I had a depressive crisis today and almost hung myself.
>>83831446What happened anon? Is it because of a culmination of problems?
Do you mind if i joke about it? We heal through laughter, after all
>>83831446Lose some weight and the rope won't snap next time.
Tell me about it. No, as in, actually do so.I'm not quite there myself, but I feel pretty down and talking to people helps.Either way, I'm glad you didn't do it.
>>83831446The trick is to not do it. And that's a fight you have to do again and again.I'm doing it since decades.I surprised myself that I can do it for so long.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Vu_MqmJHWY
i would strangle myself for cummies, but that's it.
Why don't you just not do it?
>>83831446Life can get rough. What stopped you?
>>83831458Yes. I'm basically stuck in a bad situation I don't know how to get out of, and this morning the emotional pain felt very overwhelming which made want to say "fuck it" and just end it once and for all without thinking about it too much so I couldn't back out.
>>83831696I was too afraid about the possibility of messing up and waking up in the hospital with brain damage. I already survived an overdose once and wound up in the ICU so I have horrible memories about that.
>>83831446>I had a depressive crisis today and almost hung myself.Hanged.
>>83831685That's the only way to do it isn't it? If you think about it too much it becomes difficult
>>83831720Woah that seems like a very impulsive way to end it. You should end it at all anyway, I am so glad youre alive. Anon, what are these problems you're talking about? Is it financial, or maybe family related?
>>83831744What did you try overdosing on? I mean shit man. Thats life.
>>83831446>I had a depressive crisis todaythat isn't every other day for you? you're doing pretty good then
>>83831757>Is it financial, or maybe family related?Yeah, mainly financial. I've been a NEET for a long time and my family is putting a lot of pressure on me to get a job this year, but I'm too depressed and tired all the time to even take a shower and brush my teeth, so I don't know how the hell I'm going to be able to maintain a job. I already tried and failed at a job a few years ago because my depression and emotional pain made it too unbearable, so the future seems very bleak and terrifying right now.
>>83831752stannis our true king
>>83831744why would you do any of this shit when you could just drink 2 bottles of robitussin and go to another dimension all night?
>>83831938Hold on anon. Do think there is any way you can turn the shit around, I sure do. And even if you NEET for longer, as long as you're safe, thats what matters. But there are ways to make the depression lighter. How do you spend your day anon? Maybe taking nightwalks will help? Or do you have any hobbies you especially like? Anon, fill your time with things that are good for you and that makes you happier, alright? There is light in the end of the tunnel bro.
>>83832018Thank you anon.>How do you spend your day anon?I've been going to the gym for 7 consecutive months now and eating healthier (fruits and veggies every day) because I thought that could help with the depression, and it does help a little, but I think what keeps me from feeling better is the social isolation. I've been extremely lonely since last year and I haven't talked to anyone except for my parents, and it only makes me feel worse when they tell me they don't understand what's wrong with me. I feel like if I had at least one friend in real life whom I could talk to regularly I would feel way better and less stuck inside my own head all the time.
>>83831446How did you almost hang yourself? Greentext the ordeal please.
>>83831938Forget about a job right now to be honest, going from where you are right now when you are too depressed to shower to getting a job is like telling someone who can't walk to climb Mt Everest, very insensitive of your parents to pressure you like that if they can't see that but we're in the kali yuga and everything is about money but it is what it is. What you need to do is focus on earning money, even small amounts, you need to slowly gradually learn the value of money because it's the only thing people care about. Like is there anything you can do, any skill or hobby, or item you collect, that you can start to trade with others, even for a nominal amount like $5 or something? Right now you are focused on a big goal for you which is too intimidating and overwhelming which causes you to be more depressed...Bless you Anon, I hope things improve for you
>>83831720Being unable to tell what is and isn't AI, and having the internet as my only source of real help has driven me down a similar path.
