my 21st birthday is in a week which means i have been a neet for 7 years. I have no desire to work or to make my agoraphobia better. I am a 400 pound 6'3" cisgender female, however my stomach is deformed and not appealing to fat fetishists I have watched porn everyday since i was 10 and at this point i can only orgasm to piss videos.Suicide is not an option because i love my cats too much I havent posted here in a year or so, how are you? Im too retarded for these fucking captchas holy shit
>>83842670sorry I couldn't read your post. I was too busy focusing on that humongous caveman grugpenis.
>>83842670>my 21st birthday is in a week which means i have been a neet for 7 years.You dropped out at 14?
>my stomach is deformed and not appealing to fat fetishistsI sincerely don't think you realize how depraved some people can get. If it's worse than this, then I'm honestly morbidly curious.
>>83842670>6'3">cisgender femaleWhoa, big lady. Genuinely curious, would you ever date a man shorter than you?
>>83842676kratos is my one true love>>83842684yes, at the end of 2019>>83842686my stomach has a fold in the middle that completely obscures my bellybutton. Some moms have something similar after a csection. Ive never had a csection though lolAlso, along the bottom of my stomach there are dents (?) I can post a pic later. >>83842698Ive had 1 boyfriend and he was a foot shorter than me lol. I dont expect to ever date someone taller than me.
>>83842670>how are you?Terrible. I've been extremely suicidal lately. Was trying to pay a "professional cuddler" to spend time with me but I'm too autistic and fucked even that up somehow. Also I probably have cancer or some shit but I'm kind of just ignoring that. I don't really care enough I think. Legitimately might be my last few weeks on earth, if that. What's wrong with your stomach? I think you're underestimating fat fetishists. You could probably find a guy to move in with you if you care about that at all. I know an obese agoraphobic women that did just that.
>>83842705You couldn't even handle that cock. Pathetic.
>>83842713Cancer? how ? do you have a growth or something? >You could probably find a guy to move in with youIf i lived by myself that wouldnt be bad. But i think the market is oversaturated on fat neets looking for refuge >>83842722i cant handle anything i have vaginismus sorry
>>83842739>do you have a growth or something?Yeah, I've had this hard lump on the side of my Adams apple for a bit now and it's been getting bigger. Also high blood pressure and heart arrhythmia too. So pretty sure I have thyroid cancer but idk.>If i lived by myself that wouldnt be badThe girl I know still lives with her family. You've definitely got options. But it guess it all just depends on what you want. What do you want out of life?
>>83842739>vaginismusIck