Ever since I was 15 (I'm 20 now), I've had this recurring dream where I lay my head on a woman's lap and she strokes my hair. The woman changes from dream to dream, but it's always some girl I know irl. It makes me feel this extremely comforting feeling that I've never felt while awake, and I always get depressed after I wake up from this dream, because I know I will never get to feel this way in real life, I'm a dysgenic unlovable incel, after all.
>>83853797>I know I will never get to feel this way in real life, I'm a dysgenic unlovable incel, after allMaybe one day an angel will do it for you.
>>83853797Same anon. Heres my morning today>Took too much benadryl last night>Slept 10 hours>Dreamt of being surrounded by my entire extended family and best friends at a cake shop>Mfw I'm tasting and deciding on my wedding cake>Genuinely the happiest I've been in months>Decided on a delicious caramel flavored cake>Everyones proud, they're all telling me how happy they are and how she'll love it>Vividly remember how I couldn't wait to see her again and hug her, bury my face in her hair and not be so lonely>Wake up>Empty bed>Sore from losing a fight last night>Have an exam at uni I didn't study for>I'm lateProbably bombed it :(
>>83853797You have mommy issues. Unfortunately this a major turnoff for most women, so you either have to grow out of it or be lucky enough to find someone who's into it (or at-least indifferent to it).btw, ignore the "females" on this board who claim to like guys with mommy issues.
