What's being consumed anons?
>whats being consumedim having spaghetti with soda
oolong tea
>>83847033i lie, i am also onmirtazapine, gabapentin, atomoxetine, aripiprazole, and desvenlafaxdoesn't work
>>83847015>>83847033sounds a little boring, but allright I won't judge.
>>83847047Have you ever combined Gabapentin with Benzos?I'm curious if it improves hte effects.Gabapentin alone makes me feeel nothing (even in high doses)
>>83847047what is your diagnosis if I might ask?Why not tell your doctor about this?
>>83847015Mahlzeit!
>>83847096i have severe depression, ocd, anxiety, borderline pd, diagnosed. i suspect i am autistic but no diagnosis of that. if i tell her, which i have done, i get told that she has tried everything. i am treatment resistant, aka a miserable client for her, she isn't a doctor anyway, a nurse practitioner. i can't afford a better 'doctor'. >>83847075i haven't. don't think i have had a benzo
>>83846996Weed. Thats all ive got. My coke connect FUCKING DIED right before christmas.
kpins and weed mmmmmmm so fucking comfy
I regret abusing stimfapping so much in the pastnow i cant do it anymorethat sucks
>>83846996All the plugs in my town dried up and im a noob to buying drugs online, does anyone have any pointers? Im trying to get some benzos and/or pregabalin
>>83848026there's plenty of mobile apps to change your currency to btc and then it's all about finding a source
>>83846996I think I might actually try to ease up on my weed use. Ever since getting on Adderall whenever I smoke I end up gooning for hours at a time and I think I chafed my junk from holding the vibrator to it for so long. My chair smells like piss now because I forgot to put a towel down first. I need to get my shit together.
>>83846996Hi, I'm the guy who recently started using methylphenidate. I used 10mg for 3 days in a row. On the first day, I used it to browse 4chan and I felt my concentration really improved. On the second day, I used it to organize shelves in a supermarket where I work and I barely felt the effect. And today, on the third day, I literally didn't feel any effect at all. Tomorrow is my day off from work, and I plan to use 30mg or 40mg to read a fairy tale and study. I want to study about the liver, stomach, and kidneys, and about the relationship between these three organs and medications.Could some anonymous suggest another dose? Maybe a website or a topic about medicine, medications, and drugs to study? I was thinking about the possibility of exercising with Ritalin, but I don't know if it's worth it. So far, I haven't felt any side effects.
>>83846996i have a puffco pivot, with some "Motor Breath" live hash rosin, a "chem de la chem" live resin cart and 2 unopened 4 lokos. boutta b faded
>>83846996weed is turning me into a deranged genius istg. if you have the right type of brain and use it super carefully and in combination with other stuff it can be a nootropic.I think it's a good sign if you get MORE sensitive to it over time rather than less, because it shows your thought patterns are evolving so it takes less of a nudge to get you to the creative type of high. and it helps if you have some really good philosophical/artistic/ludological/sexual or whatever other stuff to chew on that has its own pull.
>>83848026telegram. go to reddit dot com and find subreddits about drugs, and send dms to people showing off, asking for their plugs telegram. you'll find one, and they often ship nationwide.
>>83848544Thats not a scam?
Been doing a lot of weed but im too jolly and weird around people so im gonna go on meth to give me more aura and different attitude
>>83847676kpins and weed AGAIN lets fucking go
Slept pretty well.Re upped on nicotine bags.Loving the buzz.Let's see what we can do.>>83849160The best thing about weed is also the worst thing about weed.Namely: You can essentially always be stoned as fuck without dying or winding up broke or in a fight or completely incapacitated.>>83849013Of course it's a scam.>>83848382You might have actual ADHD fren.I'm on 35mg and night go to 50 soon.Also just use a search engine and look up words you don't understand.Reading actual Studies is dope.>>83848026Darknet Bible
i ran out of good dissociatives and used my deschloroketamine as an experiment after almost a decade of not using it, even though i knew it would be awful and it was. i don't know why but it made my nose run nonstop for some bizarre reason, made me throw up twice, and i got incredibly dissed at one point but it wasn't even euphoric. just intensely confusing. no hole. no fun. just gross and weird. terrible drug. i don't understand how anyone can enjoy deschloroketamine. i've given this same stuff to a friend of mine and he loved it. i don't get it. it makes me feel horrible. wtf. i love every dissociative i've done, but deschloroketamine makes me feel nauseated and confused instead of fun dissed. i don't know why. i won't use it again.
any anons in nyc know where to get shrooms or ket? mainly shrooms. robot, 24
>>83849617the dominican guy from my nearest smoke shop was the one who gave me the connect to shrooms, now ket i feel like everyone is selling one time i was at the nowadays backyard at 10am on a nonstop party smoking a cigarette and this black lady just unpromtedly asked if i needed a plug, same thing happened in h0l0colombians sell ket painted pink as tusi
>>83849537this is how i feel about ketamine (s)although the short time where i get the confusion/loss of reality is somewhat alluring. but it quickly turns bad when the nausea comes. have to have an empty stomach
i was in jail before and some guy would just masturbate all the time in his cell because he said it helped with the dope sickness
I took a decent amount of datura seeds. It has been two hours and nothing happened. Might try some doxylamine later tonight.
>>83846996nothing I am a straight edge chad
>>83849920its crazy the amount of dope sick people that are in jail. i used to get extra food for a week. because my cell mate came in dope sick and just slept for a week.
i need that syrup to calm me down and make me feel good
>>83846996Nothing fun for now because I lost way too much weight when big sad made me not want to eat. When I'm not quite so underweight I'll be back on ket and maybe give lsd a try.
>>83850358i needs me some of that barre baby
>>83846996Did 2 200ug tabs of "needlepoint" LSD a couple of days ago. No OEVs whatsoever, but whenever I'd shut my eyes I'd be trasported into an intense psychedelic trip with a lot of CEVs. I read on Wikipedia and Google AI on my phone for HOURS.About picrel (a cutting-edge videogame in 1071. Idk if they advertised it for home use, but it was found in many bars' arcade section, so I read).Cute animal news worldwide (pinguin pups protecting eachother from preditors by huddling into a circle, a new lion sound males make telling pups "everything is fine, I'm coming home", and the loniliest whale in the world sings over 10-39Hz, in 52Hz, seemingly by choice).A Newgrounds flash game about comming out as a trans woman called dys4ia (~10min of experimental gameplay, like Wario Wares. Many articles and blogs, which I read, posted about it).Making the perfect GBA emulation setup (Android/PC. Games, skins, patches, and shaders).Prime: Zero Mission (a beautiful game with an interesting development history. Looks like more than what GBA should handle, but it does).Pokemon games, their history, and "godmode" emulator cheats.Quantom computers. Amazing tech! (It's being used today to simulate medication effects on humans very, very accurately.The AI describs a problem as a maze: a normal PC is a "mouse", checking a path, finding a dead-end, and go back to try another, while a quantom computer is a "fog", permeating all throughout the maze at once, that "feels" the exit.Quantom algorithms increase the likelihood of the output being right by a lot and decrease wrong, like fucking magic!)Man, I need to wrap my head around it a bit more. The AI also called a quantom computer "a crystal-ball that's always right"AI mixed with LSD is really great! It'll always go into a topic in depth, and ask follow-up questions; so it'll keep going as long as you tell it to.You just need to sit back and bask in the datestream, rarely directing it.
>>83847154I feeel you bro, whenever I hint towards my Psychiatrists that I might have autism or Borderline Syndrome (Because I'm mentally severely unstable) they just tell me "We don't make diagnoses) Every god damn time!
>>83850474The Slopmachine is an amazing digital fidget toy, aye. Just gotta start with "Be a teacher" and end with "cite your sources" for best results.>1071Anon that was the year the byzantine empire fell. I don't think the ottomans were playing video games in between murdering priests.>A crystal ball that's always rightIt's just fast. It doesn't pull information out of the ether.
>>83847154Also I've tried 150mg of oxazepam yesterday and like 1800mg of Gabapentin. I fell asleep after some time. Slept about 11 hours. I got up immediately after waking up (which is something I rarely do), because I felt so well rested it was amazing. (I don't think it's possible, but I still feel a little relaxed and comfy) It's been months since I've slept this well.
>>83850104so you didn't get any effects from the datura?
>>83850584Nothing. I took another small handful of datura after that first reply, over an hour now and still nothing. Must just be an off plant.
how do i abuse codeine?doctor prescribed me some codeine droplets for a bad cough I've been having. Concentration is 0.33 mg of codeine per droplet, and the instructions say to take about 25 to 45 droplets. That should be about 15 mg of codeine total. How much should I take to feel some high from it? 100 droplets (so about 30mg of codeine)? More? Is there any side effect or resistence from having already taken a bit in the previous days (always about 50 droplets, twice a day)? I didn't really feel any high from those apart from my cough disappearing for a few hours. I like the taste of it, and I'm shut at home half sick, so might as well experiment a bit
>>83850839fuck me, it's Dihydrocodeine, not codeineis there absolutely no way to get high on it is it?
>>83846996>What's being consumed anons?It's Meth day!So Meth from 10am to 3am the next day (~200-300mg max expected).I'm full after eating a pizza pepperoni breakfest!Have a GFuel shakercup full of Lingonberry flavor (Pewdiepie v2.0. ~150mg caffeine), and a 20mg NicSalt Apple flavor vape pumping hella vapor on 39.5W (Strawberry, which is tastier, is next. When my card releases I'll raid shops for better flavors like Pink Fruit Mix, Juicy Grape, and Berry Mix, all of which I tried and liked. Shop emailed me a datasheet, so I know how many bottles of what liquid are in which shop branch. Flavored E-liquid ban is coming soon! D^:),both are ready for action!I've got enough music to play until ~12pm the next day. Backgroung music is Hades II OST, then Hades I OST, then Age of Mythology OST, etc.Also 8 hours of E33 OST (not played E33), Stardew Valley v1.6, and Katana Zero in there, too. And Crypt of the Necrodancer+shopkeeper tracks (with this one you can just about see gameplay happening right before your mind's eye, as the gameworld and Player Character only move with and to the beat of the music).//MidEast PeaceThe first (first of...idk) round of American talks with Iran started, so no bombings yet, which is a good sign. I really wish they'll work things out!The other possibility involves much death and suffering to all sides (well, maybe not the American one. They sit back far, far away, unafraid of a rocket assult, and their fighter pilots should be as fine as Israeli fighter pilots were in the 12-day war, 7.5 months ago).Worst case scenario, I'd have to run to the bomb shelter on Meth and I did run there tweaking on speed before, so I'm fine with it.But it shouldn't happen, as the talks are just beginning and experience taught me that air-strikes as well as rocket assults happen late at night/very early morning if for the cover of dark or for the moral-breaking properties no/little/broken sleep has on soliders and civs alike.
>>83847047>mirtazapine, gabapentin, atomoxetine, aripiprazole, and desvenlafax>doesn't workNot even the Gabapentin?! What a shame. Should be fun.Maybe take a tbreak? Or a larger dose? It should be recreational afaik.Abilify sucks major ass, but that's the only one I've experience with.Quite a cocktail!What drugs do you allow yourself to use? As Seratonergics like MDMA are a risk of Serotonin Syndrom?(I let myself take LSD with APs like Seroquel and Perphenazine, though not MDMA. The LSD still hits me full force and isn't listed as a Serotonin Syndrom risk factor, while the MDMA is muted, isn't worth the risk, and it IS listed as a Serotonin Syndrom risk factor) Opioids? Stims? The AP you use (Aripiprazole) regulates Dopamine levels, so there might be a muted euphoria effect, but all the other positives of stims still apply.Might worth a try.
>>83846996>Pic looks hardcore as fuck>Take closer lookholy shit, most of that is vitamin suppliments generated in AI>Saw Palmetto>Vitamin D3>Glucosemine>Collegin>Multi Vitamin>Zinc>Magnesium>Biotin>antacids Ozemeprol specificallyI'm on all of these. LOL!Oh as for drugs, Drugs stop being fun the older you get
>>83850563NTA.>oxazepamIt's baby's first benzo. Every public doctor in my cunt will prescribe you this for complaining about anxiety. But taking fucking 150mg is a lot! I'm guessing it was this that caused your resful sleep moreso than Gabapentin, as 1.8g Gabapentin isn't much. These days I roll with Lorazepam and Clonazepam, both of which treat me well for different reasons.>GabapentinI've only tried Lyrica, but it should be simillar enough. Google AI says there's a 1:6 Lyrica to Gabapentin ratio, potency wise. So lyrica should be stronger. Still, 1.8g is a good dose.>Slept about 11 hoursSounds about right. Taking high as hell benzo doses and caping it with GABApentinoids would usually put you to sleep. Where did you get access to so much Oxazepam?>I felt so well rested it was amazingI'm glad you've had such a positive experience!I know I could use a 11 hour straight sleep, as my sleep is broken most nights, even with sleep-aid pills.>I don't think it's possible, but I still feel a little relaxed and comfyA likely side effect of both the Oxazepam and Gabapentin. After a night of Lyrica I wake up the next day still high. Not so much with benzos, but I don't abuse my benzos often, and especially not at 150mg doses (maybe 6mg Clonazepam once a week, or 5mg Lorazepam once one or two months). Stay safe out there!
>>83849920when i went through opioid withdrawals i did that too. it was really interesting. as soon as i was over the hump i just kept getting horny over and over despite feeling bad-ish still.
>>83847334>My coke connect FUCKING DIED right before christmasThat's may be for the best. Coke is vile and a shit-tier drug.
>>83847154>i have severe depression, ocd, anxiety, borderline pd, diagnosedThat's quite the profile. It's times like that I'm glad I've "only" plain schizophrenia. I mean, life is hell, but at least I'm not loaded with meds upon meds.>don't think i have had a benzoNot even once? You should ask for some to manage anxiety, oooh they're lovely.
>>83847676>so fucking comfySounds comfy, too!Have fun, anon.
>>83848382>Could some anonymous suggest another dose?When I do Ritalin, I take 60mg for a recreational dose on 0 tolerance and 2-3 30mg redoses every 3ish hours to prolong the effect and soften the comedown. I listen to my music and sing along until I lose my voice! It's fun, but for reading 40mg should do the trick. If you wanna ride a fun rush and clear-cut focus, then I'd suggest 60mg, though for your purposes it's overkill, imo.>I was thinking about the possibility of exercising with RitalinStims don't create good habits, but they aid in creating and nurturing those habits. If working out is something that you want to teach yourself to do sober, then Ritalin should help with that. I've also heard it helps with the workout itself, but can't verify. If you already work out without a prodding tool, using Ritalin will achieve little.I don't have articles about your requested topic, but surfe AI prompts and ask for sources, and you'll find what you're looking for, definitely.
>>83848544>telegram>>83849013>Thats not a scam?>>83849410>Of course it's a scamI use Telegram for all my drug needs. From Meth to LSD, from Percocet to Lyrica. It is definitely NOT a scam. Well, there ARE scams on Telegram, but also legit people.Go to drug-related groups like other anon said with focus on local (or closeby) drug communities and, while idk about DMing users for plugs, you're likely to see pushers and pusher-bots advertising drug dealing groups and users. Some are scams. Usually those who tell you to pay ahead of time and in cypto. Only do cash in hand to the delivery guy once you've got the drugs.Look for images of drugs they're selling as a good sign and prices on the ad is another good sign, though some don't do this so they can negotiate for a price later. Get the general idea of market standard prices from talking to a few people and talk dealers down from high prices with this knowledge.Also, hunting for a good plug can take time- took me 1-2 months to hunt a link to a legit pharma meds dealing group where a lot of dealers post (some of them were filtered by my shit radar, but most are honest and have a limited stock of pharma med boxes every month).The dealer would ask you for verification. A video of yourself saying date and time, maybe a social media account (though I don't have any), a face pic he'll send to the delivery guy would definitely be requested so the guy recognizes you in the street.In my country, some (but less than I remember back in 2015, prolly cause the updated list isn't as accessable as it uses to be) will ask an ID pic (that's your que to fall off your chair).They used to run it against an updated list of undercovers, cops, and narcs, but that was when the market was more a united front and not splinter cells of a bigger community that doesn't exist anymore. Now I get away with a timestamp and face pic with me and another drug (I use medical weed bags).To cap it off:Definitely not a scam!Happy hunting!
https://youtu.be/TrQypgLPnps?si=f8JkdmOhfyaQYYrK
>>83848099>Ever since getting on Adderall whenever I smoke I end up gooning for hours at a timeA strong combo. Beware of making this a habit. It's hard to break out of a cicle once you've started.>My chair smells like piss now because I forgot to put a towel down firstI always put a pillow and a blanket on top. Blenket smells like shit from farts, but I either flip it or change it if it gets too bad. Also, piss? Goddamn.>I need to get my shit togetherIf you think so, it's true.Goodluck!
>>83848415>puffco pivotA neat piece of tech! Should mimick a dab rig pretty well from what I read. Though I'd prefer a full temp-control for more micro-control over puffs. Hope you maintain it well every few sessions so it won't fill up with gunk.>me "Motor Breath" live hash rosin, a "chem de la chem" live resin cartSounds like quite the weed arsanal! I like hash, how does a Hash Rosin differ to plain Hashish? Can you vape plain Hash in your pen?>2 unopened 4 lokosNot an Alcohol guy, but 4 Lokos is a fan favorite here ITT with USAnons, afaik.Have fun!
What drug can i take to get rid of restless limbs
>>83848455Interesting. Weed could induce such a state, for sure. I'm glad you're getting the most out of your weed and brain!>in combination with other stuffSuch as? What "other stuff"?Could those "stuff" be nootropics alone, or must be combined with weed?I don't smoke anymore, as weed gives me very bad psychotic episodes, but would like to hear about the rest.
>>83849160>im gonna go on meth to give me more aura and different attitudeI recommend most everyone try Meth at least once in life to see what's the fuss all about. But making your social life essencially dependent on any drug, esp Meth, is dangerous. Have you got experience with Meth? Maybe try a weaker, shorter-lasting drug first? Like, Amphetamine(s) (Adderall, dex, speed) and Methylphenidate (Ritalin) can address socialability and aren't as toxic as Meth is. It's your choice, but I'd recomend starting small, and if things are still funky, then go for the "big-guns" like Meth.t. Weekly Meth enjoyer
i have 3 lectures today but im such a fat fucking chud and am going to smoke weed the entire day lets fucking go
>>83848026>does anyone have any pointers?Learn how to Telegram or learn how to DNM.If you're in a first-world country, chances are DNMs have a domestic vendor to ship your packages via snailMail and avoid international customs, which is what you want. On both methods, be out for any red-flags and read reviews if available (a DNM vendor without any is a red flag, but you can't find reviews often on Telegram). If DNM is a valid option, I'd opt for it over Telegram as a rule of thumb, as it clears out the major risks for a scam. It takes time and effort to build a DNM vendor profile and moreso a successful one with good reviews.Goodluck!t. Uses Telegram for all drugs. DNM is too risky.
>>83849537Different substances make different people react differently. It just happens that Deschloroketamine works like that on you. Didn't sound like a good time at all! I'm afraid to fork over the money for a gram of ket (~130$) and have the same or similar symptoms. Most people describe it as being drunk on lower doses and a full-on psychedelic trip at higher doses. Also I've never snorted anything and worry about the drip and puking. What dissos have you tried so far?
>>83851745i wonder why stuff like ketamine it's so hard on the normal web vs steroids where there are like 350 different sites
are Phenibut withdrawals a meme?for the past 7 years or so I've been on and off Phenibut(I'm talking 1, 2, 3 year long breaks), taking 1.2-1.6g per day for sleep mostly. My stash would run out and I'd just not bother buying more, or I felt it wasn't necessary, stuff like that.When I found the quittingphenibut reddit I was confused, because so many people there were losing their shit over withdrawals after taking that dosage twice a week or something. As an experiment, I stopped taking it for a week again and aside from my sleep returning to what it was before, I didn't suffer any horrible withdrawals or anything like that.Am I just built different or are redditors hypochondriacs?
>>83849718>colombians sell ket painted pink as tusi//DosaHere there's a pink powder called Dosa, which is a mix of ket, stims, Opioids, Coke, and some other stuff. Couldn't find it online.I stay away from colorful powders esp with this kind of drug profile. But apperently it's very successful in the local market and sells well. Every dealer stocks it, it's a trend.//BurnWhile dealers never cold-asked me, I've had many folk reach-out and gift me grams and grams of weed on a local burn (an offshoot of the main USA BurningMan event. Was 17+yo).Once I found an MDMA circle who just emptied their bottle and swore to me I'd have gotten a few sips if only I came a bit sooner. Also found two friends doing ket in a corner, unwilling to share.I'd spend the hot days in the shady camp with friends (and nights out: exploring art, music, and parties). People came, sat in 1 of 4 guest chairs, and shared everything: word, food, drink (lots of booze!), stories, and grams of weed, then depart again.We also had this shirtless fat guest for most of the 2nd day. Months later (17-18yo)I was getting MDMA crystals for the first time from a friend of a friend who turned out to be that same fat guy!Aperently, he held an extremely lucrative software dev 9-5. A complete counter-image to the wild-haired, shirtless, and totally high weed-smoker I've met on the burn! A roomate let us in 20 mins before he came home. He was well-dressed and groomed, suit and tie, long hair neatly knotted at the back of his head.He reached into a pocket and produced a small baggie of brownish crystal, which was fire to roll on, btw. Next, shirtless ofc, he took us to the building's roof where we all smoked on a hookah.Just read online about a local burn that happened on 24/11 last year.The prod. team lost many good lives in the 07/10 Hammas terror attacks, and national-security makes prod. pricey to budget for.But I'd wanna go in 2026, if there's one, for sure!
do i eat mdma? last time was late november. i might
>>83852888go to a rave tonight and enjoy yaself
i remember fondly a time where you could have a youtube channel dedicated to smoking weed and taking giant bong hits.do people still do that or did youtube crack down on that?
>>83849920>i was in jail before and some guy would just masturbate all the time in his cellTL;DR: Was a solider and the guy beneth me in the bunk bed would very overtly jack it hard because he had nowhere else to go, I guess. He moved the whole bed as he was doing it and there was a "plap" sound. I still had to work with the guy daily, and he had seniority over me. Other than that, he was a fine fella.//BlogGot his bottom-bunk place and thick matress when he left as a goodbye gift. Was a great upgrade to sleeping on actual prison matresses in a tent in boot-camp. Stole a comfy pillow from another senior who was leaving any day, still use it 8+ years later. We were restaitioned to another base and the matress was gone.Had to hord thin matresses from zero.Everytime a friend would get discharged, I'd get the extra matresses that didn't return to storage. Till I had a mountain of matresses. Took 'em all home with me when I left, didn't give back nor learned shit about sharing.My roomates must suffer on thin matresses!And I would jack it in the handicap bathrooms everyday at 1pm after lunch. Didn't bother anybody.A 5-15 minutes ordeal, I was very efficient, had a square of toilet paper to envelop my dick like a condom juuust before cumming (still do); no spilling or using up paper. Clean.Nowdays it's less than or about 3 minutes if I do it right. (And my peen still works, I plap my gf just fine. Didn't "ruin it with porn" or anything)Got caught once cause I happened to sit on the floor at that time and there's a vent on the bottom of the door so people could see my legs, thought it was someone who fainted, and called a high-ranking Officer for help. I had to shamefully say I'm fine, just cleaning something, and they didn't leave until I came out.Never sat on the floor again.The thing about military mentality is that everyone tries to help or be proactive *somehow*.Sorry for longposting. Thanks for reading.
>>83850104Never tried an anti-histamine for sedation apart for Triprolidine HCl and Chlorpheniramine Maleate. Triprolidine was effective, but addictive. When I stopped taking it I got an allergy attack and needed to wait it out instead of dosing again to outlive the withdrawals. Baby's little physical dependence and withdrawals practice.
>>83850183>nothing I am a straight edge chadSo cool, but I'm a drugs virgin forever.
>>83852902i ate 160mg. im one of the few people who genuinely prefer to take it alone. ill probably just listen to music and stretch as usual. which is nice. hope i feel up for going for a walk though
Drug newb here I used to drink DXM all the time years ago but I stopped and that's it. I started taking Gabapentin for a pain I have, hasn't been very effective but my doctor had me at a low dose for weeks (my pain is also not severe), just upped to 1200mg a day. I got an extra box to try recreationally but I'm not sure how to dose for best effect, what do you recommend?
>>83853071you can still listen to a set just dance at home i'd recommend this it's very high bpm with plenty of techno/dub/dnb tracks https://soundcloud.com/wreckednyc/dj-voices-at-wrecked-studio-feb4-2023
>>83850367>big sad made me not want to eatLike depression? I was underweight due to situational depression. It sucks, and came with insomnia. I was ~50kg when I need to be ~70kg. Nowdays ~90kg, though. A bit of a fatty, hehe.>I'll be back on ket and maybe give lsd a tryBoth of which are appetite depressants, beware.For me moving away from a life situation fixed my depression all the way up, what did it for you?I've not talked with someone who went through a similar thing, so I'm interested.
>>83850378I don't get why not get straight Codeine from a plug/DNM? I got a Promethazine pill (no Codeine) once to treat allergy. Tossed it in a bin, was making me sick. The pharmacist was warry of me taking it, too, which was a red flag. Only thing I get for allergy is Triprolidine HCl. Best anti-histamine I've found on the market. Also, I skipped Codeine and did Oxycodone instead, was not "socks off your feet good", so I imagine Codeine would be a weaker version of that. Leanfreaks worry me.
>>83850558>Anon that was the year the byzantine empire fellI ment 1971. Oops.>It's just fast. It doesn't pull information out of the etherBut just as good. It's in both the state with the answer in it and not at the same time. It's not "just fast", it's crazy fast, and the physics of it mean it's just as if it's pulling answers "out of the ether".Just that the "ether" is probability and possibility. The magic of quantom algorithms are that they increase the likelihood it'll land on the "right" state and decrease the likelihood it'll turn out the "wrong" state. How are quantom algorithms written? Idk yet, but I'll learn!
mdma is hitting. what a nice drug>>83853087thank you but i tend to melt and listen to slow stuff on mdma. its not really a stimulant at home for me though i should take it in such a context some time
>>83850104>I took a decent amount of datura seeds. It has been two hours and nothing happenedI will never get people who take delirients.What are you trying to achieve?This will not feel good for you.Gladly it didn't work for you, anon.It's just a vile way to get high.
>>83853071enjoyi've done it two weeks ago so i'll have to wait at least 2 more...
>>83853268he's young and not seeing things clearly. i tried datura too at 21-22. luckily it didnt take (seed potency vary wildly) and i never did it again
i tried to quit 7oh and i got restless limbs and pissing out my ass. what have i gotten myself into ? why couldn't god just make us naturally high so we would be better people ?
can you manipulate your way into a really pleasant trip by taking mdma before something like salvia or dmt?
>>83850857Prompt: can you get high from Dihydrocodeine?"Yes[...]It is roughly twice as potent as codeine."-Google AIPsychonautwiki says 50-100mg of codeine is light so I'd half that for Dihydrocodeine. About 75-125mg should yield some results, imo.Do more (like 150-200mg, though 200mg is strong due to psychonautwiki) if unsure. Also the tolerance from 2X50 droplets a day is negligible afaik and shouldn't get in the way of you getting high too much.
>>83852888what do you usually take inbetween? i find it hard to wait that long to take mdma
>>83853277im doing two months+ myself. dont wanna risk losing novelty/magic. im in my couch on my laptop atm and im starting to writhe in pleasure while yawning. listening to music with my nightjar singularity iems
>>83853341i dont think it matters if you break through
>>83853341i think your blood pressure would be so high that you might think you'll die therefore having a worse trip than just doing salvia/dmt
>>83853356what are you listening to?>nightjar singularity iemsdamn
>>83851115>Drugs stop being fun the older you getThe older I got (28yo) the better some drugs became and worse other became. Weed in particular is shit for me now and so is booze, but stims (Meth) and GABApentinoids (Lyrica) are the bomb. Especially Lyrica, it leaves me calm and collected, which I need once in a while.I think it's a you thing, really, not an age thing.There are plenty of old farts who do Opioids and stims (famously, older 40+ Florida men and their Meth habits). I think everyone processes drugs differently.Also nice boobs gif. Is it really AI-generated?
>>83850104Diphenydramine works better as a deliriant than doxy don't do deliriants frequently though I just beat a heavy Diphenydramine addiction I forget stuff easy and lose train of thought alot
>>83851593>What drug can i take to get rid of restless limbsThat usually occurs when you take something and that's a side-effect, so first, stop taking whatever it is. Second, easy answer: Benzodiazepines like Lorazepam or GABApentinoids like Pregabalin. Also maybe Alcohol. All downer CNDs (central nervous system depressants) or GABAergics are likely to help with a restless limb, really. The question is what have you got access to?
>>83853438NTA but i agree i didn't have a weed phase on my adolescence and proactively avoid it because i didn't get it, while at the same time i did a lot of coke when i was 18/19/20i'm glad i started smoking around may last year because i don't do it as often and already know how comedowns in general work
>>83853486how the hell did you get addicted to DPH? why do you even do DPH that much? what's the fun part? it makes me feel awful.>>83853074i recommend you just go back to DXM. it's fun.
>>83853353nothing the last year but i want to source lsd and 2c-e again. most drugs just have cons for me that make them not really worth it. ketamine was fun until it started giving me tinnitus. sometimes i order a canister of nitrous oxide for fun.>>83853406all kinds of stuff. vocals are amazing on singularity so that's what i tend to listen to on it, despite it having a "basshead" tuning. rhye - open sounds extremely good for example
but psybass and sub bass textures are amazing tooi really wanna get a subwoofer and speakers for this stuff: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkfX_pWkoZspretty sure its made for speakers. listen to the first 20 seconds
Today I took 30mg of methylphenidate to study, I studied for 4 hours, but I didn't feel much difference in my concentration, maybe Ritalin improved my motivation? Because I don't know if I could study for 4 hours straight without getting distracted without using Ritalin. Could it be that Ritalin doesn't have such a strong effect on people who DON'T have ADHD like me? Or should I take a higher dose?I'm usually a focused person who doesn't get distracted easily, so I don't have much of an idea about the potency of Ritalin in my body. I still have 56 tablets of 10mg each, I think they'll last a long time, since I won't be using methylphenidate daily.
>>83851726>i have 3 lectures today but im such a fat fucking chud and am going to smoke weed the entire day lets fucking goI've never went to college and it's not as much of "the next thing after highschool" in here as it is in the US, but if you DO register to a college, don't you WANT to learn? You choose the classes, so it must be something that interests you and also will be part of future classwork you just miss to get high.I mean, college is THE time of your life to get high off of weed, and I don't judge, do what you want. But 3 classes to miss for a weed high? Ehh... Weed's not that good. What are the lectures about?What are you learning?Are you pssionatte about it? Why so/not?Do you know what career you are going to pursue after school?If you just take school to make the perants ease off on you and want to work a MCdees mid 30's, or have a place to work due to nepotism,I guess it's fine to miss as much material. Embrace the fat chud life and smoke up.Idk, I wish I had school options like that when I was young, I only got military service that took 3 years off my life and added nothing beside depression. NEETed the last 8 years of my life away. I did some school in the middle and self-teach the rest of the time, which wasn't a total waste of time, but a Computer Science degree would be nice. And a minor in Philosophy. Or Film.Do your perants pay for the school you're missing or is it atudent-loans you'd have to pay later in life?I hope you've got some primo weed.As I said, I don't judge, I'm just lamenting my own lot in life and projecting it onto you. Don't take it personally.Smoke up, have fun! You're only young once.
>>83853613only ever had hd650 and other headphones like that1300 is a bit steep of a price but it is intriguing>most drugs just have cons for me that make them not really worth itwhy's that
>>83852456>i wonder why stuff like ketamine it's so hard on the normal web vs steroids where there are like 350 different sitesWell, Ketamine is a recreationally used drug when steroids aren't really. The LE goes after the fun stuff first. It's a good indication something is enforced hard- is it fun? If so, then yes, it is enforced. But we are talking about Telegram and DNMs, where ket is freely sold. I wouldn't trust clearnet Ketamine anyway. There must be a mutual risk of prisontime for me to take you seriously. Otherwise it could be fraud. No-one will invest in making a name for themselves on DNMs and dark forums and communities just to scam the odd person outright. Similar in Telegram, but less so. That's one reason why I opt for DNMs over Telegram. I bet a lot of the steroids you find are scams, too.
>>83853152>Only thing I get for allergy is Triprolidine HClFor allergies, I take fexofenadine and prednisone.
>>83853632i''m just very sensitive to the cons. usually its the comedowns and the overall effect it has on my life that just isnt worth it. ive been into a lot of drugs like stims and alcohol and benzos and i just feel done with them. like alcohol, benzos and stims. never did much opiates though, i think i could chill with that. what about you?
>>83853632i have hd650 too. i'm trying to find someone to trade their hd600 for it though. i just prefer how IEMs deliver sound. buy a 5-6 dollar kunten or edc pro on aliexpress if you want to try it. the value is crazy good on budget iems
>>83853738i was flip flopping between alcohol and weed for years and years. last year i got into lsd, ketamine and mdma. don't like ketamine much, lsd screws me up now. just got into mdma and love it, but the wait is long. now i'm on nothing and i don't like it. and you saying that 1 month isn't enough of a wait because it might lose its effect makes it sting even more because right now it's the only thing i'm actually looking forward to in life, sad as it sounds.i should get back on weed
>>83853762i have hd650 and 600.i actually bought the 600 to replace my old 650, just to try, but they didn't do it for me for some reason and i bought a new pair of 650.and no i won't trade with an anon sorry
>>83852474>Am I just built different or are redditors hypochondriacs?I'd say you're built different. A certain relationship with a drug can make it easy to quit; think people and post-sergury painkillers. My aunt took a strong Opioid after dentalwork or something and was able to quit 1-3 pills a day cold-turkey. The psychological part plays a big role. But also the physical part, Phenibut is physically addictive, just two times a week can make you addicted (as you said) but some people won't be as easy to addict (like you).Google AI says : "Think of Phenibut like a "loan" on your brain's relaxation chemicals. It feels great while you're spending it, but the interest rates (withdrawal symptoms) are incredibly high once the bill comes due."GABAergic withdrawals are famously hellish. Consider yourself lucky you don't experience them. I take benzos daily for over 3-4 years now, and I can (and have currently) stop cold-turkey and feel nothing of the withdrawals I hear so much about. It's been more than a week off benzos, now. No brain-zaps/fog/slowness, nothing.Am I built different? Maybe.Is it the psychological component? Prolly.Who knows for sure? Not I.I'd just opt to think you're built different since the addiction is really commonplace, so not exeriencing it is an oddity.
>>83853765if you want to take mdma for the rest of your life then i really recommend it. it isnt reckless to do it every month a few times but it isnt sustainable. it will become less novel and lose crispness over time. and comedowns/days after will become greyer and greyer. sorry to hear you only look forward to mdma but i totally understand
>>83853765look into phenethylamines like 2c-e if acid fucks you up. it's somewhere between acid and mdma imo
>>83852888>do i eat mdma? last time was late november. i mightDew It.
>>83853803thanks for sharing your experience. i guess i'll do it one last time in 2 weeks (that will make it 3 months in a row) and then slow it down and try to find an alternative. >>83853814sounds good
>>83853814i say that because of how tactile sensitivity is turned up on it, and how the visuals arent geometric like acid but rather like fields and waves. colors bleeding. this mirrors your preference for hd650 too
I'm unsure which drug I should use weekly.Benzos: My tolerance is high, and they're losing their appeal.Opioids: They don't give me euphoria.Stimulants: I don't like them very much.Hypnotics: I've only tried zolpidem, I liked its effects, but the memory loss is a disadvantage that I consider to hinder the experience.GABAergics: I've only used pregabalin, never taking more than 300mg. It made me more sociable and motivated, but I don't know if I would take it again.Alcohol: Sometimes I drink just one can of beer and I already start to feel tremors in my body. I've never been drunk, but once I had a shot of whiskey and got very dizzy, it felt like I was floating, my walk was strange, but this effect didn't last even 30 minutes. Is it worth getting drunk? I would have to buy medication to avoid vomiting the ingested alcohol, since my alcohol tolerance is low.Dissociatives: I wanted to take 700mg of DXM, but I vomited after the first bottle of syrup. I tried drinking it again, but ended up vomiting again. In total, I only took 240mg and felt nothing; I threw the rest away. Yes, I should have bought some medication to prevent vomiting, but I didn't know that.Could someone recommend a new drug? Maybe a mixture of several different drugs? I think drugs are losing their appeal.
>>83853706>I bet a lot of the steroids you find are scams, too.no doubt about that but there are plenty of sites i can only remember napsgear right now, that have reviews of them working imagine a world where you could get stuff like LSD shrooms and ket on the normal webi always thought they went after the expensive stuff first which the answer should obviously be coke
>>83853860>I think drugs are losing their appeal.i know what you mean. have you tried ketamine? it would be pretty ideal for me to use like this if it didn't worsen my tinnitus.
getting off benzos will make all other drugs more salient btw. if you're using benzo daily
>>83853893>have you tried ketamine?I've never tried it, and I don't know how to obtain it in my country, perhaps through Telegram groups or the darknet as mentioned above.
>>83852937>do people still do that or did youtube crack down on that?My old neighborhoody friends used to watch a spesific one, I don't recall. A guy that would take huuuuge bong rips or rig hits and would make a "ahuuuah" sound on exhale they used to mimick.Idfk what I was doing with people 3-6 years younger than me back when this gap was more important like early 20's, they just became friends from other, as old as me, friends. I never was into those videos, but that guy was successful ig, he had a bunch of sponsors and gifted products to use on video.Now looking it up, it was CustomGrow420.They absolutely loved him.And checking on YT, he avg. 50k-100k on hard hitting videos and avg. 10k-30k views on normal videos. Also good to add, when I put his name in the search bar, YouTube stopped offering search terms like Google does with porn. So there might be some kind of crackdown on Cannabis content creators.
>>83853853i've never done huge doses of acid actually. not to the point of being overcome with visuals. i've had 2c-b on my radar for a while now, but didn't know about 2c-e
>>83853920well. it seems to be what you're looking for. it can be very moreish and addictive though
Any uk foids want to do ket w mediscord: ihaveneverseenavag
what do i need to do to make ket enjoyable. i just get nausea from it. it's wild to me how people keep praising it. but i've also seen enough people say it's shit so i guess it's person to person
>>83853966they're fairly similar but i preferred 2c-e. less cerebral than 2c-b. it's lighter and more tactile. more bodyload too though i think
>>83853071>i ate 160mgThat's a lot, but then again 2+ months without is a lot, too. Enjoy!>im one of the few people who genuinely prefer to take it aloneMe, too. LSD also. Weed as well. Now that I think about it, drugs in general is an alone thing for me.MDMA was not made for parties anyway.
>>83853990when i did it doing anything was enjoyable on it. it's a bit weird though, you kinda have to have a taste for that. i'm also one the people who didnt have a negative experience on salvia and want to do it again sometime
>>83851647basically just other soft drugs like caffeine and alcohol, and my prescription adderall. importantly, the weed I use has THCV in it and not THC alone; I have tiny slices of a pure-THCV gummy every hour or so starting in the morning, and then a few vape puffs starting around 4 in the afternoon through around 6. and I take a one to two day tolerance break roughly once a week.I had a minor psychotic break on it once while reading a very spooky and psychological webnovel but I just took it as a cool battle scar; I don't think any of my other experiences on it have been dangerous though they can be a bit freaky in a way I know not to take seriously. I do have a strong sense though that the memes that weed cures autism while causing schizophrenia are true, and on some level they're the same thing (dissolving some of the insulation in your reality that can make you autistically bottlenecked but also helps you keep your grip). like you don't want to be seeing projected entities that are too intense and primitive to be useful, but you DO want to be seeing ones that are gentle and humanlike and which you know are just your brain giving you lenses for dealing with others, and autism inhibits this too much.but a lot of the benefit is just from equanimity which I could learn to cultivate drug-free, and from being able to shut off my left brain so it doesn't interrupt whatever my right brain was about to discover. it's about not triggering the familiar cognitive affordances you have around a concept so you can just gently inhabit it.
>>83854035>I had a minor psychotic breakwhat was that like?
>>83853074> I got an extra box to try recreationally but I'm not sure how to dose for best effect, what do you recommend?1.2g is a good dose to be on for recreational use. I do 2g-3.3g Lyrica on a binge. Makes me walk like I'm on a small boat in water at a stormy weather. Makes me wake up the next day high still. I like Lyrica a lot. It depends on the GABApentinoid, as Phenibut is half as strong as Pregabalin, so dosage adjustments are needed. Try upping your dosage by 300mg at a time and give it 40 minutes to an hour before redosing again. Find your sweetspot that way.Goodluck!
>>83846996taking some xtc before i go out tonight gonna be a late one i feeli can function pretty well on it so shouldnt be an issuegonna be a bit awkward its this person im sexually involved with but they met this guy on an app that they swear theyre not into but allegedly invited himself to the same bar were meeting atfeel kinda bad for him the plan is to hang out and talk to each other than go back to their car and make out, so hes the third wheel
>>83846996alkiehawl>>83853990idk man, I snorted about .7g of it over the course of an hour or two and it was peculiar to say the least
>>83854070what the fuck 1/10th of that is enough to make me puke
>>83846996>What's being consumed anons?Bought 2 six pack of Corona's and an 8ball. I'm having an amazing fucking friday night boys. Waited all week for this
>>83853713>fexofenadine and prednisoneI tried allllll kinds of anti-histamines I could find OTC, idk if what you've mentioned were on the list, though. All things considered, Triprolidine wins for me. It is allergy fixing and sedating.Good for a hard night.
>>83854045scary at first, I thought the story was about me and that it was telling me to kill myself, and then I realized that that was silly and that I didn't have to suffer the same way as the main character even if we were both trapped in a fictional universe and I could just make different choices even if the nature of our realities was the same. I had meditation experience that helped me make it endurable and comfortable, but I really had to micromanage my thought process for a couple hours. and then IMMEDIATELY upon being sober enough I messaged two of my friends begging them to read it (with the secret agenda of giving myself some concrete reassurance that the words on the page were the same for everyone).
>>83853279>luckily it didnt take (seed potency vary wildly) and i never did it againHopefully it'll happen with him and he'll stop trying. Also wonder why he didn't just take Salvia? It's similar enough and more reliable with sources and strengths.
>going out drinking and drugging with the lads tomorrow nightI'm scared it's gonna turn into a bender that goes into Sunday night lol. That's normally what happens
>>83854111they aren't really similar at all imo. salvia restructure awareness while datura removes it, theyre almost the opposite. datura is a deliriant where there isnt necessarily and usually arent any visuals like how you're used to thinking of them. you'll just go into your bathroom and see your dead aunt in there and accept that she's in your house. its like dreaming. its really fucked to try and get high on
>>83853300>what have i gotten myself into ?Withdrawals? Why did you say "tried"? Did you take more? What a shame to get into withdrawals and quit it temporarily for even harder withdrawals later on. At least commit. Use the dose you just took for tapering, that way you don't miss out on a little 7OH while still working towards quitting ultimately.>why couldn't god just make us naturally high so we would be better people ?God's ways truely are mysterious. Maybe we ARE naturally high, but can't feel cause of tolerance?
>>83853341I guess in theory it's possible. People do it with acid all the time I guess I'm not gonna be the one who tires, though. That'll have to be (you).Tell us how it went!
>>83854167and while this happens you'll have the drymouth of your life and feel like shit. then you go into your living room and theres a family reunion happening there suddenly which you just accept
btw mdmanons have you ever done it with lsd?thinking of doing that, but only with a little bit of lsd.
>>83853500>i didn't have a weed phase on my adolescenceI had a weed phase at 16-18+ a bit and 1-2 years ago for 0.5-1year. It lost its charm for me and started giving me bad psychotic episodes. So I stopped about a year ago and never looked back. I'm better off without it. Weed could be such a vile drug.Glad it works for you, though!>i'm glad i started smoking around may last year >because i don't do it as oftenDon't do Coke as often as you used to?Not doing weed as often as you'd do Coke?
>>83854240yes. candyflipping is godly. add nitrous oxide too if you can for the peak. my favorite drug combination and these 3 have very strong synergisticic effects
synergistic*
>>83853540>i recommend you just go back to DXM. it's fun.i love it but tolerance got too high after years of use, and the last couple times i took it i had a sudden feeling that my body was imploding. the fact that it happened twice in a row is what scared me, and i had scares in the past when i was doing DXM+DPH. and now that i'm "sick" and in "chronic pain" (i strongly suspect my pain is all neuroplastic), although some of my tolerance might've reset, i worry that it could be too heavy on my body. my brother offered me to visit him and do lsd with him which i've never done, so i'm also looking forward to that i just don't know when.>>83854064sounds good, thanks!
>>83847015and I got some of this banana hammock pudding at a steep discount at the overstock store (Grocery Outlet), it's pretty incredible though not worth the normal price. I'm on my 5th carton but I think I've finally cleaned them out; should go back there today and make sure though.
>>83853622>maybe Ritalin improved my motivation?30mg? No tolerance? You should've felt a clear feeling of focus.>Could it be that Ritalin doesn't have such a strong effect on people who DON'T have ADHD like me?I was thinking the other way, that you DO have ADHD but you say you don't, so I'll take your word for it. Maybe it's a physiological thing and a higher dose would sort it out. Try 60mg and come back, see if it works any different on you. My 0 tolerance dose with Ritalin is 60mg when I want to abuse it. Then you'd definitely feel something. Or maybe it's a metabolism thing and you have a mutation. Idrk.>I'm usually a focused person who doesn't get distracted easily, so I don't have much of an idea about the potency of Ritalin in my bodyI'll take your word for it. No, it should work on you all the same in theory.>I still have 56 tablets of 10mg eachI hord boxes and use Meth instead. Currently have 6 boxes, which is 180X10mg pills or 1.8g of Methylphenidate. Not much by my standards. Would hold me a week or two without Meth, though, which is the purpose of hording- saving money on Meth one month (costs ~190$/g and a gram lasts a month+ a bit) or saving it for a rainy day.
>>83853762We talking headphones? I've got Audio-Technica M30x/R30x can't remember. I've had the better model (ATH-M40x, for sure), but it broke down and I had to replace it. What brand are you two talking about? Something I should look out for?
>swore to stop using stims since I can't handle them responsibly>clean for 5 months>friends online raving about getting a shitton of adderall to abuse
>>83853765>and you saying that 1 month isn't enough of a wait because it might lose its effect makes it sting even moreNta, but 1 month is definitely enough, and it won't lose any "magic", don't worry! He's just overdoing it to be sure.>sad as it sounds. i should get back on weedYou don't have to do anything. If weed helps you cope then do it, there are worse drugs to fall to as an emotional crutch. If smoking weed again sounds instinctively bad, then avoid it. Your body and mind know best, so listen to 'em.
>>83854489just sennheiser classics. hd600 came out in the 90s and people still listen to it. a benchmark. haven't heard any audio-technica stuff, i much prefer the intimate sound of IEMs personally, and i think they're way better value than headphones in terms of sound quality
>>83854586well anon, no matter what, drugs and music are a godlike combo.i consider music itself to be a drug in some ways
>>83854532>>swore to stop using stims since I can't handle them responsiblyWhat do you mean by this? Like you don't know when to stop or?
>>83853883>imagine a world where you could get stuff like LSD shrooms and ket on the normal web Won't trust it as far as I can spit. Again there needs to be a mutual risk of prisontime for me to take you seriously.>i always thought they went after the expensive stuff first which the answer should obviously be cokeDid they? I don't get it.
>>83854553i wouldn't say "definitely". that's too strong. a month can be enough for some people while others report gradual flattening with that kind of use. not in binary lost the magic/didnt lose the magic kind of way but the kind that sneaks up on you until you one realize you did lose the "magic". but it also depends on dose and bodyweight etc. someone taking 100mg monthly and otherwise living well might get away with it for a long time but it's not a universal guarantee. if you're using that often i would advise you to wait longer if you really love mdma
>>83854606you happy with your headphones? i spent a ridiculous amount of money on audio last year but my setup is really nice though. one of my sets sound like a hydraulic systems with pistons or something. really tactile
really nice now*system*
>>83854672i've also spent a decent amount on it last year. i don't consider speakers though because i don't live in my own house.i bought the 600 and new 650 as said, but also the bose and sony bluetooth headphones, as well as the in ear sony ANC earphones. i don't have proper dedicated IEMs but now i want to get some just to try. music is the one thing that i enjoy and gives me meaning consistently, so i have no issues spending money on it.>you happy with your headphones?the bose headphones i use while working are very bassy. so whenever i go back to hd650 they sort of feel flat for a bit. but i've used 650 for more than a decade and always felt satisfied with them.
>>83853860>Benzos: My tolerance is high, and they're losing their appealJust take a tbreak. I use benzos daily and it's been over a week off them cold-turkey, and I feel fine. And I know next time I do them will be really effective.>Opioids: They don't give me euphoriaMe either.>Stimulants: I don't like them very muchIdk, I like my Meth quite a lot. I do some every week on Fridays.>Hypnotics: I've only tried zolpidem, I liked its effects, but the memory loss is a disadvantage that I consider to hinder the experience. Yeah, memory issues are a problem. I don't have a fix for it, sorry. I've a hypnotic sleeping-pill, and mixing a lot (8X0.25mg pills, or 2mg) of it with a glass of 12% wine made it VERY euphoric as long as I was awake to feel it. Usually I just take it as prescribed, to sleep. So it's a daily drug. Tolerance didn't build somehow.>GABAergics: I've only used pregabalin, never taking more than 300mg. It made me more sociable and motivated, but I don't know if I would take it againLyrica (Pregabalin) is pretty awesome desu. You should do way more than 300mg to see its full effects potential. Try 1200mg or even 2g. When I binge I do 2g-3.3g. It lasts til the next day and keeps me calm and collected. It can easily be a once a week drug. When I have it I do it once a week and it lasts me 4+ weeks.>Is it worth getting drunk?No. Absolutely not. No whatsoever. Next.>DissociativesIdk about dissos all that much.>Could someone recommend a new drug?Well, beside a higher GABApentinoids dosage, you only like Hypnotics, which are hard to get prescribed. Maybe LSD? MDMA? LSD is a hit or miss, but MDMA is an all-out fan favorite, as most, if not all, rolls are positive. I'd also look into Ketamine if DXM syrup didn't work for you, though I didn't try either. Some people would recommend shrooms/derivitives of Psilocin. Also some would recommend 2C-B, but I don't have experience with it, so I can't really say outside of what I've heard.
>>83853909>if you're using benzo dailyI've stopped daily benzo use I had the last 4 years for over a week now, I don't feel any different.Bad or good. Just the same as always.I'm gonna take benzos today, though.6mg Clonazepam.Should be nice and easy.
>>83853982>Any uk foids want to do ket w meI don't think this pick-up strategy is going to work, or if it will, not in a good way. Beware druggie foids entering your life from nowhere. And druggie foids in general, as a rule of thumb.
I'm at the pub lads
>>83853990>i guess it's person to personBy the sound of it, that. Exactly that. Also Kratom nausea is the same, some people get it hard and some not at all.
>>83854910Based. What are you drinking? Did you go with some friends or by yourself?
>>83854872thats a lot of clonazepam. enough for benzo naive me to start forgetting small things at least. it was my favorite benzo though actually which might be unusual>>83854762>music is the one thing that i enjoy and gives me meaning consistently, so i have no issues spending money on it.same. i also try not to spend on other things to justify focusing so much on audio
>>83854872>I've stopped daily benzo use I had the last 4 years for over a week now, I don't feel any different.dno how much you've been taking but this is pretty unusual. you're lucky
bought 6 beers to have on the mdma comedown but i dont even want to drink. nor am i really having a comedown as such. i believe this is because i wait 2months+
>>83854998>i believe this is because i wait 2months+You're probably the smartest drug user in this thread desu. Good on you for that. I've always wanted to try MDMA but I'm scared to doing it at home, since I still live with my parents. How is the trip with MDMA?
>>83854079based, classic combo, i wish i could have some alcohol rn, i have the coke but i only have some xanax, its kinda mimic but its not the same
>>83854035>basically just other soft drugs like caffeine and alcohol, and my prescription adderallMakes sense, I guess.> I have tiny slices of a pure-THCV gummy every hour or so starting in the morning, and then a few vape puffs starting around 4 in the afternoon through around 6So all day high? Got it. What about before bed toke goodnight?>I take a one to two day tolerance break roughly once a weekIt's something, and as someone who smoked weed daily often, it really does make a small difference. But try a week or two if you want more results from breaks.>I had a minor psychotic break on it once while reading a very spooky and psychological webnovel but I just took it as a cool battle scarMy psychotic episodes are NOT "a cool battle scar" they're a "badly itching battlescar that hurts sometimes". I got dissociation, derealization, depersonalization, delusions that my YouTube videos were aware of me and are using psychological warfare on me, or that my mom is dead and the person I meet is an imposter, and voices of a few prepubescent boys, a young girl, and a crying baby. It's not fun or cool in the slightest.>but you DO want to be seeing ones that are gentle and humanlike and which you know are just your brain giving you lenses for dealing with othersIdk about you, but I don't want ANY hallucinations from weed. Esp not figures. Too creepy for me. I'd rather keep a grip on reality as much as possible.>but a lot of the benefit is just from equanimity which I could learn to cultivate drug-free, and from being able to shut off my left brain so it doesn't interrupt whatever my right brain was about to discoverNavigating the mindspace well, on and off drugs, comes with experience and time, true.My psychotic episodes were unmanageably unnavigateable. Just pure mental hell. Plain and simple.>it's about not triggering the familiar cognitive affordances you have around a concept so you can just gently inhabit itInteresting idea. Very raw.
>>83855042I can't drink without coke anymore lol. It kinda sucks because that means drinking always ends up going forever since you don't get drunk. But fuck me it feels good. I'm pacing around my room having the most interesting conversations with myself. I just need 16 lines of blow then I'm fine
>>83854103>I thought the story was about me and that it was telling me to kill myself>I had meditation experience that helped me make it endurable and comfortable, but I really had to micromanage my thought process for a couple hoursSo think this, but x10 times worse, about everything, and for hours to days at a time. That's my psychotic breaks. I simply can't smoke weed anymore.>IMMEDIATELY upon being sober enough I messaged two of my friends begging them to read it (with the secret agenda of giving myself some concrete reassurance that the words on the page were the same for everyone)It's like me and videos, but I know it's not the same for me as it is for everyone else, the characters wink at me or say something specific about my life. I've had Davros (picrel) in Dr. Who wink at me once, which was funny. A lot of the time the characters cringe or wince when I look at them in the eyes, like they could feel my gaze. Idk about books, though. I feel they should be different, but didn't come across something blatently out of place. Yet.
>>83855027yeah i dont recommend doing it at home for the first time. maybe go hiking or something if you can, or wait until they leave for a weekend or something like that. it isn't a "trip" as such and you definitely wont freak out or anything, but they will definitely realize you are high if you have to interact with them. it feels very safe and cushioned despite how high you are. its hard to explain. i could have done a better job of it a few hours ago. my body tends to feel "radiant" from the inside, like a crisp low lvl orgasm everywhere. i'm really just enjoying it, mental chatter stops up and you're just present with feeling full and loving
>>83854347>i worry that it could be too heavy on my body. my brother offered me to visit him and do lsd with himLSD is also physically taxing, so you know.>sounds good, thanks!No sweat.
you might for example go get a glass of water and then suddenly shed a tear at how beautiful everything is and feels
>>83855095>So all day high?not exactly because THCV doesn't get you high on its own. there can be lingering all day effects but mostly I'm high from about 4-8 unless I decide to start earlier (I have little CBD gummies that can sometimes give me a mild high with the THCV, I don't know how all these combinations work but they do) or I can be drunk for a couple hours too. I don't have anything before bed because my sleeping pills are really nice as it is (they don't do anything psychoactive, they just make sleepiness feel good).because the amounts I take are so small I don't think it takes more than 72 hours maximum to reset my tolerance, I'm very lucky that way.>Idk about you, but I don't want ANY hallucinations from weed. Esp not figures.yeah my hallucinations were never visual, more just conceptual. and it's more just a matter of projecting your psyche out onto other people in a way that harmonizes and makes everything feel mellow and collectively concrete. sometimes it's inaccurate and creates paranoia but it's easier to feel connection on weed and let the world BECOME something and naturally evolve. without it I tend to be too separate and unemotive, and always trying to bottle everything up in the realm of the abstract for as long as possible. weed makes this unsustainable but makes the consequences feel low-stakes and playful when you fail, so you can have learning experiences.there are at least a dozen different mental states you can get from weed and it's kind of a crapshoot what you'll get; the chemical just loosens you up but it doesn't determine what slips through. sometimes I use amounts that are small enough where I can't be 100% sure if it's affecting me or not and I can kind of will it in either direction, and I think that was a great thing for me to do and why I have such a good relationship with it now.
>>83855194>>83855210Sounds fucking amazing bro. I can't wait to experience MDMA for the first time
>>83855172I used to drink and do coke but, i changed to pills because my mommy dont like that i drink alcohol, because my uncle was a alcoholic and died.
>>83854069>taking some xtc before i go out tonightAre you talking crystal or xtc pill? I should do my due diligence and tell you to only do crystals and avoid pressed pills completely, as you never know what's in them. Despite recorded highs of pill MDMA purity in the EU (80%-90%) and USA (60%). Crystals are also easy to measure, while some pills contain more 250-300mg (safe dosage stops at 180mg. Anymore, and it's toxic). Also avoid dancing and heavy physical activities while on MDMA, as it will fry your brain with bodyheat, causing brain-damage.>invited himself to the same bar were meeting at>invited himselfDon't feel bad for him, anon. He knew what he was getting into when he "invited himself" to a two-person meetup. Though, maybe the other person will feel bad for him and plans will change? You never know. Maybe they're into him and don't want to make you jealous?A lot of "if"s around his "self-invitation".I don't like a third wheel. Had one way too many times when I was trying to hit it off with some girl and they always fuck things up somehow.If you still can, try to cancel him from coming saying "comeon, we're gonna talk to eachother then make out, not a place for him." Or something similar.
Does anyone else feel that years that you smoked weed went a lot faster than the ones you didnt
speed paste or dry speed?
>>83854079>Bought 2 six pack of Corona's and an 8ballNice. An 8ball is 3.5g, but of what? Most likely Cocaine, which is not a cool drug, but have it your way. A bit too much low-quality Alcohol for me, though. Coronas aren't a favorite, but ig are on the better end of generic beers, along Tuborg and the local specialty generic beer.>Waited all week for thisHave fun! You deserve it for waiting alone. Ik how it is to think up on your weekend session all week.
>>83855172>I just need 16 lines of blow then I'm fine>justlol. Coke is such trash. Enjoy the comedown, man.>>83855231>my mommy dont like that i drink alcohol, because my uncle was a alcoholic and diedAww. A shame. Sorry to hear.Nice you're doing right by your mom, though.
>>83855351>An 8ball is 3.5g, but of what?Cocaine yeah. I know it's shit but I fucking love it. My beers are almost done though, which is sad>Have fun! You deserve it for waiting alone. Ik how it is to think up on your weekend session all week.Thanks homie. Thinking of the weekend is the only way I get through work. Just knowing that dealing with all the bullshit and faggotry is going to be rewarded on the weekend kinda makes it easier to go through the week. What's your drug and alcohol of choice, friend?
Will I die if I take gabapentin with kratom and a muscle relaxer chat? I didnt want to tell my doctor about my kratom use but I need the muscle relaxer since its getting too hard to even move anymore. >just stop doing kratom Its comfy tho and I tried that but quitting didnt work
>>83855418>its getting too hard to even move anymoreWhat happened to you?
FUCK YOU NIGGER, THIS IS NOW A BALLS THREAD. POST YOUR FUCKING BALLS, RIGHT NOW FAGGOTS
>>83855439I have MS but that is not an answer to my question will I die? I dont really want to die only kinda but I would prefer to live. Also I was prescribed the muscle relaxer and it says to take them everyday but that doesnt seem right because o know they lose effectiveness if you use them all the time. I just need them for the really bad days but my doctor did not understand that
>>83855452lets see your balls first
took a massive line. got the jitters like craazy
>>83855383>Coke is such trash. Enjoy the comedown, manIt's the only stimulant I can take at the moment. Too many people in the house to do any other stimulants
>>83855479what's it feel like? how does kratom or gabapentin help with MS? seems like there should be nothing that helps with MS.
>>83854167>its like dreaming. its really fucked to try and get high onNow I know. I ment similar as both potent substances that aren't fun to do.>>83854219>which you just acceptThat's the scariest part. As someone living daily with delusions (schizophrenia), those things always fuck you up in the worst of ways.I've had delusions that my YouTube videos and tv show characters were aware of me and were using psychological warfare on me. They wink at me and wince/cringe when I look them in the eyes, like they can feel my gaze.That everyone can read my mind, are against me, and just play along to make me look and feel crazy. Yes, you too. I know you can read my mind. You, behind the screen. An evil, selfish, mind-reading bastard. You won't just admit it.Why play this game? Everybody knows.And that my mom is really dead and the person I'm meeting is a clone/parasite who ate her mind from the inside/she is trapped inside her mind as the parasite is in control/different people a part of the same group are in control, everytime someone else, but the same people in general and whatever that's is now replacing her in my life, actually, most of my family is dead in reality and were taken over by body-snatchers who hate me. And the body-snatchers also read minds! And can control my body against my will. And live inside my brain when not piloting a body, taking thought resources.A lot of stuff like that.Not fun, and I just accept it as true till I'm lucid next, which can take upto days at a time. Even now I feel like I believe some of the things I said, despite them being examples of delusions.Things that aren't real. Right? Right.If mind reading exists, why is there still war in the world? Most conflict comes from miscommunication, and everyone's instantly understandable with mind reading.Should solve war. On first thought, at least.Or not, humans are shitty, begrudging, selfish, and greedy. That's not a delusion. That's fact.
>>83854122>That's normally what happensSo prepare it'll happen this time, also. If you want to break a pattern, act to do so. Maybe quit sooner than normal, or put a limit on how much you take. Something realistic and doable that steers you away from the undesired outcome.Don't just hope this time it'll be different cause... reasons.
It's been 4 years daily benzos pyrazolam 3mg In addition to propranolol, lexapro, 2 antipsychotics, armodafinil to keep me somewhat lucid that's about it ig.Currently looking to taper benzos again since rc are banned i got some pregabalin so I'll switch too that. Last resort would be phenibut if everything runs out.
>>83854240>btw mdmanons have you ever done it with lsd?No, and now I can't do MDMA cause of meds, so not anytime soon. Took both seperately a lot, though. Apperently it's really good and the two work well with eachother. It's got a name: CandyFlipping. Something with a name to it must be good, no?
>>83855639Why would I want to quit?
>>83855418>gabapentin with kratom and a muscle relaxerEach of these will effect your diaphragm (the muscle that allows you to breath), so it's definitely risky.>>83855479>will I dieIf you do enough of each, then potentially yes. I assume that won't stop you though, so please just do a small amount when comboing to play it safe.
>>83854385I always clean my local supermarket out of dried mango pieces. Godly things. Sweet as honey.Pudding sounds good, though.
>>83854967>thats a lot of clonazepam. enough for benzo naive me to start forgetting small things at leastIt leaves me in bed comfy and floaty. No memory issues, but blacked-out once of the first times, also ment 3mg (6X0.5mg pills). 6mg is for blacking-out. Me bad.>>83854972>this is pretty unusual. you're luckyI'm aware. Not developing an addiction is pretty lucky. Though, the psychological part of the relationship with the drug has a role, like a post-sergury oxy script you can kick in less than a day cold-turkey. I've daily taken 2mg-3mg Lorazepam and 0.25mg Brotizolam. And 3mg (not 6) of Clonazepam, once weekly.
>>83855590Gabapentin is an anti seizure med that also doubles as a nerve pain treatment and that has been kinda effective not really it cuts down the severity of the nerve pain tho but its still there. It doesnt get you high just a little sleepy. Kratom is an opioid. Its like a little kids version of one tho that just makes you feel comfy kinda high not really unless you take extracts which I am afraid of taking. >how does it helpIt helps me cope with my spine dissolving>>83855679Thanks I will be careful and only take the muscle relaxers on bad days and wont take kratom those days.
>>83854586Wow, Sennheiser hd650 is ~550$ and sennheiser hd600 is ~450$. My audioTechnica are ~190$. Must hear solid gold out of these to be worth so much.
>>83854532>clean for 5 monthsWell done! Stims are hard to handle, even I had an issue at first, before finding my rythm.>friends online raving about getting a shitton of adderall to abuseSo what? It does not affect you in any way.Just turn a blind eye. It's for the best.
>>83854652>i wouldn't say "definitely". that's too strongI say "drfinitely" as in "strong research suggests this".>if you're using that often i would advise you to wait longer if you really love mdmaTo wait just in case has no issue with me. If you really love MDMA and want to ensure the best possible experience, you should wait a bit more.
>>83854910Nice. Have fun!What's the type of beer you got there?
I haven't been able to stop thinking about killing myself every day for the past week. Does anyone know if benzos will help with these? Or any other drug that can stop suicidal thoughts? I'm not seeing my psychiatrist for another week
>>83854998>i dont even want to drink. nor am i really having a comedown as suchNice! Also have the plus of having extra 6 beers for later, when you're really thirsty.>i believe this is because i wait 2months+Maybe. Maybe it's the dosage. Maybe your body. Maybe all three. Maybe none. Who can tell, really?Anyway, an MDMA after-glow is very pleasent. Enjoy.
>>83855027>How is the trip with MDMA?Nta, but I've had an MDMA roll in a military base and could pass for sober even in the eyes of Disciplinary Officers, who look for this sort of thing.But it differs. Sometimes I'm bordering on delirient and are really excited, others I'm cool as steel.It could git you wierd, or not at all. Idk what are the variables there, beside empty/full stomach and dosage, which is pretty much the same every roll I go on. If you're doing it at home, better stay in your room and have it locked, just in case. It's not a long-lasting drug, and the peak is over after 3-4 hours, you can get hold of yourself after the peak, for sure. The dead give-away is big, wide pupils.
>>83855909i don't believe this research exists. what i'm talking about isn't something studies are well-equipped to handle. you are attributing confidence to research that simply doesn't exist in the form required to justify the word "definitely". are you using mdma that often yourself? i wonder if this shapes how you interpret the research
>>83855220>THCV doesn't get you high on its ownYeah, I hear it has appitite supressing, almost stimulating effect. So I was wrong. Still most late day.>I'm high from about 4-8 unless I decide to start earlier (I have little CBD gummies that can sometimes give me a mild high with the THCV, I don't know how all these combinations work but they do) or I can be drunk for a couple hoursFair enough. Weed and Alcohol is a good combo, though I don't drink. It doesn't seem worth the money I put into it, and when I get drunk, I get drunk on good shit.>my sleeping pills are really nice as it isKnow the feel. Having good sleeping-pills should be a part of every respectable stash imo.>I don't think it takes more than 72 hours maximum to reset my tolerance, I'm very lucky that wayIf that's how you feel it works, who am I to say otherwise? Lucky you!>it's more just a matter of projecting your psyche out onto other people in a way that harmonizes and makes everything feel mellow and collectively concreteVery hard to achieve. It's a precise and accurate process to do this. It's impressive you've nailed it down!>it's easier to feel connection on weed and let the world BECOME something and naturally evolveAgain, high concept ideas. Also not how weed works on me. It's definitely easier to loose control for me.>I have such a good relationship with it nowYou seem to have gone through quite a process with weed and prefected navigating it little by little. It's amazing to see such results, so you know. Most people don't think of all those things while high on weed and let it take them instead of psycho-adjusting the experience to their needs like you have done. It seems like you've got a whole philosophy about weed highs. That came with time and experience, for sure.
>>83855210>you might for example go get a glass of water and then suddenly shed a tear at how beautiful everything is and feelsWhat are you on, anon? Sounds fun.
>>83856278i took mdma earlier. i was describing a first time roll/a proper roll.>>83855604yes that's pretty analogous, just with even less awareness. sorry you're experiencing this shit. what do you still believe? i've believed some stuff too in the past>>83855844hd6xx is sub 200 dollars on drop com. but they dont sound like gold imo. then again i strongly prefer iems and my most expensive one cost 3k (+25% import tax) and im not even rich
>>83855317>Does anyone else feel that years that you smoked weed went a lot faster than the ones you didntUsually the younger you are, the slower time seems to work, and I've started smoking weed very young (15-16yo). But certain high days specifically feel like they passed super fast.Benzos have this "time-skip" effect, as well.Benzo days are shorter than sober days, for sure.
>>83856303hd6xx is identical to hd650 on the inside*
This but watered with my young tears.
I just realized that the sweet tooth you have after a shroom trip is kinda similar to the sweets craving you get after an orgasm
>>83855220>it's more just a matter of projecting your psyche out onto other people in a way that harmonizes and makes everything feel mellow and collectively concrete.actually small correction to this: you aren't projecting your psyche, you're projecting your eros. mutuality as a source of recursion.(I just lit up if you can't tell)
>>83855321>speed paste or dry speed?//PostDry speed. Dry powder speed is versitile, you can eat it, snort it, smoke it, boof it, IV it(?), whatever.Never did paste, but it sounds hard to handle physically, to dose right, and to finally consume. Aside from that, I've actually heard speed "paste" be associated with high purity or medical origins ITT, so maybe I'm wrong and paste IS the way to go.Only tried one of the two, so I can only say about it alone, and I don't know how pure the speed I bought was, back when I used speed. I suspect it wasn't very, as it had an odd chemical taste when I only expected bitterness. Maybe that's how it's supposed to taste, but I can't compare it to anything. Not every dealer deals in speed here.//RantOn the local blackmarket, Meth is king.All dealers deal in Meth here.Speed? Need a guy for that. Not just any guy, too. So I found such a guy, but again, weird taste.I prefer Meth nowdays anyway.My guy has pure, clean, and potent Meth that works for long and has tons of positive effects. Very happy with my guy's Meth quality, especially considering how hard it is to smuggle in, and how very rare local clan labs that cook it are to encounter and source from.Is it worth the ~190$/g it's sold for? Prolly not. I'd gladly pay a fair ~130$/g.Alas.It's at a big ~60$ mark-up simply because Meth is an addictive substance, and my guy thinks he can shake addicts up for more.Some dealers are even pricier!1g of Meth lasts me about 3-4 weeks.So I'm good. Most months.I also buy a Lyrica box for ~130$ once monthly.Most of my disability goes for 3/5 of the rent.My wallet will recover from rent and some drugs, though. I'm still left with plenty (over 100$) to freely spend on whatever I want.My mom covers for 2/5 of rent, the power bill, and the internet. Groceries are taken care of by my wider family. I make a list, they buy what's listed, and drive it to me. Every week like a clock.I'm lucky to have such support, I know.
>>83855390>I know it's shit but I fucking love itThat's the fairest take I've heard a Coke user make about Coke without defending it to death.>My beers are almost done though, which is sadI've heard booze and Coke go well together. Like, you hardly get drunk, but it perpetuates the Coke use and vice-versa.>Thanks homieNo sweat.>Thinking of the weekend is the only way I get through workI hear you! True that. I don't work, but my drug sessions keep me going another week.>What's your drug and alcohol of choice, friend?I don't drink much, but when I do it's Diplomatico Reserva Exclusiva Dark Rum (40-45$).Any pricier, and it's not worth its volume in ml, any cheaper, and it's almost always shit. My drug of choice these days is Meth, which I do once a week on Fridays (today!) and is superior to Coke in almost every way, but Lyrica comes in at a close second place. Great stuff, Lyrica is.I just prefer a stimulant to a downer, is all.
>>83855559>Too many people in the house to do any other stimulantsIt's true Coke is short-lasting and fits this situation. But I think you can pull low-mild doses of Ritalin/speed/even Meth and be around people.I was on loads of speed a few times in a social setting and I was fine, maybe some tweaking, but nothing that gave me out as being high, or anything. I regularly talk to my mom and gf on the phone while on Meth, they're just surprised by how much I talk. But if they mention anything, I say I had some Ritalin, which I'm prescribed to.Walking sideways on a downer or even having wide pupils on a psychedelic would be harder to hide and explain than a stim high would be.Just my opinion.
>>83854183I tried because i quit for 1 day then went back to it because i didnt like the way i felt
>>83855418>Will I die if I take gabapentin with kratom and a muscle relaxer chat?That mix may affect your breathing badly. Idk if fatally, but badly for sure.>but quitting didnt workWdym? There's no such thing! Do you have free will, or don't you?There is no "I tried quitting but it didn't work".You either quit or ARE a quitter!Now, use your last Kratom dose as a first taper dose and go from there. That way you still get to do some more Kratom, but ultimately work towards quitting. Go on, tell ChatGPT to write you a taper schedule. It'll be easier than cold-turkey, certainly.I'm absolutely shook about you talking like that. What a shame it is to be an intelligent human and have those words written and BELIEVE them as true. You need to take a long hard look at yourself, and start believing in you! You CAN quit! I know it! You just need the right attitude. A can-do mentality. Psych yourself up, cause you CAN do it.It's a fact you'll have to come to terms with now, or when the addiction and tolerance won't be sustainable anymore and you'll be forced to quit simply since there is not enough Kratom out there you can take in a reasonable frame of time to feed your addiction. The point of no-return.Least you could do then is to quit for a tbreak, then do Kratom again until the same point is reached. But you won't stick yourself in such a dumb loop, you'll break through to the other side and quit. I KNOW it. I'm rooting for you!Go on and do it! No excuses! No "didn't work".It does not exist for you. You're a can-do guy!Sorry to go on, but I just hate, HATE this way of thinking. So devoid of the innate freedom we were all blessed with from birth, and is our god-given responsibility to exercise.So inhumane in nature. So lacking in spirit and broken in tone to hear."It didn't work". Pffft. Gimme a break.Trying to jump downward "doesn't work". Quitting Kratom is humanly possible even when severely addicted, thus it is (you) possible. Simple as.Thank you.
2 grams of phenibut while watching some movies
>>83855479>will I die? I dont really want to die only kinda but I would prefer to liveAnswer: Maybe. It's a dangerous mix. Beware.No-one can give you a definite yes or no. There is a probability that you'll stop breathing at some point. What point exactly? Who knows, really? Just beware.>it says to take them everydayIt's basically medical speech for "take as-needed".My Ritalin says daily use.My Clonazepam days daily use.It doesn't mean daily, really.
>>83855793>I will be careful and only take the muscle relaxers on bad days and wont take kratom those daysOh, you've already got to this conclusion. Just reading through and posting before finishing to read :p Oops.
>>83855452>>83855488>lets see your balls firstThis is a reasonable ask. Can confirm.Go on, anon. Show us your balls.Your balls, anon.Where are they?
>>83855520>took a massive line. got the jitters like craazyDoesn't particularly sounds like any fun.You must've a taste for it to like it, I suppose.
>>83856303>i took mdma earlier. i was describing a first time roll/a proper rollOh, wow. Sounds profound.>yes that's pretty analogous, just with even less awarenessYeah, I guess so...>sorry you're experiencing this shitIt's fine. It's not your fault. Is it? Do you confess?>what do you still believe?Up is up, down is down. Gravity seems to be consistant and down-pulling at a set rate.Music is awesome, that I know.Not much is fact to me otherwise, I suppose.Everything can be a mind-parasite trick.All of my senses are compromised.It's not that bad most days.Just sometimes hard.The meds help a ton.Even if they don't take it all away completely.>i strongly prefer iemsI like over-the-ear headphones much more. IEMs come second, though. I like the noise cancellation on both, desu.
>>83855675>Why would I want to quit?Well, you've said "I'm scared it's gonna turn into a bender that goes into Sunday night" and being "scared" of something is not wanting that thing to happen, usually. So I assumed based on your post that you want to avoid a bender. But have it your way. Idc what you do. Maybe a little, cus I want everyone to be happy and healthy. But idc.
>>83855650>It's been 4 years daily benzos pyrazolam 3mgHey, I thought about you when posting last week! How are you doing?>i got some pregabalin so I'll switch too thatGood you have a substitute.>Last resort would be phenibut if everything runs outSounds like a plan.Goodluck!
>>83856173>i don't believe this research existsIt does. Some other anon was slinging it around. I don't really know the site to query for that exact research.>what i'm talking about isn't something studies are well-equipped to handleHow so? The research states you can recover Serotonin receptor drainage in a month time of abstaining from MDMA. Maybe there are personal variables that are in effect, but that would be an oddity, not the most probable outcome that a research will find and point to.>are you using mdma that often yourself?I don't use MDMA since it interacts badly with my meds. I just am saying what I know to be true.Not covering for personal mismanaged MDMA use.>i wonder if this shapes how you interpret the researchIt really does exist. Istg. But all you can do is take my word for it since i've got no link to show you.I understand if you choose to not believe me, as I lack a source, and my beliefs are in countrary to things you believe and have an opinion on, yourself. But understand that you lack a source, as well, apart for personal experience, which is as anecdotal as me saying that another anon has all the research somewhere.
>>83856026>I haven't been able to stop thinking about killing myself every day for the past weekGive it time, maybe it's something you took, or situational.>Does anyone know if benzos will help with these?They won't affect suicidal thoughts, afaik.>Or any other drug that can stop suicidal thoughts?I don't have an answer. A mood stabilizer? Idrk.>I'm not seeing my psychiatrist for another weekTry to stick-it-out for as long as you can. Then tell them about this symptom, and that's all that it is, a symptom, and get them to prescribe something for it. They surely will. Don't lose hope yet!Help is coming!You just need to hunker-down and wait.That's the hard part.
>>83856497>This but watered with my young tearsAww. Why so sad? Also, how young? I need to know if drinking them will sustain my own youth. Are you a virgin? It helps if you are.
>>83856614>I just realized that the sweet tooth you have after a shroom trip is kinda similar to the sweets craving you get after an orgasmA little far-fetched, not a lot, though. I can see it make sense. And I DO get a sweet tooth after cumming. But I think it's due to blood pressure dropping or something like that.
>>83856957>you aren't projecting your psyche, you're projecting your eros. mutuality as a source of recursionMore high concept ideas.But why would an intelligent being such as a human be self-reoccurring? Is it for recreation?A need? Nature?
>>83857882Is it safe to tell your doctor you want to kys though? I mean I need to get this shit treated, but I don't want to end locked up or in a mental institution
>>83857427>went back to it because i didnt like the way i feltIt's withdrawals, you don't need to like it. Actually, it's more likely that you won't like how it feels.It's difficult by definition, but humanly possible, and thus, (you) possible. Don't give up to yourself like that. You'll have to come to terms with the addiction not being a sustainable way to live at some point. Better rip the band-aid as soon as possible, so it'll be easiest to commit to.Whatever you choose, I hope you'll end-up well and healthy. Good wishes, anon.
>>83857608>2 grams of phenibut while watching some moviesSounds comfy, anon. Enjoy!
>>83857972>Is it safe to tell your doctor you want to kys though?You might be looking at a ward visit, there.>I mean I need to get this shit treatedThat's why I recommend telling your psychiatrist.If suicidal thoughts are a main symptom that needs treatment, you should always say something, or proper treatment would be impossible to get.>I don't want to end locked up or in a mental institutionI won't lie to you, it's an option. But you must tell your doctor. Maybe say it comes and goes, and you need something for when it flares-up again.So there's no need to stabilize you right this moment in a ward, but it's an on-going issue that can come up at anytime and requires some-sort of treatment. They must write you something then. Goodluck! I just lie to the doctor and deny any and all suicidal ideation. It's gone by now, anyway.
A good Friday. Lots of interaction with anons. Many posts were posted. Replies have been replied. Fates have been decided. Not like last two Fridays. Responsive and quick. Like I like it. Now for the regular down-time.
>>83857656very sorry, my balls are shy. they do not like to come out very often. i will coax them out with a few hits of cheap, dogshit skunk weed, a swig of Titos, and a dvd of Borat
>>83858148Sound fun. Hope they'll come out.
>>83857972what are these thoughts like?are they really acutely dangerous to you in the sense that you have what it takes to go through with it and feel a compulsion to do it?i had been thinking about it daily for a long time but i was never in danger because going through with it requires so much. mentally and logistically.
why do people like ket so much ITT? an ex gf had some laying around so I did a lot of it and felt third person out of body feeling and just stared off into space until it quickly wore off. Pretty shit and boring tier. Apparently its super expensive too?
>>83853054I have never tried those ones before. Gl with the withdrawals and waiting it out. >>83853268>what are you trying to achieveI am impulsive, suicidal and self sabotaging. I just dont care about anything anymore. If the datura makes it worse, great.>>83853486Yeah I would do DPH if I had it. I just happened to come across some doxylamine which is why I am giving it a try. I have heard mixed reviews on it but i will try 200 to 300mg tonight anyway.
How often can I consume GHB if I do it everyday?
>>83851169I get about 150mg of oxazepam daily. Prescribed by my doctor.
Godddd it's 3 long years since I had MDMA. This sucks.
>>83859087>I am impulsive, suicidal and self sabotagingNot at all a good reason, but have it your way.
>>83859310 >dailyWut?
>>83859519Why not do it this year?
>>83859564pic rel (exactly the same medication htat I have)It's 30 pills with 50mg of Oxazepam each. I'm currently on 3 pcs per day and my doctor said that in a couple of months or half a year I should start reducing this stuff.
I just can't get into pregabalin. 300mg make me feel very tired (not in a benzo kind of way, it's just weird) and somewhat light-headed and foggy I guess. the relaxation and tiredness of benzos just feels much cleaner.does anyone feel similar with pregabalin? do the effects change with a higher/lower dose?
>>83859608Wow, you weren't kidding. 150mg daily is off any chart I found online. Your doctor is reckless and is mistreating you, so you know. I hope you use it as-needed and don't chug the whole 150mg everyday. 15-20mg is enough for adults with insomnia. Trust me, you don't want this to end in benzo addiction, especially not from weak old Oxazepam. Take care, anon.
>>83859766>300mg make me feel very tiredOdd. On lower doses it should be stimulating. When I binge I take 2g-3.3g. I like the sleepiness and not being able to walk straight, though.The high lasts me through the night and to the next day and leaves me calm and collected. If you don't like the downer effects at 300mg, you won't like 'em at 1200mg. Maybe Pregabalin just ain't for you. That's ok. I personally think it's fire.*Some* benzos are cleaner, but not nearly as potent at reasonable doses and you're prone to black-out/have memory issues.Which benzo(s) are you using?Also, maybe try 150mg and see how it goes?
>>83848026DNMs aren't hard if you just invest a bit of time into reading about it and don't act like a retard. You browse the markets a little and find a nice offer, search for vendor reviews on dread, buy a little crypto and convert it to XMR, send them your address encrypted with PGP, and pay the monero. Start by reading the darknets buyers bible, you can find it on daunt.link. It got most of the information you need.>>83848038Don't use Bitcoin on the darknet.
>>83853065I got stoned a few times a decade ago when I was a teenager and that's it. Big deal.
Restocking on Lyrica from two different plugs.Should get here by evening/early night.One is a box of 56X75mg capsules for ~60$.Another is 56X300mg capsules for ~140$.Means that if I buy Meth this month I dip into savings since I got 5 tabs of 200ug "needlepoint" LSD for ~130$ earlier this weekend, which wasn't planned spending. Good news are that I used 150-200mg of Meth out of a 500mg baggie this week, as opposed to 200-250mg, so I've got another week of Meth at least, if not a week and a bit; maybe two weeks if I ration it. The Ritalin boxes that I've been saving-up might come in handy the week after the next during stim Friday when I've used-up all of my Meth. The only thing I worry about is the short-acting nature of Ritalin and the following compulsive redosing.Anyway, should be interesting.
>>83859997Oh, I'm afraid it revokes your straight edge chad status. Should've been clearer.Now you know for next time.
>>83857972absolutely fucking not, you are going to get listed for a psych ward, if you tried and fail in the process
>>83852474I have microdosed (0.25 to 0.75 g most days, never more than 2 g) phenibut up to 3-4 days per week since I bought my first batch in 2019. I don't suffer from withdrawal symptoms at all. However I have never felt anything from supposedly pure phenibut not even from Liftmode, except for better sleep. I think I was born without gabab receptors because no amount of phenibut relaxes my thoughts or takes the tension off and that's why I am a hateful monster except when things in my life are going perfectly.
>>83858558>what are these thoughts like?NTA.I've had suicidal thoughts for many years close to, if not, a decade. It was a comfort in uncertain times to know I'll be dead soon. I wouldn't have trusted myself around train stations, as I might rty to take a dive at an oncoming train, it was this bad. Even when I had a nice enough gf, a job, and school studying a thing I liked, basically having a good life, the thoughts didn't go away. Every night as I stared at the back of my gf's head in bed I'd daydream about killing myself. At my worst, near the end, I had a noose hanging in my room waiting for me to get the courage for over a month. I got close a few times, and wrapped the rope around my meck and pulled it tight a couple of times, but didn't jump. And ultimately, I'm glad I didn't. In recent years, as I moved out from my mom's to my own place and got a disability income, my life became way better and the suicidal thoughts vanished. I love life now, and have enough money coming in to buy a little drugs every month, which is a huge plus I didn't have in my dark locked room while NEETing at my mom's house.In my experience, once they're gone they're not coming back. So I hope OP will come through to the other side of this fine, stronger, and better off.
>>83860100I told him that, but if it's a main symptom then he must try to seek medical help. Saying it's a chronic issue that flares up at times, but not a daily consistant fact of life is the safest bet.Usually, they don't send you to the ward to stay, but to stabilize you from an edge situation. If he doesn't need stabilization right this minute then they won't send him. They'll prolly prescribe some mood balancers, which might help him. I lied through my teeth about suicidal thoughts and drug use to my psychiatrist, but those things weren't relevant to my case.For him it's a front and center issue.From what he says, that is.
>>83860046Yesterday is history, tomorrow's a mystery, today is a gift!
>>83860319Ydsterday I got high, tomorrow I'm getting high, and today I get high.All on different substances, ofc.
>>83859953>I like the sleepiness and not being able to walk straightI usually like the sleepiness (eg from benzos or even opioids) as well, the additional weird brain fog from pregabalin not so much>Maybe Pregabalin just ain't for you.I think so too, but I want to give it another chance since I usually like all kinds of downers>Which benzo(s) are you using? I've tried Lorazepam, Diazepam and Alprazolam so far, but I like Diazepam the most>maybe try 150mg and see how it goes?yeah, that seems like a good idea
>>83860338Enjoy it man
Can someone please tell me how often I can consume GHB please? I really like the feeling it gives me.
>>83858558They are like a defense mechanism in response to how bad I feel, the only way I can think of to stop these feelings is dying, and honestly I'd rather stop existing than go on living like this. I don't know if I'll go through with it, it's not easy to kys. Depends on how much longer I can endure
>>83860399>the additional weird brain fog from pregabalin not so muchI love every aspect of it. And I don't get any major brain fog. Maybe a little bit of it.>I usually like all kinds of downersOdd Pregabalin didn't click with you then.>I like Diazepam the mostYeah, the people love the hypnotics best, it seems.More odd then that Pregabalin didn't click with you.>yeah, that seems like a good ideaBe sure to report back in! We (and I) are interested in any development.
>>83860448>Enjoy it manDid, will, and do.Thanks.
>>83860492NTA.>Depends on how much longer I can endureYou'd be surprised how long a man can endure living HELL. I do it everyday and am dealing well. You'll be just fine. Make sure to tell your doctor *gently* about your suicidal thoughts and get a little pick me up drug. You'll come out the other side better for it and have life experience.It builds character, so I'm told.
>>83860629I hope so. I'm just scared they won't be able to fix me. I've been on 4 different antidepressants and none helped much. I'm also on lithium but I think my current dose is too low
>>83858742I'm not a big fan of it either, but a lot of people just enjoy the dissociation, I guess.>Apparently its super expensive too?It's been hella cheap since at least a year ago.
>>83860513>Be sure to report back inI probably won't do it for the next few days, but I'll report back, if I don't forget it
>>83860742I'm counting on you! No presssure.
>>83860664I'm sure you'll find the med that works for you!Also, I've heard ITT that Lithium works wonders, so look at upping the dosage on that for sure.If depression is your main case, then maybe mentioning the suicidal stuff isn't a great idea as it's not adding anything new imo. Many antidepressants have suicidal ideation as a side-effect afaik, so maybe try to hone in on the one that may cause this, or do a trial and error run of elimination.
>>83860836Thanks, anon. The thoughts mainly arise when I'm at work so worst case scenario I'll just go on disability and try to live a fulfilling life.
>>83861048Disability is a hoot!I seriously suggest you apply if you fit.
Quiet around here. Soon another wave will come. I'm sure of it.
>>83849718>colombians sell ket painted pink as tusii would not trust them with that pink shit kek. i think i'll just ask dominicans for shrooms. recommend some shops?
>>83860030>5 tabs of 200ug "needlepoint" LSD for ~130$Where the fuck does lsd cost that much
>>83858389they have gone on vacation to the bahamas, unfortunately. it is unclear when they shall return
>>83861641Unfortunate. I'll wait if I must.
Well, it seems that all this methylphenidate isn't going to consume itself, so, don't mind if I do!
>>83861638~130$ is the standardized minimun for a drug here. A gram on speed is slightly more expensive, 1g Ketamine costs that, 1g DMT/Change costs that much, 0.5g Coke costs as much, 5g Golden Teacher shrooms cost as much as speed, etc.I live in the Middle East, where we're surrounded by Muslim countries that are very strict on drugs (in some of those countries, drug traficking is a death penalty), so no drugs coming from there (except Egyptian Hashish, which is bomb).Our only option is long-distance international imports, which are hard to smuggle in, or clan labs, which are very, very rare and small; you'd need connections in the right circles to get stuff made in a local clan lab.So the market adjusts to limited supply with higher prices. In some countries Meth is cheaper than speed, which is not the case here.It basically ranges from most common(weed ~190$/10g "medical" weed bag, very high effort fakes for a mark-up on shit-mid weed. Some places sell ~20$/g of mid weed, which is the cheapest I've found) to least common(Opioids ~150$ for 20X10mg pills/200mg Oxycodone and pharma stims ~290$ for 30X30mg pills/900mg medical-grade Amphetamine).It also depends on how addictive the drug in question is, as dealers charge more for the more addictive stuff thinking they can shake up addicts for more money.It's sad and terrible business.
>>83861927>don't mind if I do!Have fun, anon.I'm waiting for a delivery of Lyrica.Stim Friday is officially over and now it's time forLyrica Saturday-night/Sunday-morning.
>>83862055Thanks!I recommend crushing it and up the nose it goes.I have some Lyrica too, for some pain, but I'm one of those freaks that doesn't get any other effects from it and can eat it like candy.Candy with no distinct taste.Which, given I can get as much as I want for free, is not ideal, but hey.
>>83862026Muslim countries are the biggest refutation against soberfags if you think about it.
>>83862145>I recommend crushing it and up the nose it goesThanks, but I take it orally as a harm reduction measure. Also I've never snorted anything and worry about drip and puking.>I'm one of those freaks that doesn't get any other effectsEveryone's built differet, I guess. Bummer, though, it's a hell of a recreational drug.>I can get as much as I want for freeWhat lifehack is this? I need this in my life!
>>83862165Some of them really are extreme. Some are lovely. Turkey for example is a lovely country with a lively gaming and Twitch streaming community. Idk about its government nowday, though. In the past they had more liberal views.
They fired my psychiatrist. My new one said he doesn't believe me.Which is funny, I hardly mentioned the wild stuff yet.>>83862213>I recommend crushing it and up the nose it goesOh, I meant the Ritalin/methylphenidate with that, if it wasn't clear.Not sure if it even would make sense to snort pregabalin, but IIRC, the answer was no.>>83862213>What lifehack is this? I need this in my life!My insurance doesn't give a flying fuck how much of it I order.Meanwhile, they refuse to pay my Ritalin, which has quite the impact, so much ADHD in me, and is actually cheap AF.200x10mg is like 50 bucks here. Expensive country too.Me getting 168x300mg pregabalin every two weeks?They simply don't check.Probably could sell it, but I don't really need that money anyways.
>>83862298>I meant the RitalinYeah, got it the first time.>200x10mg is like 50 bucks hereChecks out. Here it's ~40$.>getting 168x300mg pregabalin every two weeksWow, that's crazy.Does it cover the whole price?
My Lyrica delivery is 15 minutes away.It's getting pretty late, I'mma do it anyway.
>>83862546>Does it cover the whole price?Yeah, also, due to reasons, my insurance is 20 bucks a month.Which covers shit north of 100'000.-, no prob, no questions asked.Ritalin? Nope. Despite my dopamine level making me at least mild fight or flight non-stop.The type where "relaxing" is something other people do.Or self medication, booze, weed, and so on.But they would rather have me do that shit, I guess.Retarded.
just did some valium and some alcohol, how safe is going to be adding a lil ketamine to the mix?
I remember the first time I tried a higher dose of lyrica, was probably around 250 mg. Felt pretty good
>>83862633I can eat 6g and feel...well, the pain is gone, that's it.Otherwise I would not even be able to tell if I took any.But yeah, people are different.I also don't do withdrawals. Booze? Opioids? Anything...Nothing.Weird.I guess I should be studied and given free drugs.Clearly.
>>83862615You've got a good deal overall. Shame about the Ritalin, though.
>>83862690Do you get high from the opiates though?
>>83862838>You've got a good deal overall.Well, yeah, hard to argue with that indeed.I should appreciate this a bit more perhaps.>RitalinAnyways, I just stopped paying their bills, because, fuck them.Which is fine with local law, the fucker still have to pay everything else.>>83862860>Do you get high from the opiates though?Apparently, I have quite a high tolerance for them, think like 1.5g+ of Morphine a day, despite no recreational use before that.That dosage was was set up by an expert btw, going higher and higher over a couple days, seeing how I react.Barely, apparently.That time I couldn't really tell though if I got high, with the extreme pain and the ketamine hallucinations, sleep deprivation...Everything becomes a blur.I got some comfy feeling from lower doses though before that though.Methadone I just get tired if on a very high dose, but that was normal? Tramadol, is lyrica territory, I can't really tell if I'm on it.
never taken opiates before, but i'm looking to go out with iv injection (and benzos). nausea seems likely, but with a high enough dose (2g), it's almost certainly lights out forever, right?
>>83862633>first time I tried a higher dose of lyrica, was probably around 250 mg250mg is nothing. Try 1.2g for a starter higher dose and 2g for a mid dose. 3g and above are high doses.
>>83846996I did crack again and put my account into negative 500 dollaroos. I can't drink anymore I do stupid drugs. I am sticking with just doing adderall and cbd
>>83857973i told my mom im going through this and she said i should go to the hospital. should i ?
>>83863131NTA Is it "free"? Did you try to taper off?
>>83863121IV injection of what?
>>83863205i dont know how to taper
>>83863220bit drunk right now so forgot to say, but heroin from dnm
>>83863234Well then, take a bit less every time....or every other time.Until the amount taken is zero.
>>83863131They can surely help and prescribe something for the withdrawals like Suboxone, so can a psychiatrist, which will be more dedicated than an ER doctor. Just be careful it doesn't end-up in your permanent medical history, as it can flag you as a "drug seeker", which will prevent you from getting certain treatments in the future.The safest bet is a private psychiatrist, as they work on a data system seperate from public medical records like hospitals and public doctors, so you keep the drug use on hush. The thing is, private psychiatrists cost money.I say, if you want to quit, at least visit a GP and tell them you need Suboxone to deal with Opioid withdrawals. At least in the US, every GP is allowed to treat Opioid misuse with Suboxone.So to sum up:1)ER will be last in your list, as it's a one-off thing.2)A private psychiatrist should be on the top of the list, as they will go above and beyond for you and their data is private and won't stay on your permanent record.3)A public psychiatrist is a valid option.4)A GP is also a valid option, as they are allowed to treat Opioid addiction.Goodluck!
>>83863121>it's almost certainly lights out forever, right?I said it before and I'll say it again, trying to OD on Opioids is risky, as you might be aware of your breathing stopping and panic, which is the opposite of a peaceful passing. Best to add benzos so you won't panic. Though, a high enough dose IV'd could very well do the trick swiftly and painlessly. Do you know how to IV correctly? You should learn as much as you can beforehand and maybe have a guide with you for a practice run.2g Heroin IV'd and some benzos would be a perfect lethal combo. Make sure the benzos are a good type for your purposes, something strong like Xanax or a potent hypnotic will do fine, also make sure you take a lot, enough to black-out; take the benzos 20-ish minutes before the IV dose to ensure they kick in on time.I hope you choose life like I did after almost a decade of suicidal thoughts, but you seem to have thought a lot about it, and it's your decision.So have it your way.Best wishes.
Got my Lyrica 2 hours ago. On 2.8g at the moment. Tolerance is noticeable, but I definitely feel it. Will go through the whole blister pack, so about 3.3g overall. I might do more, we'll see.I'm going to take 2mg Clonazepam to combat seizures.
>>83863431i was always told that things would be better, but i guess i always knew how my story would end. everything will be forgotten in the end...i appreciate the advice anyway, there's no one who will come looking for me so as long as i'm unconscious and not breathing that should be it for me
>>83863121You need a fairly well controlled regimen for that.-Low dose longtime benzo-Super low dose ketamine (like barely anything just enough to very very very very very very subtly boost the rest)-High dose short acting benzo -OpiateYou'll want to really research the different peaks and onsets.Ketamine at long acting benzo onset.Short acting benzo at long acting benzo peak.Opiate at short acting benzo onset.That way the effects can properly boost each other.
>>83862625>how safeMixing Valium and Alcohol is dangerous enough.There are a few risks to that mix:1)Severe Respiratory DepressionYou can numb your breathing and suffer from lack of oxygen in the brain. No fix for that. Just make sure you don't overdo the drugs.2)Aspiration and ChokingYou can puke and choke on your own vomit cause of Ketamine. Stay sitting upright or lay in bed on your side in a recovery position to avoid this.3)Profound Disorientation and InjuryYou will lose motoric control and might harm yourself without realizing. But staying stationary is fine, like your bed or desk.4)Strain on Vital OrgansMainly putting your Liver & Kidneys to work overtime, risking organ damage and failure.Also, blood pressure issues, which will put immense strain on your cardiovascular system.Again, no fix for this. Just be moderate in your drug use.All of that being said, if you got your shit together and do low doses of each, it might be a valid mix.Mind you, as long as you're not drunk, but drank a little bit, and as long as you've done a *small* dose of Valium, then adding *a little* Ketamine will be fine. But know your limits. If you've done much of each substance, maybe skip the Ketamine.How much Alcohol did you drink?How much Valium did you take?How much Ketamine are you planning to take?It your choice, have it your way.Goodluck and have fun!
>>83846996had some ecstacy today, person ive been seeing is ghosting me, im back on grindr, and im watching incel videos on youtube
Drugbros, i just got this today, i'm not sure if it's actual mescaline or something else, shoyld i give it a try?
>>83857269just from the erratic rambling style of your post i kind of want to stay away but i want to feel good so fuk it
>>83863505>i was always told that things would be better, but i guess i always knew how my story would endIt doesn't have to end that way. It's true that things will get better, I'm a living proof of that. I always say: life will keep getting better as long as you act to make it better.>i appreciate the advice anywayNo sweat! I believe every person has a god-given right to check out of life on their terms whenever they want to. Again, I hope you choose life.>there's no one who will come looking for meI thought so too when I had a noose in my room waiting for me to get the courage to finally do it.I didn't, and these days I'm mildly happy and love life.>as long as i'm unconscious and not breathing that should be it for meAn IV OD is a swift death afaik. But fucking up an IV dose is easy. Again, maybe have a guide for a test run. Make sure to time the benzos right or you might've a bad time.I hope you choose life. Life is full of great experiences! Especially if you're ok with recreational drug use. I live with severe mental illness that makes my life a living hell, and I find beauty in the world despite it. Even shitty lifes are worth living. In my experience, once the suicidal thoughts are gone, they don't come back.So I hope you live and get to the other side wiser, stronger, and better off.
>>83863129Crack is a shit drug. Better for your health and walllet to quit it. Compared to Crack, Adderall and CBD is moderate and fine.Just don't abuse the Adderall.You'll be just fine.Goodluck!
>>83863234>i dont know how to taperIt's easy. Ask ChatGPT to write you a taper schedule fitted to you usage and stick to it.
>>83863848Yes, and report back on the experience ITT.Have fun!
>>83853438>Also nice boobs gif. Is it really AI-generated?Supposedly its the actress who plays Aloy. Got it off /v/ doubt it's AI cause the quality is so grainyMaybe it is a me thing. I would just be the only person I knew who quit drugs and drinking not because of how much it ruined my life but cause it stopped being fun. I knew 1 or 2 others who stopped drinking the older they got, but they either found religion or just stopped drinking and stayed pot heads. Feel like the lamest quitting drinking/drugs story on earth
>>83863907Sorry for ranting, I was on Meth at the time and stimposted way off topic. So what did you decide? Dry or Paste?
Stupid moron here; I have psilocybin capsules/pills. The guy I bought them from (trustworthy, well known) said two pills is a proper dose but one pill to start wouldn't be a bad idea.My questions are as follows; how bad of an idea would 3 pills beand how do I "optimize" my trip? I want to experience ego death while ideally not freaking the fuck out and turning myself into a paranoid schizo. Is it better to ease into it, should I be in a dark room or a well lit room, music, state of mind, etc.I've obviously never taken mushrooms before so if taking more than one pill to start with is a terrible idea I'll listen to the advice of my elders.
Drugs are bad mmmkaayyy
WE FUCKING LOVE DRUGS HERE !FUCK OTHER PEOPLE AND WHAT THEY THINK !
>>83864172dry, i think the idea that paste is better is a meme.
>>83846996what drug should I take before I have sex? I want to have an unforgettable experience
yoi want heroin
I'm here to spread love to all the stars in the universe, and all the little seahorses and trees and the butterflies, and the all the carrots out there and the wheelchairs, and the rocks and the species, and the sky and the moon, all the planets in the solar system, all the workers who have to wake up early tomorrow, all the construction workers and every paper towel, and every square of toilet paper used or unused, and the grand slam breakfast at denny's, and every little house and hut on this planet, every loaf of bread, every buckle and shoelace, every atom, quark and gluon, every cloud in the sky, every recipe put to paper, every laugh and every kitten. all the subjects in school. every spoke on every bicycle. every mike tyson knockout punch. every time any human or animal had a dream, ever. All the little pieces of ground up coffee in the coffee maker. every time a baby spit up on someone. all the different combinations of usernames and passwords.every category on the norwood chart. every grunt and plop overheard in a public bathroom. all the characters in classic mission: impossible. every pixel on every screen. and anything else I forgot.But one thing I could never love is Drug Addiction. If you or someone you know is struggling, call 1-800-662-HELP (4357) or text your zip code to HELP4U (435748) immediately and seek counseling and treatment resources. if you don't... well I guess I can't share my love with you
>>83865316Gay sex?Straight sex?Transexual Sex?First time?Do you have a dick?If yes, do you plan on using it?Partner?Hookup?Sex worker?
I really need to quit cocaine i been snorting almost every day, any tips, meds, please
>>83846996Why do people hate on DPH so much?I stopped a few months back because of all the potential risks, but everything I've tried since (mostly GABAergics like benzos) don't feel nearly as nice as a DPH high. Not talking the extreme dosages where you hallucinate, but something like 300mg. That dosage of DPH makes me feel far more relaxed and just generally comfy than even high doses of benzos.Am I the only one that feels this way?
>>83863848YES! Give us a review later, PerubroI can't get that as an ESL thirdie.
Did Valium, Clonaz, Alcohol, ket and ritalin the last couple of days, gonna take it sober today though
>>83853438Re read your post and realized you mean is OP's PIC AI generated. Yes, it's obvious.>No identifying makes on he pills which drugs have, even street drugs will have designs.>Pill bottle barcode has text in it and is uneven>Numbers on syringe are a mess>Perspective issues on the pills where they blend into each other>There are pills in a syringe>The plunger on one of the syringes makes no sense.There is a lot more but that alone is a dead give away. and yeah, everything in there is a dead ringer for Vitamins I take. My guess is what ever AI I used was censored and didn't allow for pics of drugs so he put in supliments instead.
>>83867516>>83864120Just poured 10g on hot water (1/10 of the 5 usd bag) and swallowed in one go, let's see how it goes, San Pedro grows like a weed on the hills all around my city so if this is a scam I think i'll just cut down one cactus and make my own
anyone else snorts bupropion sometimes?It's soothing for me when I'm really going through shit.
>>83865282If you buy dry from a guy who sells paste also chances are the dry speed is as good.
>>83864578>should I be in a dark room or a well lit roomime dark = baddo it on a nice sunny day
>>83868605hell yeah man. I used to do that while in prison. It's similiar to pseudafed right?
>>83869096not sure what pseudafed is like but bupropion is an easy prescription that's vageuly similar to opiates for me (shutting off my emotions and letting me nod out for a few hours)
>>83869175whenever I snorted bupropion I've felt like I'm on amphetamines (just without the euphoria9 IT MADE ME HELLA AWAKE
>>83869196It fills the void for you too huh?what was your dosage? mine's 25 mg, I'm skinny and don't eat much so it probably hits harder as a result.
>>83868544Ok i'm not sure if i feel anything, i just feel a bit dizzy, i was expecting something similar to shrooms, maybe i should take the entire bag
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