i need to complain
>>83808832Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint!
>>83808838faggot song from a faggot band
>>83808851I'm so angry it's crossed over into confusion
>>83808854listen to some real music like the beatles, faggot.
i got mental illnesses and depression
my doctor told me that>my weight was water weight>because of sodium intake>and bread contains the entire daily intake amount of sodiumso i read everything i use to make sandwiches today plus my energy drink>sodium of the bread, chicken loaf, cheese and energy drink make up maybe 80% of the adult sodium daily intake>makes up about 700~800calsi think i should sue her for lying, thoughts?>>83808838>>83808851what is this song
>>83808866heart shaped box by nirvana. its about some whores vagina or something.
>>83808864yeah most people on here do
>>83808877im not people
>>83808866why does the reason matter, if ur overweight ur overweight, just eat less bro
>>83808874is it actually? ive listened to that song and dont remember those lyrics but at the same time i cant understand shit that whacked out heroin addict is saying in most of his songs
>>83808885i eat 800cals max if im eating 3 sandwiches so like do i start starving myself or throwing up the food or what
>>83808860I listen to all kinds of music including the beatles>>83808866>what is this songHeart Shaped Box>>83808874It's not about Love's vagina it's about relationships come on man read the lyrics
>>83808888it is according to courtney love but shes a retarded lying manipulative whore so who knows
>>83808905>acting as if kurts lyrics actually meant anything and werent just random bullshitkurt literally said himself not to read into the lyrics btw.
>>83808900idk u tell me whats happening if ur gaining on a deficit
>>83808832Griffith did everything wrong.
>>83808915Humans can't do random. Even if they're nonsensical they're going to have some significance. At the bare minimum the song being about a vagina doesn't make sense given the words.
>>83808930nigger fart rape balls. tell me the significance of that, retard.
>>83808934Edgy shock value, annoyance. See, it has meaning
>>83808907what didn't kurt release his own lyrics?>>83808925my body is retarded and broken methinks i should shoot up heroin like kurt cocaine>>83808927griffith did nothing wrong cause hes too pretty for that
>>83808941shut the fuck up dude you're talking out of your ass just like kurt was. his songs dont mean shit. you're a faggot and your music taste is shit.>>83808944>what didn't kurt release his own lyrics? what the fuck are you saying?
>>83808952>what the fuck are you saying?fuck idk man
>>83808860>real music>beatlesplease be bait
>>83809007literally the greatest band in history and completely revolutionised music btw. none of the shit you listen to now would exist without them.
thread devolves into music arguments
>>83809020I exclusively listen to delta blues so you're very wrong
>>83809082>i am a retarded nigger so you're wrong
>>83808866that was the complaint?
>>83809110yeah that was my complaint
>>83808832Rickert is the only one who knows about Falconia's colosseum to sate the demon cavalry's bloodlust. I forgot why he was even there or why he's separated from Guts or seems to be in a temporary truce with Griffith. Maybe I should reread the final arc of Berserk.
>>83809119didnt he get captured and griffith asked them to stay there or something, it was only a few months ago that i read it but i already don't remember >why he's separated from Gutsguts was busy taking casca to the elf island>seems to be in a temporary truce with Griffiththis is right before he slaps griffith
>>83809020I can acknowledge their value as a progenitor without worshipping what is just "pretty good" in comparison to the wealth of music that come out since the 60s. It's only natural they've been outdone in every area since so much time has passed, doesn't mean they're worthless. As well, even their contemporaries (The Jimi Hendrix Experience comes to mind) wash them completely in some areas.>>83809082Based>>83787783>how does one even get into that anyways?If you have one fetish you tend to fall into others more easily, it's a compounding thing. >did you just go from 0 to 100? is it full guro like mutilated bodies?Started with femdom of guys just getting beaten till they bled, ended with women being lacerated and turned into unidentifiable piles of guts. Over the course of ~3 months. >questioning people with extreme fetishes is something i like to doWouldn't this boil down to just asking porn addicts how they spiraled 99% of the time? In my case it stemmed from something more personal, but most fetishes arrive from people jacking off too much. This is the case with homosexuality especially, a lot of gay niggas are just horrible porn addicts and would return to the default if they kept their hand out their pants.
>>83809137He probably knows that there's nothing he can do to fight Griffith on equal terms. All he can do is reject him and his utopia out of principle. The existence of Elf Island reminded me that there are other utopias in the Berserk world, and so Griffith's is contrived by comparison. Maybe Miura was building up to some kind of Lord of the Rings development.
>>83808944>griffith did nothing wrong cause hes too pretty for thatHe raped a Black queen.
>>83809146typed all that when you couldve just said you like cock and it would have the same effect
>>83809146>If you have one fetish you tend to fall into others more easily, it's a compounding thingwell of course, ive talked to enough porn addicts to know that lmao.whats most interesting to me is that it started as a femdom-related thing and ended like that. how does that work?>Wouldn't this boil down to just asking porn addicts how they spiraled 99% of the time?yep, it is basically that most of the time. tho the thing is, most of the time, i believe these people wouldve ended up with fetishes even without porn addiction, if they were exposed to the content even once. i believe the people who "end up as faggots from porn" were already faggots to begin with. also, some people still manage to have these fetishes even if they dont consume much porn at all, so... yeah.>>83809171>Maybe Miura was building up to some kind of Lord of the Rings development.god i would hope not. berserks been an utter snooze fest for the last decade+, it would've been completely ruined if he went that route.literally watched a lotr movie with my crush and it killed me, it was so boring, sp drawn out, i only remember 2 scenes. we ended up putting the fanmade russian dub on just to make things interesting. great times>>83809208ok but its griffith
>>83809261he said he liked women being turned into blood paste moron get it right
>>83809268yeah so in other words hes a retarded faggot
1/2 scale sonico is only $2k aud... but 1/1 scale rurumu is only $5k
rurumu 1/1 next to a cosplayer
12 monogatari figures will arrive this month or next, griffith nendo too, this is gonna be great
>>83808832*squishes your little arm flab*ORA!
>>83809266>whats most interesting to me is that it started as a femdom-related thing and ended like that. how does that work?Fuck if I know. If I were to guess, it's probably because seeing testicles dissected hit too close to home, but I still wanted to see people being gored. That, and I started to dislike 99% of femdom stuff.>>83808944This is true but I'd still be saying it if he was an ugly as sin. His dream got raped by Guts so really they're even really, if he just gave it up so peacefully it'd sully all his talk of dreams and destiny. Unrelated but Griffith reminds me a lot of Liquid Snake. They're both excellent foils to their corresponding protagonists, and share other similarities in design and ideals.
>>83809677>because seeing testicles dissected hit too close to homebecause you have testicles or have you gotten your balls dissected before?>I started to dislike 99% of femdom stuff.why? because people into it are budget homos in denial?>This is true but I'd still be saying it if he was an ugly as sin.that was a joke, id probably say it either way as well. you're right.ok but imagine if he were ugly, i feel like people would act like his character was a lot worse if he was. >Unrelated but Griffith reminds me a lot of Liquid Snake. i really gotta play mgs
>>83809710>because you have testicles or have you gotten your balls dissected before?The latter was threatened to me a lot as a youth, and the former is just true.>why? because people into it are budget homos in denial?Because they're losers. The entire appeal is spiritual/psychological submission, and it's lost on these impotent fags that were born without a flame to quell. This carries over the pornography as well, where the guy is some weak willed cunt being seduced by his mom or something. I can't self insert as a loser I'm too cool for that>id probably say it either as wellBut why is he right in your eyes?>i really gotta play mgsIt's goated, make sure you play in the right resolution running it widescreen is inauthentic. I've only played 1 unfortunately, my shitass laptop can't emulated anything beyond the PS1. Easily one of my favorites, I'm due for a replay
okay you can co,plain
>>83809840what, you were threatened with dissection? what happened to ball kicking threats? wtf? >where the guy is some weak willed cunt being seduced by his mom or somethingoh god i forgot about momcest shit, bleh, yeah. its been taken over by mommy shit, pegging, cucking... it is pretty gay and lame.>But why is he right in your eyes?i cant say hes right, more that he isnt in the wrong. griffith was still a kid, driven by emotions. dude was upset his (property) left him, went and did something without proper planning, got captured, and tortured beyond belief for 2 fucking years. his life was over. you think someone, a kid, whos been through so much hardship is just gonna be ok in the end?also i wanted to quickly reread the first eclipse chapter, do you think that if they didnt go after him and treat him as incompetent (even tho he was, he literally couldn't walk or speak) theyd all still be alive right now?>stay back, if you touch my shoulder now, ill never forgive youi really cant help but feel bad for griffith>make sure you play in the right resolution running it widescreen is inauthenticill be playing it on my tv/ps4 so idk if i can control that lol
>>83809849i already did complain
its really unfair the pillows disbanded before i could see them live in concert, its been one of my biggest "wants" in life since i was 12
ive been singing the berserk 1997 op without knowing its from berserk for like a fucking week
>>83810020this song is too upbeat for berserk
>>83809925>what, you were threatened with dissection?Having my dick chopped off and fed to dogs, but close enough.>what happened to ball kicking threats?My balls hadn't dropped yet, and the threat came from my grandma who probably couldn't kick to begin with.>griffith was still a kidHe was 20 something during the latter parts of Golden Age (likely), and you can gauge his mental maturity from the way he speaks. And with the intellect to command the Band so well, it's clear that Griffith has easily met the mental faculties of a grown man. Why infantilize him?>do you think that if they didnt go after him and treat him as incompetent (even tho he was, he literally couldn't walk or speak) theyd all still be alive right now?They wouldn't. In the end, achieving his dream through uncompromised will was made impossible due to his own injuries, and leading the Band of the Hawk from a stretcher wouldn't satisfy man of Griffiths character. His existence in such a sorry state was insult enough from life itself to justify the eclipse in his eyes.>i really cant help but feel bad for griffithHe's an admirable bastard that's earned all my respect in losing all my sympathy.>>83810007They're awesome, I should listen to the FLCL soundtrack again it's been ages. Have you been to any shows? And what other dream concerts do you have? I've got a bunch.>>83810020How? Also you should listen to a full album by penpals since they made Tell Me Why. I recommend Super Powerless, it has tell me why and a buncha other good tracks. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exTep-v1n54>>83810022The anime is actually pretty upbeat for the most part, bloodiness aside. The first and last episodes are nothing but suffering, but the rest of the time spent with the hawks is kinda chill. It fits.
fat fingered the spoiler button awardphoneposter award
>>83810082oh so she cant kick but she can go do all that. what a weird threat for a kid tho>Why infantilize him?huh, i was under the impression he was only 19-20 around the time of the eclipse, that was why. i can still make the point that no one would be in a mentally stable state after being tortured for 2 years tho.google ai says he was 24-27 at the time of the eclipse which i fucking doubt.>They wouldn't. In the end, achieving his dream through uncompromised will was made impossible due to his own injuriesbut did every single person need to be a sacrifice to achieve it? i cant remember.>Have you been to any shows? And what other dream concerts do you have? I've got a bunch.ive been to see gorillaz and crywank, my dream ones would probably be... destroy boys, phf, hilltop hoods, pisse, molchat doma, femtanyl (tranny), other ones id want to see are disbanded or dead. whats yours?if the pillows ever do an anniversary reunion concert tho ill fly out immediately >How?god knows, i havent watched the anime and didnt know much about its soundtrack. i should probably watch it
>>83810142>can still make the point that no one would be in a mentally stable state after being tortured for 2 years thoHe'd still sacrifice everyone even if he magically maintained his mind after all the torture, it's just who he is. A man of that ambition would sooner kill himself than live a life robbed of the autonomy to strive. The eclipse was caused by his ideals, the torture was just what pushed them to it's limits.>but did every single person need to be a sacrifice to achieve it?He cherished the Hawks, so offering the thing he cherished the most meant sacking all of them. How I remember it anyway.>GorilliazLiked them in middle school, don't care too much for them now.>CrywankI hear the name float around often but I know nothing of them.>Pisse, molchatThey're alright, and molchat is good.>hilltop, destroy boysLiterally who?>PHFGoated but I don't get how they'd work live, isn't it a 1 man operation using programmed instruments?>femtanyl (tranny)They're local to me actually, had a show recently in Toronto but it wouldn't be worth my money going alone. Chaser was a good album hearing it the first couple of times but it didn't have much staying power with me, the rest of their stuff is whatever. You listen to any other electronic stuff cuz I'm super into it? Also why'd you note them being a tranny>whats yours?I'd wanna see spaceghostpurrp, vein.fm, the gerogerigegege, chief keef, yacopsae (german band), carcass grinder, and then a handful of other rap/metal/ acts, too many to list.>I've seenFleshwater, goreshit, dj sharpnel, angel du$t, ingrown, and then a handful of local electronic acts. I looooooove shows but I'm too fucking broke to go to then, you should blow your figure money on that instead tbdesu
>>83810260hmm, idk, i dont think i really believe that. id like to think better of him.>I hear the name float around often but I know nothing of them.theyre a depressing whiny antifolk duo and theyre amazing (to me)>Literally who?hilltop hoods is an australian hiphop group, one of the most popular music groups to come out of aus. destroy boys is a girl punk band>Goated but I don't get how they'd work live, isn't it a 1 man operation using programmed instruments?not sure how it works but hes done heaps of live shows EVERYWHERE EXCEPT NZS SISTER COUNTRY AUSTRALIA>You listen to any other electronic stuff cuz I'm super into it? i like a little goreshit and then i mostly just listen to random songs otherwise>Also why'd you note them being a trannywhy not?only one i know out of your list is gerogerigegege, or well, i recognise it.youve seen a lot for someone whos apparently broke lmao but based for goreshit>you should blow your figure money on that instead tbdesuyeah if bands and musicians i like actually came to my state maybe id do that but the only ones that have that i wanted to see were gorillaz and crywank. i dont want to go to other states alone
my mum finds out my cousin had a baby and shes already asking to be the stand in grandma, way to make me feel bad as if her joking im a lesbian isnt enough
>>83810478with this and valentines day coming up, im preparing myself for total mental collapse. gotta prepare my poor little head
>>83808866Is that all you're eating in a day? Like 700-800 calories would work for dieting I guess, but if you're getting 80% of your daily intake from just 800 calories out of like 1600 then yeah you have too much sodium. Other than that, water weight fluctuates but if you're losing weight it'll go down over time on average.
>>83810478shes so worried i wont have grandkids, she was talking about me using me $5k savings to get a donor so she can see me have one before she dies. trying to live vicariously through me cause she regrets not having more kids.too much pressure...
>>83810517>$5k savings to get a donorI'll knock you up for free
>>83810510yep, ill usually eat 2 or 3 sandwiches in a day and this was calculating for 3. id probably get less sodium if i switched to purely steak instead, but i wont pay those prices. its 80% of my daily intake of salt, if im not going over like she thought, i thought itd be fine. the water weight isnt disappearing afaik tho. weight loss is such a drag
>>83810522ew manmy virginity is reserved for my crush anyhow
Thanks for the thread OP, I'll complain here too.>be in random (pokemon) chatroom>conversation turns to telekinesis>people eventually start talking about murder possibilities>I say "nah, I would do petty evil, not major evil like murder">I would grope someone telekinectically when there was only one other person around them, ruining interpersonal relationships>several shocked reactions>you have been banned! reason: inappropriateWhat the fuck is wrong with people today.Bonus:>pm mod asking what's up (just to make sure)>he says something along the line of "bloodbending is fictional, but groping is always sexual"IT'S ALL FICTIONAL, IT'S A BULLSHIT CONVERSATION ABOUT TELEKINESISIf I had more time I should have made the counterpoint that if I'm groping them with some sort of ESP powers it's not even like I would get any enjoyment out of it. I hate what the normalfags are becoming even more. You can't even have a previously safe exchange of hypothetical bullshit anymore.(rejection sensitivity sucks, it's why i don't even talk to people IRL as is)
>>83810478>>83810517You like just turned 20, both of you should relax. Your mom ain't too old anyhow, why is she worried about dying?>>83810533Yeah, weight loss is a pain but exercising is almost always better than calorie restrictions. Walking is pretty good for burning calories, but you'd need to get shoes that aren't platforms or high heels.
>>83809849co'mplaining does literally nothing to satisfy that possible ego of studying enjoyment if anything it destroys it and causes accidents. gotta have it
>>83810563i mean it is kinda inappropriate and groping is one of those "no-no" topics that if you're talking to people in a big space you should stay away from, but>>he says something along the line of "bloodbending is fictional, but groping is always sexual"this is pretty retarded.he couldve just said "it was inappropriate discussion" but his reasoning just comes off stupid.youd be better off having those conversations on 4chan and not some pokemon chatroom
>>83810565>why is she worried about dying?its looking like shes getting early onset dementia >Walking is pretty good for burning calories, but you'd need to get shoes that aren't platforms or high heels.i thought walking was bad for burning calories, but its not like im not doing some exercise on top of that calorie deficit. its not something im forcing myself to do either, im not really hungry
>>83810459>hmm, idk, i dont think i really believe that. id like to think better of him.this seems like bait for me to go "ohhhhh you wouldn't say this if he was chopped doe". He's evil and theres nothing that can acquit him. Not that theres nothing worth admiring, if I had his half will I'd be worth something.>Crywank, hilltopI'll check out crywank later, but I probably won't like it if it's depressive. I found all the depressed music I loved when I was depressed, I'd never be able to find anything in my relatively happy state. Hilltop sounded too poppy from the tracks I heard, not quite my tempo.>EVERYWHERE EXCEPT NZS SISTER COUNTRY AUSTRALIAImagine how I feel with shows exclusive to America...>youve seen a lot for someone whos apparently broke lmao but based for goreshitFlesh/ingrown/du$t was all one show, goreshit performed with a buncha other artist's, sharpnel was the same case. I've been to 7 separate shows total. The best was fleshwater since it was my first metal show and I moshed hard the whole time, and a local electronic one since all my friends were there with me. Danced for like 4 hours at that one, good time.>only recognize gerogerigegegeHow do you not recognize fucking chief keef? Everyone on the planet has heard love sosa>>83810563>>be in random (pokemon) chatroomNigga got banned off the pokemon showdown chatrooms hahahahah, you should play me right now in a match. Gen 8 battle factory rn bro make it happen
>>83810618really, theres a chance i wouldnt. tho ive defended some pretty """chopped""" (i hate that word) looking dudes>Hilltop sounded too poppy from the tracks I heard, not quite my tempo.their old stuff is the best, their restrung albums with the orchestra backing are divine >Imagine how I feel with shows exclusive to America.youd still get triple what i get considering you live in a major city in canada :(>Everyone on the planet has heard love sosanever heard it, i dont listen to stuff like that
>>83810593Sorry to hear about that, although I can relate. My mom's not lookin' so good at the moment anyhow. Also nah, walking is great for burning calories. There are plenty of calculators online to check, although the amount you'll burn is based on how much you weigh obviously. Girls are kind of out of luck on losing weight fast, given that they're smaller.
>>83810618>Gen 8 battle factory rn bro make it happenSorry bruh I only play randoms, I can't be bothered to put in the autism needed to make a team. But yeah that was totally me kek.>>83810578Yeah I get that, and if it was a mute or something I would just take it on the chin and accept it. I would complain internally because the entire point of the action/message wasn't that I would do it for my own kicks, but purely to mess with people. I explicitly said to frame people, it was just that groping was the first thing that came to mind. It could have been anything else. >>83810517>trying to live vicariously through meI won't be able to fully articulate my point well here, but it's not "living vicariously through you", in all likelihood. Remember that she came from a different era, where kids not only societally expected but good / a blessing from god, etc. You are also a woman which means a ticking fertility window. She's just worried about you. Being a mother was probably the best thing that happened to her and she's worried her child (you) won't be able to experience the same joy. It's a very normal parent thing that has nothing to do with "living vicariously through you".
>>83810699ah, thats not good. she seemed to be doing well for a bit right?>although the amount you'll burn is based on how much you weigh obviously.im big so i should lose lots :( its like my body doesnt want to let go of the weight. its really stressing me out
>>83810651>youd still get triple what i getWhich makes it all the more tragic since I can't burn money on them.>i dont listen to stuff like thatNo taste no swag...>orchestra backingYeah definitely not my type lmfao>>83810702>Sorry bruh I only play randoms, I can't be bothered to put in the autism needed to make a team.Anon, battle factory IS randomized. It's just randbats but with premade teams and random tiers instead. Like one battle will be 2 random ubers teams, and the next will he 2 random RU teams facing off, and so on. Message me on showdown and I'll challenge you, my handle is Devonn Hendryxx>>83810593>i thought walking was bad for burning caloriesIt's the best thing ever, I used to be like 220lbs at 6'1 and I dropped down to 170 off walking and fasting. I'd kill to be 220lbs again doe, I'm built better now but only 180lbs. Mass monster...
>>83810702>It could have been anything else.thieving wouldve probably been a better choice.its not like theyll understand your reasoning, its all the same to them>it's not "living vicariously through you", in all likelihoodoh it totally is, shes told me, she even said it then. she wants to be a mum again (tho she failed with me, lol). our family and the families around us have never been religious (besides me ig) so there was nothing like that involved>You are also a woman which means a ticking fertility windowim only 20, i still got technically like 2 decades left, tho i wouldnt have kids if im approaching 30
>>83810740>Which makes it all the more tragic since I can't burn money on them.get a job :]>It's the best thing ever, I used to be like 220lbs at 6'1 and I dropped down to 170 off walkingchrist, if only my body would let me do that, shits unfair (joking)>I'm built better now but only 180lbs. Mass monster...go to the gym and get 40lbs of muscle mass
im gonna be building a bookshelf
>>83810715Yeah, she is coming back sometime soon but it really does feel like bracing for the end. Also stress makes it harder to lose weight, I'd figure(your body holds onto fat specifically for hard times and all). Try to relax and work out plenty. Muscle mass helps to burn calories too.
>>83810793coming back? she went to hospital? thats not good... shes pretty old now right? it probably is getting to that stage>Also stress makes it harder to lose weight, I'd figurei thought stress was great for weight loss. i have been stupidly stressed lately, my nails have been bitten to the point of bleeding and i cant sleep cause it hurts. idek what the stressor is for that. its not typical behaviour for me
im bad at this building things, goddamn, im such a weak wristed little bitch i cant even hold planks of wood that well
>>83810815Yeah, she was being taken care of while she was recovering but her time in the hospital is over. She's just recovering from some surgical complications.Stress can be good I guess if you ate less, but I figure it'd just make things worse. I know a lot of people stress eat too. Also you shouldn't do that so much, take it easy and relax a bit.>>83810944Gotta prop it up on some stuff then. Probably best to wait on working with all of that though until your mom can help out or something.
>>83810741>im only 20, i still got technically like 2 decades leftYeah I thought that too... over a decade ago... I still feel that now. Time goes fast, but more bitching about this will make me sound old.
>>83810998how longs she been in there for? since you're american is this gonna put you in generational debt?>I know a lot of people stress eat too. i used to, thats probably how i once got so fat...>Also you shouldn't do that so muchcant help it, i do it without thinking.also, shes helping now :D>>83811038oh god dont make me think about it, im so scared of time flying and ending up 30 or 40 before i know it. nothing wrong with bitching about it
>>83810753>get a job :]Were it so easy.. if I were aussie I'd have a tradie job by now, heard it's good there.>go to the gym and get 40lbs of muscle massMy family would starve if I ate that well. Food is money.>christ, if only my body would let me do thatIt's more of a mental thing no? I have "slow metabolism" and still managed it.>>83811038I turn 21 this year I'm an old fucking man my elbows need grease and my knees need WD40
>>83811115they pay decent but tradie culture is fucking disgusting. nothing i despise more than trade workers. even if they do "good" by working their professions>My family would starve if I ate that wellskill issue on their part>It's more of a mental thing no? a mental thing? how would that work
>>83811113A couple weeks now. Also nah, not that much money is being tied up in this to my knowledge since she has health insurance.>i used to, thats probably how i once got so fat...Makes sense, although if losing weight for you does prove to be really hard even with exercise then you should look into thyroid stuff.Hopefully you and your mom have plenty of fun working together, also I guess I can't complain since I bite my fingers a lot. I just don't chew my nails.
>>83811151>tradie culture is fucking disgusting. nothing i despise more than trade workers. even if they do "good" by working their professionsaye fuck you too it's honest work and it's fun work, what's your problem widdem>mental thing? how would that workYou don't resent your own body enough basically. For me when I lost that weight it took me waking up everyday for weeks in headache inducing anger to drum up the will to finally get off my ass. If you're not bothered to lose weight that much daily, then youll never muster the energy to actually shed some pounds. Speaking personally, of course.
>>83811160oh, so youve been on your own all that time. i kinda assumed this was all happening at home. she'll probably be excited about being back home soon>you should look into thyroid stuff.will be, if they let me. my gayass doctor said i wont be getting assistance with weight related things because i had an ED (two) in the past>Hopefully you and your mom have plenty of fun working togetheri wish it was fun. she doesnt understand simple instructions and gets super angry about it. we're taking a break.so you just, bite your fingers? like, chomping on them?>>83811174>what's your problem widdemthey sexually harass me and theyre dirty filthy creatures. also every electrician ive met is a pedophile. i hate tradies with my whole being >You don't resent your own body enough basicallyah, thats true. i dont. i like my body for the most part. im actually terrified of losing weight because >i can already feel my pulse so strongly, especially my aortic, it freaks me out>my proportions become so outrageously strange i look anorexic and chubby at the same time>i dont want more attention the health reasons would be good, but, yeah. tho i do try very hard and fret about not losing it a lot. i should still be losing it. i get pretty angry and upset about it. guess i gotta get angrier maybe>weeks in headache inducing anger to drum up the will to finally get off my assit took you weeks to get angry enough to lose weight?
>>83810741say im only 20 but my family member was only 19 when she got pregnant and was a drug addict and shes doing great now, and the baby is so fucking cute, i hope i get to hold her next time. its been so long since ive gotten to
>>83811279Well my sister came down, so I've had her and my niece around to help lighten things up. I imagine my mom'll be happy, although she isn't happy that both me and my sister want to clear out the hoard of shit she has. She was already upset that we cleaned up the kitchen.Well, for the thyroid stuff they'll need to draw your blood too. Gonna need to find a cute enough nurse to get you over your fear of needles. Also yeah, I have a bad habit of just biting into my thumb or pointer finger.
>>83811279>they sexually harass me and theyre dirty filthy creatures. also every electrician ive met is a pedophile. i hate tradies with my whole beingOK maybe it's just the aussie ones>it took you weeks to get angry enough to lose weight?Sorta? This all transpired years ago when I was in HS so it's hard to recall. I'm pretty sure after realizing how much I really hated my body and how much hell could've been avoided if I stopped being a lardasss, I was frozen into hopelessness. This turned into anger and eventually restlessness, so I lost the weight. Being still physically hurt for a time since that meant not losing weight. I've been having difficulty revitalizing myself with that same self loathing that possessed me prior, it'd do me good. Probably do you good as well.>strong pulseWouldn't it get weaker with lowered blood pressure (and by extension weight)?>outrageously strangeWouldn't know anything about that.>i dont want more attentionare aussies really all rapemongrels or are you just really shy? I don't care for attention but it doesn't annoy to the point I'd rather look worse.
>>83811329its for the best, dont let her guilt you into keeping her hoard. itll be good for both you and her in the future.first person ever to complain about a clean kitchen...>Gonna need to find a cute enough nurse to get you over your fear of needles.no amount of cute nurses can save me. no amount of sweet and gentle talk helps. i think i have a strat to handle it tho imagining my crush holding my hand while i do it hhh, the heterosexual option>I have a bad habit of just biting into my thumb or pointer finger.that sounds like itd hurt. tho youre probably so used to it, it doesnt hurt to you. not the worst habit to have, probably not as bad as the nailbiting>>83811363>I've been having difficulty revitalizing myself with that same self loathing that possessed me priordoes that mean youre trying to lose weight again? tho youre already at a fine weight, i think thats normal for your height. be careful with hating yourself, may not end well>Probably do you good as well.if i tried it id end up with an eating disorder again>Wouldn't it get weaker with lowered blood pressure (and by extension weight)?nah. the more weight i lose, the more intense it gets>are aussies really all rapemongrels or are you just really shy?theyre more like sexpests. that includes the immigrants. theyre all sexpests. its terrifying, anon, i hate living here. i genuinely worry if i reached like, anywhere under 70kgs ill get raped
>>83811497Don't worry, we fully plan to clear the house and she's relented. Still is grumpy about it, but that's fine. Also have you never had your blood drawn ever? It doesn't even hurt or anything. You really have nothing to fear unless the person doing it is malicious.I've got a high pain tolerance so it was never an issue for me. My skin is tough enough to not break either so I've never drawn blood by biting my finger. That nailbiting sounded extra bad though. Does it hurt to even close your hand?
>>83811551she can be grumpy all she wants :)>Also have you never had your blood drawn ever? It doesn't even hurt or anythingive had it drawn dozens of times, but ive had it botched for half of those. because i used to be obese, they couldnt draw it from my arm normally, so theyd either>draw it from my upper armor>guessbut even tho my veins are visible now that ive lost weight, they STILL manage to fuck it up sometimes by missing the veins. also ive shown up dehydrated a few times which is incredibly painful. its always painful tho. i can feel it go in and pull out every time. i hate it>My skin is tough enough to not break either so I've never drawn blood by biting my fingeryoure probably not biting super hard either, its pretty hard to consciously draw blood, i think>Does it hurt to even close your hand?yep, hurts to close my hands, hurts to type sometimes, hurts to lay the blanket in a way that touches my fingers. ive actually lost sleep from it
whoopie i set up my bookcase and carried it all by myself (my back hurts and ill be put out for the next week)
>>83811700fat gay stupid loser faggot nigger retard
>>83811608Exactly. Also, I see. Well if you've lost a good amount of weight since then then I imagine it'll go a lot easier now. You definitely need to not be dehydrated though, that just makes it harder. If anything being a bit overhydrated makes it easy.Yeah, I don't bite too hard but my skin is tougher than normal in my own experience. Also should probably put bandaids on your fingers to stop yourself from biting your nails then, just until they get better. Gotta overcome that habit.>>83811700Nice, although surely it won't last a whole week. Take some aspirin to help with the soreness.
i dont think all my nisioisin (monogatari, zaregoto) figs will fit on the nisioisin shelf, i got 7 on the shelf already.2 1/8 scale figures on their way, 1 1/6 scale, and 10 prize figures. theres no way theyll fit
>>83811765yeah, i learnt that last time. when i got it drawn dehydrated it took several minutes and hurt like hell. ill always go overhydrated now>Also should probably put bandaids on your fingers to stop yourself from biting your nails then, just until they get better.wont work, ive tried it, i end up ripping the bandaids off with my teeth. ive been doing it since i was a toddler so i dont think im able to overcome it>Take some aspirin to help with the soreness.will do :]
>>83811775Speaking of, how goes your reading? All done yet?>>83811788Easy pz then. Also I guess you just gotta get to the source of the stress, although willpower is definitely something worth building.>will do :]Feel better soon and all.
>>83811933i finished book 8 yesterday and im starting book 9 tomorrow (im too tired to read today). he brought back zerozaki near the end of book 8 and him and iichans dialogue is so goddamn funny, its kino. i love them both. theyre in my top 3 favourite yaoi ships.after 9 ill be reading ningen book 1 and then ill be finished.>I guess you just gotta get to the source of the stressi do it with and without stress, itll only help me settle a bit. maybe one day...
