I have no friends, no real/exploitable interest and no partner, the only thing i have for me is Hegel and a mountain of books i pretend to understand, everybody i've talked to thinks i'm this mysterious genius at best and an annoying autistic nerd at worse, even if i manage to larp a career or anything really, i won't be happy, i don't even know if i'll enjoy sex if it's paid for or if it's out of someone i know does it out of pity, is it truly over? And before anyone asks, i've tried it all, i wore suits and fancy clothes for a while, ad all hairstyles possible, ate nicer, slept >=8 hours, worked hard but i'm still an ugly retard, the worse obviously being ugly as you can always manage to APPEAR smart.And about socialisation, i've never maintained friendships because i have uninteresting interests and poor social skills besides talking philosophy or politics
>>83846305Time for Nietzsche
>>83846305Imma tell you what do do:>make youtube channel>make whacky video essays with a whacky background and meme edits (just copy contrapoints basically except the tranny part)>talk about contemporary politics or interesting things from the lense of hegel>call yourself the hegelian watcher or some cliche gay name like that
>lives in an a labyrinth filled with masonic imagery>entraps children in his dungeon>his stomach turns when the "goodie-goodies" read books>implies that he'll still be alive in 100 years despite already being old suggesting immortality>bears an uncanny resemblance to Andrew Jackson>probably secretly runs 4chan.org and grooms its userbaseWhat was this guys deal? He's probably seething about books right now.
