>only have 1 friend who is a girl that actually responds to me>known her for years at this point>end up in a position as a very frequent emotional tampon where she cries about her bf saying she wants to break up>develop feelings I thought I lost capacity for a long time ago>ask her out despite the fear of repercussion >she doesn't believe my feelings, gets mad at me>ruin friendship and haven't spoken for months nowoh. ok. woops.
>>83841273I don't think I could ever be friends with a girl without trying to have sex with her. Alien concept.
>>83841296I get horny a lot, but I don't really put that much weight in having sex IRL or losing my virginity since I can just fap.
>>83841273Just remember. She was only using you for her own selfish desire. That will make you lose feelings for her. In fact, might make you hate her.
>>83841320I did start to feel hate the day after, but now it's just a mixture of frustration and love. It's my fault anyway since I encouraged her to be open with me about her struggles when she was usually always hesitant, so I don't want to call it purely selfish desire on her end.
