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>>83770221Last one got archived... what a shame.
>>83770221I bought 3 units of Vick 44E syrup. Each one contains 240ml, totaling 720ml. For each ml of syrup there is 0.97mg of DXM. That is, 720ml of Vick 44E syrup has approximately 720mg of DXM. Friday is my day off from work, I'm going to take drugs that day. I had tried DXM before, but I only used 120mg and didn't feel anything.From what I've researched, DXM can cause seizures and I think I'm predisposed to having seizures, because I've already had 3 seizures taking only 150mg of bupropion/wellbutrin. Is there a way to reduce the risk of seizures caused by DXM?
>>83770221On about 20mg oxycodone just right now, hopefully it would be fulfilling, it's nice from time to time but when you find yourself craving and craving it becomes kinda gnarly, I know it's stupid but it feels kinda empowering to think oh this is something I can do with control and without putting myself in harm's way, it's a state of well-being that is very well appreciated, some appreciated stillness.
>have friends for a weekend>desire to do drugs goes awaycurious
The UK is an absolute shitholeAnything remotely psychoactive is illegalI have to use a fucking vpn because they've decided porn is a narcotic too
>have friends/family for a weekend>desire to do drugs spikesCurious.
>>83770221i havent done drugs in almost a year but im stopping back in to say i want to fuck that thing
>>83771447ur family fucking sux
I'm officially frying my brain with weed I hope Im smart enough to know to stop after I'm out of edibles. I have completely lost it.
>>83771543Everything and everyone that isn't a psychoactive substance sucks
For me, I just want to be left alone if I have access to drugs.
>be a fucking retard>eat a big pasta bolognese meal>only wait 90 minutes>snort ketamine>quickly turns into massive nausea>hour passes before i finally start vomiting into bucket>it's a brew of barely digested bits of noodles in sauce>had issues with my toilet flush before, but this is the very time it decides to stop completely>can't flush>also need to shit urgently now>sit on toilet shitting while my head is in the bucket staring at my meal>getting up and moving around immediately makes me more sick>throw up a couple more times later on>nausea slightly fades, rip open the top of the water reservoir, it finally starts to draw water>exhausted and fucked up now>go to bed feeling like absolute shit>still a bit nauseous throughout the night>now have headachea decent low. maybe rivals the time i took dxm a long time ago and felt like i was dying all night and woke up the next day to find puke all over the floor.
Ritalin anon from the last thread. To the anon who said i must be In Europe/UK, im actually in brazil, Ritalin and Vyvanse are equally easy to get if you know how, but i end up choosing Ritalin because vyvanse is abusable in other ways such as keeping you awake for days. Its also more expensive but it aint a big deal
Selling my shit so I can afford more weed!!Christmas becomes pretty useful when that happens, all the crappy gifts that 11 year old you would like turn into money.
>>83771951>im actually in brazil, Ritalin and Vyvanse are equally easy to get if you know howI'm in Brazil, and there's a pharmacy 5 minutes from my house that sells controlled medications without a prescription, but I've asked around and they never have Ritalin. How can a Brazilian like me easily obtain Ritalin?
NO DRUGSNO ALCOHOL NO CIGARETTES
>>83771213it's somewhat of a mixed blessing, but it's honestly not so bad, once you realise how much easier it is to actually get stuff compared to other places and how much blatant, serious crime goes unchecked all the time, meaning they simply don't have the resources to deal with schmucks like you and me, especially if you're careful and keep a low profile.there's no way i could do any of this back in my eastern european shithole. unless you're a part of the mafia and are paying off the feds, you WILL get sniffed out and put away. it's simply not worth it.
>>83771213>I have to use a fucking vpn because they've decided porn is a narcotic tooLook at it this way: they're only normalising VPN/Tor usage, so you're much less likely to stand out now.The biggest problem is the absolute cuck / nanny state / gossip / shame culture. The govt knows they can't really ban/stop the use of privacy tools, so they're actively trying to get the public opinion against it - and it works wonders. Everytime I overhear the BBC it's the same old formula being spread: "This technology = terrorism / child abuse & 71% of Karens agree that it is bad + 67% of Karens want the government to do something about it". Every fucking time.
>>83771213I feel for you brit anon, the UK fell from grace so hard, though maybe it was always bad.
>>83771213most porn sites ask for verification anyway nowadays
>>83772548>maybe it was always badit was the most powerful country in the world at one point, so no.things were relatively comfy up until the Handover of Hong Kong.by 1 May 2004, comfy times were officially over.>>83772568no, they don't. most of them only do the minimum required by law, depending on where Tor connects from - they sometimes don't even show the popup with the adult content disclaimer, because some places don't require it.
>>83772081Phone message apps.
>>83772081Also how has that pharmacy not been shutdown ? Wtf
People keep telling me that weed holds me back and that may be so but I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do when life is worse without it.
>>83773498If you genuinely have no ambition and have nothing else you want to do, then it's not like you're gonna conquer the world the moment you get off the skunk. I know a guy who genuinely, legitimately, does not want anything other from life than to clock out of the comfy WFH job at 5pm, smoke up, play vidya gaems and watch annie mays, and do the same thing on weekends from the moment he wakes up. He tried going off weed for a while, but nothing different ever came from that and he always just fell back into his comfy routine.I'm not saying that's you. I'm saying if you really want to do something then you will do it.
>>83773616I want to be someone that doesnt smoke weed. I really do but without weed I have nothing else. No friends no family. And since I am who I am, getting friends isn't an option so I'm wondering at this point if there is something better I can substitute weed with that will take my pain away just as well. People say it holds me back but in reality it holds me up because nobody else will.
>>83773658That's precisely the problem and the reason why most addicts struggle to quit - they don't have anything substantial to replace their addiction with. I do home server / networking / automation stuff. Not because I need the utility of any of it, but because it makes my brain tick and gives me a sense of achievement and purpose. I'm sure you can find something like that for yourself.
>>83773694>I'm sure you can find something like that for yourself.25 years old and I still haven't. I fear it may be over. I wonder if its okay to just be a loser and if people will accept and be nice to me even though I just wanna smoke and chill. probably not.
>>83773748>25 years old and I still haven't. I fear it may be over.Lmao. For me, the urgency to make something out of myself didn't kick in until I turned 31.It's only over when you decide it's over. Make the effort of putting yourself out of your comfort zone every now and then and things will happen.
>>83773748nta but I let go of caring about how other people percieve me, mainly because I (as in my true self) was never liked, not as a child, not as a teenager, and certainly not as an adult.
>>83773748Oh and I should probably add: your anime avatarfaggotry is really making me want to tell you to kys.
>>83773792I dont care how people percieve me but there will inevitably come a time when I need to and that makes me really anxious about the future>>83773790>Make the effort of putting yourself out of your comfort zone every now and then and things will happenI used to do this but nothing ever came out of it and if something did it was never good and it convinced me that everyone's life is different but mine is just a pointless one that doesn't matter otherwise something would have happened by now
>>83773811how is using a reaction image a avatarfagging are you new.
>>83773811>Calls using images on an image*board avatarfagging
>>83773844ok then seal your fate by just smoking weed and never leaving your room.>>83773856close enough. i'm allowed to dislike anything you and call you a fag for it. i've been here since 2008.
>>83773882oh golly. can't wait for you to rip me an a-hole over that typo.
>>83773890>typoI'm pissing myself laughing rn.
>>83771194can i acquire friends?
>>83773926Why would you want friends when drugs are better? Seriously
>>83774219but that anon said the opposite is true
>>83770221got outta rehab yesterday. I am done smoking crack forever. Just sippin some twisted teas today
>>83774417Be careful fren. Stay clean and God bless.
>>83772372Odd how its always joke grok photoshops of photos female politicians and celebs post themselves and never real subsurface iceberg shit like discord, snapchat and tinder
>>83774632I have no idea what you're talking about. Are you replying to the correct comment?
I did adderall today and ended up spending 5 hours straight researching astrology bullshit
>>83774968So you felt like a woman
Just drinking as usual because Im an idiot. Moved to a state without legal weed, can't take anything fun because Im hooked on Effexor from my retarded doctor, life is shit.Id do anything for DXM or any good dissociative right about now. Shit even some weed (not delta8 garbage) would be awesome. Fuck my life
>>83774968I want adderall so I can hyper focus n actually learn shit I think I have adhd but doctors dont prescribe adderall reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Wrote this my 3rd time smoking DMT, first time by myself.
>>83774995>>83770360Man...Tried dxm in pill form half a year ago and while it felt so much cleaner than the syrup...It's so fucking shit of a disso compared to stuff like MXE, ket or 3-ho-pcp. Or really most of the arylcyclohexylamines as I've tried most of them. I'll give dxm it's props though, when you are new to drugs and its serotonin action still does something then it is a pretty decent high paired with a few cones. These days though it just feels boring and makes my stomach feel weird, even on the pills.ket and the rcs are just so much better bros and get real dissos
>>83775338I have a special issue with DXM. I mostly binge it so dosing everyday for a month+. It makes me super manic at first and it feels awesome but after a while Im just psychotic and cant stop. Half the time Im just sitting in a chair on plateau sigma/high4th plat But I do agree. 3meopcp, DCK, 3-ho-pcp, and so many others are way better. Just horribly hard to find now
>>83775571nta but how on earth do you deal with high 4th plat? tried 3rd plat a few times and it was a terrible experience every attempt. cant imagine anything higher than that being enjoyablemight do something in a month or two with shrooms, a low 2nd plat, and ppx or phenibut but even then im debating maybe just doing 1st plat instead.
>>83775325Got any decent place to get DMT carts?
my fucking jaw still hurts from saturday's mdma roll
>>83775338>>83775571im starting to think even the pills arent safe because i nearly shit myself out of nowhere on a plat 1 dose last week.
>>83775571If you can learn to use dnm you can pretty much always get ket. Though I'm having trouble getting anything else. I miss the 2010s...so much abundance of chems on clearnet and darknet. >>83775827oh nah I don't think they're that safe either, but it's magnitudes better than drinking that nasty syrup and all the shit in it. I've thought about what it is that makes dxm feel a lot dirtier than other dissociative and it's probably the fact that it comes in Hbr form combined with however it works with serotonin. Not sure how much bromide you'd be taking in a 2nd-3rd plat dose but It might be enough to cause some shitty feeling. Acute exposure can cause GI distress. Combine that with all the serotonin bubbling and brewing around in your brain and whatever that's doing to the gut and it just feels off.I used to cope so much when i was a decade younger that dxm was amazing, but I can admit it was just ignorance. Pretty much every disso mogs it. It can be great if you have 0 tolerance to dissos and serotonergic drugs, but that's only because you need to take way less to get the effectss.
>>83775986Not a fan of ket desu. I think its probably because I refuse to IM because Im terrified of needles. Snorted, plugged, etc just kinda sucks. It was fun snorted once when I was already on some good acid but thats it. Deschloroketamine is waaaaaay better>>83775827DXM can absolutely make you shit yourself even with robocough. Its a stomach issue, but luckily I dont eat much while bingeing so it doesn't bother me much>>83775694I am insane. Thats the only thing I can say. For some people DXM just hits different. Ive spent hours in a position that looked like I was possessed, dont know if my eyes were open or closed, for well over 10 hours. I tried to get up at one point and fell on my ass. Had no idea what day or time it was or how much time had passed. The hallucinations are insane, both CEVs and OEVs. Id hallucinate being in a huge white room with strange shadows, my size growing and shrinking like Alice in Wonderland, intricate mechanical patterns, etc. I dont recommend any of this. Everytime I binge DXM I embarrassed the fuck out of myself, missed work/got fired, acted like a lunatic in public, looked messed tf up from no sleep orf food, lost tons of weight, and my heart has never been the same.Once I lost so much weight before an Australian Pink Floyd concert the clothes I bought for it were hanging off of me and I looked sick. I ended up falling on some dudes lap while trying to get to my seat and the people around him were all pissed
dubs and I take the rest of my pill as the time of right fucking now, other digits and I don't do shit, cmon baby make me proud
Where can I get zolpidem in mexico)? I took some from a acquaintance a time ago and I want to repeat the experience
>>83773926honestly im not sure it seems like random chance to me. the way i met this friend group i was wearing my negative xp shirt in this goth nightclub and a guy asked about it and we hung out the rest of the night, i went back down last weekend to visit him and met a bunch of his other friends that were also cool. we had like a 3 hour drunken conversation about chris chan lore. i dont know how to reliably meet internet aware ppl irl but in the rare chance that u do its incredibly worth it>>83776748stealing ur ame image thank u very much
>>83777033Doing the same, enjoy it owo
Quick question, why do people even bother with cocaine when amphetamines are a lot better, more likely to be pure and less cut with bullshit, and more accessible?
>>83775010You have to go to an actual psychiatrist and get evaluated, or go to a psychologist and get an ADHD script. Doctors will give you Adderall if you have ADHD but they won't diagnose it for you
>>83776622>The hallucinations are insane, both CEVs and OEVs. i still think about the CEVs and OEVs i had on one accidental high plat trip. that plus this>my size growing and shrinking like Alice in Wonderland, intricate mechanical patternswas almost enough to make me never try it again. thankfully never did it to the point where it was impacting my life. id only do it every few months or so towards the end of last year and stopped entirely around october. >Everytime I binge DXM I embarrassed the fuck out of myself,im assuming you went on multiday benders or something?havent had any craving for it yet and even thinking about it now im debating just dropping it from that mix im planning and just get some vodka instead
>>83774412That anon is gay or a woman.
>>83777076Coke is easier to get and get high on. I have an addy script and taken a ton multiple times now. Did nothing for me. Not sure what obscene amount people are taking to actually feel high.If I take any higher doses I'll burn through my whole script since the doc has me on a comically low dose. Don't have that problem with coke. Rail 4-6 lines and I'm feeling good. I wish addy did more for me. Going to probably try meth soon. Only bad part about coke is it fucks my nose for days.We need another stim that you don't have to snort.
Thinking of going to my local pharmacy and ask for dexedrine or something, I live in a south american shithole and this method has got me trams already, so it may work who knows.
why did the germans take archetyp i've been trying to return to my old ways and only found out about this today fml
>>83777189If you have a script for it then you won't get high from it. It might give you some euphoria but over time you get used to it and it just makes you focus.What dose are you on? Because even 15 mg makes me feel good. Also you're supposed to take breaks.
>>83773323>Also how has that pharmacy not been shutdown ?The pharmacy is located inside a favela, and there's no oversight from the authorities. I suspect that Comando Vermelho has some involvement with this pharmacy.
>>83776748I had two experiences with zolpidem, one with 50mg and another with 30mg. In the 50mg experience, I had some hallucinations and time passed incredibly quickly, hours went by in minutes, and I lost part of my memory. In my 30mg experience, I didn't have any hallucinations, only memory loss, and time also passed quickly.
>>83775325did you see any little guys? me and my friends, even on reasonably low doses on dmt, seem to notice the vague presence of "guys" through the visuals, almost to the point that every morphing thing is an entity of some kind. but they're also constantly shifting and changing, and are all part of each other with the full spectrum of the visuals so they are really the same guy. These aren't quite the machine elves people like Terrence Mackenna talk about and I don't think I've fully broken through. But there was still an undeniable mind-like presence with intentions and feelings that felt distinct from me. I've never experienced anything like that even on high doses of LSD and mushrooms.I conceptualize this as the dmt itself, but I'm not sure if I have any metaphysical commitments associated with that.
>>83777076amphetamines are better in every conceivable way, but the issue for me is that they last anywhere from 6 to 14 hours depending on the one. the value of cocaine is that it lasts 15 minutes, so when you're out late doing it at some party you can take a stimulant drug and still be able to get some modicum of sleep that night
How much does a bottle of lean cost?
should I start getting adderall to study? I tried it a few times and zoned the fuck in
>>83778448shit drug not worth it unless you want to larp as lil wayne or something. the promethazine antihistamine totally overshadows the codeine (which is a shitty opiate to begin with) and you end up just lethargic and tired rather than high. opiates suck ass but if you want to try it do a real one
herion and other stuff is more powerful than 7oh right ?
Doing drugs is bad. Think of what your parents will say if they caught you.
>>83777189Yeah I did every stim under the sun except coke because I was a broke neet back in my junkie days. Once I had the money for coke, I tried it a few binges. It's nice and I can see why normies like it. WIth no stim tolerance it'd be good.I blew through like 2G in a day and I felt like it got me like 60% of the way to a good meth high, well not really if you count smoking it then meth made me superhuman. The only reason I would do coke again is because I was able to go to bed hours later. Took some NAC and felt Mostly recovered by the next day. Meth binges would have me contemplating suicide.
>>8377773515mg XR. Doesn't really work for me anymore so I'm going to ask the doc to up it next time. If I take two it works pretty good but I doubt they'll double my dose. It's just odd because when I first started the meds I definitely felt something and thought yeah I can see this being fun at a bigger dose, but even taking 45mg now isn't fun. Just feels like really strong caffeine.Going to try 65mg if I can get my dosage upped and if that doesn't get me high I think I'm going to give up. Since XR only gives you half the dose immediately I end up using a weeks worth of pills just to not get high.>>83779108Yeah I love coke but I'm tired of spending 200 bucks for maybe 2 nights of fun. And then you get to play the "what fucked up cut did the dealer use this weekend" game.At least when I bought sketchy molly and it was cut with meth it was actually fun. I've never felt good from the shit they put in coke.
>>83779297XR is formulated so that you don't get high, that's why. 15 XR is only giving you 7.5 when you take it. You need to take IR if you want to use it recreationally.
>>83779329Yeah, I know. You should still be able to get high if you take enough for your first initial dose to be 45mg. I was awake all night and day but I definitely wasn't high.Idk why people love it so much. Hopefully I'll find out next month.
>>83770360Buy the DXM only and get the pill form, way easier to get down but you'll prolly still puke
>>83771591ktim, I just wanna lift and do edibles all day.
stoned bump
Every blip of voice chat you hear is someone's whole different world, and they just happen to play the same game you are playing at the same time.
europebros anyone knows what noid is thp420? Ive been smoking that shit for the past few weeks and is pretty amazing, much better than that shitty hhc. Is that shit technically spice? i dont really wanna die that retarded way
>>83781177not true like half people dont even have inner monologue and lack conciousness
>>83781426>and lack conciousnessluckyyyy, consciousness is a nightmare.
veteran stoners, how do I brace myself for running out of weed?I can't afford more and while I can function without it, I will certainly not function happily.
is thca thats available from a random dispensary safe or is it some synthetic shit thatll make u go schizo
>got tooth extracted at dentist today>no smoking allowed until monday >buy edibles from dispensary >eat entire bag 20 5mg edibles>feel absolutely nothingSuch a fucking scam. I don't wanna risk the smoke fucking up my mouth but I dont want to be sober. I just spent 84 on edibles and they're all going to be trash. I'm either going to smoke or go buy mushrooms.
mom found the dab pen bros its over
at least she didn't find the oxy though that would've been much worseIm gonna throw them out honestly I can barely feel it though I've taken 30mg and barely felt anything I think its my apriprazole blocking it or somethingidk anymore... sucks to be a 27 year old loser manchild
>>83776622Ket is probably one of the worst of the arylcyclohexylamines. MXE was hands down the best. Almost every single trip on it was amazing. Probably my #1 drug if not top 3 out of nearly 100 tried. My second fave disso was 3-ho-pcp. Had a nice euphoria to it. DCK was quite nice too. Really good because it's potent. Does ket suck cause your tolerance is too big? I don't mind snorting but there comes a point where if I need to do line after line it starts to make you feel like shit which isn't good while tripping. I wrote ket off as completely not liking it but have had a few interesting experiences on it that changed my mind. It's also great for combos so gotta give it that.
ok drugfeel i need some advicefor the past few weeks every time i drink i end up finishing the full liter bottle of vodka and then the next day i puke. im tempted to try drinking tonight except i pour out half a liter into the sink so i can't overdrink which i guess is whats happening to me. it could also be because im not eating enough food while drinking. what should i do?
>>83782901Don't remind me that I missed out on MXE.Actually what I really miss is DMXE. And then those NL fucks had to go full retard lolbertarian and invite Vice to their lab and now I'm never going to get DMXE again, and I have to console myself with DXM because I've tried nearly every arylcyclohexylamine and 2F-DCK, DCK, and 3-HO-PCP didn't do much for me but the fucking guy that makes Robocough always has my back.I just miss DMXE. I'd put on some music and I felt like I was actually there at the concert.
>>83782901you are my hero, my angel, my idol
>>83775571>doing DXM every dayAnd I thought I was bad doing it weekly.
>>83782901I haven't tried DMXE so idk how it compares to the real deal. Some people say it's close. Probably good but cope. If I knew a chemist who'd whip up a batch for me I'd suck the cook's dick for it. He's my new master now. MXE was like ket mdma and oxy combined into one. There were times I would reach a state of consciousness where It felt like time was starting to freeze entering heaven and I could trigger endless nitrous highs in my mind. As that was happening I just had this feeling man reality is all about love and a couple fireworks went off in my neighbourhood as if god/reality was confirming my realisation in celebration.The weirdest thing about it all is I was telling my mate the experience weeks/months later at some basketball court at night and as I said I just had that realisation that reality was all about love, I kid you not another firework randomly went off in our neighbourhood as I said it. Never hear fireworks or see them randomly like that so to me that is one fucking weiiiiiird coincidence. The type of shit that only happens when you're tripping balls on acid type shit.MXE effortlessley put me into states of bliss with all kinds of trippy thoughts that lsd would bring. One time I felt so normal on it that I felt...perfect somehow...it's one of the only drugs that has made me cry with how beautiful it was.Dissociatives I've tried are:Ketamine, Nitrous, DCK, 2FDCK, DXM, MXE, 3-MeO-PCP, 3-HO-PCP, O-PCE, 3-MeO-PCE, Diphenidine, Ephenidine, 3-HO-PCE, MXiPr
>buy speed from random guy>works like a fucking blast>buy "meth" from him>does fucking nothinghuh
>>83783261ffs Meant for >>83783111
newbie here. i want to try shrooms for the first time at a dose that will give me that gentle trip ive read about. 5'9 58kg, dont have much experience in substance bar nicotine (if that even counts)
You guys think it hurts if I were to inject air with a syringe into my bloodstream? I heard it's a decent way to an hero. Is that true? I can deal with a little pain, but I don't wanna suffer for minutes...
Percocet is so comfy bros(I know the opium picture is wrong cuz oxy is a synthetic opioid but anyways)
>>83783692I don't think you should be contemplating suicideYou can't do drugs when you are dead
>>83779107it feels good mayne
>>83779107https://youtu.be/CyO_msQshy0?si=kcL99ds84lZtdgx7
>>83783471try weed first like a normal person? it's more than strong enough for a first drug experience
>>83783740can confirm, this is a very valid reason for staying alive
>>83783727https://youtu.be/2AFUPv7DRxs?si=gu5smTjHywZeWvsk
>>83783035ok im just gonna drink the full liter again but eat a lot more and stay awakefucken whatever im an alcoholic probably just because i dont have access to other drugs ATMfucken whatever im gonna drink till i pass out and puke again because tomorrows consequences are not minded by todaypicrel is how alcohol feels for me right now
>get high heartrate and sweating even from low doses of amphetaminesDo I have a weak heart or does it just hit me harder then normal people i wonder
/drugfeel/, make a list of all the drugs you've ever used and which are the 3 best and the 3 worst.I'll start: clonazepam, alprazolam, lorazepam, diazepam, bromazepam, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, risperidone, olanzapine, quetiapine, lithium, codeine, tramadol, paroxetine, bupropion, pregabalin, DXM and zolpidem.The 3 best: Alprazolam (great sedative), Paroxetine (cured my depression) and Bromazepam (great sedative).The 3 worst: Olanzapine (made me gain more than 15kg), Risperidone (caused blurred vision), Bupropion (made me have seizures, even at the minimum dose).
>>83785857Top 3: MXE, LSD, tie between 4-MMC and meth.Worst 3: DPH, Clonazolam, alcoholMisc: Alcohol, Nicotine, weed, galantamine, phenibut, Kava, Salvia, DPH, Soma/Carisoprodol, PhenethylaminePsychedelics: LSD, LSA, ALD-52, AL-LAD, ETH-LAD, DMT/Ayahuasca/Changa, DPT, 5-MeO-DMT, 5-MeO-MiPT, Mushrooms, 4-AcO-DMT, 4-HO-MET, 4-HO-MiPT, 4-HO-DET, Mescaline, Proscaline, 2C-B, 2C-B-FLY, 2C-E, DOB, DOM, Dissociatives:DXM/DXO, Nitrous, Ketamine, MXE, DCK, 2F-DCK, Diphenidine, Ephenidine, MXiPr, O-PCE, 3-MeO-PCP, 3-HO-PCP, 3-HO-PCE, 3-MeO-PCE, GHB/GBLEmpathogens:MDMA, MDA, 6-APB, 5-MAPB, Eutylone, MNA (Methamnetamine)Stimulants: Cocaine, Adderall, Amphetamine paste, Meth, 3-MMC, 4-MMC, 3-FA, 4-FA, 3-FEA, Hexen, a-PCyP, Isopropylphenidate, 4F-MPH, Modafinil, ArmodafinilBenzos:Xanax, Clonazepam, Valium, Etizolam, Diclazepam, flualprazolam, Flunitrazolam, Clonazolam, Opioids:Codeine, Dihydrocodeine, Oxycodone, Heroin, 2-MAP-237, Kratom, Tramadol, Tianeptine, O-DSMT,
fuck everyone here who has access to drugs yes this is out of jealousy because all i can do is dph but fuck you all and kill yourselves
I am very blazed and I just beat metroid prime and I gotta say the game has aged very badly and it seems like might not have been very good in the first place. Don't get me wrong I had some very fun moments but there's just so much wrong with it. I won't rant here, I'm just glad to have finally finished it after 22 years. To the anon who said he always stops around the chozo artifacts, you're not missing much other than the fight with Ridley which is kino. My new ritual for vaping weed is going to be to play other random gamecube games I didn't get to play or complete. Next on the list is Pikmin. I hope everyone else is high and entertained.
Is methadone any good? Will it make me feel good? If so, for how many days if I take it every day?Had a pill before that I'd cook and inject once a day, it was really nice.How will methadone even compete with the pill I injected?
>>83786316elder sage of /drugfeel/i kneel
Got some kratom from a smoke shop recently, expected it to be garbage but was pleasantly surprised at how effective the one I got was (Remarkable Herbs is the brand), got the thai kratom variant. Pretty solid, though I don't have orange juice to mix it with like before so gotta change that. Taking a bit of a THC break.
>>83771591maybe it's because i'm pretty passive but when i run out of edibles i just do other things until i can get more edibles and that usually spans weeks or monthsi just kind of take them as i go and not really fiend ever, i guess that's good but eventually i could use some because life decides to rape me again
I've only tried nicotine, alcohol, THC, diazepam, clonazepam, mushrooms, zolpidem, codeine, tramadol, poppy seed tea, LSA, LSD, diphenhydramine, and ketamine.Top 3: diazepam (my beloved), codeine, THC.Worst 3: DPH, ketamine, LSA.
always prioritize vendor quality over domestic shipping if you live in small countriesmy package got caught because it was labeled as a return or something, idk the details but very retarded
>>83775325i wish i had a friend group on discordeveryone i meet there always ends up ignoring me in the end, except for my bestest friend who never leaves me. we have exactly the same extreme nieche interests so thats probably why
>>83787113apparently the first pikmin sucks so I downloaded a switch emulator and I'm playing pikmin 4 and it's righteous! Vaping weed and playing games.
>>83788150interestingare you in trouble?
>>83782684just use a gravity bong the reason they told you not to smoke is because the suction action can cause dry socket which is an unimaginable pain, you also cannot use straws for this reason
>>83789130it was just weed so no biggiemy parents got really mad though as they were home when the police came
>>83789150you're the guy who made that thread like a week ago?i mean legal trouble
>>83789158>you're the guy who made that thread like a week ago?which thread you mean? can you link it>i mean legal troublethats what i meant with no biggie, im in no trouble because its decriminalized herealtough supposedly they are monitoring my packages now
>>83789186wasn't you thenjust some guy talking about his weed shipment getting caught and his parents being mad
>>83789195you mean this thread?
why not do dxm instead of that schizo shit...
>>83789569oops i meant ths for >>83786924
>>83789221>you mean this thread?yea
I wish I did more dxm in my teenage years because anytime I go above 150 mg now, I feel like a zombie for the entire next day
i tried alcohol and xanax to try and reduce my calorie intake from alcohol and it made me tired and retarded instead of feeling good at all
>>83789748oh yea that was me loli was kinda exxagarating but its weird that ts only ever happens to me lol unlucky
>popped an addy for learning >Instead spent all day playing VNs interrupted by jerking off in VRWhy does this always happen VR koikatsu is too powerful
>>83789882unlucky living in a small country
Drinking tonight, what movie should I watch,. Also fuck the captcha it;s making 4chan unussable
B-but my plant medicine!!!!!!1
>>83778525https://youtu.be/b2Nu8RVhpwY?si=YMAXLmzlKynokO26
>>83786924lmao nigga mad his drug of choice got rated worst of all by a cunt who's done dozens of them.
>>83791947https://youtu.be/N9w0OY86ELo?si=f_XwdO4lZc7XThCm
>>83791947https://youtu.be/MSssG1C_y04?si=d6i4gvLeUmP55uZ2some people die from taking lsd
>>83792034https://youtu.be/KsNBp7PoxXw?si=ThzkMDu6No2m8Bci
>>83784958This happens to me too. Been getting really into vyvanse lately and even 20mg has me slightly tweaking and sweating buckets. Not tweaking nearly as hard as 30-60mg but still get crazy side effects.I think in my case it's a combination of not doing it every day, and also taking it on an empty stomach. Apparently taking it with food smooths out the absorption and you get less of a euphoric stim effect and more just the sustained focus. The euphoria is nice though to be quite honest
>>83785857Probably not an exhaustive list but here's what I can think of off the top of my head, vaguely in the order I tried them.Caffeine, alcohol, weed, nicotine, LSD, mushrooms, MDMA, xanax, vyvanse, adderall, cocaine, codeine, ketamine, DMT, nitrous, poppers, GHBTop 3: LSD, MDMA, ketamineWorst 3: poppers (feels like shit), GHB (roofie'd myself and thought I was going to an hero by accident), codeine (boring and made me nauseous)I absolutely love doing cocaine too but it's objectively a dogshit drug. It's just so fun to snort things and having a stim you can take late at night and sleep afterwards is awesome. I'm also an alcoholic trying to recover. That's easily my most used drug because it's socially acceptable and easy to get. Absolutely love it but the hangovers, health effects and life consequence are catching up to me.
>>83786924You must be 18 to post on this board.Seriously though you'll be of age soon enough, and if you meet the right people you'll find connects.
>>83787693curious why you dislike ketamine. that's one of my all-time favourites. low doses are very comfy for watching movies. k-holing to music is a fun experience too every once in a while
>>83791273Highly recommend anything by Michael Mann. Revisited his stuff recently and it all rules, especially when you're drunk. In particular, Heat, Collateral, Miami Vice, Thief
This pregabalin got my hearing silly, I can hear and see more, I just want to drown in this biaaaaatch
>>83792422The drip killed me, low doses felt like being mildly drunk, too easy to k-hole, and dosing anything other than snorting is hell. I was about to boof it once to actually feel everything properly, ended up snorting it.Almost overdosed the second time I did it because it wasn't hitting for some reason and I kept taking more (my fault here). I ended up in recovery position sweating bullets, later crawling on my room's floor to puke in a trash can.I will admit, Are you a Hypnotist?? by The Flaming Lips sounded amazing for like 2 minutes before it all hit at once.
>>83792330I once tried 60mg, i had 170 heartrate at its peak and I was just walking up and down my house the entire nightAtleast amphetamine doesnt pump up your bp like ritalin, mine was 190 when I measured ona moderate dose, really fucking annoying heavy feeling that brings with it, on amphetamine even 150bpm feels light like a butterfly if you know what I meanvyvanse makes you feel light, ritalin heavyVery different from ritalinBut ritalin makes me feel like im gonna die so still betterI abused ritalin to the point it caused me physical pain thoughover a gramm at one pointIm happy my heart is still beating but I feel like I can always feel my heart beating now which is sometimes annoying
Pls rate my dumb cat
>>83792570I never enjoyed ritalin. It gave me all the restlessness and shakiness of stims with none of the euphoria. Vyvanse is my favorite. >over a gramm at one point>Im happy my heart is still beating but I feel like I can always feel my heart beating now which is sometimes annoyingmaybe see a doc about that man you don't want your heart to explode lmao. even if you're not prescribed this shit you can still tell them what you've done
>>83792494Fair enough that sounds uncomfortable. For me mild-medium doses are totally different though. I feel a sense of calm come over me and I feel very analytical and introspective. I can think about my problems in life without any negative emotion, and instead just logically realize what I obviously need to do to fix/accept them. It's like I'm not taking life as seriously anymore.
>>83792571he looks cool to me
>>83792608months ago nowI should maybe see cardiologist at some pointBut i guess all theyd tell me is to change my lifestyle, at best having one of those tests to measure heart function would be nice to have some clarityvasoconstriction is a bitch, quite possible i gave myself something similliar to a heart attack, but I went to the doctor the day after and my ECG was ok at the very least
>>83770221Are you an autistic boy who doesn't have any friends? If so, add me on Discord @ childrenofthenight if interested.
All things considered, meth withdrawals aren't really that bad as long as you don't have anything to get done. My bed has never felt so comfy and I can just close my eyes and *poof* wake up 20 hours later.
>>83770221Hey guys, I made this post >>83793342 in another thread about how I am having gnarly insomnia from alcohol detoxHow many of these guys can I safely pop? I also smoked a tiny tiny hit of weed (it gives me anxiety but sometimes makes me sleepy after the anxiety wears away. I also have some trazadones I could try
>>83793584Wait nvm, I just looked it up and it turns out the more melatonin you take the worse you will sleep, supposedly.I will go with the trazadone, methinks.
>>83793708Indeed, less is more with melatonin. I don't know if dosing higher would make it "worse" per se, but you don't really need more than 3mg. L-theanine and magnesium seem to help me a bit as well, but it's subtle. Honestly the only thing that can really knock me out is alcohol (ironic and counterproductive for your situation) and benzodiazepines, but those always freak me out and I'm absolutely terrified of dependence/withdrawal. If I do take one I spend like 30 minutes freaking out that I'm being irresponsible and I'm going to have rebound anxiety the next day, until it finally kicks in and I'm totally relaxed.
>>83793584Just stick with recommended doses, tbdesu.>>83793708>the more melatonin you take the worse you will sleepPersonally I wake up every 2 hours from taking even 5mg; it varies from person to person. Some people get crazily intense dreams from high doses.
>>83793733correction: alcohol OR benzodiazepines. I have never mixed the two because I'm too freaked out.
>>83793733>and benzodiazepinesI was using 0.12 doses of benzos twice a day to mitigate the worst of the detox. That's the main reason it went so well. but not enough to sleep well and I only have 0.37 left so I doubt it will do much for me (my mom gave me some of hers)and yeah I took 15mg worth of those melatonin, and 0.25 of the benzos at once (one serving is two pills, I took three) and I only slept for like 4 hours.and it was fucking restless sleep. but the most I've gotten so far.>>83793737I might try just taking one of the melatonin then (5mg). I have some hard labor to do tomorrow and I'm worried my heart might explode if I am this sleep deprived during it.
>>83771591Weed has done made me schizophrenic
>>83792846My cat thanks you anon.
>>83793751get some zopiclone
>>83770221nigranegronigerniggernigganiggarjiggabooswarthy monkeyporch monkey
>>83792408>actually going out and meeting peoplefakecel nigga go die
>>83783261>I kid you not another firework randomly went off in our neighbourhood as I said itCool.
Sliping a trip in b4 Trump bombs Iran and Iran bombs us in return. Last time it was a complete nightmare. Not looking forward to the next month or so.
told my friends I've done lsd and they freak outthey don't understand
>>83778269Little guys like that?
>>83775792I always have a pack of gum with me. It helps.
>>83776748>Where can I get zolpidem in mexico)?I'd look for prescription med selling groups on Telegram. I can get some rn if I wanted to. Took me a month or so to find this groups, though. Just lurked on a psychedelics drug group until someone shared a link.Other way is having them prescribed to you. Go to a consultorio or actual doctor and complain you have trouble sleeping. Maybe add that you've tried Ambien from a friends and that it helped you a lot. If they give you something else come back the next week and say it's just not the same as Ambien/don't work/you don't get full sleep. You may even get Ambien XR. It should be an easy med to get a script for.
>>83792034>some people die from taking lsdno they don't?
>>83777189>Going to probably try meth soonNta, but do make sure it's as pure as possible and only dose orally. Meth is a great drug if you don't overuse it so don't get addicted :p Wayyy better than Coke, for sure.
>>83779108>Meth binges would have me contemplating suicideYou're not supposed to binge it over one 24 hour period and definitely not smoke it. Ofc it'll do that to you then.
>>83777076>why do people even bother with cocaine when amphetamines are a lot better, more likely to be pure and less cut with bullshit, and more accessible?This. The only reason I can think of is the shorter lasting nature, but it's very user-specific. Amphetamines are way better. Simple as.
>>83777412>this method has got me trams already, so it may work who knowsBy "method" you mean going into a pharmacy and plain asking for prescription meds? Cool if so.
>>83778448>How much does a bottle of lean cost?Legally, generic promethazine with codeine typically costs between $10 and $30 with a prescription, depending on the pharmacy and insurance.Street prices for "lean" or "dirty sprite" are significantly higher and vary by location, often reaching hundreds of dollars per bottle.
>>83778520>should I start getting adderall to study? I tried it a few times and zoned the fuck inIf it helped you then yeah, you should.Using Adderall for study isn't anything new. Just go to a psychiatrist, say you have trouble focusing, have tried Adderall, and it has worked for you very well. I told my private psychiatrist that I can't focus and tried a Ritalin from a friend once and it helped me; on the spot ADHD diagnosis and monthly Ritalin script no questions asked.But it's private medicine.
>>83778908Heroin is 3-5 times stronget than Morphine while 7OH is up to 13 time stronger.That said, Heroin is more effective in its way of action as it crosses the blood-brain barrier almost instantly, where it is converted back into morphine.So plain numbers: 7OH wins.Strength of action: Heroin wins.
>>83779107My mom knew when all of her sons smoked weed and was fine with it. Though it'll be hard explaining the Meth use. I think she'd freak out, although so far she was in a "if it doesn't hurt you or your life then it's fine with me" mentality. My little bro signed himself up into rehab for weed (WEED) and has not touched it since. My baby bro stopped smoking also. And I've stopped for my own reasons.
>>83779360>Idk why people love it so muchNta, but it's because they use the IR version, most likely. A medical-grade amph high is really good. My gf gets plain Amphetamine and sold me some that once and it was godly. All I have is Ritalin (which is also not bad, thinking about it. But it's not amph)
>>83781426>half people dont even have inner monologue and lack conciousnessReally or is it a robo-fact?
>>83781415>Is that shit technically spice?Yes. Very much so.>i dont really wanna die that retarded waySince it is so new, no clinical data is available about the dangers of thp420. My advice- don't be a lab-rat. Synthetic Cannabinoids are vile at best and are very potent, dangerous, and potentially addictive. In my country they're selling "Bulldog" "THC" vape-pens with the logo of the known Amsterdam coffeeshop The Bulldog (The Bulldog coffeeshop has never released or sold branded THC vape-pens ever). A known local indiependent Cannabis E-zine took a few of them to a lab analysis and it has revealed all of them to contain 0% THC and 100% Synthetic Cannabinoids. There were a lot of hospitalizations because of how successful the sale of those pens was (and still is to some extent especially to ignorant teens looking to score and people who didn't do due research and think they're legit). Don't be a retard, which is the main audience for these kinds of drugs, stay away from spice. Stick to old reliable bud, it's very cheap and available across the globe. What's the problem with just smoking normal weed? Why must people go to such lengths to get just as high with so many risks involved? Not in any world would the "legal" status be worth such risks.
>>83781796In my stoner years if I didn't have weed one night I'd drink Alchohol, like a beer or a little spirit to cap the night off with. But day to day use? I was never in a situation where I had an active weed habit AND had stuff to do during the day apart for smoking more weed. Well, maybe one summer where I had noon-night shifts at a fast food place, but then I just didn't smoke before or during, as is my personal rule with drugs ("don't mix with real life").If you needed weed to function daily (happily) then maybe a break would be welcome. Try to sleep most of the worst of it off, if you can, and supplement booze at nights to avoid insomnia or irritability. Maybe small doses of weak-mild short half-life benzos during the day could help a tad with irritability and extrasensory input bullshit you'd get the first couple of weeks off of daily use? Weed addiction and withdrawal symptoms are real and unpleasent and I wish you all the best handling them.
>>83781801Afaik even gas station THC-A is legit (and cheaper) in the USA. So yeah, go for it. No dispo in their right mind would sell Synthetic Cannabinoids in a million years, are you kidding? But if you want on the THC-A boat, maybe consider buying from gas stations, or better yet, online shops; THC-A there is cheaper, less/untaxed, as pure, and gets you just as high as any dispo THC-A would've.Not from US, but have heard how ridiculously the price of dispo THC-A is high in relation to online shops, we're talking a few dozens of dollars differences here per gram. As I understand THC-A is in a gray area of the law where it could be sold on the cheap outside dispos legally. So make use of that legal loophole as much as you can before it shuts, and stock up on THC-A. You can smoke it, vape it, use it in edibles, dab it, whatever. It is no different than bud, just concetrated and cheaper to buy in bulk. Plug into Google "THC-A pure resin shop" or something and get some.
>>83782684>eat entire bag 20 5mg edibles >feel absolutely nothingYou just have high tolerance and need to eat more. There are gummi vrands that market to people like you with 50-100mg THC gummies.Go for those next time.>I just spent 84 on ediblesLol. That's a lot for bags and bags of 5mg gummies. Mind as well eat more since you got so much. You'll eventually feel it, guaranteed. It's just that 5mg THC gummies aren't built with stoners in mind, but the more moderate edible market that spawned when weed got legal (a bunch of people who wouldn't mess with the blackmarket even for weed now are on the market for a good legal high to add/replace Alchohol, for sleepaid, and pain relief). So eat some more, and get stronger edibles next time around. Don't go against doctor orders and smoke before it's safe to do so, anon. It's not worth it for any high, and teeth issues especially are painful ordeals and may be expensive. Better get it over with in a legit way.Hope you tooth isn't in any pain!
>>83782854>mom found the dab pen bros its overMy mom never saw any of us smoke, but knew all of her three sons are weed smokers and she was fine with it, even asked us to roll her a joint so she can smoke it in a time of need. Weed has lost a lot of the bad name and reputation it had just 15 years ago, so maybe she'll be fine with it. Maybe she wouldn't know what a dab pen even is or what's it used for. You'll be fine, weedanon. Worst case she'll demand you stop, in which case you say "ok" and keep smoking. Though, it's better to have it straight with her and say you're going to smoke whether she likes it or not (in gentler words, ofc). If you get an ultimatom on either stop or be kicked out, lie, and hide it better. Better to tell the truth, but way better to not be homeless and lie a little. Make it clear she can't tell you what to put into your own body, and that you'll dab if you want. It's better if you have a job or projects to point to to show it's not hindering you in life. I had multiple certs for CyberSec I was learning while NEETing at my mom's, so I always pointed to those certs (I'd neatly frame on my wall) as "what I've been doing all that time". Sometimes I'd ask mom for money so I can be tested for a certain cert, but as it was for education, she happily paid for it. Most of the time I'd NEET and watch anime/play vidya, but at random bursts I'd also study, and solve blackbox challanges for general knowledge and fun. Good times. Didn't do CyberSec in a few years, since I got my own place thanks to disability and don't need an exuse for mom to "why I'm in my locked room all day?". I must be hella rusty. I should study and do challanges again. Anyway, anything to point to will do, even having a gf or a friend group that meets ecery one or two weeks. Anything that says "I have an ability to be functional despite, or maybe thanks to, my weed habit".Goodluck anon!Sorry for the long post. Thanks for reading.
>>83782874>at least she didn't find the oxy though that would've been much worseOh yeah, having your son do Opioids is way harder to come to terms with than having him do weed.>I've taken 30mg and barely felt anything I think its my apriprazole blocking itI do APs, too, and have had the same issue.APs lowering and modulating Dopamine levels make it feel weak. 30mg was fine, ig. 50mg was like 30mg with more itch. A ton of itching and a mute euphoric feel was my experience.Lyrica works a lot better for me and costs a fraction of what Oxycodone does on the blackmarket. A box of 56X300mg capsules of Lyrica cost ~130$ while a box of 20X10mg pills of Oxycodone would cost ~162$.I also went into oxys fully expecting it to be mindblastingly good, only for it to come short. Consider trying Lyrica, it still works, and very well at that. On Lyrica nights (and a night after) I don't use sleeping pills, but I can also stay up a while if I want.It truely is a good drug.>sucks to be a 27 year old loser manchildI was NEETing at my mom's place ~3 years ago (now 28yo bedrotter). I still wouldn't call it being a "loser manchild".I see you've an issues that's treated with Anti-Psychotics, maybe apply for disability?When I got mine (full schizo), my world changed.I got my own place, and enjoy a level of indipendence I never have before.Even if you get partial-disability! At least try. Get a psychiatrist's note that you've a problem and that it's hurting you a lot in everyday life (private psychiatrist is best, but costs money).27, as is 30, is still very young (maybe not 21/25 young, but young still). You still have TONS of time to live a life you view as worth living. Get out there, rub shoulders with some people. What would make you content with life and not consider yourself a "manchild"? I bet it's very within your reach, weed use and all.I always say:Life will keep getting better as long as you keep acting to make it better!Goodluck!
So how similar would you guys say ODSMT is to lean?
>>83783035>what should i do?Pour half of it into another container and put it away, unless you worry you'd get your hands on it during the drink session. Try eating something fatty/greasy before the session, as I heard it lines your stomach, which can reduce vomiting. But ultimately, what you really need to do is stop the booze drinking altogether if it has such an effect on you that you can't stop yourself from drinking a full Liter of it a session. Alchohol is vile, and the side-effects of Alchoholism are really something you want to avoid. Younger, I could deal with more booze than I can now, so a Liter a session, I'm gonna assume you're young (18-25). Get out of it while you can, before it's too late. I had a phase when I was 21 for 6 whole months, where I carried a flask of Rum with me everywhere and would take nips from it all throughout the day.It got me buzzed, but didn't even pass 300ml/day. Another 3 months when I was 24/25 where I brewd spiced-wine in the morning and pour it into a thermos to stay hot and I'd sipp sips all day, that was ~700ml/day and less due to water I'd add when boiling it with spices (was really tasty!). Also, I stole the wine money from my mom's credit-card and buy 6-8L bulk home delivered. Bad habit. Alchohol is a "once in a while" kinda drug imo. Do you have the genes for Alchoholism run in your family?
>>83784210>tomorrows consequences are not minded by today It's going to get worse than that, you do realize? Just give it time (please don't give it time). By what I hear from you, you're not an Alchoholic yet, but on the way to becoming one. You can still stop, and not have life-threatening side-effects.I can't tell you what to do, and by what you say- you know it's bad to do, but please reconsider your actions!>picrel is how alcohol feels for me right nowNot far from it, maybe worse than a Lobotomy.It affects you in all levels of life, money, relationships, health, and so on. Some indulgence is ok, even some overindulgence, but signing your life away to the bitter drop as easily as you sound like you do is out of order!Let it be just a phase that passes you by like a cloud over a frield. Best wishes!
Food never tasted better then the morning after a two day Amphetamin bingeapart from that i feel like shit
>>83783272>buy speed from random guy >works like a fucking blast >buy "meth" from him >does fucking nothing In some places Meth quality/purity is really low and it's very cheaply made. Obviously his sources for speed and Meth are different. Tell him it was a dud and he'll prolly comansate you with a little something extra on the spot or next purchase. Then go get a plug who sells real and pure Meth.With my guy it's the other way around, his speed is sketchy and chemically tasting (when I expect only bitterness), but Meth is pure and really works well (it better be to sell for ~190$/g). Also speed is cheaper (~145$/g) than Meth here, which is the other way around abroad afaik.The local market is standardized with about the same level of purity across all dealers, some variations here and there, but mostly the same. You need to be in certain circles or order from DNMs (super risky!) To see a noticeable rise in product quality around here!
>>83783471>i want to try shrooms for the first time at a dose that will give me that gentle trip ive read aboutMake sure you have both a source for shrooms and a scale (0.01 would do). For the first time, try 1-1.5 grams, feel your way around that and see if you can handle more. Next week try 1.5-2 grams, if you're fine with this experience or previous one, but don't want more that's ok. If you want a full trip, 3.5-4 grams of shrooms would give you that.Remember, start dosing low and feel around for a while before going up in dose. Also navigating the psychedelic headspace well and while avoiding most common traps (e.g., looping) takes time and experience. With time you'd get better at tripping and would be able to tank higher amounts, leading past limits you thought were possible with a trip.Or like other anon said, try weed first and see how a psudo-psychedelic state of mind is like first before going for shrooms. But if you insust, then my method would do best to have you avoid a really, really bad experience most likely.What's your goal(s) with a magic mushroom trip?
>>83783471>>83796703Oh, 58kg? Do 3/4 of each dose I mention. Maybe 1/2. I mean, that's really skinny especially for your hight (1.75m).
>>83783692>I don't wanna suffer for minutesInjecting a bubble of air into your bloodstream? You would.There's an online forum called Sanctioned Suicide that details a lot of painless ways to do it. It's impossible to find a link to it on Google, but here's the Wikipedia entrie on it:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sanctioned_SuicideMaybe use a different search engine, find a link in a repository, or fiddle with the url bar a bit (I think it's an .org address, but unsure).I hope you live, but have it your way, if you must.
>>83783727>Percocet is so comfy brosNever done nothing for me cause of damn APs.Have fun, anon!I found an old Opium pipe in a flee market around here a few years ago. Also used to visit a hookah-den in a historic building that was used as an Opium-den in the time of the Ottoman Empire, and then as a jail when the Brits ruled here. Now it's back to being a den with pillows everywhere, east-arab furniture, dim lighting, and smoke thick in the air. Lovely Arab owners. They sell beer even though they can't drink it. Great hookahs and fried food. You could pay to have your hookah bowl be made of a fruit (apple, pineapple, etc.). A bit costly (~12$ a bowl) in relation to a corner place I'd visit also (~6.50$ for a full bowl of a good hookah) and both had good flavors and a plastic mouthpiece to keep the streed aids away. There was a hip hookah place on the beach, but never visited it.It had trendy high-tech glass hookahs with LED bottoms (had a hookah phase so I know the brand is known and pricey, but also that you could get a beaut from Egypt or Lebanon handmade for a fifth of the price including shipment). Looked expensive.
>>83783692fun fact:You can feel when you're about to die from your heart and its the worst feeling ever.Throw yourself off a building instead
wish i had some fucking self control with weed. it's a free good fun drug as long as you don't do it every day.and yet if i have it, i will do it every day.i would be stoked right now to think "today i get to be high as fuck because it's friday and tomorrow too and it won't fuck me over unlike other drugs".
>>83784958>get high heartrate and sweating even from low doses of amphetamines Used to get minor heartaches from recreational doses of Ritalin and speed (~60mg), but Meth does nothing. A bit hotter and sweatier than normal and that's it. Different people react differently to different substances. Try another kind of Amphetamine and see if that happens still. Could be quirck of your physiology and that's all.
>>83786316That's a lot of experiences.
>>83785857Top 3: LSD, Meth, Clonazepam (or Pregabalin idk).Worst 3: Abilify (made me feel mentally crazy), Zepraxa (a shitty Anti-Psychotic), Nicotine (addicted)>list:CaffeineAlcoholNicotineCannabisAripiprazoleOlanzapineQuetiapinePerphenazineOxazepamLorazepamBrotizolamClonazepamAmphetamine (medical)Amphetamine (street speed)MethylphenidateMethMDMALSDPregabalinTramadolOxycodoneI feel like I'm missing some but that's all that comes to mind.
>>83792034Some people die from air.
>>83786924Just search on Telegram or learn how to DNM (if safe for you). A new plug is as far away as your inaction puts them to be. Literally have the whole drug market on a Telegram app. Took me some time to hunt good group links and talk myself around a few dealers until I got to where I am now. It's simple when you get in the groove. Just look for local (or closeby) drug communities and go from there. Could be sketchy at parts.Good hunting!
>>83787113>Next on the list is PikminUpdate on how it went.
>>83787381>How will methadone even compete with the pill I injected?Methadone is commonly prescribed as opioid agonist therapy to help people transition away from illicit opioids like Heroin or Fentanyl. It works by reducing withdrawal symptoms and cravings *without providing the same "high,"* allowing for a stabilized recovery.It's a therapy drug, not a fun drug. That pill you cooked, dissolved, and inhected, whatever it was, would prolly mog Methadone in every possible way.
>>83787486Sounds chill, have fun, anon.
>>83787693>>83792422Was also odd to me he put Ketamine at worst 3.A lot of people LOVE Ketamine. But your reasons add up. I worry snorting it cause of the drip and its potential to ruin a trip. Snorting anything is a hurdle I need to get over.
Today, at 1 AM, I took 4mg of lorazepam and 240mg of DXM. I drank the entire bottle, but while I was drinking the syrup, I vomited it up and went to sleep. I woke up and tried to take another 240mg bottle, but while I was drinking it, I vomited it up again. In total, I bought 3 syrups that cost a total of 200 BRL (I earn 1600 BRL) and I threw the syrups away. What's the point of trying to get high with DXM if my body automatically vomits up all the DXM I drink? The only thing I felt was a slight dizziness, but nothing else.
>>83796901I cant i only get lisdex in my cuntsucks
i wish i knew how to exercise complete control over this
>>83788150>always prioritize vendor quality over domestic shipping if you live in small countriesI live in a small country and would think the opposite. Customs are very high-tech and strict.If I had a domestic vendor it'd be so dope. But Telegram covers my every need, and if there were a domestic vendor, I'd wager they'll conform to the Telegram market in both product quality and price. The whole thing on a DNM is to get pure, lab-made Crystal Meth 6.5euro/g, not be a more complex version of Telegram.
I managed to find two pharmacies in Inhauma that sell Ritalin and Vyvanse without a prescription, but the problem is that they're out of stock. One of them told me they wouldn't receive more until Tuesday. So I'm going to Inhauma on Wednesday to buy some.
>>83789882Nta, but weed is the most difficult drug to stealth, and will be caught most often than not. It's bulky, heavy, and smells to high heavens even an autistic drug smelling dog could find it in a haystack of smells (no matter how "triple-sealed" and "odorless" it is)
>>83789800>I wish I did more dxm in my teenage yearsNo, you don't.Misuse can negatively impact brain regions responsible for emotional regulation and decision-making during critical development years. You'd fuck your brain up permanently.
>>83789819Those two potentiate eachother and WILL make you more retarded for sure. Even I could tell you that. Some benzos with a little bit of booze (a glass of wine) can have really euphoric effects if you can stay awake long enough to feel it, but Xanax isn't one of them.
>>83790445Many such cases. Wish I had a good VN to sink my teeth into, but all I ever read is Katawa Shoujo. Any recs for a noob?
>>83791273>Drinking tonight, what movie should I watchOldboy.>Also fuck the captcha it;s making 4chan unussableI like the new Captcha. It's faster to solve than write text from an image and after solving one you get 3-4 no Captcha posts.
>>83791398The all too common trap of higher knowledge. It's all crazy illusions. None of it is real or tangible.
>>83792483>This pregabalin got my hearing silly, I can hear and see morePregabalin got sound sources visualized as black circles of focal points and I could jump from one to the other and hear what's there. Was cool.Pregab is cool. Still got a blister pack of 14X300mg capsules.>I just want to drown in this biaaaaatchDo ittttttttt!!!!
>>83792571My cat drives me absolutely crazy.Nice cat, anon. 7/10 cause I dislike black and white cats, it's boring. But I can tell it's a quality cat so up to 7.
>>83792879Nta, but that's very nice (or predetory) of you.
>>83793166>All things considered, meth withdrawals aren't really that bad as long as you don't have anything to get doneI'm sure there are levels of Meth withdrawals you'd disagree with. Meth is physically addictive, so the physical reaction could be severe. You prolly just had some Meth 3 days in a row and think this is proper Meth withdrawals. I used to get lathergic from Meth up to 3 days after taking it, but have cut back on dose and it went away.Still have shite sleep.
>>83793584>How many of these guys can I safely pop?350 mg per day is what Google AI says. Taking more than this in a single night often leads to digestive issues like diarrhea, nausea, and cramping.>I also have some trazadones I could tryWorth a try. It's prescribed a lot as a sleep-aid.I look up to people with such willpower to detox from highly addictive drugs like that and hope I'll have the same willpower when I need it.Good going, anon!Idk what the goal amount of time is, but I bet on you making it.Insomnia could be harsh. Go to a doctor and say you're detoxing from heavy Alcohol use, experience insomnia, and are up for 60 hours already, I guarantee you'll get a sleeping pills script on the spot. Make sure they know your situation. Sleeping pills were such a blessing. Though I can't take them now since Trump might bomb Iran anyday and Iran will respond by firing rockets at Israel (and most likely Tel-Aviv, which is where I live) so I need to be able to wake up from a phone missile alert or a siren and run to the bomb shelter. I hate this wait and will hate the 2am bomb shelter visits more. Last time it sucked major ass and was hot and humid from all the people and pets. Why can't everybody just get along?
>>83797420>350 mg per day is what Google AI says*About Magnezium.
>>83797218Steins GateChaos Head
>>83793764>Weed has done made me schizophrenicIt surely helped with me.
>>83794951>fakecel nigga go dieWhile it being on the "incel board", a lot of people ITT have wives, I've got a gf. /drugfeel/ is its own thing existing in the only board that makes sense putting it in.
>>83795418>told my friends I've done lsd and they freak outGet better friends lol.
>>83796448Comparing O-DSMT to Lean (Codeine/Promethazine syrup) is a bit like comparing a precision-engineered tool to a blunt instrument. While they both belong to the opioid family, their effects, potency, and risks differ significantly.O-DSMT is more potent than codeine.
>>83796576>Food never tasted better then the morning after a two day Amphetamin bingeFeel that at the end of a night binging on Meth.>apart from that i feel like shitI handle the comedown with benzos so it's all good the next day.Hope you feel better, anon!
>>83796850>You can feel when you're about to die from your heart and its the worst feeling everSource? How does it feel?>Throw yourself off a building insteadAt the end I considered noose or jumping infront of a moving train. One's cleaner than the other. Didn't end-up doing any of that and happy I didn't.
>>83797665the air creatres a blockage in the blood vessels, the heart gets no blood and slowly becomes starved of oxygen. Because you need your heart to live the body reacts by creating some off the worst pain imagineable. Your basically giving yourself a heart attack and it takes a while to go because the heart continues to compensate for the blockage. Or the air gets stuck somewhere in the vain and you have the same problem just a stroke. You should just get some help
>>83793584>>83794014I went with taking a 300gabapentin. After three hours I stilll couldn't sleep so I took another 300gabapentin. A couple hours later I still couldn't sleep so I took a melatonin, did some moderate exercise, and by the time my heart rate came down from the exercise I was exhausted.I ended up sleeping for around maybe 5.5 hours. Not great, but better than anything so far. Still don't feel ready for hard labor.Managed to serendipitously clutch an appt with my doctor today since somebody canceled, I'm gonna ask him for Zopiclone.He's pretty tight fisted and not one to be told what to give you so I don't know if he will oblige. I'm gonna say it was recommended online to me.
>>83795418this with ketamineits rlly not that crazy
The doctor says I don't have ADHD but I have depression, they give me useless pills that make me feel tired. My problem is mostly brain fog and low motivation.In high school I didn't really have attention problems so that's why I can't get an ADHD diagnosis, they said ADHD starts from birth not overnight. I was wondering if Adderall could help with this stuff if you don't have ADHD? I could probably order it on a DNM too
>>83798287Amphetamine works better and with less side effects then anti depressants.The reason they give you SSRIs is to make you feel ok instead of good
>>83798287You should go on wellbutrin first for depression. it improves dopamine and norepinephrine so you don't get the emotion or libido dampening off SSRI's. They're a type of amphetamine genrally well tolerated even with people that have ADHD. I've been on it for 8 years and it's sorted me out, it does raise libdo though espically at the beggining. better off giving it a try instead off getting an adderall addiction, if your on SSRIs right now just reuest to swap to or add wellbutrin
>>83796895>if i have it, i will do it every daySame. But quit cause of psychosis. How I miss getting high on weed without worry.>today i get to be high as fuck because it's friday and tomorrow too and it won't fuck me over unlike other drugs"Unlike other drugs" is key. It'll still fuck you up in many ways, just not like other drugs.As for the self-control...Try stashing it juuust out of reach so getting it would be a real bother.Apart for that, you could intentionally develop a habit: e.g., decide to only do 0.2g and stick to it. Tell yourself to be content with the high, and reinforce that pathway with repetition and/or a sweet treat (just like a puppy).Put yourself into situations with limited weed where you've got to make-do often. In the end the habit will form like a sprouting flower and keeping yourself in check will become an easy and familiar task. The hardest part is getting rid of all the bad habits you've picked up before and sticking to doing what's right again and again.But it does work in the end.Not breaking my personal Meth session time-limit is a self-formed habit.Starting it was hard, I'd get cravings, and would even fail and redose, but I didn't give up and learned from failure. Now, redosing, or even thinking about doing it post-session physically puts me off!Keep good habits, nurture and grow them.Detect bad ones and cut them off at the stem.I know I could keep an oxy/7OH habit sustainable if I wanted to (I don't). When I had any oxy, a once a week schedule was as easy to keep and as effective as it always was for me. Naturally.Having a learned skill like turning *a* drug use into *a responsible* drug use in your arsanal of tools and counting on yourself to do it, and do it right, is valueable. Get good at doing this, and the whole world of drugs will open for you.Do mind pride, though.So self-trust, but also know your limits, and be extra careful just in case.Sorry for the long post. Thanks for reading.
>>83797114>i only get lisdex in my cuntPush your doctor for a change saying it gives you all kinds of bad side-effects and having heard Adderall works better or the XR really fucks with you and you want an IR med or something or check the blackmarket, maybe? There must be at least plain Amphetamine (speed) in the blackmarket. If you don't have cnnections, hunt for a plug on Telegram drug communities or learn to DNM (and have access to all kinds of Amphetamines) if safe to use where you're at, and you've a domestic vendor.
>>83797100>What's the point of trying to get high with DXM if my body automatically vomits up all the DXM I drink? I don't have experience with DXM, but heard of it being available in pill form, which is cleaner than syrup. So be on the lookout for those. At the end you can do nothing about throwing up your doses. It's just something you do. Maybe try diluting it in juice, and just drink a lot of juice? Damn, that money spent must hurt on that budget. Have you seccessfully done DXM before? Maybe do a different legal drug or do proper drugs and be done with it?
>>83797118>i wish i knew how to exercise complete control over thisWhat's "this"?Also prolly possible with enough willpower, but know your limits.
>>83798633I cant push my doctor, nothing else is legal loleven vyvanse hasnt been legal that long
>>83770221Do you guys drink Lean?
>>83797126>I managed to find two pharmacies in Inhauma that sell Ritalin and Vyvanse without a prescriptionWoah, that's dope. How'd you find them? Just going in random pharmacies and asking? I've checked about the hood and found it's a traditional neighborhood located in the North Zone of the city of Rio de Janeiro. "Traditional" and "free drug-trade" don't mix for me, but you did find those places there.>I'm going to Inhauma on Wednesday to buy some.Nice! Get 1g Ritalin, as you'll find 300mg (my monthly scripted amount) just vaporizes into thin air once you get started redosing. Idk much about Vyvanse beside it being XR lisdex. More of a theraputic drug imo. Use for learning sessions and productivity spurts.Please update how it went and what you got!
>>83797535Is Chaos;Head Noah a good place to start (or plain Chaos;Head), or the original Steins;Gate more suitable?
I quit alcohol....Now what
i did 7oh todayi got it at a vape shop
>>83798055>the air creatres a blockage in the blood vessels, the heart gets no blood and slowly becomes starved of oxygen. Because you need your heart to live the body reacts by creating some off the worst pain imagineableWhat air? Where from? Also, a wack on the chest will patch it somewhat, no? Or a resuscitation massage? Is having your heart deprived of oxygen and blood the common way one dies? How's it THE feeling you feel before death? You made it sound like your heart knows when it'll happen.
>>83798716no. its $2000 a bottleit used to be $100 a bottle in the early 2000s
>>83798716https://youtu.be/1aAxuaqMN8w?si=aTsSpuQvV9gR9SA5
>>83798716https://youtu.be/wqNFsTteIHw?si=fILIzw4Qz5DBuyXO
>>83798456I'm already taking Wellbutrin and it doesn't do anything
>>83798163>Managed to serendipitously clutch an appt with my doctor today since somebody canceled, I'm gonna ask him for ZopicloneAmbien would also be fine as would a lot of other sleeping pills. Do make sure the doctor KNOWS what he is dealing with here and what your situation is. He might be more giving that way. Maybe a strong script for 2-4 weeks or a weaker monthly script. Though I get a strong monthly script of Brotizolam, which is a very potent sleep-inducing benzo analogue. Should only be written for short-term sleeplessness treatment, but the doctor doesn't care enough to take it away. So I get 30X0.25mg pills a month and use 0.25mg (1 pill) with 2mg Lorazepam (2 pills) to fall asleep and it works great. Lorazepam in itself is a medium-acting (6-8 hours) benzo that's great for sleep even without the Brotizolam. You won't get Brotizolam, as it's not approved for use in the United States or Canada; only in Israel, Japan, and a few EU countries.Can't do it now cause of reasons I explained in my privious post and seriously, talking about war gives me anxiety, and I don't need that right now.A few more sleepless nights ahead of me. Maybe a deal will go through and there won't be no bombings? Yay diplomacy! I heard some news to this effect this morning, that Trump had a phone call with Iran, which is something. It isn't a deal, and his expectations are unrealistic, but as long as there's a live connection, bombings are off the table. So a few more days of peace here in my corner of the universe. Going outside into a tight room full of strangers in my mental condition should be illegal. I go psychotic and melt-down internally. It's not fun for me. Ugh, make this whole thing stop.
>>83798277>its rlly not that crazyIt really isn't. The thing is, anything aside from weed, normies see as a "hard" drug. Especially if you snort it.I saw a documentary years ago about ket and it was my first time hearing of it. It showed it as an addictive substance you'll need to carry a bumper (picrel) around all day long so you could do it all day. It also covered it being horse anesthetic most commonly manufactured in India and a general anesthetic during WWII(I?).It didn't cover the dissociative effects that well, but made sure to stress, it'll get you addicted. So most drugs still have a dirty name in the public eye. It shouldn't come as a surprise. Just limit what you say to normies to avoid inconveniences.LSD will prolly pop the top off one if they tried, and ket would just make them more retarded. Way over their paygrade to ever dream of trying and enjoying. Keep drugtalk to the proper channels and be good.Here you are understood. Here you are sane. Here you belong. There you are a druggie. There you are not understood. There you are a "hard" drugs user. There you are crazy to want to experiment with substances. There you stand out of the others.Keep drugtalk to here/related forums and friends who are "in the know" only. Easier that way.
>>83770221Drugs aren't cool
>>83799060>ket would just make them more retarded. Way over their paygrade to ever dream of trying and enjoyingspeaking of, any tips to make it enjoyable? i've had dubious experiences so far. only interesting one was when using with another drug. it seems kind of shit on its own. low dosage is just feels like alcohol. high dosage and i'm sick to my stomach.
>>83798814exactly it does.You feel impending doom, like you are really alone, and at that moment you will really want to liveI have been there(heart attack not bubble same difference)Its such a bad feeling id rather get kicked in the balls and my face punched in hanging is probably better
>>83798287>I don't have ADHD but I have depressionOh, did he pull the ol' switcharoo on ya.>My problem is mostly brain fog and low motivationSame. On two APs, who're not that bad side-effect-wise. But brain fog and low motivation fills my bedrotting days.>I was wondering if Adderall could help with this stuff if you don't have ADHD? I could probably order it on a DNM tooI've a Ritalin script and do Meth during Fridays, it does help with brain fog and motivation, that's for sure. Gives me a clear-cut focus and drive to read many posts and reply, too, which I don't have on weekdays. Adderall should be no different imo. You should insist with your doctor and order some from DNMs to be sure.Stims are just like wonder-drugs that make you into a functioning... thing rather than a husk of a person. Tell your doctor you've had trouble focusing since childhood and just didn't think your definition was the right one to use.Also try to say you've tried 5/10mg of Adderall from a friend and it worked for you very well and you wouldn't be insisting if you didn't think it'll help and that daily life is affected by this issue focusing on information/remembering things/staying on a task. Come to him every week with the same complaint and solution, he must write you *something*.Also if drugs prescribed to me did that to me, my psychiatrist would change my meds around until we found something on the low-scale of side-effects, which we did with APs successfully. I'm very satisfied with my current meds comparing to Abilify or Zepraxa, two shitty APs.Sure, my psychiatrist is private, but all psychiatrists should act that way and find the most comfortable treatment for each patient.Mention this to your doctor and see if there are alternatives, there usually are. At least you'd have an informed opinion on the poison they feed you.TL;DR Adderall should work! Insist with your doctor and order some from DNMs to be sure. Though speed (Amphetamine) should work just as well.
There are so many quick and easy ways to end your life injecting is so retardedWhat happened to slashing your wristsWhy are you suicide faggots so retarded nowIf you really want to die just fucking do itYou dont want to die you are just asking retarded questions
Can people really figure out the "strain" of a weed and detect exactly the % of THC or whatever? This really seems like bullshit and when I look up the weeds my guy sells me online, they have wildly different percentages than what he says, in both directions. But I have to say they look very much the same as the name
>>83798346>The reason they give you SSRIs is to make you feel ok instead of goodThe reason is that they believe he has depression, not ADHD. Or are doctors secretly evil now?Though they do usually aim for "stable" instead of "great".He should most likely get on Adderall for sure though. It could help with the described symptoms a lot. Amphetamines frw.Idk about other anon's wellbutrin offer. Could work.
>>83798838Nta, but different people react to drugs differently. Don't feel bad it doesn't do to you what it did to other anon. Keep at it and find a med that works for you!
>>83770221What's the best drug to induce mania?
>>83798677>I cant push my doctorYou most definitely can! You have a medical problem and he needs to fix it! Do what I offered last post and see if that works. Keep coming to him everyweek with the same complaints, he must write you something else, anything. Say it hurts your life everyday and the XR is shit and you want IR alternatives to work for shorter and without the dosage "curve" XR has. He must write you Ritalin at least, which isn't an Amphetamine, but may be better than what you've now.
>>83799235>What happened to slashing your wriststhat shit doesn't workit's for teenage girls
>>83798716No, I skipped Codeine and went straight to Oxycodone. Wasn't bombastic, being honest. But I'm on APs that lower and modulate my Dopamine levels, so effects were dampened. Plus the syrup has additives to it beside Codeine, so no thanks.It's meme rapper bullshit to drink lean afaik.
>>83798792Realistically? Weed. Other than that, live everyday as if it was your last, and try to have fun and enjoy the little things like good music and birdsong and such. Idk, I do drugs.But fr fr it's good to have you off the wagon. Alcohol is vile and a killer to be addicted to.Good work!
>>83798808Vape shop 7OH? How was it? Was it overpriced?Were there lots of brands and you just picked one, or was there one brand? What's the name? How many mg a tablet? Did you enjoy it? Did you enjoy it... too much?
>>83799208>I have been thereI'm sorry to hear.So from your experience, you've gathered that the heart knows when you're kicking it and goes into shock as a result, which feels and maybe is a heart-attack. Ok I buy it. When did you get this close to dying? Why and how?>Its such a bad feeling id rather get kicked in the balls and my face punched in hanging is probably betterA plain heart-attack sounds bad enough, a super-duper DEATH heart-attack sounds really bad. I once got a blunt-ended arrow shot at my nuts with a crossbow from a distance (any closer and it'd have shaved them off my body) it hurt like a mothafucka, so I can imagine how bad it's supposed to be.
>>83799075>Drugs aren't coolYou aren't cool.Drugs MAKE things cool, which as a result, makes drugs cool. Say as you wish but you can't waver the swagger of holding a blunt like a king to be uncool. Or snorting a line of Coke from the ass of a stripper uncool. Some things in life are just cooler with drugs. I mean sure, it's just the mates and you with a barely dressed woman half-dancing half-passed out in a sidebooth in a smoky stripper-club, but add drugs to it and wooooah, now you're getting freaky. Now you're cooking with mothafuckin gas, my friend.To summize, you are the thing in the equation that is uncool, and maybe it projected on drugs you tried to do in life, so you've mistakenly thought the drugs were the uncool part. But let me assure you, it's you. You aren't cool.
>>83799138>any tips to make it enjoyable?I avoid Ketamine since I don't snort drugs (I really should start, but warry of the drip). The high dose nuasea can be fixed with a few tokes of weed or OTC anti-nuasea meds. The fun potential of ket seems to lay in the higher doses where you get psychedelic visuals from it and feel oneness with everything. Most describe low doses as like Alcohol, or as being slower. You gotta find a way to break-through a certain dose to find the fun factor.Goodluck!
>>83799342Ritalin makes me feel like im gonna die.No thanks.We went over the options, lisdex is the only thing legal apart from ritalinIf addys were legal id get ithe cant write me a script for anything else>>83799277I guessI consider psychs kinda evilI wish I was never put on mental drugs as a kid
>>83799235>You dont want to die you are just asking retarded questionsThey may ask them to feel-out their comfort with the idea. Suicidal ideation/thoughts is a complex situation I've been in before for many years and only recently got out of.Also, they're looking for new painless ways, as dying can be a very painful ordeal as a whole.Also asking questions and getting answers makes them feel listened to, which is as important as anything.Again, it's a super complex place to mentally be in. I try to give relevant info to how to do it painlessly, as it is each person's god-given right to end it however and whenever they like, but I also say I hope they live, as I did, and am happy ultimately that I didn't die "that night".It's foolish to barate them for not going too gore-y with it and slashing. It is a very painful method to kill one self, also the realization as you bleed out will lead to panic. A swift and decisive method is better. Breaking your neck, or ODing on multiple drugs to supress breathing but also not notice it, or panic, as before.Something that you can't back out of but don't feel like there's anything to back out of to begin with.I don't have all the methods and for myself I tied a nooseman knot and hang the rope from hopefully high enough to break my neck. I was going to drink heavily, too. Eded-up living, so all well that ends well, I suppose.Don't look down on the poor souls, they deal with a lot. I know.
It's 11pm. Sober and bored out of my mind. I'm fighting the urge to message my dealer to deliver coke and just rip fat lines all night. But I'm also trying to stop doing drugs and alcohol. What the fuck do I do boys? Drugs are the only thing that make me feel something, without it everything just fucking sucks
>>83799246>Can people really figure out the "strain" of a weed and detect exactly the % of THC or whatever?Sounds like fartsy wine-tasting stuff. Unless yu talk about on the farm, then yes, you can know the strain and estimate THC% with a good, educated margin of error. Also genetic tests are a thing you can give weed to determine what strain it is, what family of strains, even, and whether it's an Indica or a Sativa. A person would be playing clue with a bud trying to guess the strain fromsight/smell/color/flowering/taste.You'd need technology for that.>But I have to say they look very much the same as the nameUsed to be the same with my guy. Though he'd sell low quality weed, it did look a lot like the picture on Leafly. Idk, maybe they aren't bluffing on what strain it is? Haven't got the faintest. Felt similar to the profile, too. But weaker. Idk, as far as I am aware, strains in the blackmarket are just for merketing and no-one knows the strains they sell for real. Dispos you can trust with strains and THC%, though.
>>83799786Yeah it really fucking sucks. Real bad. I quit heroin and mdma (I used to abuse the fuck out of it). I quit ice too and that is barely on my mind. But the craving for coke is incredibly intense and it's all I can think about 24/7. Sometimes when I eat certain things I start tasting sort of a coke smell and then the cravings get impossible
>>83799646>he cant write me a script for anything elseI see. It's a question of legality. That puts a damper on things. Unfortunate situation, indeed.Vetter DNM some addy. Where do you live where addy isn't legal?!>I consider psychs kinda evil My psych is a good one. I trust her with eyes half-closed. She wrote me a lot of helpful shit. Even when it was counter-intuative like Ritalin with an Anti-Psychotic regiment. The bottom line is I doubt his doctors are mistreating him and his symptoms, and I think they're acting with their best medical opinion as to his treatment. Maybe not a lot of effort put in it, but valid doctoral decisions were made.>I wish I was never put on mental drugs as a kidOh, that must've sucked. What drugs? What for? This might contribute to your outlook on psychs.The private ones are good. Except that one private psychiatrist that refused to write me any benzos and by the end refused to take my case at all.She kinda sucked. But it was she who told me about the one I'm seeing now, so she wasn't useless. My current one listens and cares about how comfortable the treatment is, and I can email her to tweak a dose of a med or get scripts for new meds.
>>83799322Weed unironically. MDMA works well, too.
>>83799786>I'm also trying to stop doing drugs and alcohol>What the fuck do I do boys?Stop doing drugs and Alcohol, dummy. You didn't need me to answer that. You want me to say "rip phat lines all night nigga!" But I won't.
>>83799909Nta, but another reason Coke sucks devil dick. It's wayyy too addictive. It gets deep in your mind and doesn't let go.
>>83799988Oh, so in that case, I'm sure I had a few manic episodes but didn't know it. I
>>83799979ritalin as a kidI hate it alot back then always tried to spit it outit also affects my perception i almost got run over on my bike on the way to school multiple times because of itMy current psych is also a decent guy I thinkBut ill have to switch this year
>>83800145>I hate it alot back then always tried to spit it out it also affects my perception i almost got run over on my bike on the way to school multiple times because of it Ritalin children are tragic. They give a barely developed brain huge amounts of a psychoactive substance. That IS evil.>But ill have to switch this yearHow so? Where are you from with all those crazy rules?
>>83800083A lot of people do and don't realize at the time.I know I have.
>>83798744>How'd you find them?I used Google Maps and searched for pharmacies in Inhauma, and I quickly found them by contacting their WhatsApp numbers and asking if they sold medications without a prescription.>>83798744>Please update how it went and what you got!I haven't bought it yet because they're out of stock and Ritalin and Vyvanse won't arrive until Tuesday, so I'll go to Inhauma on Wednesday to buy it. The only downside is that Inhauma is an hour and a half from my house.
>>83800688>I quickly found them by contacting their WhatsApp numbers and asking if they sold medications without a prescriptionTo think this is an actual question you can ask pharmacies. Did you make sure they sold Ritalin specifically without prescription, though? This is a very general question.>The only downside is that Inhauma is an hour and a half from my houseA small price to pay for legal pharma-grade drugs.What else do they sell? Trams? Lyrica? Can you verify? Crazy world we live in when this happens.
>>83800755>Did you make sure they sold Ritalin specifically without prescription, though?Yes.>>83800755>What else do they sell?They probably sell several controlled medications, but the only ones I'm interested in are Ritalin and Vyvanse, since there's a pharmacy 5 minutes from my house that sells controlled medications without a prescription, so I usually buy them there. But from what I've gathered, that pharmacy has never sold either Ritalin or Vyvanse, so I had to look for another pharmacy.
>>83801048>since there's a pharmacy 5 minutes from my house that sells controlled medications without a prescription,So you're just not into Opioids or GABApentinoids, then? A shame, both are pretty dope. Imo GABApentinoids moreso than Opioids, but that's because my meds block Dopaminergic behaviour and thus nullify most of Opioids' appeal. And you'd be able to sell it for much in bulk to dealers if you don't mind getting your hands a little dirty.>from what I've gathered, that pharmacy has never sold either Ritalin or Vyvanse, so I had to look for another pharmacyI see I see. What does it mean "never sold"? Never allowed the sale of them or never stock up on them?
>>83801243>So you're just not into Opioids or GABApentinoids, then?I've tried codeine and tramadol, but they don't make me euphoric, they just make me slightly sleepy, and I have to admit they're great pain relievers. I used to take 300mg of pregabalin daily, I like it, but I don't think I would buy it again.>Never allowed the sale of them or never stock up on them?Never stock.
>>83801375>I used to take 300mg of pregabalin daily, I like it, but I don't think I would buy it againThat's your decision and I'm sure a lot of thought went into making it. So be it. I'm still at the stage where I'd buy it off pharma if I could in a heartbeat. I pay a little more for it in the blackmarket. ~130$ for 56X300mg capsules in a box. I'm sure pharmas sell it for half as much if not less! Can you confirm the price for a box it it's no trouble?My dealer only can get like 6 boxes a month to sell, that's why I recommended you sell it in bulk to dealers, they're always wanting and in need, as pharma meds are rare to come across. You could make a pretty profit off of that, too. As long as you stay small-time and only work with one or two verified dealers there'll be very little risk, and all you'd have to do is buy a few boxes and hand them off at a meeting point. They won't pay full blackmarket prices so they can make profit, but you could sell them at a high mark-up, though in bulk, with bulk base prices. Still a good income from the side.Ig you'd need reliable dealers to work with though. And that means connections you don't have, most likely, and are unwilling to make.It's also traficking, which is very illegal to do most places and can carry some long prison time if caught. Here it's up to 20 years in prison. Why DNMs are unsafe to buy from, since it counts as traficking, in addition to a few other severe crimes like smuggling.>Never stockI see I see. And so close, too. A shame. But at least you've found some that do. Is Inhauma a hood famous for selling without prescription, or was it the closest you could find working pharmacies in?
Best site for getting THC/CBD gummies in bulk in the midwest? I don't want to smoke, what's the least expensive and best way to ingest?
>>83802140Least expensive is edibles but edibles will mess you up for the entire day. If you smoke it only lasts like 2 hours. Maube try vaping?
>>83802140>I don't want to smoke, what's the least expensive and best way to ingest?Get resin THC-A in bulk online and cook it into foods and drinks. It's unregulated and in a legal gray-area in many states so it's untaxed to hell like some bud is. Even gas station THC-A resin is good quality. Google AI says 1g is 25-75$ but I know you can get one gram of dabbable live resin for cheaper than 25 bucks. More like 10-20$.It's widely available online in resin form, which is pure. And you can cook it into most things by decarbing it in the oven and infusing olive oil with it or something. Or you could just burn it and smoke. It's the cheapest way to get high off of weed in the USA I know of. Other ways are getting bulk edibles, or cheaper, getting Hashish in bulk amounts and again, cooking it into stuff or vape it alone.No need for a dry herb vape, just stick it on a tip of al needle pointing up (anchored to something like paper or a cartboard square), light it on fire til it burnes on its own, blow it out, you'll now have it burning gradually from one end to the other like incense, and cover it with a plastic cup. Once the cup fills with smoke, tip it a bit and inhale the smoke. Clean Hash vape right there. Will get you proper high for sure, too. Used to do it a lot when I only had a Hash source and no bud. The thing is the plastic cup will start to have sticky traces of Hash inside and you'll need to scrape it off once in a while or pour in some hot water and scrub (maybe drink hot, Hash-infused water?).Also consider buying a good dry herb vape. It's a little peicey for the good ones, but it's an investment in a better smoking experience that uses maximum of the herb and leaves you with decarbed AVB to eat later on. It pays for itself.
>>83775338>>83775571>>83775986i have done MXE and multiple PCP analogs and i think DXM is awesome. DXM actually has this quality about it that i've never found from other dissos (i take an SSRI, so i already have the serotonin action some dissos have based on when i take it). if you have ondansetron you can completely knock out the nausea and stomach problems DXM causes, and then the only problem with it is having to wait for the biological conversion into DXO to get the dissociative effect.if you could get DXO directly it would probably be as good or better than all the PCP analogs. >>83774995THCA and THCH are awesome. THCA converts to d9-THC when you vape it, and THCH is super strong and long lasting and will destroy your weed tolerance if you abuse it and make you a horrible addict. it's awesome shit tho. don't even touch THCP. that shit ruined my life for a couple months. it's too strong and long lasting.
>>83802450>i think DXM is awesome. DXM actually has this quality about it that i've never found from other dissosNever did dissos, but you're really selling DXM rn.>if you have ondansetron you can completely knock out the nausea and stomach problems DXM causesThat's what the anon who spent 200 of 1600 monthly pay on syrup bottles and kept throwing up the syrup needed. Now I don't remember where his post is.>if you could get DXO directly it would probably be as good or better than all the PCP analogsAnd ket? Again, really selling me on it rn. It's nice to see someone with a passion for a certain drug.It means the drug had a good impact on that person's life, which is good for a drug to do.DXM is just too impure for me. Someone said they had a pure pill of it though, I'd try that for sure.>THCA and THCH are awesome. THCA converts to d9-THC when you vape it, and THCH is super strong and long lasting THCH is estimated to be 10 to 15 times more potent than Delta-9 THC. But I thought that THC-A converts to plain active THC. That's how it is in bud, at least. Does the vape need to be a certain heat to convert THC-A to D9-THC? It doesn't sound right to me and what I know.
>>83797025>Update on how it went.It went awesome! I already had the first Pikmin downloaded and I got just far enough for it to say there was some arbitrary number of days to complete the game in so I did some googling and downloaded a switch emulator and Pikmin 4 and I'm having a blast with it! It's really really fun. I still plan to break out the gamecube emulator for super mario sunshine and luigi's mansion after pikmin 4 but I wanted a nice comfy game to get stoned and play. I just vaped a bunch of weed and played a couple hours, it was a blast.
>>83802705>I already had the first Pikmin downloaded and I got just far enough for it to say there was some arbitrary number of days to complete the game in so I did some googling and downloaded a switch emulator and Pikmin 4 and I'm having a blast with it!Soumds awesome!> I still plan to break out the gamecube emulator for super mario sunshine and luigi's mansion after pikmin 4It's a good plan. Didn't play this era of games, as I was too young. But know Luigi's Mansion is a classic.>I wanted a nice comfy game to get stonedIdk what a Pikmin game gameplay is like. Is it similar to Stardew Valley or Animal Crossing? Seems it.> just vaped a bunch of weed and played a couple hours, it was a blast.I'm glad! Have fun, anon.
>>83785857what the fuck are you doing? why haven't you tried psychedelics or stimulants or even weed???
>>83775338DXM is God tier. It is so unique, there is literally no other substance that can substitute it. You need to take a 3rd or 4th plat dose and then smoke some wax during the peak. Within minutes you will enter an intense ego death like a breakthrough on 5MeO DMT but lasting for way longer and you will be immobilized in a catatonic stupor for a few hours. So don't speak ill of DXM until you do that, then come back and tell about your experience, since your opinion on DXM will change and you will begin to respect it
>>83803135>what the fuck are you doing? why haven't you tried psychedelics or stimulants or even weed???Good point. I missed that the first time.
>>83803191>You need to take a 3rd or 4th plat dose and then smoke some wax during the peakNta, but that's a lot of DXM and wax ONTOP of that? Why not just eat/drink some DMT and have a 6 hour breakthrough trip? Of course his opinion on DXM will change after a catatonic ego death trip, but is it worth drinking all that syrup for? Idk.There are other ways to traumatize myself than overdoing DXM to a point where I'm immobile.
>>83783261i need you to tell me about O-PCE, diphen and ephen, because i never got to try those. also, i hated DCK. it makes me feel awful. why? does it feel bad for you?
>>83786316you also have done everything from the vaunted A. what was 2-MAP-237 like? i never did it because i heard it was poisonous. did it poison you?
my dad came in and asked me what dph was. i just sat their mumbling like a retard and he walked out. im fucked, i think he saw my post through the internet. what the fuck do i do.
>>83803524are you retarded? why did you take a bunch of dph? it's not even good. do dxm. show your dad this post so he knows that even the people on the internet are telling you you're making bad decisions.
>>83803616i didn't but he looks at what i do through his pc and i think he saw a post i made earlier on this thread.
>>83803633>he looks at what i do through his pcThe fuck? Why?
>>83803953because he doesn't trust me and snoops
>>83801818I had to do it this way because that damn /e9k/ wouldn't let me post my answer normally.
>>83804382I see. Still heaps cheaper than what I'm paying.So you have a Xanax script. Luckyyy.You're the anon who puked the DXM! An anon here posted a med that blocks vomiting and I remembered you. 150 out of 1600 is not much, you must've quite the savings. Yeah, it makes sense you wouldn't want to sling drugs. It was more of a pipedream.So a tv report pointed you in the right dirwction. Odd.
I just dont understand stims.2 days ago when i took 20mg to learn i was having 120bpm and euphoria and got no learning donetoday i pop the same pill for playing vidyaI feel almost nothingstone cold 70bpm even after an hour??Both times were on an empty stomachI can feel it working cause i had to shit 2 times but how can the effect be so variable?
i'm bored drugfeelerseverywhere's deadthe meaninglessness is looking at me again
Lost my weedginity yesterday, everything was so colorful and funny... I will smoke it more times from now on
>>83804899>I will smoke it more times from now onat least you're not thinking "i want to be high on weed at all times" like i was after my first couple of times, so it sounds like you might be able to stay in control.you should vape it for your health.and don't draw it between your teeth (if you aren't a smoker already)
>>83804959>i want to be high on weed at all timesIt would cost me a lot of money, and I'm also afraid of messing up my brain.>you should vape it for your healthI will take your advice into consideration, thanks, anon.
>>83804564>i took 20mg to learn i was having 120bpm and euphoria and got no learning done today i pop the same pill for playing vidya I feel almost nothingI've no idea. Weird reaction. Are those prescriptions or blackmarket?
>>83804844Here's alive and well! How are you, druganon?Any plans for Saturday night? On anything? I'd guess not since the void is staring back at you. What's in your stash right now?
>>83804899>I will smoke it more times from now onAnd thus it begins again. Have fun, anon!
Forced myself not to reup yesterday so now I'm forced to quit because of the snow storm. I couldn't leave even if I wanted to. This is gonna suck.
>>83805072>you should vape it for your health>I will take your advice into consideration, thanks, anonA good dry herb vape is expensive. While non-battary powered ones are on the market and can cost around $40-$75 a low range vape would cost $80-$120 a mid level vape goes for $150-$250and high level vapes a pricey at $300+. Getting a good dry herb vape is key to a good weed experience.It maximizes the flavor and uses the bud to its fullest potential. Also after vaping you'll have AVB (already vaped bud) ready to be infused with oil for Cannacooking or eaten as-is crashed and sprinkled in a peanut butter/nutella/other fatty filling sandwich.It's a long-term investment that very much pays for itself in the long run, especially if you plan on consuming Cannabis more in the future. So you better choose a good one, as it gonna last you a long while. Less so if you're going to be casual about it, but it's still recommended.If you *are* going to be a casual, learning how to decarb the Cannabis (activate the psychoactive substance THC without burning product) in the oven wrapped in foil and using the activated Cannabis to infuse olive oil to cook/bake edibles could be rewarding, easy to do, is easy to dose if measured right, healthier than smoked, potent, and the high lasts longer than smoked Cannabis (1-4 hours vs. 4-12 hours from what Google AI says. But more like 4-6 hours and 6-8 hours).If you want specific dry herb recommendations like brands, device names and how much they cost, feel free to ask me!
>>83802980Thanks man, yeah I'm having tons of fun with it. I'm definitely excited to play Luigi's Mansion and Super Mario Sunshine eventually.>Idk what a Pikmin game gameplay is like. Is it similar to Stardew Valley or Animal Crossing? Nah, both of those games are sim games, Pikmin is an rts with a comfy nature themed skin. You build up an army of Pikmin of different colors with different abilities, blue can freeze water and don't get hurt by ice, yellow are electric and can be thrown farther, and red can resist fire. I believe more get introduced later I'm just early in the game. You command groups of Pikmin to perform different actions like digging up a pocket watch or harvesting berries, which you have them bring back to the ship to help power it. It all takes place in some person's backyard and you and the Pikmin are super tiny. I normally don't like rts but it's the perfect comfy skin to get stoned and play. It feels like being a kid playing in a backyard again.
>>83805133i took a low dose lsd. not sure how much since these tabs are unreliable, feels around 40ug. this feels like a good use of the drug, i don't want to blast myself anymore. just feeling good.i was coming up when i wrote that. music never fails to fill the void.i've also taken up work on some creative project. let's see if it goes anywhere but it's keeping me nice and busy.thanks for asking anon. how are you and what's on your mind?
>>83805193>Forced myself not to reup yesterday so now I'm forced to quit because of the snow stormAww. What did you give up on? It was the right choice moneywise, so if you felt like it was called for, it prolly was.>I couldn't leave even if I wanted toThat's so crazy. I've never seen fresh snow in my life, as I'm living in the desert. We have one high mountain here and it snows there, but when I went it was all brown hard ice on the ground, not soft fresh snow. Another thing in the bucket list.It's funny, when I talk about snow I'm filled with wonder, but people who are used to snow see it as more of a nuisance and tell me "it's not all that you make it out to be" after the first hour of soking it in.Is your door jammed or covered in a wall of snow? Don't entryways have a little roof to prevent that from happening? Don't you have tools for that? How come you can't get out?Well, anyway, it's a good excuse to laze around all day, drink hot coco, listen to some music, take your mind off drugs, and maybe play some vidya?
>>83805072>I'm also afraid of messing up my brain.yes. if you're young try to keep it to a minimum.
Best substances to not think about abuse and ptsd ive been through
>>83805529>Best substances to not think about abuse and ptsd ive been throughtherapy
>>83805529dissociatives obviously. take DXM or K or some analog of PCP and K.
tranylcypromine + pregabalinthots
>>83805442>I'm definitely excited to play Luigi's Mansion and Super Mario Sunshine eventuallyEnjoy that era's classics, man. Me, I was too young to be a gamer back then, myself.Kissing 30.>You build up an army of Pikmin of different colors with different abilities, blue can freeze water and don't get hurt by ice, yellow are electric and can be thrown farther, and red can resist fireSounds like the game Overlord (good game) where you build an army of goblins (minions) of different colors with different abilities like:1)Browns (Fighters) normal grunts.2)Reds (Archers): Ranged attackers who throw fireballs. They are immune to fire and can remove fire obstacles from the path.3)Greens (Assassins): Stealth experts who turn invisible when stationary. They deal massive backstab damage and are immune to poison.4)Blues (Healers): The only Minions that can swim. They automatically resurrect fallen allies and use magic attacks.It had a fairytale asthetic and a grand scale that isn't that outdated by today's standards despite coming out in 2018, a bit less than 8 years ago.>I normally don't like rts but it's the perfect comfy skin to get stoned and playSame. RTSs are not for me. Age of Mythology was all I could ever handle. Turn-based strategy like Total-War I can do just fine. A very comfy game I can recommend you playing is Carto. You have a map of the world made out of tiles and can move and rotate them at will to change the world around you, you can make a path, or solve a puzzle.It's very cute in art design and clever at times.It's not very long, like 4-6 hours, top, iirc.I can't recommend it enough. Especially playing while high off of weed.>It feels like being a kid playing in a backyard againWow, powerful. Maybe I should play Pikmin? Hehe. Hmm I didn't know the Switch was emulated already. I'm glad you're having as much fun as you do, anon. Keep at it!
>>83805460>feels around 40ugCan you even feel 40ug? It's practically nothing.>i don't want to blast myself anymore. just feeling goodI get it.>music never fails to fill the voidTrue that. Got a Witcher 3 playlist playing in the background rn.>i've also taken up work on some creative projectOh, cool. Are you a creative type, anon? Graphic designer? Artist?>let's see if it goes anywhere but it's keeping me nice and busyWell if you've taken it up as work then it better go somewhere. I like busy. Busy is good. Keeps you away from the void. Do you have a deadline? What's it about?>thanks for asking anonNo sweat!>how are you and what's on your mind?I'm fine. Going down from some Clonazepam rn.Just trying to drum up conversation ITT and make sure everyone's comfy. Been lurking /v/ all day and last night, posting sometimes. An interesting place to say the least. But /drugfeel/ is my home thread.
>>83805072>I'm also afraid of messing up my brainIf you're over 25, I wouldn't worry so much, but even before. I started at 16 and by 17 was a daily user who smoked anytime I wasn't at school.I turned out just fine. Mental illness aside (situationally caused). Ig the safe thing to say is if you're young then keep it to a minimum, but it's not so bad in reality. In the end, weed is a gentle substance, at proper doses, and will not fuck you up as some other drugs would.
>>83805529Other anon says dissos, I've never tried myself, but worth a try. MDMA will let you experience those thoughts in a positive way and help you process them safely. I'd go with MDMA.
>>83805871>Can you even feel 40ug? It's practically nothing.sure. threshold is around 25ug. i definitely feel 50ug, it's just not trippy. just feel good for 6 hours until the comedown where it feels a bit stiff like you can't wind down even though you want to.i'm just doing a video for a game i like to play. for friends kind of sort of. also myself i guess. it's not work. something they can look at and enjoy. random people maybe also. my only problem is how ambitious do i want it to be? i can throw something together quickly and upload it, or i can try to make it as good as it could possibly be but that could lead to me never uploading anything.if i get people to enjoy it then my time was spent meaningfully. i guess deep down i'm doing this to make people like me, which is unhealthy i think. i should just make something that i like and that i want to exist, without it being some tool for attention or validation. i'm also arrogant in believing that there is ambition to be had here, as if i was making some work of art, which i'm not.oof anyway>Clonazepam i've never done benzos. they seem dangerous to me. don't know what they're like at all.
>>83805678>tranylcypromineIt doesn't seem to have any recreational value.Just an old-school MAOI.>pregabalinSlayyyy. What dosage? I'm trying to get a handle on my own dosage by comparing it to other people's dosages. Currently have 14X300mg capsules. Thinking on dividing them to 7 and 7 each session where in a normal session (when I have a lot) I'd go through the entire blister pack in a day.I also need to be able to walk straight, as Trump might bomb Iran anyday now, and Iran will bomb Tel-Aviv (my city, and other civilian densely populated cities) in return. So I need to be able to respond to a red alert and run to a bomb shelter.Those Iranian rockets can tear through concrete like it was tissue paper, man. And all they need to get through the Iron Dome is 5 rocets, 1 of which will be shot down. It takes me 1.5 minutes to get to shelter if I'm fully dressed and just need to put shoes on. But I'm not fully dressed. Fun fact: pajamas were popularized in WWII Britain for people to get out to the street fully dressed when air raids were happening. I hate this whole thing already, and nothing happened yet.Just gives me anxiety
>>83806055>threshold is around 25ugYeah, well it's still very very little LSD. I guess I can't fathom such a low dose as the lowest I went was 200ug. So it's like macro microdosing.Hope you have a good time on it.> i can try to make it as good as it could possibly be but that could lead to me never uploading anythingAt some point, you must decide that a work of art is just done and let go. Otherwise you'd spend forever patching little pieces and cause more harm than good. Do what you can that is within your means and resources, you'll know when you get there.>deep down i'm doing this to make people like me, which is unhealthy i thinkYou're piling unneeded guilt onto yourself. You do what you do cause you want to do it. Else, you wouldn't be doing it. Also, making OC for peole to enjoy it and maybe like you is a fine goal and not at all new or unhealthy.>i've never done benzos. they seem dangerous to me. don't know what they're like at allI've been taking 3 types of benzos daily for 3-4 years, now, and take 4 nights breaks from time to time to see what condition my condition is in and never get withdrawals. I take mostly theraputic doses, so that can be why the high addiction risk skiped me by. For me they're not dangerous, but life-saving. Anxiety and all. There isn't really a high for me anymore, they just chill me out or help me fall asleep. I'd recommend Clonazepam, though. It's a functional benzo that lasts up to 12 hours and really fades you at doses I've been taking it (6mg, once a week).
>>83806262>macro microdosing.yeah i guess, except you definitely feel it. as i said, just makes you feel good for the day without tripping so i recommend trying it if your condition allows it. i was having bad experiences on normal doses lately, and desu i'm only looking to be a bit high while still going on about my day normally. >Do what you can that is within your means and resourcesi think my main problem is that i'm sitting on a bunch of material, some of it great and some of it only good or maybe even "meh". my thinking is that i could wait until i get more "great" to make it better, rather than settling for what i have on hand right now. so it's a kind of impatience, driven by this need i mentioned. on the flipside, i could make something right now that would please people, if only i could accept that it's not something greater than that.waiting feels like arrogance.not waiting feels like i'm just wasting something because i want some thumbs ups from people right now.but i think i'll make something right now, just don't know exactly what.
>>83805148>Have fun, anon!I certainly will!>>83805357>high level vapes a pricey at $300+A-Anon, I think I'll spend a little bit more of time just smoking it normally for now, at least while I don't have a job. >learning how to decarb the Cannabis (activate the psychoactive substance THC without burning product) in the oven wrapped in foil and using the activated Cannabis to infuse olive oil to cook/bake ediblesI tried to make a candy with cannabis once because I didn't want to smoke and I failed miserably, lol. I'll try to learn how to do the process correctly in the future.>feel free to ask me!Tell me which one you personally use, I'll write it down and remember the brand for when I go to buy it.>>83805521I'm 18 and I heard it can mess up one's dopaminergic system if the brain isn't fully matured yet so yeah, I'll take it easy
>>83805909I see. I'll stick to a frequency of around 1 joint per week for now. I already have ADHD so I don't want to take too much risks
>>83806609>arounddon't you mean "just one"?that's how it starts anon.
>>83806506>i recommend trying it if your condition allows itSome euphoria without the trip sounds tempting. But idk if I'll ever get a tab with a dose so low.The only other solution is volumetric dosing,and I can't be bothered.>i was having bad experiences on normal doses latelyHow frequent is your LSD use? Using LSD often will cause bad mental effects that sometimes presist long after the trip.>waiting feels like arrogance. not waiting feels like i'm just wasting something because i want some thumbs ups from peopleThere must be a syndrom for this. Why not do both? Keep busy doing the mid thing and inspiration will find you and you could keep it until you're ready to do the real big great thing. There will always be a new good thing.
>>83806609Good Sakura vibes. CLAMP ftw.>I'll stick to a frequency of around 1 joint per weekBoo at the age of 17 I was clearing and dropping bowls left and right. You really are safe to do more, but I guess you've just had your first experience, so it'll take time to adjust to the new drug. Do as you will.
>>83806618I promise I won't smoke more than 2 joints in one day a week unless I'm at a special occasion. The next time I will let myself smoke will be only in the next friday.>>83806686I'm a noob, I was coughing and completely lost yesterday, I even tried to "swallow" the smoke instead of sending it to my lungs, f,am
>>83770221So far gone right now I'm so lost God please I need help but there is no one who can help me.
>>83806781Talk to us anon. This is a safe space
>>83806591>I think I'll spend a little bit more of time just smoking it normally for now, at least while I don't have a jobDo as you wish. You don't have to splurge on a 300$ vape. I listed cheaper ones, it's an investment for when you're ready to take weed to the next level, which I assume will take a while since you've just first tried it. You're at veeery early stages of weed use, take your time.>I'll try to learn how to do the process correctly in the futureThere are guides online, and when all else dails, there's AI.]>Tell me which one you personally use, I'll write it down and remember the brand for when I go to buy itOh, I don't use a vape. It'll be wasted on the shitty local weed and I quit anyway. But when I do smoke, I use a plastic DIY bong with a glass bowl just small enough to clear in a single breath everytime. I'd narcotically drop bowls all day long. Old habits die hard. But I can recommend two budget vapes under 100$:1)POTV ONE ($99): Widely considered the best overall value. It is tiny, easy to use, and produces high-quality vapor for its price.2)XMAX Starry V4 ($99): Great for beginners; features a replaceable battery and full digital temperature control.I recommend the temp control one better as you've got more control if, say, you'd vape live resin or Hashish, both of which react better to different temps.>I'm 18Damn, that's young. Yeah, you should use weed sparingly. Though don't feel like you need to manage it like you would an Amphetamine habit. It's weed, it's "light". Have fun with it.
>>83806651i have 100ug tabs (allegedly), cut them in half and then again in half. works well if you have good tabs. if not, it's more up to chance. these tabs i have aren't accurate or evenly dosed so i know that my supposed 25ug dose from just taking a quarter tab would end up stronger.>How frequent is your LSD use? it was nearly weekly or every 2 weeks.
>>83806793It's okay. It's kicking in. Now. I will be at peace for a while now. Then hell. Hell worse than ever before. I have maybe 8 or 9 hours I guess.I relapsed. I remembered I had something in my stash. It's highly synthetic and niche and I will not say the name of this chemical because no human on earth should ever take it. Back from the brink of the worst withdrawals into this new high is one of the strangest places i have ever been mentally. The withdrawals stopped and now it's kicking in stronger by the minute. I'm gonna float somewhere far away in about 30 - 45 minutes and then I will come back later this evening when it wears off and then I'm left somewhere far far worse than before. I'm doomed but I bought myself a few hours in a Faustian bargain with Satan himself.
>>83806734>I was coughing and completely lost yesterdayYou're at the early baby stages of weed use.Take your time. I always say the worst part about doing drugs is actually doing them, most ROAs (routes of administration) are unpleasent maybe apart for oral, and even then there's that awful taste.You'll get the hang of smoking soon enough and won't cough as much or at all. You'll get to dropping bowls in a year, for sure. Unless anything stops you, that is. Nothing compares to the first few times, so treasure those highs.I can't smoke anymore due to weed giving me bad psychosis, and wish I could just smoke like I used to, without a care.
>>83806900what are you gonna be in withdrawal from tonight? how long is it gonna last?
>>83806828>it's an investment for when you're ready to take weed to the next levelGot it.>Old habits die hardI don't know why you decided to quit, but I hope you can stay strong.>recommendationsThank you, I'll try to get an XMAX Starry V4 for myself sometime this year.>it's "light". Have fun with it.Okay, I'll remember that and have fun.>>83806915>I can't smoke anymore due to weed giving me bad psychosisDon't worry, I'll smoke for the 2 of us so take care of yourself, senpai
>>83806900NTA.>I will not say the name of this chemical because no human on earth should ever take itI'm not gonna take it, just research it. What is it??>I will come back later this evening when it wears off and then I'm left somewhere far far worse than before. I'm doomed but I bought myselfAt least you're realistic.I'm sorry to hear of your withdrawals, anon. I hope they'll be easy and you'll get through to the other side alright.
>>83806843>i have 100ug tabs (allegedly), cut them in half and then again in halfI don't like messing with cutting up tabs. I take it whole (like your mom. Sorry, I had to).>it was nearly weekly or every 2 weeksThat kind of use most certainly negatively harms your mental state. Many such cases ITT. LSD is to be used 1-2 times a month max.You got greedy and paid a small price, don't make it worse. Wait at least a month before dosing again if you're intent on using.What was your dosage? 100ug?
>>83806983I'm both anons you've responded to in this post.>I don't know why you decided to quitIt started hitting me badly, then, psychosis. I'd get dissociation, derealization and then voices (a few prepubescent boys, a girl, and a crying baby) then people in videos became aware of me and were using psychological warefare against me. And everybody could hear my thoughts, and much more. I've had tons of psychosis adventures to last a life and I'm always in for more since it's chronic psychosis (aka schizophrenia).Oddly, weed is the only drug to have caused me psychosis. I can do acid and Meff just fine.But put a splif in my mouth and I go balistic.So I had to quit. That's the story in a nutshell.
>>83807069i'm the same old guy who's been talking about lsd here all year. you've probably given me this advice before. i usually took 200ug. still haven't learned (except taking lower doses now). >small priceit was not small. i did a number on myself. but it was my choice. don't know where i'd be now if i hadn't taken this route. probably playing games with some people and smoking weed at most. instead i'm snorting ketamine and making videos on my lonesome while i'm endlessly ruminating about all the things that happened last year.i should flush this garbage down the toilet. fuck ketamine
makin some green dragon and shitposting on 4chinz while I eat lunch
>>83806900I live close to such abandoned intervillage rail tracks in Transylvania. The wild mint growing on them taste delicious.
>>83807156>i'm the same old guy who's been talking about lsd here all yearNot that often, I'd take notice.>you've probably given me this advice beforeProbably. Your case is one I reference a lot in other cases of frequent LSD use.>still haven't learnedYou should've by now. You're demolishing your mind with that crap. How can you even afford all of this acid?>it was not small. i did a number on myself. but it was my choiceFair enough, you are free to do with your body as you wish. But it goes back to you not learning.>making videos on my lonesomeOh? What about? It's good to have a creative output.>i should flush this garbage down the toilet. fuck ketamineNever heard someone saying this. If you feel ket is hindering you, then stop. Or lacking willpower to do so, yes, dispose of it.
https://youtu.be/J77bzYpkO38?si=1Lp0wbdbAXygJy2Bthis shit is funny
>>83807168What's a green dragon?Research found it to be a high-potency Alcoholic Cannabis tincture. Look at you, with a temp measure and everything. You must've done it a lot.
https://files.catbox.moe/nb6zv7.mp3https://jumpshare.com/s/O7v8UvxkiD9unIAwYs6o
>>83807278its kratom tea
>>83807247>You should've by now. You're demolishing your mind with that crap.probably. almost certainly. i'm still functional, but not the same person i was before. what i don't know if this is a good or a bad thing. on the surface it seems bad but it just felt like i had to awake in order to be able to face the future. i can't go through life like regular people. i need to find my way. lsd has pushed me to creativity, which is something i'm grateful for. that's why i say i don't know if it's all bad or not. yeah, i've moved toward the edge, and that's dangerous and irresponsible regarding the people around me. but i need to find my way, and when i do i'll be able to help those people.>>making videos on my lonesome>Oh? What about? It's good to have a creative output.we've been talking about this!>Never heard someone saying thiswell you heard it now. in my experience it is a shit drug that does nothing but make me feel sick.
>>83807278>high-potency Alcoholic Cannabis tinctureyeap, I was gonna pass the weed through the ethanol bath twice and then concentrate it down to scoop that extra 5-10% thc in the flower but I ran out of everclear and can't get it in my shitty town and will have to order online. Should still get 70-80% and 60ml of tincture from it so it'll do untilI get more.
>>83807336>i need to find my wayCouldn't say it better myself. You know my advice, and the "good" and "proper" way to handle this situation, but you gotta find your own way. A thing to keep in mind: LSD tends to put you on a quest for answers without questions. It's an illusion of the drug. So if you think this is that, know better now.>we've been talking about this!Opps, the game, I'm sorry. I have many conversations at once and it messes with me.>in my experience it is a shit drug that does nothing but make me feel sickFair enough.Stop doing it then.Dissos aren't for everyone.
Chances that the mushrooms and acid i buy off a canadian website that says it's legal are gonna be poop and butt
>>83807337>Should still get 70-80% and 60ml of tincture from it so it'll do untilI get moreNice. So 800mg/ml? Is that right? That is a potent brew alright.
>>83807503>Chances that the mushrooms and acid i buy off a canadian website that says it's legal are gonna be poop and buttVery high.
>yeah broos i love nigger weed
>>83807480>LSD tends to put you on a quest for answers without questions. It's an illusion of the drug. So if you think this is that, know better now.interesting. i can't say that i've felt that way but i will keep that in mind, and it seems that i won't find out if that's true or not until i've given it a rest for good. i have gone without it for longer periods of time in the later parts of the year so i'm not sure. i didn't mean to mislead you by saying i took it every week without ever stopping. i went maybe 6 months of doing it either weekly or every 2 weeks, after that it was more sporadic. my quest is to find a way to live my life that is meaningful, i don't think i was living it meaningfully before. i think the question exists for me, because i don't have the things that regular people have. it's why i'm drawn to drugs, because there is a void, i would not be here in the first place if the void wasn't there. so the question is how to deal with the void once and for all so i can actually see myself getting old.
>>83807531I believe you with everything in my body. But in my college days my friend and I tried acid together that he got on a Canadian website. The hallucination stuff wasn't as wild as I thought it would be but I did see swirls and stuff
>>83807522There's 1050mg thc in the whole batch so if my math is correct it should be 12-14mg/ml
have any of you done ecstasy before ?what was it like and how does just one pill feel ?where can i find some ?
>>83807571>i went maybe 6 months of doing it either weekly or every 2 weeks, after that it was more sporadicI see I see. The best trips are the ones you don't plan for.>it's why i'm drawn to drugs, because there is a void, i would not be here in the first place if the void wasn't thereA bit of an unhealthy relationship with drugs, but ok. Some would say they're here for the experience, research of the mind, and pleasure.One thing I know for absolute certainty is that LSD will never fill that void or will supply even faint hints to how to fill it.>the question is how to deal with the void once and for all so i can actually see myself getting oldIdk what the answer would be for you, but for me, I have 3 things (core needs) that as long as they're satisfied, I consider my life worth living:1)Live. That means to me to create and experience new things. Draw, make memes, posts, whatever. As long as I create.2)Love. As long as I've people to care for and about, I'm good. That means family, friends, and to an extent, humanity.3)Learn. Knowledge is infinite. As long as I figure out and learn new things, I'm good.Maybe this'll work for you at least as a basis to finding out what you're missing. Maybe you need a gf. Who knows.
>>83807576I guess we'll wait and see. Keep us up to date.
>>83807593About 17.5mg/ml in my math.>There's 1050mg thc in the whole batchHow do you know?
>>83807766I don't man no fancy dnm stuff I just got it off my guy who told me the strain so I'm just going off leafly and taking averages off the net.
>>83807717>or will supply even faint hints to how to fill it.i disagree since it made me more creative. creativity is an answer, as you agree.it also made me try to connect with people, which is another answer you agree with, and mostly what's missing for me. anons are the only people i get to have actual conversations with, you see.haven't really been successful, but i'm still trying>As long as I've people to care for and about, I'm goodi suppose i should care about my family members. but i'm very different from them, it's hard. i wish i had someone more like me to care about and give love to.>Learnthat's true. i think i'm doing that so i'm good on that one.>Maybe you need a gfmost probably. if fate was so kind. i actually think my current mental strife is because during my attempts to get in touch with people last year there was one person for which i thought there was a glimpse of a real possibility of them being interested in me, a person that i had things in common with in a special kind of way. it was like seeing a blip of light after spending 10 years in complete darkness. combine this with a mind on lsd and you get me going off rails. still don't know if it was real anyway, but i probably spooked that person, whether they were interested or not. i'm just dumping all this for my own sake anon. i don't want to hold your attention hostage. i appreciate your advice, but don't feel obligated to reply to any of this. i need to wind down now or i'll never get to sleep.
>>83807671Here we go again. While xtc pill MDMA purity has been on the rise in the EU, you don't really know what's in the pill. It could very well be dirty or overdosed. The way to do ecstasy is to get MDMA crystals, which you can accurately measure. Getting MDMA in crystal form isn't a 100% bet it's real molly, but it's a good sign and more often than not it really is MDMA. Then measure as per your bodyweight, and drink out of a cup of water.>have any of you done ecstasy before ?Yes, more than 10 times maybe more than 20 (all crystal).>what was it like and how does just one pill feel ?An 80-100mg dose feels very serene.Like a deep calm.Euphoria peaks at some point and everything is nice. Enhanced senses like touch and music sounds really good. Also some stimulation and you won't stop talking for hours about anything and everything. Some jaw clenching there, too.>where can i find some ?Find a plug by hunting and lurking on local (or closeby) drug communities on groups on Telegram. Took me 2 months until someone dropped a link to a legit pharma meds selling group. So it could take a while. Never pay upfront. Not in crypto either. Cash to the delivery man only.Or learn to DNM if safe to do so where you're at and buy from a domestic vendor.
>>83805766I looked up overlord and it seems very similar to pikmin, the nature skin is just super comfy for getting high. If you liked overlord I heavily recommend pikmin.>A very comfy game I can recommend you playing is CartoIt looks trippy and very easy going. I'll have to check it out eventually. I might take an edible as it seems like it's a bit slow
>>83807880https://youtu.be/Tu3VibZ3qrU?si=uepP1CjrUKv0v6aR
>>83807874>it made me more creativeCounter point- it made you more eroded.>made me try to connect with peopleBut on what basis and where from? Wanting to connect with people is a common human need.Having a drug be the basis for that isn't invalid, but a bit dirty.>anons are the only people i get to have actual conversations with, you see. haven't really been successful, but i'm still tryingCan relate.>i wish i had someone more like me to care about and give love toTry dating apps. I found my now gf on one marketed for shutins. We are both awkward shutins and fit well together.>i think i'm doing that so i'm good on that oneGood. Though my three Ls are not absolute truths to find happiness and a place in the universe. It's what's important to me and worked for me.>i probably spooked that person, whether they were interested or notI can tell stories upon stories of the same happening to me.>i don't want to hold your attention hostageDon't worry about it. Convos with anons on/drugfeel/ is what I'm here for.>i need to wind down now or i'll never get to sleepFair enough. Have a good night, man. Good talk.
>>83807840I see I see. So it's a mildly educated guess.
>>83808038I'm not clicking that. Describe the video to me.
>>83808063just said that he took ecstasy pills
>>83807972>If you liked overlord I heavily recommend pikminI'll keep it in mind. Still got Rogue Trader and Ruiner to play.>It looks trippy and very easy goingIt really is.
>>83808084>just said that he took ecstasy pillsOh, I see. Should be a gif, no?
>>83806983Nta but I vape hella weed and if you're looking for a good budget entry level vape the xvape aria is perfect, its $70 and you can adjust the temperature and session length etc. The xmax starry looks to be heavily inspired by it, they just added a little straw to it.
>>83808164>if you're looking for a good budget entry level vape the xvape aria is perfect, its $70 and you can adjust the temperature and session length etc. The xmax starry looks to be heavily inspired by it, they just added a little straw to itSeems legit. I'd check it out. In my country it's ~145$ though. But I don't smoke anyway.
Damn, the meth still hasn't gotten here, guess I'll have to wait until Monday. I wish I had the energy to at least play vidya so I could do something to pass the time, but at least I've got beer so I can get drunk and fall asleep for another day and a half.
>>83791398One of the worst part of doing drugs is the convictions they can create. It's important manage the headspace during the trip, but it's also equally important to manage the headspace after a trip to make sure the conclusions one reaches are rational and novel.
>>83806055You might not believe me but I'm a moderately successful youtuber who still browses these threads, and I have some advice.>my only problem is how ambitious do i want it to be? i can throw something together quickly and upload it, or i can try to make it as good as it could possibly be but that could lead to me never uploading anything.Your first video will almost definitely be bad, but you'll learn a lot for the next one and it will be better. Focus on completing the project.>i guess deep down i'm doing this to make people like me, which is unhealthy i think. i should just make something that i like and that i want to exist, without it being some tool for attention or validation.I don't think there's anything wrong with wanting attention and validation for something you put effort into. It sounds like you're making something you're passionate about so you're not just cynically attention-seeking. I wouldn't worry about it.>i'm also arrogant in believing that there is ambition to be had here, as if i was making some work of art, which i'm not.I don't think youtube videos are particularly high-brow art but it's definitely an art. You're expressing yourself and creating an experience for a viewer.
>>83798287you believe those retards? they make commission on prescriptions written. they don't care about you.
Epstein mogged us
Do you guys have a drug problem or can you actually handle your shit? Being weak and an incel means that doing drugs will be incredibly harmful to myself and that I might lose myself in addiction, thats why I don't do it.
>>83781801>>83795979We talkin THCa flower or THCa carts?Just my $0.02 but I tried a cart for the first time from my usual dispo, and that shit sent me into a full blown schizo-panic attack for 6 hours. I'm talking voices in the walls type shit. I looked through the lab report from the cart brand's website and there wasn't even any THCa in in it, just a bunch of concentrated noidstldr do ur due diligence anon
>>83804899congratulations anon :D>>83805072seconding the vaping (dry herb vaporizer), not only is it healthier you use way less weed per seshi'd get 3-5 joints out of an 1/8th, i'm still not done with my 1/8th right now and i've vaped at least 20+ times
>>83770221lads I am craving crack bad, I went to rehab for this shit. I have been clean almost a month but tonight I just wanna go to the trap n get some. I know I will feel like shit when I run out but I still want it. I hate this.
>>83803515Only ever tried a bag of it and it was uhh okay I guess? I haven't really responded well to opioids, even heroin feels shit to me. I remember it being super caustic snorted. I don't know how else to really describe it other than being similar to heroin or oxycodone but just felt worse for you than them because it was so caustic. Oxycodone was the only opiate that felt remotely euphoric for me. Overall it's not worth it doesn't last that long, literally better off just sniffing heroin imo. I had some weird feelings on that shit on the comdowns of oither drug binges.>>83803322O-PCE felt quite close to ketamine but slightly more stimulating. Nothing about it particularly made me fond of it compared to some of the rc's like 3-HO-PCP. One good thing about it was it was potent so didn't need to snort much. It was kind of like a disso i bought along with like 5 other rc dissos that i'd only ever use if i was bored and wanted to preserve my preferred ones. It wasn't bad though.Ephenidine: I got to try about a gram of this shit and it was great. I wish I got to try more of it. It felt the closest to MXE i'd say. In that it had a noticeable euphoric push to the dissociation. A lot of these experiences are almost a decade old so I can't remember too many more specifics. My tolerance was also super high so I didn't have insane trips on it but I knew this one defs top 3 potential. It felt like a substitute for MXE with the only con being it was not super potent and hard to source. I went through it verrrry quickly.
How do you even get acid in the US?Me and my friends want to do a chuddy vision quest
>>83810827i just ordered their 2F-X-iPr. i need to get into the private discord but i haven't placed enough orders with them. i'm hoping 2FXiPr is stronger or longer lasting than fluoroxetamine or 2F-DCK. 3-FL-PCP is extremely stimulating and definitely an actual stimulant alongside its dissociative effect. 3-OH was euphoric but i wish it didn't have the opioid effect. i want to try O-PCE. i'm not convinced any dissociative i've done wasn't euphoric, but DCK literally felt horrible for me. i don't know why. it's the only disso that just felt unfun and muddy every time i took it. it's a shame too because i have a good bit and it was decently strong.
Have you guys tried S-UXD1X?
>>83803322Continued:Diphenidine: Holy fuck this was the #1 dissociative for potential mindfuck experiences in my experience. It either went one of two ways for me, a very boring, dull dissociation with simple geometric shapes like lines as visuals then moving upwards almost like you're scrolling tiktok or reels on IG lol. It had a very amnesic zombie like mindset to it, like you were on a benzo.NOW...when i did enough holy fuck did this drug send you somewhere else man. It often gave me the most mindfucky dreams I have ever experienced every and they were so bizare I don't know how to even begin to describe them besides saying it was like inception or those emcee escher stairs paintings in dream forms. Sure the content in the dreams was uniquely bizare but it was more how the nature of the dreams. Felt like completely forgetting about my life and having some bizare experience. You'd just wake up mindfucked like holy shit what was that. It did not feel like salvia though in intensity or something like that but it did have the similarity of falling into such a zombie like haze you forget about life and go into weird places of reality. I wish this drug had more exposure cause its beauty was the unique bizare inception like shit it did to reality.I'll throw in 3-HO-PCP. probs my 2nd fave disso besides MXE. Had a nice warm opiate like high and I preferred it to actual opioids. It felt pleasant but didn't have a dopamine/serotonin like euphoria to it. It was super potent. needing only a few mg at first to get me wonky. Eventually i was plugging 30mg+ of the stuff or snorting 25mg boosters. It had its own unique visual distortion and high doses almost had this snowy like filter over everything, and i don't mean like seeing snow falling, more like a minecraft texturepack changing everything to look completely different but similar like you're in an alternate reality. Ketamine and to an extent all dissociatives had that sort of effect in proper trip dosages.
>>83810878u a gay nigga who's missing out on the glory of my research chemical arylcyclohexylamines that only a few thousand humans in history have gotten to experience. ancient kings didn't even get to have this much fun.
>>83810869I've heard DCK has antibiotic properties to it and that doesn't sound like a good thing to me. I remember it being somewhat pleasant to me. Just a longer lasting more potent ketamine. No noticeable negatives but nothing super unique about it to me. I obviously haven't tried any of those newer ones you talk about. I got out of ordering rc's from the netherlands around 2019/2020. I'd try them if i knew a reliable vendor that shipped to Aus though.
>>83804899Congrats anon i remember the first time i smoked weed it was great.
>>83810919ausfailia sucks. for everything. drugs included. the US and Europe are the best places for doing drugs and basically everything else.
>>83810954Yes, especially right now. Gone are the glory days of silkroad, alphabay and dream where there were so many unique drugs available. Now it's mostly just the common ones I can source. Gone are the days where you can order bulk chink chemicals to your door super easily. I'm sure if i looked around i could find some legit labs still but it's more the point half the good shit besides psychedelics are all banned now. I used to order like 10 RC's at once of like a gram of this rare rc gram of that and it'd be at my door in sometimes as little as 5 business days. Shocked me. It literally came faster than some domestic orders.
>>83770221https://youtube.com/shorts/wStDnbC3P98Do you worry that this will be your future or is it already your present?
>>83811127Back when I was a junkie I never got those effects even on my most tweaked out moments. Even super high there would always be a part of me trying to just look normal in public. Don't know what exactly is going on for normies to turn into that shit.
>>83810985Jesus her body is fucking insane
>>83811188Indeed brother. Wide hipped korean baddies are top tier.
Does anyone have a mushroom farm?
>>83785931To you it does because trannies live rent free in your head for some reason
Doctor prescribed me trazodone for insomnia>first night works amazingly, 7 hours straight of deep sleeps with insane dreams the entire night>second night (last night) is 4 hours of kinda restless sleepIdk if the first night was just my body playing catch up or if it's because I smoked some weed (I am cutting back so I don't do it daily anymore)
>>83792494Im curious, never tried ketamine but what do people mean with "drip" exactly?
>>83807671Pretty much >>83807880. Try to avoid pills if you can and go for crystals, you never know what might be on those pills.As for the sensations, it's the best drug i have ever done in my life and you won't forget your first time ever. I still remember the first time it actually "kicked in", felt like i was experiencing the world for the first time again, everything felt new and exciting.Try to keep it at a low dose for your first time and if you feel it wear it down throughout the night always remember to redose only half of what you had a few hours ago, if possible try to do it at home or with friends, avoid raves, i think MDMA is highly overrated as a "party drug"...i consider it more of a "feel good drug" as in when i do it, i like to be the one in control of the music that i listen to (you will definitely feel this overwhelming sensation to just dance btw).Have fun anon.
The happiness from drugs is much more stable then actual happiness.If I'm actually happy all it takes is one person to fuck it up, meanwhile if I'm high it takes a lot more (or a come down) to ruin it.
My mother has major brainfog from gabapentin. Does anybody know any good nootropics? I'm already haivng her on Alpha-GPC and creatine,
>When the brainfog gets so bad you just get slapped with consciousness at random intervals
Is it true that a high weed dose feels similar to a mild shroom dose?
>>83813349if you are prone to psychosis, yes.JK, it's kinda true in general, but it's still completely different. Mild shroom dose makes you more in tune with your emotions, high weed dose numbs all emotions.
>>83813349Nah, high dose weed is kinda shit you just become more and more numb and sedated, it also just makes you brain dead retarded
>another week of work starts tomorrowI don't know how much longer I can take this. Without the joy of doing drugs the weekend, I would've killed myself ages ago. It's the only thing keeping me going at this point
>>83813349Yes if you have a low tolerance on top of that.I hallucinated an entire youtube video on weed once.
>>83806055>i've never done benzos. they seem dangerous to me. don't know what they're like at all.Benzodiazepines are basically alcohol in pill form.
>>83814714NTA but they've always freaked me out because they're too good. It's not even like I get any "high" or euphoria from them whatsoever. But when I take them all my worries just melt away. I feel like a regular person. That fact combined with the horror stories I've heard about with dependence/withdrawals has made me steer clear. I only use them for extreme stim-induced insomnia or panic attacks.
how do you guys handle withdrawls ?do you never quit drugs (you have to quit one day) or do you just lay in bed for 3 days until you are normal again ?https://youtu.be/L9UtEs7tdZY?si=o8ftglJ3Y848npsA
I hate having family over, at least I could sneak out for a quick bowl. I'll be making Japanese curry tonight, everything is prepped.>>83815363Hot.I had to taper down benzos, it feels like hell. Tapering down antidepressants is worse, infernal experience.
Hashish and benzos tonight. Fuck i feel so damn good right now.
>>83816469benzos dont do anything for meim not sure how you get a good feeling out of themhttps://youtu.be/NEfqBKBy3t0?si=qNda-KXTfNfz-hqC
>>83770221Ended up buying that ecstacyI've been selling my Ritalin script cause I hate the feelingEcstacy gave me the productivity hyperactivity thing without the lost appetiteWish I was just prescribed that for ADHD instead of Ritalin wtf
Oh and my dealer needed a laptop fixed but it was so fucked I told him I'd just give him a old piece of shit someone gave me for a half oz of weedHe gladly accepted now I have a shitload of weed
>>83816469>>83816663nta but weed + benzos is an insanely good combo for me. But that's because weed on it's own makes me anxious and paranoid.I would pair it with alcohol, but when it comes to alcohol I don't know when to stop and then I just get too drunk to enjoy the weed. With benzos I just pop a couple and that's all I'm having for the night.
>>83816689Yea, im on victan right now. Shit's wonderful cuz it's longer effect.>>83816663What did you try?
getting ketamine tomorrow i think, ive been looking forward to it for so long it's really the perfect drug for me, i cant waiti know my friends and family would be concerned though so im not telling them which makes me a little sadbut im determined to have a good time tomorrow
>>83816698>victannice, I've only ever done Ativan. Yeah it would be nice if it lasted longer. Enjoy yourself, anon!
>>83816785>ive been looking forward to it for so longIs it your first time trying it?>i know my friends and family would be concerned though so im not telling them which makes me a little sadYeah that comes with the territory, especially when it's some shit you put up your nose. That sort of thing freaks normies out.
>>83816663nta but I think benzos just don't work for some ppl.I don't really feel anything "good" from benzos but it does make me normal, so if I need it I take it.
im feeling really fucking bad right now
>>83817183dont care and didn't ask
>>83817128>>83817128>Is it your first time trying it?ive done it quite a few times before. super used to it and will forever love it.best experience on it was at a hardcore show inside some donut shop in chicago. bumped it in the handicap stall with my girl friends and clung onto the countertop while i watched my friend do some floor-stomping moves she learned from playing so much ddr. i was like 17 and thought i was in the coolest place in the world. i have many good memories like that with ketamine. its so blissful to me. >Yeah that comes with the territory, especially when it's some shit you put up your nose. That sort of thing freaks normies out.it sucks. it definitely scares them. i had a friend tell me they wish i didnt do drugs, and it just made me feel bad because i dont want to stop. so i keep it a secret. i hate lying though. it makes me feel scummy.
>>83817290I feel like unless you're high around them it's not that big of a deal. Depends on your usage imo. How much are you taking and is it more of an evening thing or more constant?
>>83817183try to chill out and find something comfortingI wear a scarf whenever I feel overwhelmed.
>>83817309i guess my usage is kind of heavy but i dont do it around people who dont know im on it -- i think thats cringe -- and i put school and stuff first
i am addicted to 7ohthe government will probably ban it soon
>>83817355That's good. My problem is when I have some in my possession and no immediate responsibilities I'll just go through a whole two grams in a week (which I know isn't insanely heavy compared to some people, but still taking it several times daily). I try not to be around people when I'm using that heavily, which has the side effect of making me reclusive and isolated. That's basically the case with all drugs for me now that I think about it. I can't just leave a baggie of anything in my desk drawer without being tempted to take it.
first time getting high in 4 months it is good to be back
>>83807503>Chances that the mushrooms and acid i buy off a canadian website that says it's legal are gonna be poop and buttVery low if you buy from the right website, and even if it happens they will refund you with a store credit or send replacement. I know almost all of those websites, for psychedelics and shrooms in particular Bluegoba.com, Psychedelia.io and Lucidsupply.io (all 3 are owned by the same people and offer product from the same supply just with different packaging, there is also AmplifiedMind from them but it mainly sells ket, molly and 2C-B, no acid or shrooms), these are all 100% legit with top quality shroomsThen there is hallucinogenics.store, I have no experience with them but they have a great reputation and a discord server with free giveaways.>>83807531Bullshit, you just need to know the right sites and you will get the highest quality stuff you can find anywhere
>>83817670being high is awesome my main man
>>83770221do any of you guys believe that the dissociative feeling you get from some drugs like salvia is real?i'm a healthy guy, very safe drug user, but sometimes i get brain fog or deja vu and the whole world feels so fake, like reality is an illusion. and when i die i could easily see myself just waking up in another life as if all of this was just one big dream.
>>83817916I don't think it's useful to think about material reality as "fake," but I also think it's reasonable to accept that we are limited creatures and there are things beyond our comprehension. Perhaps one day we will awake to realize that this conscious experience was illusory in comparison to the reality inhabited after the awakening. It's important not to take this life too seriously, but it's also worth caring about because it's all we've got for the time being.
>>83817916no its not realand i get bored and sick without drugs
>>83817916Nothing/No thing is real, everything that is subjected to time/change is transient and therefore illusory, the true nothingness is the impersonal absolute consciousness that transcends everything and at the same time everything exists within it, as it is the ultimate subject and source of all reality (which in itself is its dream, a product of its perception), you have forgot your true self and are hence trapped in this realm by the ego, a product of your mind, that separates you from the true self. This knowledge is the essence of all legitimate metaphysical traditions and has existed universally in all pre-Abrahamic cultures.
>>83817951i feel like we probably weren't meant to have the knowledge that this "illusion" is fakeeven if it's true it's not like there's much you can do about it. i've read those stories of people who tried to explore reality with DMT and they just went crazy
bad news lads I dropped my gamecube on the last of my andrew tate pingers
>>83801048Are you the favela anon ? When i said phone apps i meant telegram, but if contacting actual pharmacies on whatsapp worked, more power to you
I think I took 28mg of alprazolam, because lower doses like 8mg weren't having any effect. The only thing I felt with 28mg was drowsiness and loss of motor coordination; I didn't feel relaxed at all.
>>83819991>Are you the favela anon ?Yes. When i said phone apps i meant telegram, but if contacting actual pharmacies on whatsapp worked, more power to youIt would take me about 2 months to find a Telegram or Whatsapp group that sold without a prescription.
>>83812081The drip is when you snort drugs and you taste it in the back of your throat and it tastes like gross chemicals.
thoughts on parnate
Lots of disso talk ITT.
2.1g of Pregabalin down the hatch. Just enough to get a sorta stimulating effect with my tolerance, but not enough to cripple my movement so I can run to a bomb shelter would I need to.Though, I think it's gonna be a quiet night.
i will not take anything for a month.not even alcohol.
>>83821489Bold decision, be strong.What's your drug of choice?
>>83817876>BullshitI just don't trust clearnet drugs.
>>83810019>We talkin THCa flower or THCa carts? I mean a jar of THC-A live resin.
>>83810878What is it? Couldn't find any data on it.
>>83822006hes fucking with you dude, read out the name of the drug he's talking about and you'll see how
>>83821945i'm not him but i've been buying clearnet for over a decade. i bought like 5g of 4-aco from somebody named composynth chems, and then i got MXE and 3-meo from lab-story.>>83817876you know anyone else who sells dissociatives other than ketamine? ketamine is fun but underwhelming compared to all the designer dissociatives i've done. those things are awesome, and everyone who's never done them is missing out so hard. i wonder if elon musk ever did MXE or 3-MeO-PCP.
>>83822174Oh, sucks dicks. Hehe. Dumb.
>>83822204>i bought like 5g of 4-aco from somebody named composynth chems, and then i got MXE and 3-meo from lab-storyIn here all analogues are banned. Clearnet drugs are sketchy and dangerous to get.
I was misteken. 2.1g Pregabalin is enough to cripple my movement. Good news tolerance wise, I guess. Anyway, I feel this night will be quiet. There's an American diplomat sent to Iran to negotiate a deal, so they won't attack yet.
Has anyone here ever overdosed on Fent or H? Or knows someone?Is it really 100% peaceful?
>>83822545>Is it really 100% peaceful?Talked to anons who ODed and no, it's not peaceful. You notice your breathing getting shallower more and more without any ability to do anything. It induces severe panic. Better to add benzos to black out at the stage you're dying to avoid panic and sleep into death.
>>83822631How is that possible if people are knocked out within seconds?
>>83822631Also, in other places for drugs I talked to people who ODed on it and almost died and described it as a few seconds of bliss and then just peaceful darkness. So someone is lying here and I'm confused.
>>83822692>>83822677>>83822545>>83822631the experience varies dramatically based on how fast it's happening and how much you ODed.if you just shot a massive overdose into your veins you'd just knock out instantly and not even know you died.but if you're ODing slowly, it gets more and more intense, and since i never even liked nodding, the few times i overshot my RC opioids a bit, it really freaked me out. it wasn't "hard" to breathe. it was like i couldn't fully "remember" to breathe, and it made me very freaked out because i didn't have narcan on hand and didn't know how much stronger it would get.fortunately, i only nodded for maybe an hour each of those times, and it was a light nod. i don't understand people who like heavy nodding. it's so dangerous, and the weirdness of it makes it hard to enjoy. i just like the typical medium-dose opioid high--especially combined with other drugs.
>>83822677>How is that possible if people are knocked out within seconds?You'll still be aware of your breathing. It won't knock you out like you think.>>83822692>described it as a few seconds of bliss and then just peaceful darknessI talked to anons who ODed and they described the breathing panic. Each one without fail. You'll still be aware, if drowsy. Better to add a lot of benzos about 10-20 minutes before dosing with the goal to OD.Idk what the people you talked to went through, but it isn't an accurate description of Opioid OD.You'll be aware you're dying for sure.
>>83822759>if you just shot a massive overdose into your veins you'd just knock out instantly and not even know you diedMost people don't IV for many reasons, especially cause they don't know how. They'll snort it or smoke it, so most people will die slowly and panic. I guess a huge dose IVed would be lethal and swift.
>>83822796>You'll still be aware of your breathing. It won't knock you out like you think.Why are you trolling and fearmongering? You don't feel your breath when you are unconscious.>>83822759Thank you for reply.
>>83822853Is IV that hard?
>>83822872>Why are you trolling and fearmongering?I'm not. I'm sorry if it looks like that. I'm just repeating what I've heard and know. Even >>83822759 describes the breath thing. Afaik, you'll still be aware and would benefit from adding benzos beforehand. I've limited experience with Opioids and most I've done is 50mg Oxycodone. Didn't even nod. If you don't IV a huge dose and consume the drug in other, more popular ROAs you won't have a good time.
>>83822872>Thank you for replyIt seems like you're looking to confirm your opinion more than finding the truth.
>>83822892no, it's easy. but for regular drug use i have no idea why people inject. you can just shoot liquid drugs already dissolved up your ass and it kicks in in just a few minutes. i don't understand why you would inject and risk ruining your heart and bloodstream when it's so easy to get drugs into you quickly.
>>83822980>>83822961>t. mentally ill trollYOU DO NOT FEEL YOUR BREATHING WHEN YOU ARE UNCONSCIOUS
>>83822892You'd need someone to guide you the first time. It's easy to fuck up. It's also easy to hurt yourself trying.
>>83823010>YOU DO NOT FEEL YOUR BREATHING WHEN YOU ARE UNCONSCIOUSI'm just saying what I know. Chances are you'd be aware. You can dismiss me as a "mentally ill troll" but even the other anon with experience described the breath thing. You'd need a lot in a short time to be unconscious and that is only possible with IV. Even smoking a lot won't do the trick. Better add benzos.As far as I know. Fwiw. I can't even see how it's considered trolling. I'm being honest. And I am really badly mentally ill, thanks for reminding me my life is hell.
https://youtu.be/TrQypgLPnps?si=MdihLkxEfqPFS0klohh i pour a 4 of that wockhardt
>>83823143>>83823100>>83823025>>83823010drug addicts of r9k would u be willing to have sex or sell urselves for a high and how common is this?trying to get laid by targetting addicts
>>83823149i have never considered that in my lifethe hardest drug i ever did was 7oh and you can buy it with a credit card
>>83823149ohh yeaahhi pour a 4 of that wockhardt
>>83823149https://youtu.be/6X4C3RrrlMk?si=JdQ4ojEgEQ4dRmA7
>>83823149im off dat bellucci niggahttps://youtu.be/oNK4V8weoiM?si=N_sI_SbL91lY6Ujdhttps://youtu.be/nFmJ5yjBMhg?si=AhaC3h7kYvKUsK3t
>>83823149>trying to get laid by targetting addictst. troll
