What was the thing that blackpilled you the most?
>>83837844Having a BPDemon turn me into her own personal little torture puppet. Ain't been right since.
>>83837844My level of respect being completely dependent on how I looked at the time and how mentally sane I was at any given moment.No one likes ugly people and no one likes losers.
>>83837844>What was the thing that blackpilled you the most?Ukraine
>>83837855My family treated me like a burden until I got a job and since then I've been "wonderful", kek. And somehow I was still enough of a dumbass to think that I could go out there and find people who wouldn't just want to use me.
>>83837844I beat a guy in a fight, and his wife cheated on him with me after. Possibility that their kid is actually mine.Made me terrified of ever having a relationship and averse to women in general.
>>83837874What point is this trying to make? Am I supposed to seethe because foids aren't being used as cannon fodder too?
>>83837886Do you think that seeing you dominate her man made her lizard brain respond to power?
>>83837844I had a stepdad who kicked my mom in the face when I was a toddler, it was swollen for weeks. She took him back and he raped my sister for years.
>>83837844Watching inceltv's videos
>>83837898male disposability before ukraine was just a phrase without a feeling to accompany it
>>83837908I don't know what was going through her head, but she more or less told me as much later on
>>83837928Yeah that's blackpilling as fuck. Makes me want to fap and then kill myself, actually.
>>83837844There was a girl in college whose reputation was never ever having sex ever. I liked her, not even because of that, just all the other reasons. She fucked Chad and then said she broke up with him for being immature. They're all like this.
Realizing through real life interactions over many years that women don't have the same level of introspective abilities that men do and as a result are incapable of true love.
>>83837898No, you're supposed to laugh at slavic incels for killing each other instead of their jewish superiors.
>>83837844The statistic that women find 80% of men physically unattractive.
>>83837874>Nationalist cucks stay and die for their country>Based individualists flee and abandon their country, succefully reproducing later>Foids get easy free leave pass to get pumped by Chads in foreign lands It was deep, anon.
>>83837898No one really cares that millions of men just got tossed away for nothing, its just a thing we have to do, women are told to breed and we are told to die
>>83838012This. And that most women date taller men. It never began for my wageslave ass. I never been in a real relationship and it'll probably stay like this for a long time.
>>83838039>Based individualists flee and abandon their countryYeah this is the part that kinda didn't work out, since the borders were locked down for men on Febuary 23rd of 2022 and they have possibly the most well-funded and well-equipped border patrol in the entire world.
>>83837844going on facebook after years and seeing the worst people Ive ever known have the best lifes. Traveling, having friends, girlfriends, wifes, kids even.I always thought its bad for everyone. Redpill cope about how the west is falling and life is bad. no, my life is bad, because Im an incel, in denial.If I had 10cm more in height, and / or a good family that had prepared me, or just a bit of luck, my life would be significantly different. Being a harmless nice guy did nothing, nobody liked me and they knew before even talking to me once. Bullying, social dominance, all that stuff works.Just everything about the blackpill matches with my life experience.
>>83837844My brother got kicked out of college for having drunk sex with a girl.She went to the school claiming he raped her.He had text messages from her about how much she wanted to sleep with him, but the school wouldn't even let him plead his case.They just threw him out no questions asked.My parents sued the school, my rich dad spent over $100k on the lawsuit.Turns out, she was the grand daughter of a trustee on the school's board and that's why they didn't give my brother a chance to prove his innocence.My family won the case and my brother went back to a different school and got his degree, but that was after several years of his closest friends abandoning him.If we were poor there's a very real chance he would have killed himself.I have hated and not trusted women ever since.In fact, whenever a girl mentions sexual assault to me I assume she's lying.
That one time I made a Chad account on tinder and got 100 matches in a day and no matter what shit I said to them, they always kept responding. Brutal awakening
>>83838106Nah id just deffect
>>83838371You can only hide from mobilization, if they actually get you, you're dead. You have no way to surrender as close range encounters are exceptionally rare, some russian spotter drone calls in the shitbox you're hiding in and then you either get lucky or you don't. Repeat ad infinitum since there's no such thing as demobilization in Ukraine, you're out there until the war is over or you're dead.
>>83837844not sure. It's pretty gradual I think.
>>83837844People are cattle. People can be aware theyre cattle and not do anything otherwise. People really love being cattle.
>>83837844Realizing that my parents caused every problem in my life, and that all of it was very easily preventable. They were too stupid, malicious, or apathetic to ever make the right choices for me, or even themselves. I didn't have to be poisoned & deprived of nutrients my whole life, sexually tortured & permanently disfigured at birth, chronically diseased, frequently acutely diseased, ugly, underdeveloped, obese, mentally ill, socially isolated, and much more. My parents could have been far more wealthy if they weren't so wasteful, and maybe they could have even helped me through nepotism, although the financial stuff is nothing compared to the other ways they sabotaged me. Nothing is worse than biochemical sabotage. I would have had a better life getting physically abused every day if I at least got to avoid being poisoned and deprived of nutrients
>>83837898yes. women should be sent to the front to grit their teeth crawling through mud and blood. Equal rights, equal obligations. I mean it's only fair.
>>83837844Dating someone for five years and buying a house then waking up to them leaving with nothing but a note. Then subsequently being eliminated from the dating pool due to being short and not knowing anyone
>>83837844I think seeing the difference between me and others and the way people would rather believe in comforting lies rather than sometimes sad truth also how shit my life it going to be
going from attractive to unattractive to normie. the way women treat you when you're considered tall and mature vs. how they treat you when you're a horrific stain on nature (or even a normie) is enough to engrain the bp in you before you even start taking online blackpills. ofc, that's what teaches you that it's about looks. being used for attention and her personal non-licensed therapist while she sucks and fucks half the school in a few years is what makes it hard to not hate women as a whole
Losing my hair and watching my matches on dating apps completely go away
>>83837844that human women are too broken beyond repair, to ever be capable of a long term relationship, and would have to move onto Ai women, if you ever want a long term relationship with them
>>83839522why not get a male wig?
>>83837844being a side dude.never trusting a woman again lol.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnsRbJWs_OU
>>83839564>daily 30 minute long uploads on redpill/blackpill topicsnot saying he's wrong but these channels always give me glownigger psyop vibes
>>83839564Dude talks more autistic than I do
>>83838343This. Chadfishing is absolutely one of the most potent blackpills there is. I tried it like 2 years ago on Tinder, Bumble, and Hinge and got over hundred of likes on each within like 2 days with almost no swiping. The guy I picked to Chadfish as was just some random instagram guy that looked good according to blackpill standards. I could say nearly anything to them and they would respond immediately with the high interest and high effort.I was already blackpilled before that experiment but this really solidified it.
>>83838343can confirm i catfished as zyzz of all people in 2011 when he was still somewhat obscure on Craigslist personals the amount of women that came out the wood work wanting to have sex with him really buck broke me, for comparison I was posting my own pictures and was getting no engagement whatsoever
>>83839623i mean he probably makes enough income to support himself just off of youtube
Female cousin broke up with her boyfriend because he wasn't chad. Not even making it up, I couldn't believe it when I was hearing it. And she expected me to just go along with it, as if it was obvious that she couldn't live her life with a guy like that.
i wasnt good enough for womeni never had a girlfriendi hate women so much
In recent memory you mean? Probably when I found out even the most progressive liberal women would still rather see me dead because I'm not tall enough to be a good person (which makes me a "fascist")
>>83837844The way my classmates treated me like subhuman trash because I was poor and badly socialized, but did a 180 whenever we weren't in school.I remember going sledging with two classmates and how we had a really fun time only for them to ignore me the next day and still had the gall to invite me nonchalantly after school, as if they didn't ignore my existence the entire day.It opened my eyes to how shallow people are and that even if they like you, they will throw you under the bus if your social standing is too low.Made me not want to have friends ever since.
>>83839987Brutal, what do you call it when your oblivious to stuff like this? Autistic? Traumatized? Neglected?
>>83840122If you want to put a label on it, neglected is probably the closest.Not being socialized well in your childhood makes you pretty damn oblivious to way more things than you will realize.
