>wake up after having bleh dreams>still a bit sick but rather healthy again>be so cheeky and skip my stomach meds>get some coffee>try to quit cigs>so just consume a shit ton of nicotine via vape>have things to take care of for work>end up looking too much at the stock market>my portfolio is suffering >try to figure out what to buy with money I have left>cant figure out anything>on the edge to be fully depressed and melty>I NEED more money>im basically poor
>buying memes ("investments")
>try to deal with some matters>feels like my head wants to explode>eat together with mom in the living room>need a real cig>should drink water>I had only coffee so far>skipped my meds>risking massive stomach pain methinks >>83843747yea I fucked up with my silver gamble3 of my 7 japan stocks are doing well
you are gambling with your life, Ceb
>stress levels increase by a lot>idk if I will get anything done today besodes being stressed out>>83844096>notice blood after going to the lavatory earlier today>I will do nothing about itknowing my "luck" its probably nothing dangerous and just a tease igproblably abducted by ayyliens last night or something idk I have too many troubles, not enough money, I cant figure out a solid solution
>dizzy n sleepy >stomach pain is getting annoying >ig I should take my meds>and finally drink some water>plus stop hitting my vape like every 5 seconds >just frustrated and uncomfy >dont think im gonna get my task done>I need to get it done this weekend fr>befor it escalates into a big headache matter >for now I just wanna sleep methinks
>want to delete my discord again>have no use for it>only time someone messages me is to give me a headache>idk my password already >need my old phone to acess the email used for the acc>just gonna uninstall it >im soo sleepy
Terribly awful mood in here as usual. Maybe you need a cold refreshing pina colada???
>>83844783what I NEED is money why is that ananas bloodydid u wiped my ass with it or something
>>83844818Uhu. Money can buy many pina coladas.>why is that ananas bloodyI cut my hand on the ananas can and then kept it cause we don't waste in my haus, we get wasted. And looks aesthetically pleasing too.>did u wiped my ass with it or somethingSo what's wrong with your ahh anyway?
>>83844867>Uhu. Money can buy many pina coladas.drinking so much all the time is just uncomfy>I cut my hand on the ananas can and then kept it cause we don't waste in my haus, we get wasted. And looks aesthetically pleasing too.top 100 ivy school student behaivor right there bravo>So what's wrong with your ahh anyway?idk but most likely nothing that fulfils my wish of not waking up again
>>83844895>drinking so much all the time is just uncomfyMaybe I'll buy a vape pen vape while posting here, so I can be maximum bitch.>bravoUhm... That's just called gifted kid burnout. Look it up on Reddit. Many such cases.>idk but most likely nothing that fulfils my wish of not waking up againGood to see you'll face the consequences of your gambling addiction.
>dad gave me the papers I need>I guess I better do this>so I can stop worrying about it>and worry about the next matter >>83844932>Maybe I'll buy a vape pen vape while posting hereyes just get a nicotine addiction for no reasonhigh IQ move > Look it up on Reddit.you can suck my dick >Good to see you'll face the consequences of your gambling addiction.im betting that I wont get anything life threatining til im finally happy with life but hopefully im wrong
>>83845031We live in a clown timeline where all the schizo Jew conspiracies were correct the whole time. You really shouldn't worry too much.
>>83845219ah yesthe guys with the pointy hats are to blame why you are a alcoholic viriginso deepso sadalexa play despacito send me 20.000 yuros so I have some motivation to visit the doc tomorrow
>>83845276That's not what I said. You sound like how Reddit reacts to the Epstein files. Dumb jokes and exaggerations to cope with a feeling of hopelessness about their situation. You know, Epstein claimed to never be depressed, even when he was in jail. Depression is for goyim. So much more is possible when you believe you are already deserve it. Why die when it's your brother or father or whoever on Discord who are the dumb gentiles? I mean, I sure believe your brother is, it takes a special kind of dumb to actively seek Christus ben Pantera without being born into it.
>>83845322cash is the solution & cure for anythingI wouldnt be depressed with billions >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaXAH3ISkXQI hab less than 6k with a shitty job ofc im depressed with a deathwish
>>83845342Hate the idea of not having money soon so much that you gamble it away in hopes of fixing that feeling in an instant, yeah. Maybe by the time you post the next thread. Maybe it'll work. I used alcohol to train myself into not being sad. Good progress over however many years, unironically.
>>83845382fatty is getting cheeky my silver position is at -600, its not cryptoshit so it will recover on solid grounds overtime, just not the quick gains I hoped for besides shittu like that I dont gamble gamble > I used alcohol to train myself into not being sad.top 10 ivy school student behaivor have fun with the leg holes & adult diapers once u approach 40fat piece of shit
>>83845425See? You're much more business-minded when you see yourself as better than some vice-ridden goy. Instant 360. Mazel tov.
Electric Blue Monster is really smooth though. You should try it at least once.
>>83845442ur just a annoying overweight mosqiuito I hope either of us dies asap so I dont have to deal with your ass around me anymoreI rather post all alone for eternity than have you around me >>83845461go drink more rum until you pass out
>>83845475What's your blood type anyway?
>finally finish the task thats been heavy on me since a month>now I have to hope for a positive response >dads company is killing meeeeee>next I have to chase two clients for monays they owe us>nothing troublesome >tomorrow ig>should apply for that job position that caught my interest>being too depressive n hopeless about everything >>83845493its go fuck yourself
>>83845509I wanna know if you're a universal donor. I'm B, so more towards the greedy side, though lots of ABs too in my family.
So hear this Ceb, I just did some original research. Keir Starmer, the British (already super perfidious folk) married a Jewess and decided to observe Sabbath and raise his kids Jew. Meanwhile, his wife herself is only half chosen, as her mom was a goya who married a Polish Jew and then converted? You see what I'm getting at? In the Anglo world especially, Judaism is a tool of upward mobility, essentially creating a sort of quasi nobility.
>reheat some food cooked by mom>eat>feel weird>taking my meds way later was probably a mistake>should be fixed by tomorrow ig>mom scares me by walking into the kitchen >be pretty loud about it>my reaction scares her back>then she has to laugh about mine afterwards
Worst leg kramp in my life owie.
>nearly -800 yuros with my silver position >im rather seething over how I was distracted in a hospital when I wanted to take profits that day>please let whatever I have at least kill me while im asleep>I dont want to continue anymore
>maybe I should just get weede>pharmacy takes a few days to arrive>street stuff became so bad>instead of stepping up their game cause of stronger competition>they decided to become worse >last time it felt like smoking poison
-800 yurosHey, that's about as much as I lost today too.
Maybe I should apply for Rheinmetall. The may is shidd, but the cause is real nice.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x2ARkXc7v0
>dont feel well>hab a moment of clearity >end up writing a new resume>end up not being sure if I wanna go through with these plans>coonsume too much nicotine
>finish writing my thingy >feel hopeless about it>even if I get a trial period I dont think im gonna survive>I will drink a lil wine ig >I hope this literally kills me
>finish my glass of wine while taking a piss>I need more ig>I should put that stuffed crust frozen pizza into the ofen >can this turn out to be like stomach cancer or something fatal please >just let me die already
>put the pizza into the preheated ofen>drink some gin straight out of the bottle
I should just stop postingcause aiste is the most retarded and annoying piece of shit I ever met in my life and I met many peopleso many that I dont bother if anyone gets mad at me for forgetting their name, not my fault you are forgettablebut at this point I deleted everyone irl and online and im needy reeeeeeeeeee
>>83846300you fat ugly piece of shitI hope you kramp to death your death would give me joy
>alc is such a shit tier druggu>stomach hurts again>at least im super sleepy again>get ready2sleep >PLEASE dont let me wake up ever again >I dont want to continue anymore desu
