>open r9k>scroll with blurred vision>dont actually read anything unless it's a single few words>f5>f5>f5>change board>realize I don't have hobbies>go back>"this is bs, I will quit this site">realize I don't have a life and I'm an addict>come back after an hour
>>83844960I do this too but soemtimes I find an interesting thread between the bbc and troon threads ngl
>>83844960i do this too, idk how to stop itnothing else seems interesting enough but doomscrolling also isnt interestingidk whats wrong with me
>>83845372it's an inability to tolerate negative emotions which in turn keeps you stuck. I'm my case at least. cannot endure the quiet, it's too painful
>>83845395i can tolerate negative emotions to some extent but it's like neverendingi can sit and do nothing for hours sometimes but at that point i'm just torturing myself for no reasoni just wish i could enjoy things and get lost in them