So, my conclusion from a deep analysis of my attraction to the same sex (not independent of female attraction as well), is that gayness is most definitely -correlated-, with abuse.But it doesn't seem correlation is causation.A main factor I blamed my turning out a bitchboi on, was that my older brother kept my as his slave (litrerally) for years, where I had no humanization or rights, and endured lots of abuse. (my parents didn't care; very christian home)But, as an adult, even after having GFs with which I was -very- dominant, I still love to be dominated by men. Or, to dominate other men. the dom/sub dynamic is so intoxicating to me either way. Hierarchy, authority, domination, punishment. These are potent drugs to me, and I find it so intimate to experience these. As Ive gotten past a lot of internal issues, my appreciation for abusive dynamics has diminished. But, I still love this shit, independent of anything abusive I picked up.So, perhaps I was always a bitchboi, I've always liked male power dynamics, and my brother and others simply abused the position of power, seeing how easy it would be. And, not knowing any better, I just went with it, regretted it later. A very big supporter of this theory is how noone penetrated my anus- I chose to begin shoving things up my ass at like age 9, without any suggestion.Even getting gfs that let me be dominant as possible, even doing steroids, did not make me stop lovjng being the sub. it only reinforced it honestly.Im bulky, and I've always been strong and high T. this isnt a hormonal thing either. I honestly, beleive all power dynamics between men are inherently sexual, and thats why i can exploit them for sex so easily I simply saw through the veil. Once the power dynamic is exploited, its very easy to get other men flustered, "straight" or not. because thats really what its all about.I still have a gf and plan to have a family someday btw . this is just recreation
another thing that really shows how upsidedown the world is ethically, and far form reality that they are, is that its normal that people find -this- unethical, though theyre usually the same people who justify abusing children. and support child traffickers running the government, shamelessly.dominance and submission, spanking, demeaning, humiliation and degradation and etc are lots of fun. But these are adult activities, for adults, and not for children.Adults really should stop projecting their sick fetishes onto their kids, and justget it out by expressing them healthily.That's why its important I feel like, to normalize all this. For adults. So maybe someday, it stops being normalized to predate upon children.
Yeah I find that hilarious that corporal punishment was banned for adults first but then remained legal for children for another like 100 years. Normies, are you ok?Are you ok, normies?
