I think life is just a humiliation ritual. Look at this pretty girl. She just never had to feel "dirty" like a brownoid woman. Clear, white skin and bright eyes. Feminine height. I was born a tall, brown ogre compared to that. And I'm not a tranny but being tall with big feet I might as well just be signed up as a male. This woman never had to feel shame about being masculine, gross, brown. She's so beautiful that just her natural genetics make people gasp.But my personal whining aside, I really don't see why we should even live the human existence knowing others got all we dream of and will forever be denied. It's extremely degrading and I make God responsible for it.
>>83845087>Feminine height. So, a womanlet? I want a woman as tall as me or taller. Cope
>>83845087I will make you feel pretty my princess
>>83845087>Look at this pretty girl. She just never had to feel "dirty"Lol have you seen attractive women IRL? So many of them are ridiculously insecure about their appearance.
>>83845087she fucks asian men, do u want to fuck asian men?
>>83845087She settled for a middle aged asian guy. Yet you probably have higher standards than her kek.
>>83845111Please... Her whole life is her face and body. She constantly goes into photoshoots, she makes videos. She has ZERO problems showing herself proudly. I don't even leave my house and would have a complete meltdown if anyone saw me undressed. It can not be compared.I know her life isn't that easy either, she also struggles with human problems, but she is aware that her appearance is powerful.
>>83845087This is another female complaint that I don't really get. Like I'm fucking ugly and shit. So I do get feeling insecure but my main issue is not being liked by anyone at all. Like I do wish I could look better but that's mainly so I could have one person like me. If I had that now, I wouldn't care at all about being ugly. Why would I?>don't see why we should even live the human existence knowing others got all we dream of and will forever be deniedI do feel this. Although you could probably live my dream if you wanted to.
>>83845120These two aren't together anymore for years. That's not a current boyfriend. But her not being shallow and accepting "below average" men is only a plus.>>83845097She's not tiny but still a feminine, good height. She's 166 cm so 5'5 or 5'6 I think.
>>83845126>would have a complete meltdown if anyone saw me undressedCome on, you can't be that bad? Are you just far? Plenty of guys like fat chicks
>>83845137>That's not a current boyfriend.There's no indication that they broke up or she's with anyone else. Stop coping.
>>83845126IDK who that woman is if it's supposed to be a specific person. I just mean that somehow every other attractive woman out there memes herself into having body dysmorphia. I dated a gorgeous girl who felt like an ogre.
>>83845137That's still too small. I don't want to date any girl that's shorter than me. I want eye level, at least.
>>83845087>She just never had to feel "dirty" like a brownoid womanWtf man. I have brown skin, but I don't feel dirty. Weirdo.
>>83845087Lmao isn't this the girl who said she'd date any race of men except white bad pick for your ragebait OP
>>83845133I know that wanting to be beautiful is shallow or selfish. But I seek beauty in this life, it's a way for me to see "God" reflected in things or people. To grow up feeling like an ugly brown ogre while seeing that God has taken his time crafting walking angels just hurts so much. Being told that this is self-obsessed and shallow just adds to the humiliation. To be ugly and not of noble character is the ultimate shit combination.
>>83845168You have a shit character too, you wouldn't date a non white man because on top of being brown you're a racist. Maybe god punished you for having an impure soul.
>>83845146She said it herself on her personal account that those pictures are before her career and that they aren't dating anymore.>>83845148> I dated a gorgeous girl who felt like an ogre.But that's just cap. I hate when people say "I FEEL UGLY >.<" but their actions prove the opposite.>>83845167Yes? What does it have to do with anything? I don't care who she wants to date or not and she probably was also just virtue signaling to her fans because most men who pay her bills are asian.>>83845156That's fair. But to me there is just some element of earthy/dirtiness that comes from Melanin. We have hyperpigmentation, our genitals and nipples are often brownish or purple, whereas white girls can be white and pink which just looks cleaner to me personally.>>83845181If it only worked like that. God punishing the shitty people and blessing the good people, but it seems to be entirely random. Some beautiful people are awful inside, some ugly people are beautiful inside.
I have no sympathy for people who hate themselves for their skin color.You're basically a faggot racist who got unlucky and rolled the wrong race. Your suffering feels just.
>>83845185>She said it herself on her personal account that those pictures are before her career and that they aren't dating anymore.Where is proof?
>>83845087what i dont get about ella is why does she whore herself out having to do ass photoshoots so men can jerk it to her and shit a woman of her beauty could easily find an attractive man paying for all of her bills and more like i'm a 6/10 on a good day compared to her 9/10 and i was picked up by a cute, sweet man paying for my life
>>83845200>You're basically a faggot racist who got unlucky and rolled the wrong race. Your suffering feels just.Exactly. She has a shit soul and she is suffering because of it.
humiliation ritual is such a good word to filter retards with. how can you fall into such stupid shit.
>>83845204https://www.reddit.com/r/EllaFreya/comments/14drj4h/comment/jot6bxnShe commented.
>>83845168See, I get wanting to feel beautiful. Wanting someone to see you as special and amazing. But if you had one person that saw you that way, would it be enough for you? Or do you need more than that? That's what I don't get. And I'm not saying you're a bad person or anything. Don't take it like that.
>>83845218I don't know why you're pretending it's not true.
>>83845218You got any other explanation for existence where we are denied our dreams and desires while watching others blessed with sometimes even without having to work for it, just born with superior genetics? Height, health, looks, anything.
>>83845229because it isn't and nobody cares. you've got this weird complex about it.
>>83845222The post was saying she had broken up with her old boyfriend
>>83845185>I hate when people say "I FEEL UGLY >.<" but their actions prove the opposite.She was aware of the fact that she looked attractive to others but still felt hideous, wanted to do plastic surgery etc.
>>83845225>But if you had one person that saw you that way, would it be enough for you?No, it wouldn't. Because people have low standards, it would say nothing about my objective value or beauty in God's world. I see men tell really ugly women that they are beautiful. It's kind of like a Grandma telling her stupid, ugly grand kid that he or she is the most gorgeous person in the world.Don't get me wrong. I understand that my personality is ungrateful to some degree and that some people would KILL to have just one person in the world that finds them truly beautiful, but that only emphasizes the ugliness of my insides. So God has made me ugly inside and outside.
>>83845126>>83845120This woman is ugly af stop forcing her chink>>83845146Is that a man lol >>83845168Looks like a lil boy faggot
>>83845242Yh she has 100s of men she is a whore and ugly why do Asian men enjoy white skinny ugly whores who look and are built like boys ?
>>83845253I think you're just coping atp buddyboyo
>>83845243If you really feel hideous you don't get naked in front of others, walk outside happily in tight clothing, show yourself to the world, look at yourself in the mirror. In my opinion the person is being overly dramatic and relatively content with how they look, even if they seek improvements.>>83845253She's objectively above average. She might not be your type and that's fine, no reason to have a meltdown.>>83845242I don't understand your point. She made it clear that those are very old pictures and the title (it still being her current boyfriend) was misleading.
>>83845087You feel dirty because of internalized racism. I'm also tall, with big feet, and it isnt the worst thing ever. We have feet and a healty body! So many people dont even have that. Insecurity is only in the mind, you feel bad because you think others dislike certain traits you exhibit. Once you recognise that, it will be incredibly easy to feel ok again.
>>83845246Yeah, I just don't really get it. I don't feel the need to have everyone love me like that. One person would be more than enough. Do you feel like those guys were lying to those women about them not being ugly? They probably weren't. I feel women have a much narrower view of what's attractive compared to a lot of guys.
>>83845238>because it isn'tWhat if I said I had to go through regular humiliation as a consequence of being alive and not fitting conventional beauty standards? Would that be better?
Everything seems like a humiliation ritual if you're insecure.My unironic advice to you is to stop comparing yourself to other people, forgive yourself for your flaws and past actions, and stop avoiding living your life because you're scared of embarrassing yourself.
Yes it is. Moreso for men than women. But life is bullshit more often than not, that is why the human experience is copes.
>>83845404Not OP but the humiliation part comes from having to act like a dancing monkey to get even the fraction of the same treatment and attention that better looking people get. That's not something that just goes away by thinking about it.
>>83845323>You feel dirty because of internalized racism.That's not entirely true. Even old civilizations had preferences like fair skin for women or smaller noses. Ancient Egyptians already liked to portray women lighter than the men. It has to do with biological things too like neoteny/youthfulness. For example, as a child I had a cute, tiny nose. Only as I got older and into puberty did it become big with a hooked beak.
>>83845440Well, its stil internalised racism, because it is based on a paradigm that associates dark skin as being inherently lesser.This is common in areas in europe, Asia, north africa, and spread due to colonialism/internet/yada yada. But if we look at the parts of the world that hasn't been affected by these things, the beauty standards are vastly different, and are usually based off the tribal ranking system, how likely it is for a woman to bear strong children, and other signs of strength and fertility. Socioeconomic status, region, religion, adaptability (evolution) are all factors into how we define beauty. Beauty is inherently subjective, it is always created in contact with others (mating, social ranking, tribal symbols) . OP feels dirty, because modern beauty standards are based predominantly on white people, hence why she thinks of herself as abnormal.
>>83845235it certainly isn't too humiliate you. sometimes things do indeed have nothing to do with you.
>>83845532Why did the Ancient Egyptians prefer lighter skin on women without any white supremacy or "dark skin" bad ideology going on? Is it not possible to be a natural preference due to neoteny?
>>83845537If God is real then it's 100% to humiliate me because he knew how I'd feel about it and still went ahead with 0 fucks given about my desires and sadness while he also made sure that I was born in the time of social media getting exposed to all the beauty possible in women around the world.
>>83845087Now where's the issue? Unlike a low tier male you can easily find a partner to mate with yet you obsess over your looks, pointless you're nothing like us
>>83845559Imagine that not everything in life is about if someone wants to fuck you or not. I'd want to look like her even on a remote island, just me and my reflection in the water. At least then I'd know that God took his time with me and didn't just shit out some generic brown ogre out of billions.
Women live life on tutorial-mode even when brown. So fucking sick of ya'll complaining when you are literally the most privileged group on the planet you fucking cunts. Plenty of brownoid women are attractive even if they're tall or ugly.
>>83845555none of that is trying to humiliate you. you need to let go of this.
>>83845584>tutorial mode50% of my month always suck until I'm old and in menopause. Men can't even fucking comprehend how lucky they are. The hormonal drop we experience after ovulation would be like a man aging 70 years in ONE DAY. I feel like shit for 2~ weeks every month due to hormonal drop. Body aching, fatigue, diarreah, hunger out of control, brain twice as depressed. And then as soon as the hormones go up again, it's bleeding, bloating, cramping, waking up at night from the pain. And then I have like 10-12 "good" days in the month.SHUT THE FUCK UP NIGGER DOG I HATE YOU UNGRATEFUL PRIVILEGED BIOLOGICALLY SUPERIOR CUNTS
>>83845588>God knew what I would consider beautiful (and the majority of the world)>God refuses to give it to me while I grow up sad and disturbed by my own body>God makes sure to rub it in my face how beautiful other people can beWhat exactly am I supposed to feel here if not humiliation?
>>83845625You ever think that maybe God doesn't exist?
>>83845548Well, dark skin is only a sign of neoteny when you're underdeveloped ( ages 0-3) there is no benefit to liking this sign of neoteny because it is neither a sign of fertility or of higher rank. But liking fair skin due to socioeconomic/rank status is 100% possible, and true. The cultures of Asia, north africa, Arabia, Europe all associated fair skin with higher status. This has become a global status quo, for reasons I mentioned earlier
>>83845625I'm impressed how you've managed to convince yourself of this. do you really think that you're so special that god cares to torment you like this? that's insane, dude
>>83845087You're literally the only one putting yourself down. Tell me one time someone put you down for being brown.
>>83845575Good looks are just health indicators to potential partners, that's the whole point. You obsessing over them as an end is pointless and your suffering is superficial.
>>83845087plenty of people find brown women beautiful. nothing to do with skin tone and everything else to do with the rest of your genetics.plenty of men like tall women. Hell, im dating a 6ft tall woman. She's not got stereotypically feminine soft features but she's still pretty.the only valid complaint you have is having an ugly face, which, we don't even know is true or if you've deluded yourself into it. everything else about you is desirable or at the WORST, neutral to most people. only people with the personality of a nigger would care about you being brown or tall.
>>83845614YOU HAVE PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT FROM SOCIETY YOU BITCH ALSO YOU'RE TOO YONG FOR MENOPAUSE IT'S STILL COUNTLESS YEARS AWAY
>>83845972My life would be 1000x better if I had the hormonal stability of men and didn't have 50% of my month ruined by a massive drop followed by bleeding and bloating.
>>83846039Tell me about some of the challenges and obstacles women face regularly or on a daily basis, what are they?
>>83846071- Safety and harassment- Body image and social pressure- Health and reproductive challenges- Social judgment and double standards- Fear of getting killed by a man cause you don't want to date him
>>83846118>Health and reproductive challengesThis is pretty much the only one that's valid. The rest men also deal with and usually to a greater degree
>>83846118Okay, I would like to tackle those points.>- Safety and harassmentIf you are in the first-world country (which I assume you are), isn't the amount of risk reduced? >- Body image and social pressureThat usually comes from women towards other women. Can't you ignore that and just mind your own business and not care? Why bother being part of this competition? As a male I don't bother participating in that shit, it's simply not worth it. You know you're not forced to compare yourself to other women and try to match their level, right?>- Health and reproductive challengesGood point>- Social judgment and double standardsPlease elaborate on Social judgment for me, not because I don't believe you but because I need to know what you mean by social judgment.>- Fear of getting killed by a man cause you don't want to date himI'm sorry but I don't know how valid or real this is, I'm in a first world country and I have never ever heard about such a thing, especially from a girl or a woman and when I was in a third world country I also never heard such things, even from women. Is it because you're the weaker sex and this creates a fear by default even with reduced danger?
>>83846146Statistically, even in first world countries every day a man tries to kill a woman in his life. The most likely condition/thing to kill you during pregnancy is your man. Homicide during pregnancy or within 42 days postpartum exceeded all leading medical causes of maternal death by more than twofold.
>>83846183why are women attracted to abusive men who will kill them?
>>83846196A lot of killers are just random nerds who lose their mind, not "abuse chads".
>>83845614I can literally not get done anything due to this. One half of the month I feel decent and optimistic, but as soon as my hormones dip I hate myself, my life and sabotage everything I create in a suicidal frenzy. Then my period hits and I feel good again, despite the pain. Being a woman is the most retarded curse known to this universe.
>>83845087okay date me theni would make you feel beautiful
>>83846847>"Hey I'm so desperate that I'd immediately date any random ugly woman that is available and will tell that random woman that she's beautiful."This really isn't the compliment you think it is.
>>83845120he mogs her without makeup-
>>83845087We're all mad at God. What makes you think he cares or will do anyting about it? Quit your bitching and rope like the rest of us
>>83848116I don't know some normies seem pretty happy and don't want to die. I can rope only in a few years from now due to my parents.
Ok now imagine being a man. It would be 10x difficult. Stupid foid.
