this feeling of hopelessness is just never going to go away is it
>>83850049Unless you find someone to share it with, no.
It goes away if you drink enough, which I am currently doing.
>>83850075not op but i wish i was never born but unironically. me roping right now would make my mom sad. i dont want to hurt people. i just want to clock out.
>>83850089Well it's nice that you have a mother that you love. Really.I often think about killing myself as a way to punish my own parents. I think it's largely their fault that I ended up in such a miserable state. My mother was a cheating whore. My dad was a retard.Keep valuing your mother.
>>83850065i guess im done for then>>83850075drinking doesnt do anything if not make me feel guilty for doing so
>>83850175Maybe so but then again it could always get worse
>>83850175oh shit you still feel guilt? i dunno then mangoon?actually i do feel a bit guilty smoking to be honest
>>83850194what is worse than having to live with hopelessness for all your life. hell probably burns less.>>83850217im not really interested in porn either. why the fuck would i even go on living if all i do is cope every day all my life
>>83850297>why the fuck would i even go on living if all i do is cope every day all my lifetechnically everything is a cope dude
being neurodivergent in a hylic normie npc world
>>83850307there's worthwhile copes and others that are soulless and artificially created to make you keep living (working) for no real reason
>>83850396and what if these "worthwhile copes" are out of reach for some of us? just die?
>>83850413>just die?yes. why live if all you're going to do is work and take drugs or alcohol to keep working?
>>83850421true. someday i'll rope, hopefully. but its a bit like a trap if you can still feel good from hollow copes.
