. Like I said, I'm not going to say go for it or not.
>>83784331>>83784470I forgot to say: in these times, you may very well need to get whatever can be offered up. CNA is a steady position and are needed everywhere. So if you really need a job, you can usually get one.
any ny femaons looking for a robot bf?
>>83784331>>83784470>>83784480God I fucking hate having ADHD since my med wore off hours ago. Something you might want to look into is maybe becoming a Medical Assistant or a phlebotomist. They're not too bad of jobs to have and always in demand as well. Anyways, gtg.
>>83784564>Anyways, gtg.Please don't leave me here alone.
>>83780582>There's a tea I get that's a mix of spearmint and peppermintThat's too many mints for one drink.>>83784217>That's a good way to get him off his butt, lol. At least he can have say in the matter.I don't want it to come off that Scrubs is a layabout or rudderless. He's just new to the practice of making long term plans. Up until last year he'd been at a job for a long time that didn't allow him the luxury of planning out his day, but now he's slowly coming to grips with the idea that he can relax and make plans.>It's good that you two can talk those things out. It is better that you two can compromise on thingsWhile I get what you're saying, I prefer the term "agree", rather than "compromise". Compromise has the connotation that one is not completely satisfied with the affair while "agree" implies we debated and reached a consensus which pleases both of us. If I want A, but he wants B and we don't discuss what we like about each we'll never discover that C works for both of us.>If you two go there, do you plan on taking advantage of the wine they make?Absolutely! If I could find a way to send several cases home cheaply I'd do it without second thought.>It is sad that sometimes it takes a funeral to get family back on good terms.True, but I'm happy that it happened.>thankfully the one I won is a Kindle ebook,What's the book about?>Hidden gems can be fun to read.I thought that one was a dad book at first until I gave it a chance. When you realize much of the secret programs during the cold war were things like testing The Album that Makes You Gay Instantly or testing psychic powers by electrocuting twins it helps you to realize that such a frightening period of human history was in fact very stupid.>>83784708You'll be fine, you have company
>>83785318>You'll be fine, you have companyDo you promise?
>>83786384You'll definitely have company but it's me after 3 drinks. Buckle up.
>>83786436Not a dog person but cute.
>>83786384I can promise.To guarantee is another thing entirely.
>favorite pastime when it's coldJust going for walks in the snow and then comfortably warming up afterwards. I like ice skating a lot too but it doesn't necessarily need to be cold outside to do that.>favorite hot drinkCofe if soup doesn't count. London fogs and matcha lattes are good too>what is the coldest you've ever beenCold enough that I blocked out the memory but still lived
>>83786665>I can promiseDo you promise for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part?
>>83786796Way to kill a thread with already little interest dude, damn.>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?>Do you prefer colder weather?>How are your new years resolutions going?
>>83768044>>83768053I dunno, I enjoy talking on this board overall, it's pretty fun
>>83787809Other than the unfunny attempt at /pol/shit and trannies, it is fun.
>>83785318I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I'm very sorry if I came off that way. For me, compromising is just coming to an agreement that benefits both the most. But I get what you are saying.Lol, that would be great if you could smuggle some of it home. That'd be plenty of good homebrew for you two. My mom's was always the best. I really loved her elderberry brews.The book is a basic mystery in which some high school students take a trip to a remote cabin in the middle of winter after one of them returns after being away for many years. A person thinks they are trespassing and attacks them. The person is heavily wounded and flees. Somehow, this guy is involved in their pasts including the murder of two of the teenager's fathers. It is really interesting yet scary the amount of programs our government used to have to investigate things like that. I wonder how many are still unknown. The experiments done in the past though did produce some interesting redults in the area of psychology. Then, ethics came around fir the good though. I'd hate to see a modern Little Albert.
>>83787847Well first is really inevitable, buuuut second could be prevented if this world was a bit brighterhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbDhbxMVMwI
>>83774718>come home with bright red tundra clown cheeksclown femanon...
I'm allowed to be racist because my bf is half white
>>83778326>so I only dress myself in unfashionable clothesyou can dress modestly and be fashionable. same way you can dress skimpy and look tacky. i'm assuming you are uncomfortable even showing shoulders or belly? i'd invest in a nice white or black blouse and a couple of skirts or dresses to layer over. i find wearing one with a pattern already makes a look way more stylish, plaid especially is very cute and classy, but you could do some high contrast like picrel.>>83779343snow really does sound insufferable, like it's a nice concept to see, not so much live with it. i'm glad that's a least a problem we don't really have in brazil.>>83783585my classes start next week. serious classes this time, like getting a degree in a few years. i am both terrified and excited because i think i finally found a school that suits me and that i want to pursue. >>83786436>pomeranianthat's me!!!! that's me!!!!>>83787453>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?better compared to the caribbean for sure. hot days mean my already low bp ass is completely exhausted all day.>Do you prefer colder weather?yes, except for getting out of bed lol>How are your new years resolutions going?i didn't make any. couldn't think of anything really.
>>83765472>>favorite pastime when it's coldSnuggling inside. >>favorite hot drinkNestle hot chocolate. >>what is the coldest you've ever beenI remember one year when I was passing through NYC on my way back to Florida; not only was it super-cold, but wind was whipping in between the buildings making it even MORE miserable.>>83768044I like the format and I like not having to censor myself. >>83768541>>what did you eat for breakfast? Nothing yet; I'm going to Bojangles in a bit. >>whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?Gunmen (1993). Fun little action movie most people have never even heard of. >>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?Not an 'experience' but I got a good laugh out of picrel. >>83769924>Watching Kentucky Fried Movie with my bf.OMG, I was just thinking about the 'daredevil' scene from that movie yesterday. >>83774506>Tomorrow is going to end my wfh days ;_;*hug* I'm sorry to hear that. : (>Was yesterday the day she was supposed to come back? If so, I hope she made it back safely!I've been out of the loop; where did she go? >>83774544*hug* Good to see you, sweetie. >>83787453>>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?I could stand for it to be a bit warmer. >>Do you prefer colder weather?No. >>How are your new years resolutions going?Didn't make any. >>83788363>the caribbeanIs that where you went? I LOVE it there. Did you have a good time?
>>83778326adding even more to this what makes picrel in my opinion look outdated isn't at all the cut of either pieces, it's definitely the mix of patterns and colors. striped tshirts are already very out and unless you pair them with something much more youthful like a jeans (skirt) overall you run the risk of looking older. pair that with a beige skirt and tanned belt and it's a recipe for disaster. unless you are going for the 40yo mom look. i'm assuming from the post that you want to be approached, right? like, the preference for modest clothes comes from a place of insecurity around your body and not fear that you will be bothered if you wear anything else? i used to be very insecure too about all parts of my body. even nowadays, i don't show my shoulders off much. but there's a good chance you just haven't found patterns/cuts that suit you. looking into your personal essence might help determine what clothes will work for you and not against you. finally, and this is for every nona and anon, don't limit the fashion you consume/are inspired by to the country you reside in or the time period we live on. there's literally nothing useful to find in references that weren't made for you. it took years for me to dabble in fashion because as a gamine, nothing looked good on me. that is, until i shifted my inspiration from whatever my peers considered beautiful to japanese and 60s fashion. i might get comments that i dress like a child but >i< know this is what makes me feel confident and stylish. also yes, this is also valid for plus size girls. you can also look stylish and chubby and "fat" is not a single body type. your facial features are also important when deciding what to wear.alright rambling over. here's a neat guide. just remember these aren't >rules<, they're guidelines.https://theconceptwardrobe.com/kibbe-body-types/the-13-kibbe-body-types-their-clothing-lineshttps://theconceptwardrobe.com/7-style-essences/complete-style-essences-guides
>>83788510>I like the format and I like not having to censor myself.so real. also so nice to meet fellow women who might also be insecure/shut ins as well as helping each other out.>*hug* Good to see you, sweetie.hehehe, thanks!>Is that where you went? I LOVE it there. so i've been told! lololol>Did you have a good time?i did, although i've definitely concluded warm weather and cold water definitely isn't for me. spent all my time playing stardew valley in the shade while my family went swimming. getting a sunburn day one also wasn't very encouraging and i barely tanned but it was tons of fun. the sky there is beautiful at night too. was also super happy to try out my new tankinis. don't think i'm ever switching back to regular bikinis after i found you can get these styles from shein.
>>83788592>but it was tons of funWell, that's the important thing. >was also super happy to try out my new tankinis. don't think i'm ever switching back to regular bikinis after i found you can get these styles from shein.Tankinis can be really cute. I prefer wearing those if I'm windsurfing or kitesurfing.
>>83788592>i barely tannedYou always struck me as the "I wanna be pale" type.But I'm sure you could work a gyaru style too.
>>83787453worse easily, the air is objectively worse regardless of being warmer/colderI'm team warm because cold here means rain and rain is shitThey're not going
do any employed anons/nonas have job or education suggestions in the year 2026
>>83789408learn to play with the ai so you understand the current memetaalso keep indiscriminately throwing cvs, bombing interviews will prepare you for whatever they currently expect. Just ended up bombing an interview because I have no clue about solving the question the way the interviewer intended, even if in the end it wasn't a good fit for me anyway
>>83789026i usually don't care for either since i tend to not use foundation anyway, so whatever shade i come back is fine. i think a little more melanin could make my looks pop more, but pale also means i get to wear my two favourite blush shades: bubblegum pink and lilac. also i think my fashion is still very gyaru-esk. most of my inspiration for casual nowadays comes from cute! girls of town circa when they still used the border and overall 2010's jfashion.
>>83789408forgot to reply, if you really don't care about working a job you hate look into what's paying and who's hiring.but if you want a fulfilling job ask whoever raised you what you liked playing most as a kid and see how you can translate that because your brain is better wired to do it well.
>>83788976>I prefer wearing those if I'm windsurfing or kitesurfing.ai recreation
>>83784217>ex-wifeFailed to take care of my son or herself for multiple years. Only keeps in line because she knows I'll snatch full custody the second I see her fuck up again.>lesbiansThey're viscerally unpleasant people. Always miserable. Never met one who wasn't a complete and total ass to everyone around her. Not to mention their abysmal abuse rates.
>>83789687A few nitpicks...My sailboard sail (assuming that's what I'm looking at) is not pink (though to be fair, it was a totally reasonable guess). I never wear my hair in loose twin-tails when I'm windsurfing (too dangerous).You must have been following me for awhile to know that my old suit was blaze orange, but for the record; that one got torn and I no longer wear it. >>83790716How do you feel about bi girls?
>>83788592>i did, although i've definitely concluded warm weather and cold water definitely isn't for me.how is the water cold I always thought it was really warm down there
>>83787887>I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I'm very sorry if I came off that way. It's fine. I realize you weren't, but both of us were using language which potentially misrepresent it.>book descriptionSounds like an older book, or something hearkening to older stories. Is it straightforward or de constructive?>It is really interesting yet scary the amount of programs our government used to have to investigate things like that.There is an utterly baffling amount of experiments based on "what if we found a way to make them gay," because that was the worst thing you could be in 1957. Obviously it was step one in the ultimate plan to make a mind control signal, but it's humorous to think the government was seriously investigating the Gay Ray or sending people to sit in an abandoned house and try to find ghost.>I'd hate to see a modern Little Albert.With AI/algorithm-based data gathering there is almost certainly some lesser form of that being conducted en masse right now with unsuspecting people.>>83788510>OMG, I was just thinking about the 'daredevil' scene from that movie yesterday.An interesting pick, but what prompted us watching it was someone in my TTRPG group making the joke "now take him to be tortured" after I narrated a scene of a person being beheaded and Scrubs not getting it. We plan on watching Amazon Women on the Moon or Top Secret tomorrow.>>83788592>>83788976>i've definitely concluded warm weather and cold water definitely isn't for meYou'd hate the beaches near me then>tankiniI tried one of those a while back and realized it's not quite for me. I'm either wearing a swimsuit to a party or I want something on under my wetsuit and tankinis are a bit too loose for that.>>83789687Image is pretty sus
>>83789687>ai recreationDo moidchan and Tifosi too
>>83791489>must have been following me for awhile to know that my old suit was blaze orangeI wonder if that's the guy who feeds everything from the archives into his ai. It could make it very dangerous to say too much personal info while using a trip. Something I warned about a while ago.
>>83789408https://youtu.be/rqEXJrIkJ8I?si=BwV9cC-gpV0POQPU
>>83791650>An interesting pickI cannot for the life of me remember what made me think of it. >>83791674>Do moidchan and Tifosi tooThey're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have. >>83791749>It could make it very dangerous to say too much personal info while using a tripHence I pointed out what was wrong but didn't say what was correct.
>>83792338>Hence I pointed out what was wrong but didn't say what was correct.Ai is too smart to be tricked like that. In fact it learns better that way. What you really want to do is start saying things that are intentionally wrong. Ai is only as good as the data it has available.
>>83792338>They're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have.I'm 90% certain I'd recognize Tifosi irl from all the details she's shared
>>83792577If I ever see a 6' tall woman with a pixie cut, I'll probably approach her just in case.
>>83792617>If I ever see a 6' tall woman with a pixiehttps://youtu.be/fPuR95X0t3k?feature=shared
>>83791624might be because of my weight but pool water is always cold no matter how hot. i get used to it after a while sure but i just hate being cold.>>83791749the what guylol, is he paying to feed an ai with that much content? hey ai guy let me see how it guesses what i look like
>>83793123>the what guyI think the person who posted that image may be a poster in the mbti threads. Someone over there was recently doing a bunch of AI analytics on people's posting history to make guesses about them. As that was dying down, someone said that they were working on an AI reconstruction of what I look like.
>>83792338>They're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have. Not moidchan. She has, and probably has more than any other. For example:>brunette, straight hair but naturally 3B>hair was armpit length, but probably down to her hips now thanks to her husband wanting it longer>green eyes>32A (confirmed before skinwalker episode, per post admitting another post was her)>5'4">around 105-110lbsNow as to what she wears, it's usually running clothes. These are things she has said publicly.She also blabbered to someone she trusted. That person leaked a few things like her actual first name. She is way too trusting. Add in her adhd giving her almost no filter. Beware who you all say things too.
>>83792338>They're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have.There's enough info to get an idea of what I look like as >>83792577 attests.>>83791624>>83793123Water is an excellent temperature regulator. It takes a long time to change the temperature from just the environment. If you're not heating a pool then it isn't exposed to peak temperatures for very long and ends up cooling down during the night.>>83792617>I'm going to approach random tall womenGodspeed.
>>83794088I still believe one of the people she was emailing is Router Kun. Router is just one of his characters he plays as.
>>83794181It would not be surprising out of her.
>>83794088at least she didnt leak embarrassing stuff like bra sizes through throne...
>>83794778why's that embarrassing
>>83794778She would have sports bras on hers. That is what she wears.
I am owed a gf from this thread. It's not fair that you all get to enjoy my posts but not return the love.
Great nights sleep! The CPAP is awesome! Some issues, but we'll figure it out. Mainly he finds it annoying. >>83787453>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?Worse. I fucking hate winter.>Do you prefer colder weather?No, it makes my body hurt.>How are your new years resolutions going?I didn't make any.>>83788363>>83788532Hey kpop! Welcome back! Yeah, snow is unending suffering. I hate my co-worker who loves it even with all the snow we've been getting. >serious classesIt's okay to be both! I'm proud of you making the commitment!>unless you are going for the 40yo mom look.But I like looking like an old hag :(>>83788510I hated being back. There's a few patients in there from a car accident from this weather. They're just being held for observation. >>83789408Medical. Despite what I said above, I still advocate medicine. It doesn't matter: LPN, RN, CNA, lab tech, med technologist, medical assistant, phlebotomist, physician assistant, nurse practioner, etc. It is stressful depending on where you are at, but it's very stable, always in demand, and pays well. Jist develop other skills so you can transition out unlike me if you get burned out.>>83790716I'm sorry all that happened to you.>>83791650Reading someone else's summary, it reads like a Frieda McFadden novel. I hate her books and I may not even pick it up.Though ethics is in place, I have no doubt our government is doing a lot of old and harmful experiments in the examples you mentioned. I wouldn't want anyone harmed, but it would be interesting to know what kinds of studies are being done and what results they're getting. >>83794088Imagine what you could fo if you took all that effort in stalking and invested it into something worthwhile.>>83794181>RouterNo, it's another nona that lurked. I don't have to worry though. She may have my info, but I also have hers.>>83794212Well sorry for being trusting, anon.
>>83795845You are so naive at times.
>>83796085What makes you say so?
>>83777375Don't know but I'm assuming to have a boyfriend willing to do that through an online encounter you'd need be a gigastacy or 18
>>83793777>working on an AI reconstruction of what I look like.i'm so sure the ai would not guess what my face looks like. i mean the thing is stupid enough as is. i don't think it could do a one to one recreation, perhaps only with an actual image of someone but it still seems to tweak stuff the way ai does.and i'm pretty sure in my history i've sent lots of faces i've been compared to, so i wonder what it would spit out. here's another one, once on a dating app someone confused a picture of me with kaya. we look nothing alike lmao.>>83794088pretty sure i've babbled even more than that. oh well. some of these things are integral to understanding the situations i post about. >Add in her adhd giving her almost no filter.oh>>83795845>But I like looking like an old hag :(then it's all good lol.
>>83794168>Godspeed.It's worked out for me before; that's how I met Trinity. : )>>83795845>I hated being back*hug*>She may have my info, but I also have hers.Mutually Assured Destruction isn't just for nuclear proliferation. ; )
>>83796585>i'm so sure the ai would not guess what my face looks likeI'm sure it wouldn't.
>walks up to a 6 ft tall attractive redhead with a pixie cut>vroom? vroom??..
>>83796585Wasn't there a guy Implying he knew what your face looked like recently?
>>83765472Hello rightoid trannies
>>83796085You think?>>83796585>then it's all good lol.Yes, it is :)
>>83796612ai is good at recognising stereotypical faces. brazilian faces are anything but. >>83796664a long long long time ago i posted half of my face to explain my dilemma. brazilians are very mixed which leads to a wild assortment of faces. mix that with me also being half portuguese/spanish and romani, also mixed people, and you have even more traits to pull from. either way, we are still governed by the european beauty standards. that made me very uncomfortable since despite being considered white here, i didn't fit any of them, and i was pretty much the ugliest one, even when i tried doing makeup. it didn't look good on my face. so imagine my surprise once i found out that gene rng lottery had given me pretty much the entire japanese beauty standard. even things i used to hate myself for, my hooded lids, round face, bulbous tall nose... so then, when i started following makeup tutorials from them instead, suddenly i became pretty here too. which was and has been both a blessing and curse to someone who grew up being bullied for being the weird ugly girl.
>>83796777How can you be smart yet such a ditz at the same time?
>>83796789it's not your looks that need fixing but your head
>>83796869? i never said my looks need fixing lmao where did you get that from
>>83796789Now that you said this the ai will be able to find it easier and use half of you to make the other half. Just start saying wrong things so the ai can't track us all down and John Connor us.
>>83796912>Just start saying wrong thingsi was also born with a rare disease where i actually have two mouths and three eyes. also the lips on each mouth are completely different sizes and always dry. makes kissing pretty awkward :(
>>83796939>i was also born with a rare diseaseI'm so sorry to hear that. I still think you are beautiful on the inside.
>>83796946thank you anon... its so annoying because my stomach is also divided in two, so i have to eat meals from one mouth and dessert from the other
>>83796585and i'm pretty sure in my history i've sent lots of faces i've been compared to, so i wonder what it would spit out. Probably an inaccurate result, like it did with me.>>83796598>It's worked out for me before; that's how I met Trinity. : )But can channers do it without it being weird?>>83795845>But I like looking like an old hag :(Get into knitting for true hagmaxxing.>I wouldn't want anyone harmed, but it would be interesting to know what kinds of studies are being done and what results they're getting.Most of what they probably do now is various forms of influence campaigns to manufacture consent and seeing what works and doesn't. Their new thing is having a bunch of "former CIA" influencers go on podcasts trying to make it seem like everything from Homeland is real and cool.>Imagine what you could fo if you took all that effort in stalking and invested it into something worthwhileThen they'd have some constructive outlet.>>83794088Try "Gimi" instead
>>83797934meant to tag >>83796621 instead
>>83797934>But can channers do it without it being weird?Oh, good point. A few of them maybe, but probably not most. Assuming they could muster up the courage to do it at all.
>>83799050i think we all need rejection therapy. i was hit with the desire of going street snapping recently, complimenting people with unique styles and making some sort of content out of it. but i'm hit with so many thoughts of why i shouldn't. you're going to be alone, you're going to look weird filming in public with an outfit that already draws too much attention, what if there's no people with style around and i just look like an idiot? not a single one about the good possibilities that could happen.
>>83799386Aw, that sounds like so much fun, though; I hope you can do it some day. *hug* Maybe not alone, though; do you have a male friend who could escort you?
>>83799610>do you have a male friend who could escort you?none that live nearby. also don't want to trouble them into filming for me, would feel like i was using them :(
what a year huh? hope february brings something actually good
>>83796848>not being able to be two completely opposite states at the same timeGit gud. Yeah, ADHD is a bitch, isn't it? We even had a bitch fight and ADHD won.>>83796939That sounds like a cool mutation! Imagine being able to talk about two things with each mouth!>>83796970kek>>83797934Should I add in the wooden rocking chair and walker for good measure? I'll need to get those small tennis balls to put on the the legs of the walker. Dang, hagmaxxing is going to cost a lot!You are probably right on that one. After all the psyop after psyop stacked upon each other, it wouldn't be surprising. Sometimes, they need a constructive outlet. Memorizing my stats or browsing the archive for it seems like a waste of time. Is spreadsheet anon still around? I wonder if it's him.>>83799728This year so far is going insanely slow. It feels like we're three months in when it's only been one.
>>83799896>This year so far is going insanely slow. It feels like we're three months in when it's only been onedo you feel like life has gone by slowly or very quickly
>>83799678>none that live nearby. also don't want to trouble them into filming for me, would feel like i was using them :(Just mention is passing that it's a thing you want to do but you have concerns about doing it alone. I'd be very surprised if you didn't get a volunteer. Most guys I know would flip to be able to spend a few hours with a cute girl working on a social media project, especially if they don't have to be on film themselves. And then when you're done you can buy them lunch.
>>83800048It goes by faster the older you get. It just feels like winters go by insanely slow though. When it's spring, summer, and early fall, it's like it passes by in a few weeks. But not winter. It always drags on.
>>83800207i pretty much only have two close guy friends and both would have to travel hours for that. sadge. plus i thought of it impromptu and wouldn't want to sent the invite so late. need to get in contact with those guys you know, lol>>83800223i think it's a january thing. summer here and it also feels like it's been ages.
>>83800249>i pretty much only have two close guy friends and both would have to travel hours for that. sadge. plus i thought of it impromptu and wouldn't want to sent the invite so late.>need to get in contact with those guys you know, lolWell, maybe something will work out down the road; I think it's a really neat idea. Anyway, time for me to head out for dinner and then game. Have a great weekend, Kpop.
>>83800249It's more than just a January thing. There's studies that show that time perception speeds up as we age from multiple reasons like our brains don't need to absorb and consolidate new information since a lot of things are familiar. It's one reason I do not envy young people. I hated everything going slow.Our perception of time also slows down when we're dealing with pain like I do every winter. I just hate how broken down I am. The worst part of everything is that I'm sounding like a boomer. In a year or two, I'll be lecturing young people about how I had to walk uphill both ways to and from school in 10ft of snow, and I liked it.
>>83799050>Assuming they could muster up the courage to do it at all.On one hand channers are going outside, but to accost women.Not sure how to feel about that.>>83799896>Dang, hagmaxxing is going to cost a lot!Not as much as the care home.>This year so far is going insanely slow. It feels like we're three months in when it's only been one.More is happening for you to process.>>83800249If there's a film school or university near you, put up some advertisements on campus or online to see if someone might be interested in helping. They'll be more knowledgeable of the technicals and more professional. It'll give them material for their portfolio and maybe even some course credit.>>83801202>It's more than just a January thingJanuary at least has some residual excitement of a new year, unlike February.https://youtu.be/sjco86ekIlQ
>>83801680>Not sure how to feel about that.I recommend 'creeped out'. It's what I went with and I find it quite suitable.
>>83799896>Memorizing my stats or browsing the archive for it seems like a waste of time.It isn't.
>>83799896Went fast for meBasically when I find a good scenario for the AI bots I willingly lose 1 week playing the biggest gacha box ever made, hoping the word salad that comes pushes all my buttons without me having to force it
Some time in the gym, my shrimp pad thai arriving just as I'm getting out of the shower to sit down and enjoy watching Top Secret with my boyfriend who has never seen it before. Life's simple pleasures.>>83802287Good start. But what flavor of creeped out?
Is it creepy if i remember the things you typed at me?
Night #2 of no snoring! Let's keep this streak up! Some very restful sleep!>>83796598Sorry, I missed your post! The nuclear option is always open for me :).>>83801680Maybe I can get insurance to cover it all? Getting the pre-auths just so I can hagmaxx seems like it would be really hard. No, it usually does for me since it's cold and it flat out hurts. It's why I want to get away from here. >>83802419I don't get what your goal is to gather all this information. What are you getting out of doing this? >>83803037I wish this period did go fast for me. I never want to be at the child "are we there yet" car trip to vacation or an hour of work but it feels like 12 slow ever. >>83803053>Life's simple pleasuresSomething I've come to enjoy>>83803298No, it's creepy what you do with it. It's my stupidity for saying it.
>>83801202>It's more than just a January thing. There's studies that show that time perception speeds up as we age from multiple reasonsyes! but the original topic was how january feels slow in comparison right?since most people are away from routine (school/work) since december, its natural that january ends up feeling like two whole decades. money gets tighter too.>Our perception of time also slows down when we're dealing with pain like I do every winter. make sure to stay warm and cozy. wishing you the best! i have terrible back pain all year round and i know how debilitating it can feel. >>83801680i'll look into it, but i don't think there are. i don't live in a very academic area and most art schools are concentrated in a very specific neighbourhood. i'm pretty sure i could film by myself, not ideal but could work. i might look into having a female friend with me, just so that it feels less awkward to look overdressed and film in public. >January at least has some residual excitement of a new year, unlike February.but february is short! speaking of, this year i finally got a calendar since im going to have assignments and homework again. i'm glad brazil and japan have good commercial relations because i managed to pick up one for a bargain that has a different shiba every month. >>83803037>Basically when I find a good scenario for the AI bots I willingly lose 1 weekfinally. someone else of culture.>>83803298it might be excessive the amount of details that anons remember but honestly i'm kinda glad there's people who remember so much about me when irl i'm always gifted the most random things that have nothing to do with me half the time.
>Use the scroll bar below to find the image that does not have a pair>Find the image that contains exactly two four spike stars
>>83803714>No, it's creepy what you do with itWhat things that have been done with it do you consider creepy? Just so you know anything you found creepy wasn't me except maybe that one time.>>83804003>it might be excessive the amount of details that anons remember but honestly i'm kinda glad there's people who remember so much about me when irl i'm always gifted the most random things that have nothing to do with me half the time.I've always heard I was a creep or a stalker because I remembered things someone said. Like remembering something someone said a year ago, or even a few months ago. I've had people joke that I dedicated a shrine to them. It feels refreshing when I've met other people who can remember things about me or things I've said long ago. It is nice to be able to remember a bunch of things about what someone likes to help pick gifts for them. That's one thing I consider myself especially good at.
>>83804072in the total opposite. terrible memory. i'll have to constantly ask close friends when their birthday is, i tell the same story multiple times to the same person and i sometimes forget about a story they told me last week. i feel guilty about it, but i know there's nothing i can really do about it. i'm still a good gift giver id say though. i am good at building taste profiles in my mind, and guessing what someone might like because of tastes i already associate with them or their aesthetic. i've also said this before but i do wonder what it is about me that makes people have so much trouble. i think im so stereotypical, it should be easy to guess what i enjoy.
>>83804123>it should be easy to guess what i enjoyI'm not proficient enough at fashion but I'd assume you like clothes. I doubt I'd be able to pick things you like though. I think you'd like artsy stuff and crocheting stuff. Maybe you mentioned it before idk. Obviously a switch would good too. I knew someone else from Brazil that really wanted a switch too. What gifts do you think each known poster here would like?
>>83804155>What gifts do you think each known poster here would like?easiest one to gift would be that other fashion/pink nona that swings by every so often. she has similar taste to me. tomo i think would like a new game, maybe gym stuff since she's going now, but im not a gym person so it would be hard to pick something out. maybe a gift she and andy could enjoy. scara (fly high) would have liked anything genshin/anime gacha. florida would probably like something she could use outdoors. the other nonas i don't know personally enough to build a taste profile for yet. and lol, yes id assume its a bit intimidating to buy me anything fashion. but the easy answer really is to just get me anything pink, girly, or that mixes cute and creepy. i still keep the plague nurse plush someone got off my throne a long time ago tucked in bed with me every day lol.
>>83803053>But what flavor of creeped out?There are the ones I could find...1) Behavioral Creepiness: Socially inappropriate actions (staring, breaking personal space, unpredictable behavior, inappropriate laughter).2) Physical Appearance: Disheveled appearance, poor hygiene, or specific features like intense eyes.3) Contextual/Environmental: Being alone in dark places or witnessing someone out of place in a social scene.4) Cognitive/Uncanny: The "Uncanny Valley" effect (human-like but not quite human) or unpredictable, strange behaviors. I think a blend of all four might be appropriate. >>83803714>Sorry, I missed your post!No problem! : )
>>83804003I didn't arrange what I said well. Sorry. For me, I'm not away from routine during that time. It's that it is miserable this time of year. Because of that, it drags. I've already been dealing with the back pain this morning and now I'm hurting more and have some brain fog because the power went out for the third time this week around 5:30am, so I had to get the generator started to get the space heaters going to keep the house temp up above freezing. At least now the power is back up and I'm doing better. At least the house is warm again and I can shed some of these layers. >>83804060Cute pic!>>83804072I haven't seen anything done with mine yet, but I wouldn't be surprised if it has been done. I don't know which anon you are. I just think something like >>83789687 is very fucking creepy.>except maybe that one timeOkay? What the hell did you do?
when florida met tifosi
the type of woman/interaction i expect to find me as i stay all day locked in my room https://x.com/sinneswandel3/status/2017178312083132612?s=46https://x.com/sinneswandel3/status/2017275409889366285?s=46
guys I thought of having a wank while taking a shit but should I wank on my own shit to summon the wanky shit demon??
>>83804123gifting something to someone that likes fashion is a minefield. You're pretty much also having to save time to hang out with her on the trip where she will go to the store and change the clothes
>>83805027Aw, she's wearing my bracelet.
>>83803714>Maybe I can get insurance to cover it all?Good luck on that. They'd likely sooner recommend you to a stay at the onions factory.>>83804003>i don't live in a very academic area and most art schools are concentrated in a very specific neighbourhood. You'd be surprised how far film students will go for work. They're something of a persistent breed.>>83804475So many nauceous flavors, a like a flight of bad beers at an axe throwing bar.I swear the captchas have a 1/10 chance of just not working regardless of getting them correct.
>>83807033>I swear the captchas have a 1/10 chance of just not working regardless of getting them correct.I thought it was just me. I've repeatedly been like "I SWEAR I picked the star and not either of the circles!!"
>>83807033If I'm there, I might as well work for my room and board! >captchasIt's the opposite for me. The old one I knew I was typing correctly and even checked many time, and it said I was wrong. I like these new ones.
I've always been a tomboy and never had a reason to get into fashion (my school had uniform and a strict no makeup policy, plus I didn't know many people outside of it). I've thought about getting into it for a while but I don't know, I can't bring myself to. It just feels wrong when I've spent my whole life solely dressing in t-shirts and jeans/shorts. Plus I'm not attractive and I'd feel embarassed if someone were to make fun of me if I did dress up, at least now I can be like 'wellll I didn't try because I know I'm ugly and I don't care.'I don't know if I should give up on trying to become comfortable with the idea of dressing nicer. I found a blouse on Vinted that's largely plain but with a few embellishments that make it quite nice but I feel so embarassed and wrong at the idea of wearing something as basic as that that I don't think I can. I think my sister will like it so I can give it to her or a second-hand shop at least because honestly if I've been wanting to put more care into how I look since I was like, what, sixteen? And it's years on and I've made no progress in feeling better about it I don't think there's any hope.Sorry for the blogpost, it's been on my mind a lot.
>>83808020>if someone were to make fun of me if I did dress upI don't know about where you live, but I've never seen a stranger mock someone for how they're dressed. Or are you worried about your friends teasing you?Regardless, dressing nice can make you feel nice; and people might pick up on the vibe. Don't give up. : )
>>83808020You are uncomfortable because it's new and against your old character. Go for it and be open to new comments! You are wanting this change otherwise you wouldn't be mentioning it. >>83808217 says it really good!>>83808217>Or are you worried about your friends teasing you?Lol, how many times have we made changes to our appearance and thought people would make fun if us? But I'm with you: dressing up, even just for the hell of it, can feel really nice.
>>83808020Listen to this nona >>83808431She has the right of it.
>>83808020Fashion is like politics, you are not escaping that shit no matter what you do. You should give it a try with a single piece of clothing like the blouse you mentioned, nobody really judges and if you feel better wearing it then is a net win
A Tifosi just drifted through my dollar store!
>>83808953>A Tifosi just drifted through my dollar store!Squeeeeeee!
>>83808953I'm guessing you are on a road trip.
>>83809185I think thst would attract them more? Are they not more into DB than most other than the japs?
>>83805175Wow, she really has the femme fatale body language nailed down.The slow, deliberate movements, the heavy heel-to-toe steps, standing in counterpose, the royal extension of the hand. Reminds me of spending hours practicing walking across a stage in theatre class trying to learn the same movements.>>83808020>I've always been a tomboy and never had a reason to get into fashion. I've thought about getting into it for a while but I don't know, I can't bring myself to. It just feels wrong when I've spent my whole life solely dressing in t-shirts and jeans/shorts.I was in almost the same exact position as you at one point.>Plus I'm not attractive and I'd feel embarassed if someone were to make fun of me if I did dress up, at least now I can be like 'wellll I didn't try because I know I'm ugly and I don't care.'This was my thought process in high school too. I was an unattractive, pimply-faced and had no style or idea how to dress in anything that made me look good. It wasn't until university when I realized that beauty is something that requires a lot of effort, maintenance and learning to carry myself confidently. Once I put in the effort it became a source of confidence that fed into every other part of me.Beauty is something that radiates outward. You could put fancy designer clothes but if you look like you're not even comfortable in your own skin then you'll look terrible. Find a style you like and are passionate about and make that your own. If you're taking care of yourself and dressing how you want then people will see that and find that beautiful. Find a side of your personality that your style plays into and embrace that too.>And it's years on and I've made no progress in feeling better about it I don't think there's any hope.There is always hope. The fact you asked showed there is hope in you. You've just have to not give in to doubt.>>83808953Honestly, a better representation than >>83805027
happy february to all nonas, may it be even better than january
Night #3! That sweet white noise from the cpap machine and zero snoring! I'm so happy.>>83810247>pimply-facedSeeing that brought back some junior high trauma. >>83810321Happy Feb to you too! I hope the winter ends soon and we get back to warm weather.
https://youtube.com/shorts/IgY_XUxNVjg
Consumed a potion of flirt with women and admitted to my online friend I am attracted to her and now she's teasing me forbeing awkward about it :(>>83784217>I could never enjoy any kind of mint.I like stuff that makes my mouth feel weird, spicy is nice too>>83785318They kind of hit different spots on the taste spectrum I think 2 is the right amount of mints
>>83811488if you were a guy and did that she'd ghost you. it's annoying that women have double standards when dealing with men and women.
>>83811505I mean she's kind of been like teasy thith me before and I didn't really go further than that . I don't hide what I like I've just always been to scared to act on it and only really understoof my own sexuality pretty recently. So she's like known I'm into women too while being that way with me so I think it's not unwelcome flirting
>>83805175What am I watching here? I want to see more of it.
>>83811505>double standards negatively affecting women: OKAY!!!>double standards negatively affecting men: NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO!!! THAT IS NOT OKAY!!!!Irony that this is a double standard itself.
>a shitload of conspiracy theories are pretty much confirmed yesterday as well as the most disgusting shit ever and it even involves the worst board on this app>"let's check how x is doing!!" >they're still just schizoposting that board used to be sm better it feels like losing a brother >>83808020i used to be a tomboy with strict uniforms too. i started getting into fashion after the pandemic pretty much lifted all restrictions once we had to go hybrid/in person again. full on diva now. start saving pinterest references of what you like, and dress up just to stay home at first, or do your makeup before you shower. that way there's no pressure and you can just experiment with what you like.>>83808942>Fashion is like politicsfashion is politics >>83810247>Wow, she really has the femme fatale body language nailed down.it reminds me a lot of franziska!! so so so so so attractive! god please give me a woman like that!!!!!>Beauty is something that radiates outward.perfectly said>>83811488could never take a truth potion as it would immediately reveal myself as a total weirdo and nowadays with how hard they are pushing the purity/pedophile discourse even if you are a cute woman they will throw you to the wolves for that. >>83811861japanese wrestling. it's a lot more theatrical and silly than american wrestling. i've been getting into it lately. i love their outfits too.
>>83810247also just realising >tall >short red hair >theatre class>wanted to be femme fatale >fashionable >confident caham, is tifosi uhhhhhhh into uhhhhhhhhhh cute women by any chance
If one of you isn't going to become my wife and raise kids with me, I'm going to buy picrel. This is my last warning.
>>83812554it's 2026 man just get the fucking sex toy
>>83812467>i've been getting into it lately.I might get into it myself. : )
>>83812554Go for it and have fun with it.
Is there any woman in here over the age of 26 who actually enjoys life most of the time? Like, do you enjoy living in your aching, weak human body whilst wagecucking and dealing with mundane shit that will never allow grand dreams to come true? Just wondering.
>>83812467I've been ignoring it, along with any /pol/ posts. >>83812554Okay, cool. >>83813137Yes, I do. Despite my daily pain issues, I enjoy life so much. It's why I try be as positive as I can be. Sure, I have my bad days where I am a moody bitch. I am a person after all. >wagecuckingHopefully no longer in a year. If this lawyer does his job, disability and becoming a NEET is mine!
>>83813233So you feel fulfilled by being a human sitting at home, shitting, eating and doing hobbies? This stuff makes you feel like WOW I LOVE BEING ALIVE! ?
>>83813246>So you feel fulfilled by being a human sitting at home, shitting, eating and doing hobbies?Yes.
>>83813259Incredible. I wish my brain was like this.
>>83813287Is there something inherently wrong with this?
>>83813307No, there is nothing wrong with you enjoying your life at all. If anything it's a great trait. But I can't, I find this Earth so ugly and mundane. All the things that interest me don't exist or are in the realm of delusions/magic. The human body just falling apart and always balancing shit out, for every pleasure regulating itself to neutral or below. It's whatever. I hope you enjoy your life and prosper.
>>83812934it's no wonder after some clips that they are the leaders when it comes to fighting games. everything is better when you allow it to be a little cute and silly. >>83813233>along with any /pol/ postsi wouldn't go in that place anyways. it has been funny however to see the handful of poltards realising that yes the elites have been manipulating them into thinking minorities were at fault to keep them compliant. it's like watching a baby gain (class) consciousness.
>>83813319It's because I look more towards the positive than anything else. Yeah, things suck. My back is killing me and nothing is helping rn including a heating pad. My knees are flat out done, and I need a double knee replacement. The world has been less exciting since I got back on my ADHD meds over a year ago. My job is very stressful and I get called at home to do some job related tasks sometimes. The drama at work sucks as well. My husband gets mad that this happens and we end up in arguments. I get really moody over the dumbest shit. The weather is shit and very cold rn. This neighborhood sucks because it's noisy at times compared to when I lived in my bumfuck nowhere home 3 miles away. My parents are a bunch of assholes who turned their backs on me and made people be against me when I tried to help them twice with the abuse from my brother. So yeah, a lot of things suck. But you know what's good? I have a loving husband that is there with me, even during my worst days where I'm crying in pain. He allows me my space when I need it, like at the end of the work day when I need to go down to my scream pillow and just scream and cry it out. I love my in-laws. I can still move around despite my knees (though running is no longer allowed :( ). Despite life being more boring with the ADHD meds, I found my old passion of reading. I found other passions that were not just coping mechanisms for my ADHD. I've learned to slow down in life. I've come to terms with a lot of trauma that occurred in my life. I would say I'm much more happier now even just two years ago.Your outlook will influence you a lot. I know it sounds like normie advice like "b urself XD", but there's a lot of research in it.>>83813338I don't go onto the board. It's always been cancer imo. I've read a few of the initial stuff. My husband has been reading some of it and telling me about it, and I just find it funny how /pol/ got psyoped so badly by the ones they hate the most: jews.
>>83813246>>83813319>All the things that interest me don't exist or are in the realm of delusions/magicThat's a cope for justifying being lazy.You probably have some heavy chemical imbalances in your brain. That can also come from long term abuse btw.
>>83813598How is it a cope? I genuinely don't give a fuck about human hobbies. Hiking in ugly nature with dull colors and ticks and animal shit. Knitting? Wow, exciting. Playing video games? Sure, works but it's not fulfilling.
>>83813555I'm glad you have your husband. Hope things turn out well for you going ahead in the future. Thank you for your thoughtful reply.
>>83813611>ugly nature with dull colorsEither a chemical imbalance in your brain that you should be discussing with a psychiatrist... or feeling this way is a deliberate choice for you.Lying to yourself about the world is the easy option, the coward's option. Admitting to yourself that you were wrong about the world is a hard option that would take strength and courage which you currently don't have.
>>83813137suffering because of le job is a tired meme at this point. Haven't met any neet that is happier than anyone employed, even if they do have the financial security to not care about it.
>>83813672>Either a chemical imbalance in your brain that you should be discussing with a psychiatrist...This world actually looks like shit 99% of the time compared to the colors we see in art and movies. Sure, you can cherry pick photoshopped, saturated pictures and videos (as most are on Youtube or online) or the rare 1% of nature that is stunning, but most of it is completely mundane and dull. And there's animal shit everywhere, bugs and ticks and mosquitoes. What kind of person walks into that and is like OHHH MY GOD THIS IS SO GOOOD?Like you want me to onions out over pic related? It just looks dull. I don't care. I don't want to live just to stand around in that place. Why did God place us here?
>>83813689This just proves that both options are shit if anything. NEETs are often unhappy and people who work are often not happy having to work.
>>83813706Is that supposed to be dull? I'd love to have a leisurely walk through there, breathe the fresh air and listen to the birds, maybe find a nice place to sit down and eat a sammich and read a book. God, I love this world.Make an appointment with a psychiatrist and speak with them about your feelings. There is something imbalanced in your brain. They can't fix it, but they can help you deal with it.
>>83813739Yes, completely dull. And if you ever studied near death experiences where people leave their bodies they will all remark and confirm how ugly and dull our reality is compared to the "true reality" and our real home.I feel people who think the shit down here is satisfying are not aware of their true spiritual heritage and just walk around accepting things as they are despite them lacking so much.
>>83813338>they are the leaders when it comes to fighting gamesMarie Rose from Dead or Alive remains my favorite character to cosplay. >>83813319>All the things that interest me don't exist or are in the realm of delusions/magicWhat kinds of things?
oh god i mentioned the x schizoposters and now they're schizoposting here dull anon PLEASE go see a doctor. as much as i love to see this thread bumped/semi active this is not the place to be if you are seriously that chemically unstable.
>>83813706nature is objectively better defined than anything you can see in art or movies, there are things the cameras still fail to capture in a remotely faithful way. Quit your retarded larping.
>>83813801I wanted to have a magical destiny growing up. That I would learn unusual abilities, become a witch, telekinesis, mediumship. And I was very passionate about it but nothing ever happened for me. I have met people though blessed with what I consider to be supernatural gifts like this (most are 99% delusional schizos, but there is small handful of people who seem to be able to tap into things) so... basically I am forced to accept that I am not special and just a random NPC out of 7 billions. >>83813810There's nothing schizophrenic about researching death. There's even research about MEDIUMSHIP and the scientists came to the conclusion that some of these mediums were able to get information they shouldn't have been able to know. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S1550830720301518If you want to believe you're just a meatsack and you will rot and never exist again go ahead, but I refuse to.
>>83813819In art and fantasy nature is glorious with extremely saturated, rich colors. No plastic laying around. No weird tourists shitting it up. (Almost) never any nasty insects that will bite you and crawl all over your food to lay fly eggs into it. Our nature can't compete.
>>83813756>And if you ever studied near death experiences where people leave their bodies they will all remark and confirm how ugly and dull our reality is compared to the "true reality" and our real home.The contentment which people report from near death experiences is in reuniting with their loved ones, or in uniting with a higher power.Do you your loved ones bring you the contentment that you seek, or are interactions with other people dull too? Does a higher power bring you the contentment that you seek, or have the religions and spiritualities which you've tried been dull too? If everything is dull then you're barking up the wrong tree with near death experiences.Something in your head is dulling life, and that something should not be there. You weren't meant to be this way. Speak with a professional, and don't disdain them just because they are worldly, for you are worldly as well.
>>83813830>>83813847go do shrooms or something then ffs
>>83813621>>83813611I'm really thankful for my husband, and for the people who pushed me into the relationship. That includes this gen who gave me that final push. I was very misandrist due to trauma issues. I have a really good therapist that continues to help me. That's the thing with therapists: you really do got to find a good one, as most are terrible. I don't think I can really be much help to you, nor can I really tell you what your problem is. I don't know how your support system is. I can only tell you how I find life fulfilling and enjoy it despite it being shit. Sometimes prospective changes can help a lot such as looking at the things you listed in >>83813611. I know is a "no duh" thing, but you're really going to have to sit down with yourself and discuss with yourself why this is. Just like with the pic you just posted: >>83813706. Why is it dull? Are you focusing on too much of the negative like "le bugs?"Do you do any diary writing? I find it very useful to just get things down. I still write one with a pen and paper one that I do often. Even if it's just random shit like "la de da! Okay, I don't have anything to say." It helps to look back later to see what your mindset was. I used to read some of my old ones I did as a teenager (before I burned them due to the cringe, lol) and saw my mind set. It just helps to get things out. Even if you think they're not related to your problem. You got too much baggage. Unload some of it by writing whatever is on your mind. Just do it a little bit at a time, or you'll wear yourself down. Easy does it. First things first.
>>83813852Yes, love is really important in most NDE experiences but the fact that people generally describe the out of body world as 1000000x more beautiful and peaceful than life on Earth and feel terror or fight against being send back is very common. I even remember the tale of a man who after he had seen the sunrise in the afterlife felt depressed seen the earthly sunrise, cause it felt so painfully dull to him after he has seen the sunrise in his true home. And sunrises are one of the most beautiful things this planet has to offer visually.Even when you say love. Almost everyone will say they feel love over there that is like a supernova sun levels of emotion compared to a little candle light of love they feel here, even for their own children. Everything we have on Earth is like 0,0000001% of what seemingly awaits outside of this body. >Something in your head is dulling lifeAre you sure? Or is something in your head making you accept a place and status that is far beneath your true heritage and beauty? Am I wrong or you?
>>83813853I believe that you "kpopnoona" are an immortal soul with vast powers too and far more than what Earth possibly made you out to be right now.But yes, maybe it's time for shrooms.>>83813863I don't want you to get dragged down in my rant and frustrations here. You can't help me but it is noble of you to try. I want you and your husband to have a good future, please just skip my posts and don't let any of it seep into your heart.
>>83813873>Even when you say love. Almost everyone will say they feel love over there that is like a supernova sun levels of emotion compared to a little candle light of love they feel here, even for their own children. Everything we have on Earth is like 0,0000001% of what seemingly awaits outside of this body.WHO are they loving? The same human beings they loved in this life, or the same higher power they loved in this life, no? It's only the intensity that changes, not the givers of love or recipients of love.Do you feel that you've found the right religion or spirituality for you, the right higher power for you to love and be loved by? Do you feel that you've found the right relationships, the right people for you to love and be loved by? Or is all of this dulled too?You won't find something in death if you haven't found it in life.
>>83813930Yes, they love the same people. And because I love people in this life too I haven't killed myself yet nor attempted (despite having researched the means to perfection, I know how to do it painlessly and with 99,9% guarantee of death and no harm done to anyone else) because I don't have the right to destroy the futures and lives of people around me. >Do you feel that you've found the right religion or spirituality for you, the right higher power for you to love and be loved by?There is no religion or spiritual view that can explain what is going on in here in life without extreme levels of cope. It's a brutal and hard place, just begin with billions of animals slaughtered each year.>Do you feel that you've found the right relationships, the right people for you to love and be loved by? I am very loved but the fact that this isn't enough for me is a huge humiliation by this universe. It only adds to the desire to exit as fast as possible. >You won't find something in death if you haven't found it in life.Why though? Most are completely happy and at peace as soon as they leave their painful, tight, heavy human body. Even people who attempt suicide usually feel endless peace and homecoming.
>>83813897ok, im keeping thatnever a dull day on this website
>>83813972>ok, im keeping thatnever a dull day on this websiteHahahah that pic
>>83813897Oh come on, anon. My previous job was a psychiatric nurse :). I'm not in it now, but I do have some experience. Yes, you may have some disorder going on. But I'm not the one who can say that since I don't know you nor can I really assess you. For all I know, you may have read too much into this NDE during a manic episode, and now you are coming down from it, and your outlook changed when you started into the depressive episode. But, I don't have all this information such as what started you in this mindset you have right now? Was there a particular event going on in your life? Again, diary writing is helpful here. People with mental issues are not the best historians of their own life histories (myself included).Though, with the shrooms, I will say there is a lot of research being done right now that is looking into the therapeutic effects of microdosing. You'll be surprised how ketamine therapy is working with people with depression! Or some of the effects of hallucinogens with PTSD! Though the effects are temporary, they're showing promise! But, that will be something you may need to discuss with yourself and with a professional. I heavily suggest you do talk with a professional if that is a path you want to take.But only you can help yourself. Again, take the diary suggestion. It'll be helpful to you even if it has nothing to do with your current problem. You'll find unloading really helpful, even if it doesn't seem so right now. Just try it for a little bit at a time. Again, easy does it! Okay, husband is getting annoyed with me not listening to him. He's a /k/ommando so he knows a bit about *chan culture. Hope I could be a little bit of help.
https://youtube.com/shorts/DgJo7Jqgcr4
>>83814059>Oh come on, anon. My previous job was a psychiatric nurse :)Oh. Wow! Okay, then moping anons should be child's play to your psyche. I definitely don't have manic episodes (sadly?) and I have been fixated on death and near death experiences since childhood, which has been a long time ago. I wanted to try Ketamine funny enough cause it mimics near death experiences. And I use an online diary of sorts. Thanks I'll look into it.>Hope I could be a little bit of help.Yes. Thank you.
>>83813611That simply not reality for nearly everybody else.Your mind does not work the way 90% of human's do. As I said, chemical imbalance, long term abuse or something else wrong with you.>>83813706What >>83813672 said.>Like you want me to onions out over pic related?Yeah you are definitely not mentally well.You sound like an ADHD ridden kid who needs constant subway surfers in the bottom of his view.What a grim existence, I wish you good luck though.
>>83814335The reality for most people is that they are wagecucks NPCs never fulfilling their biggest dreams and just living in complete mundane circumstances because they have NO OTHER OPTIONS.>Your mind does not work the way 90% of human's do.Ah yes, the human mind that will literally trample kids to death in a frenzy if anything scares them into a panic.The human mind who molested kids and oppressed women for 99% of history. The human mind who slaughters billions of animals every year for our own satisfaction and lust.How the fuck is "le human mind" an argument for anything?>You sound like an ADHD ridden kid who needs constant subway surfers in the bottom of his view.You sound like a goy NPC who accepts their prison existence like a good little bitch and says thank you, master, thank you this is perfect! I love it here, please no better! Great. Now what?
>>83814368>Unhinged whataboutism and more buzzwordsYou have been damaged by 4chan too much.
>>83814407>unable to explain why "le human mind" is an argument for anything>remains the same goy NPCcuck who brushes off extreme world suffering like billions of slaughtered animals as "4chan" when it couldn't be more REALCase closed.
>>83814368>like a good little bitch and says thank you, master, thank you this is perfect! I love it here, please no betterWOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH
>>83814439It's a waste of time talking to somebody like you. Ciao!
>>83814454Huge loss. What will I possibly do without getting more slave replies pretending anyone who isn't at peace with the horrible state of the world is just too much on 4chan.>>83814443!!!
>>83814615https://youtube.com/shorts/GIRAZ8lPMZA
Would you ever post yourself on this site?
>>83815199>Would you ever post yourself on this site?I absolutely would not.
>>83811343>Seeing that brought back some junior high traumaIt makes me cringe sometimes how little I cared for myself in those days.>>83812467>a shitload of conspiracy theories are pretty much confirmed yesterdayHaving listened to a breakdown of a few, some things listed seem to corroborate the Sascha Riley interview from a few months ago. If all of those are true, then we truly are ruled by some of the most evil people.>it's a lot more theatrical and silly than american wrestlingTheatrical body language is employed equally in both but in the clips shown they don't have a microphone, so all language has to be conveyed nonverbally. Every other time I've seen wrestling before there is lengthy time on the mic and lots of the nonverbal nonverbal acting is reserved for the match.>>83812516>wanted to be femme fatale I played a leading role in a noir mystery where I was the archetypal manipulative seductress opposite the hard boiled detective.>is tifosi into cute women by any chanceI'm into anyone who catches my eye, darling.>>83813338>it has been funny however to see the handful of poltards realising that yes the elites have been manipulating them into thinking minorities were at fault to keep them compliant.If memory serves this is what Gramsci called "cultural hegemony." The ruling class uses their cultural influences to convince the lower classes their rule is natural and to fight on their behalf to diffuse revolutionary potential against them.>>83814439>>83814467Aww, look at the kiddie who just discovered nihilism! I bet you skimmed through Nietzsche really good, didn't you? You're so brooding and smart, and unique. Nobody has ever had such deep thoughts as you before.Go pop a few addies and read some Emerson.
>>83815578>nihilism>"the belief that life is meaningless and moral values are baseless"I never said that. I said it's dull and painful. Are you retarded?
>>83813137I don't wageslave but I hardly enjoy anything. I'm sure if I got a job it will be a dead end mentally taxing one so I'm trying to Neet it out until I can't
>>83808217>>83808431>>83808928>>83808942>>83810247>>83812467Thank you all! I think I'll try wearing something nice when I next go out then regardless of how awkward I find it. I really appreciate the help.
>>83814368>>83813319Oh wow you are still here and spreading your depressive self-loathing, how sad.But not surprising.
>>83766542>>83766486Hi Maddy :3
I haven't had acne since I was a teen and I was prescribed actual medication for it back then but I've had lots of whiteheads under the skin (if that makes sense?) that just refused to heal for years so I bought this and have been putting it on after my showers. A few of these underskin whiteheads have come to the surface as actual whiteheads. Is this what's actually meant to happen? It's been so long since I've had to treat myself for acne that I can't remember if it had to get worse (ie become a surface whitehead) before it healed or if my skin isn't reacting well and is breaking out more because of the cream.
>>83816089>posts on the depressed incel board>umm ur'e still here and posting depressed content? how sadMaybe try reddit, genius.
>>83815834*hug* Best of luck to you! Don't give up if it feels weird the first time!>>83813847I remember thinking that my beach seemed kinda dull after seeing Avatar - Way of the Water. But then I realized that I at least don't have to share my beach with obnoxious blue hippies, and everything was beautiful again.
>>83816438Is it your own beach? No normies around?
>>83816445>Is it your own beach? No normies around?It's attached to the complex that I live in, but most of my neighbors are elderly and don't like to walk down there very often; so it's pretty sparce more often than not.
>>83816305yeah, there is no other way for the grease to come out your face so just keep applying it and they will disappear naturally. Resist the urge to do manual intervention.If you feel it's getting a lot worse check up with a dermatologist anyway
>>83816467That sounds actually pretty cool. Lucky you!
>>83816474Cool thanks. I was really worried I was leaving it on for too long before washing or if it just didn't work with my skin and was making it worse.
https://youtu.be/qXFfx8Ayz8Q
>>83815834>I think I'll try wearing something nice when I next go out then regardless of how awkward I find it.Excellent! Just remember:>you deserve to be there>you belong in this space>it gets easier>you look greatKeep those in mind and you'll enjoy yourself a lot more.>>83816467>but most of my neighbors are elderly and don't like to walk down there very oftenImagine retiring and moving into a condo next to the beach in a place where the weather is fine most of the year and NOT spending every day on the beach sipping mai tais. I bet they're fucking golfing most days. baka
>>83815578>I played a leading role in a noir mystery where I was the archetypal manipulative seductress opposite the hard boiled detective.was it a play? student film? >I'm into anyone who catches my eye, darling.>picreli fold too easy>>83815834wishing you the best!
>>83774757Isn't the switch 1 cheap now? if you want the switch 2 then yeah hopeless
>>83817375>Isn't the switch 1 cheap now?a switch 1 in brazil costs two whole minimum wage salaries
>>83817411Do you have a decent computer? Even a mid computer from like 5 years ago is powerful enough to run a STOLEN copy.
back to crystalcafe ya exclusionary ass bitches
>>83817411Even the lite one? heard those were cheap
>>83817529i do. i'm not sure if there's an emulator already. dad did all the tech savvy things for me lol. >>83817547>back to crystalcafewe are so back >>83817552that goes for about minimum wage/265 dollars. still not money i have laying around to spend all at once lol
>>83817572The original emulator was called Yuzu, so most of the documentation online will use that name. For example,https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79nACMFu1vYYuzu is dead and has been replaced by Eden, so recent documentation will use that name. For example,https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkFm3-jhwNgCan you ask your dad if you don't feel confident about using the guides yourself?https://github.com/eden-emulator/Releases/releases
>>83817284I wish I had a gf or a friend like you.
>>83817312>was it a play? student film?It was a stage performance. I played the widow of a rich man who hires the detective to find the man she was having an affair with who has disappeared following her husband's suicide.Cookie for whoever can guess the twist.>i fold too easyIt's fine. Shy girls are cute!>>83817529>>83817552Brazil is supposed to have some insanely high taxes on things like that. Kpop can probably elaborate on that better than I can, but it's a reason why piracy and second hand markets are huge there.>>83817736Why wish when you can go out and find one? You have it in you!
>>83812467>could never take a truth potion as it would immediately reveal myself as a total weirdoI'm pretty weird but mostly just awkward with people but she showed me her boobs so it's all okay
>>83818567>Cookie for whoever can guess the twist.One of those was your ex snd the other your currenr bf.
>>83818567My guess is the husband killed the man she was having an affair with, but the widow killed her husband to get with the guy she was having an affair with officially.
>>83817284It's very easy to find other things to do once you take what is there for granted
>>83818567They'd never be like you.
>>83815578I think my problem was that I tried to care too much about my appearance which made it worse. I was one of those who really freaked out and very overdid washing my face multiple times a day. Big mistake. I was already self-conscious to begin with, but that made it worse. >Go pop a few addiesMy husband (then fiancee) took one of my boosters once when he asked since I was stocking some away when I wasn't taking them thanks to the shortage. He got wound up AF and wonder why the hell I slow down when I'm on them. Welcome to ADHD I said to him! lol. I still want my daytrana patches back since it worked the best and my tolerance never went up when I was on them. Fuck insurance not wanting to pay for it. >>83815834I pray for the best for you!>>83816305Other than a few here and there, I haven't had any since I was 16. >>83816438>obnoxious blue hippies LMAOI'm jealous. It would be nice to have a beach like that. But with the weather is rn, it would probably be a bad idea.>>83817284I never seen the point of golf. But it would be great to retire to the beach. Stop making me wish it so much :(.
want nonas and anons opinions right meowdo i buy a 1/4 scale nekopara figure that's castoff for a really good price yes or no
>>83819840You do whatever you want.
>>83819840I flipped a coin for you IRL and it says no 2 out of 3 times. But who cares what a coin probably on the other side of the world has to say about your life choices.
>>83817643>Can you ask your dad if you don't feel confident about using the guides yourself?i could, i just don't like him in my room and in my computer. i think i could enlist the help of a few friends.either way, thank you! >>83818567>Cookie for whoever can guess the twist.she was evil all along?have you done anything acting since?>It's fine. Shy girls are cute!thank you being cute is kind of like my job >Brazil is supposed to have some insanely high taxes on things like that.indeed. piracy is very normalised here because of it, especially because we also don't have the best salaries either.
>>83816344>admits to being an incel>still feels the need to cry about his retardation in a biofem threadthis is why you are so bitter
>>83820108>admits to not having any reading comprehension>still posts retarded shitI didn't say I am incel, I said that this is the board notorious for depressed incels so to expect some normie ~uwu positivity~ reddit shit makes no sense and highlights how dumb you are.
>another moid meltdownWho would have thought?
>>83820268A lot of people ITT are a little too dumb to read and just quick to reply to "appear smart" for some reason.
>>83820268noooo you leave him, i mean her alooonejust let her be depressive and incoherent
>>83820706It's you. You are melting down.
>>83820706nobody cares moid stop whining
>>83818894Cold>>83818933Getting warmer>>83819081If I were living in a condo next to the beach I'd be out doing all kinds of water sports every day after work. So few people seem to appreciate just how nice it is to have water and weather you don't need a thermal wetsuit to enjoy.>>83819385You want one flavor of ice cream, but have you considered maybe there's another flavor you would like just as much? You'll never know if you don't try.>>83819818>I was one of those who really freaked out and very overdid washing my face multiple times a dayFor me it was just using aio soaps and no skin care with nothing for the face specifically.>I never seen the point of golf.To drink beer and do the minimal amount of physical activity possible to call it a sport.>>83819961>she was evil all along?As the femme often is in a noir story. But what was the mystery to unravel?>have you done anything acting since?I did a few more performances in supporting roles while I was still in uni. Once I was out I tried auditioning for few roles and gave up after that to focus on my job.>being cute is kind of like my job You do it well enough>indeed. piracy is very normalised here because of it,I'm sure there has to be a massive black market for foreign electronics then.
>>83818567Husband faked his own death and ran off with the other guy?
>>83821852Colder, but that would maybe be the comedy deconstruction of the genre and I like it.
>>83822038I'm guessing the missing guy double-crossed the woman and that's why she wants to find him. But I can't guess what they were up to prior.
I am so starved for creamy sweet cold treats.
>>83823334Those can be very addicting. When I start, it's hard to stop since I start craving them all the time.
A couple years ago I bought a used 2018 phone online, and the SD card was intact. It mostly contains a small business's merchandise (vintage stuff), but also random vacation and pet photos. As far as I've looked, anyway. It's 60 GBsI found her business name and I've been thinking about reaching out to her all this time to see if she wants these photos, but should I? Is it just needlessly digging up the past and possibly making her worry? It's been bugging me.
>>83823501>kitty photosYes. Do that! She needs to know she has kitty photos on that SD card.
>>83823501If the seller was the same person who used to own it she likely backup up the pictures she wanted from the SD card already, but it probably wouldn't hurt to ask.
>>83823519They are all dogs. She's a dog person and I'm afraid they aren't alive anymore./adv/ says it's a bad idea but I can't let it go.>>83823542It wasn't her, it was an electronics reseller. I hope she backup her stuff up before she sold it. She had to right? Then it seems nobody know that resetting phones doesn't delete the SD card.
To brag but a pretty 20 something at the store liked my barrette. We are so fucking back
>>83823687https://youtube.com/shorts/0uK6RlRdurs
>>83822351Getting warmer.Like lots of great noir stories the initial mystery is a red herring.>>83823334>>83823419Well fuck, now I want some creme brulee!>>83823501If they were running a business they likely had the phone backed up anyway.
>>83824815You are the sweet petite treat I want to eat.
Getting nearer and nearer to r8k now, cool. Considering these have been pol active days with that epstein nonsense might probably be r7k this year
>>83825051Someone explain what this post is attempting to convey.
>>83825107They dream of k genocide. 9k to 7k by this year alone they're demanding.
>>83825107posts per day in the board
>>83824815The missing guy us actually the husband, faked his suicide for life insurance money, then took off with it.
>>83818567Reminds me of this story that ends with the woman inviting the detective to eat some meat and it happens to be the corpse of the missing person seasoned appropriately
>>83824825But can you eat it all in one serving?>>83825371Getting closer. Insurance was a big part.>>83825449Sounds like something from the 70s.
>>83826225I can certainly die trying. Coming up for air? Nope. I'm willing to drown in it baby.
>>83826225Wife and lover plotted to kill husband, get life insurance, but lover took off with it after they killed him and made it look like a suicide.
https://youtube.com/watch/wMXj5HVVdU4
>>83824574Sorry I don't watch that show but my Aunt does
>>83826225>Insurance was a big part.The missing guy was a crooked insurance agent who helped her get a forged policy set up which covered suicide. But then he took the money and ran.
>>83827817That sounds like it would be right.
>>83826225>>83827817>>83827964Bumping since I need to know the story of it. An anon needs that cookie.
Imma dip that cookie in some ice cream.
>>83829153>Imma dip that cookie in some ice cream.Now I want cookies and ice cream.
>>83829090>>83829153>>83830325Stop! You are making me crave them so much!
>>83765472>biofem>kemono friends image with trans colored cookieswho GENUINELY WHO do you think you're fooling with this tranny?
So I had to go to my new dentist today after my previous one closed down, and I think I need to talk with my insurance to find a better place because ho-ly shit are the people in this place pushy as hell and tried to upsell me on procedures I never inquired about.>>83826308I like your dedication.>>83826780Close enough!Wife gets tired of her husband openly having affairs and decides to have one herself. The husband found out and was going to remove her from his trust, so she had her lover kill him and make it look like a suicide. But when he disappears she hired the detective to find him and lead her to him and tries to dispose of them both.>>83830463Yeah, all this cookie talk makes me want to make some chokers, but I don't have peanut butter chips.
>>83830646>So I had to go to my new dentist today after my previous one closed down, and I think I need to talk with my insurance to find a better place because ho-ly shit are the people in this place pushy as hell and tried to upsell me on procedures I never inquired about.I'm so sorry. : (Dentist office is absolutely no place for that. >Wife gets tired of her husband openly having affairs and decides to have one herself. The husband found out and was going to remove her from his trust, so she had her lover kill him and make it look like a suicide. But when he disappears she hired the detective to find him and lead her to him and tries to dispose of them both.Cool! I was in the right zip code at least. >Yeah, all this cookie talk makes me want to make some chokers, but I don't have peanut butter chips.I cracked and went out to get fake Samoas.
>>83830735>Dentist office is absolutely no place for that.Seems like the best place for it. I was going in for a teeth cleaning and they wanted to sell me on teeth whitening and then tried to gaslight me into saying my wisdom teeth would reduce my jaw pain if they removed them.I've never had any jaw pain except when my wisdom teeth initially grew in, I don't have trouble cleaning my teeth with them there, and my teeth are white enough already. No doubt those procedures would be denied by my insurance and then I'd coincidentally have to pay out of pocket for these.Fuck 'em!>I cracked and went out to get fake SamoasI wish I could find generic do-si-dos or tagalongs.
>>83831527>Seems like the best place for it.For THEM, sure. I meant that it's unethical to try to push someone who is potentially scared and/or in pain.
>>83831527>generic do-si-dos or tagalongsI'm sure Keebler makes knock-offs, though they're probably not quite as good.
>AAaaaaaAAAahhhhhh, noooooo!!! Not the Breeding Cubes you accursed moid!!!!>*grabs foid lovingly">*lovingly forces foid into Breeding Cube**15 years later*>OMG moid, I am so happy I gave birth to 15 Aryan children to save the White race! And all it took was you to not be a massive pussy and assert yourself as nature intended!>*takes selfie with moid and 15 beautiful, healthy children outside of Breeding Cube with newfound freedom granted to foid after completing "Mandatory Birthing Person Duties"*
Just found my foid's diary after she attempted to escape the Breeding Cube. She is in intensive foid rehabilitation and behavioral reprogramming right this second.Here's the last entry:>Breeding Cube diary entry, Day #3987>My assigned Breeding Moid allowed me to have milk instead of water in my oats this morning.>Knitted a blazer for the 10th babe I've done my duty to produce.>Repopulating Earth with the Aryan race is going well.>Watched my allotted 1 hour of Foidtube content, it was mainly about what to expect of life outside the Breeding Cube after my "15 years-15 children" duty is complete.
>>83830646>I like your dedication.I like your sophistication.
Thanks everyone for the cookie talk. It convinced me to buy an entire box of Chips-a-hoy and I ate them throughout the day since I have no willpower. Looks like I'm eating very little tomorrow and doing some very heavy cardio.
>>83833521I'm so happy I don't have much of a sweet tooth. One piece of candy or fruit is all I need to feel satisfied if I even have a craving.t. recently devoured 3k calories of mouth burningly spicy fried chicken
>>83833564For me it's a true addiction. I cannot have one and all of it is never enough. I really want to buy another and down it all right now.
>>83833596That's basically me with anything super spicy. Though at least with spicy food my own body eventually (forcibly) wants to tap out (momentarily). Fuck just talking about this is making me re-consider my plans for the rest of the night.I'll resist if you can too.
>>83833625That is the problem with sweets is that your body craves the simple carbs from it so much you'll eat more than intended. I've stopped many times but I had a moment of weakness. So, it's back to the grind tomorrow. It'll just be one day of breakfast and nothing else during the day. Then, back to normal eating. I just find this works best for me.
>>83833658Yeah short fasts like that are nice and are definitely helpful for rewiring some things. I've tried longer fasts occasionally and while they do make me plan my meals for the days after to autistic perfection, they mess up my cycle and obviously suck in general.
>>83832056>I meant that it's unethical to try to push someone who is potentially scared and/or in pain.Highly unethical, and I hope every one of them gets giardia from their tap water. When I told Scrubs about this he told me places like that sometimes like to double dip and get both insurance and the patient to pay.>>83832080Worth a check since I usually skip that aisle.>>83832501I have appreciation for your fixation on my demonstration of sophistication in conversation.>>83833521>Looks like I'm eating very little tomorrow and doing some very heavy cardioIf you got some enjoyment out of it and it doesn't affect you too badly tomorrow, then I'd say it was worth it.
>>83833685I always like the sense of accomplishment from fasting. I've been wanting to try intermittent fasting doing like eating everything within 4 hours, but I don't think I'd have the willpower to do that long term. Not to mention I cannot stomach eating that much except for the sweets like I mentioned earlier. Also, I'm afraid of looking too skinny like anorexic. So, I try to do strength training despite me not liking it.
>>83833700I say you are right with it. But, it's addictive to me so I shouldn't do it.
>>83833714It depends on the person, but intermittent fasting works well for me when I do it. I don't do it year round though and also if I break don't take it it too seriously or put myself down. I'd say it's worth a try at least.>So, I try to do strength training despite me not liking it.That's good, it'd be better if you can find something you enjoy a little though. Like Pilates or boxing or something
moist juicey pussey
>>83833743I already do some walking and hiking with a light weight vest. I was doing that darebee thing some have mentioned itt in the past. I just find calisthenics with that weight vest more enjoyable.
>>83833777Weight vests are great, turn already enjoyable walks into an adjustable cardio machine. Darebee's a nice resource, I use it too, but if you really dislike straight weightlifting more fun forms of growing muscle exist.
>>83833795I really enjoy going on hikes on trails with it. The hills really get my heart rate up. There are some here where I live, but they're not much. I cannot go on the trails right now because it's just dangerous from all the ice and snow. I may have to try a backpack later since I've read it helps with our core. Though I am limited on income at the moment thanks to beginning of the year stuff. What other forms are there? I've tried standard gym equipment when I had a gym membership for a short period. I didn't like that at all. I bought a used treadmill off someone for around $50 when I had some extra income to make up for that. It's just that doing the basics like push-ups and squats are just what I enjoy the most, but I don't really enjoy it.I thought about boxing since it sounds like it's fun, and I know someone who does it. The high cost of the membership is what sets most of it back. She says it's $100 per month for it, even more for personal training. The reason they do it is for self-defense, which is what I would want to do. I don't have the income for it. She also mentioned there's a lot more work involved than what most people think like proper form, foot work, proper punching mechanics, etc.
>>83833842Boxing is great but like 50% of that budget is going to the whole experience and gear while the other 50% is just having a good trainer a nice group of people to do it with. If you want to do at least the bodyweight exercises your trainer would make you do alone look on youtube, focusing mainly on core strength exercises and proper bodyweight squats. Don't worry about punching form yet if you don't have something to punch into. If you eventually do sign up for a close you'd probably mog most beginners by just being able to squat so often alone.Leaning into that, a lot of Pilates exercise routines are up for free on youtube too and don't require anything special. Just be more careful not to injure yourself but you'll likely be fine.Youtube is the craziest free resource right now, while having equipment and proper teachers is extra helpful you can make do without it so well without them. If you can afford something you maybe don't already have though, it should be resistance bands.
>>83833842>The high cost of the membership is what sets most of it back. She says it's $100 per month for it, even more for personal training. If you save up quite a bit of money, you can do some of the fitness aspect of it. Meta Quest has several boxing games on it like Thrill of the Fight which is fun to play and has virtual sparring to practice things such as blocking. One problem it has though is you can video yourself doing the punches and see they're sloppy yet in the game, you're knocking the opponent out.Take things slow and learn how to keep your guard at all times even if you are punching. Just don't go throwing a bunch of wild punches. Youtube videos like >>83833913 said are helpful. Learning combos is essential. Just the simple stuff like 1-2-3-4 (jab, cross, left hook, right hook) are effective. Footwork is also essential and great, and can give you a great workout. But work on things slowly. Fon't be a perfectionist. Even professionals are practicing the very basics often.
