yo brosi dont really have anyone to talk to about this and i wont lie this site has for sure fallen off, the past 5 years.but ive always considered myself a neet-bro even when i was pulling 12 hour days in the railroad.anyways was watching a movie with this girly-friend ive known since middle school. (gonna be 22 in april)but we were watchin the fuckass hunger games series in discord (cams on) and i turn and look and shes just on her phone on snap looking at dick pics. like shit she was sent >inb4 gayanons yes he was bigyea just like most of you on here, im average length.but goddamn man is it even worth it broslike i get im a boring guy but i just get nervous and dont think acting like my usual self is gonna do me any favours (im a loud guy and pretty crude)but holy fuck man, am i really that unbearable, and before you say some shit like yes bc im bitching and moaning on the internet but like i said above, I really dont have anyone to talk to about this, yea it hurt, but the hurt was more me realising that its just over for me bros, i dont think im gonna measure up to anything (pun intended :c)let alone be enough for any1, maybe thats why i like femboys bc i know i gotta take what i can get, even if its gay. ( i aint no bottom)but like to do that to my face while we're facetiming and watching a movie bro goddamn man. it really puts things in perspective bros. i really think i dont have a chance.then again im chopped asf so ill prolly head to /fit/ after this and look for a fatbro who lost it all and hope that losing weight increases size.>that and i gotta stop beating my shit>inb4 virgin lmfao :Ci just want to be enough for a lady dawgto make it worse she had her camera off when i left to go feed the cat and take a piss (got back and her camera was off.)
>>83833402a black girl called my peen big the other day but it's just a good ol slightly above average, don't worry about it. If you're not a micro you have very little to worry about
>>83833402i think i might just join the military and hope i die doing something atleast.
>>83833402OP here i know i didnt specify anything but idk man maybe some advice on what to do next. maybe cut her out of my life, or slowly ween myself off her, im really crazy about her, "friend zone" her, idk really know man, but i know for sure i gotta change, but mentally speaking idk if i can forget her or be strong enough to even begin to do something.idk maybe im gonna go monk mode, disappear from almost everybody and just work on myself.
>>83833462Dude, she was looking at other men's dicks in front of you. Even if you do have a chance, are you really that desperate to invite that into your life? Not worth it. Just be friends.
It's just pictures, what you feel is what every woman feels anytime you look at porn or decide to lust after instagram models or streamersIt has little impact irl and hopefully once you have something serious she will stop
>>83833402I know your problem op. You're young. You will get over this in time and not see it as a big deal. She just wasn't into you like that from the start, doesn't mean you're not enough. The veil was just lifted. I'd say in the future, don't try to work a friendship into a relationship. Women hate that. Let her know you like her from the start and ask her out. You just feel the pain of what you think is wasted time but this is all valuable experience. You were only disappointed because you built up this idea that what you two had could lead into romance. You have to let go of the romance from childhood narrative bs the movies programmed into you. That shit largely does not happen.
>>83833486ive known her since middle school and she confided in me about her past (she doesnt do that anymore and its been like that for awhile) and holy shit man, i just wanna spoil her and give her all i can do for her, but again your right, the girl i knew compared to who came back from art school are completely different, and im not sinless either ive only lusted after her and other hormonal shit im not proud of, but compared to the other guys she dated holy fucking shit, im a creep but goddamn am i saint compared to them.but youre right again maybe i had my chance and blew it, or i never had a chance to begin with, kinda glad this shit occured before i got my new job (pays well)
>>83833507but im not looking at another girls tits, comparing oogling to actively lusting and getting freaky in the dms im front of me are completely different things, sure i look and lust after women, and day dream about worshipping them, but i would never abandon my faith in whatever goddess (future hopefully) i want to worship bc i wanted a lil fun, or to play with someone to jerk them around like that, i know i aint worth much but im still human, despite what everyone told me growing up.
>>83833549I'm just saying, maybe it is better you two just stay friends. There are plenty of fish in the sea etc.
>>83833528thank you oldfag anon (im assuming your an oldfag seems like it)that sounds about right, thank you, i have the resolve now to continue on as friends, and more importantly face her. honestly i prolly just needed to hear the truth and to wake up from fantasy land, it feels like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders, and maybe the next time it happens i can joke it off and say sumn annoying or outta pocket like (AYO THIS GAY N*GGA LOOKING AT DICK) prolly not tho lmao>also i called it quits early on the movie, i hope i didnt make anything too weird, and like the other dude said, theres plenty of other fish in the sea.
>>83833507also porn is self cuckoldry, nd i only look at 2d women and softcore smut (m'lady)
>>83833402anyway thanks bros, for being there as always in my life, maybe the next time im on here and i see a steam gifting thread maybe ill give back to ma community.anyways i have some weight to lose and an interview to prepare for.g'nite yall.>dont let the bedbugs bite :)
>>83833649Good on you rest up and don't give up on yourself. Don't hold onto the friendship if it hurts you. Talking to other women also helps.
