I have been exposed to internet since a young age, all my childhood and adolescence was in some way related to internet, so i came across disturbing, unsettling places of the internet, so much i had legal problems with it and altough i consider myself a good person i gained resistance to disturbing media and things. If i watch some ISIS execution video i wont even flinch, same with similar or worse things. I make disturbing jokes and that pisses people off. >inb4 bro they are just normiesI dont even think of them, but recently the Epstein Files revealed that all that edgelordism and evilmaxxing was a psyop to desensitize the population, especially young men. So when the media says something worth of we revolting we just say "lol goes hard". I know this is the last place i should post this, since there will be many retards and feds telling me that "bro dark triad (or whatever the shittok trend is) is le heckin awesome". "you wont get any bitches or merit" I dont want to get bitches, i just wanna live, i just wanna feel, i just wanna believe in something. I want to be a human again.
>>83851663Bumping, i need the answer too anon :(
you know the answer so stop asking. noone can give you the courage. you have to do it yourself
>>83851663Just stick to the normie internet or better yet stop using the internet for a few weeks.
>>83851663>how do I become a weaker and more fragile person?Just hide your power level and don't reveal it to normies because it actually frightens them
>>83851663ISIS snuff isn't even that bad because the sounds of human suffering are covered up by Abu Hajaar's dank nasheeds
>>83851663You don't Anon.Because you learned how to survive this world.Granted, you saw extreme things that should only be seen in extreme cases.But you can't go back on that.What you can do is find beauty in other things.Learn a crf, paint, music, whatever, taking pictures of flower or mountains if you want, and look for the beauty in it.You won't forget what you saw, but you will segment and slowly make your brain understand that it's not normality, and that you don't need to be alert of that 100% of the time.
