>be me>in my late 20s>go to hospital because of certain symptoms>spent the day doing all sorts of checks >realise dying as a virgin who has never had a gf has become a realistic prospectIt's quite funny how I always thought I would make it in the end, but it actually might not happen. I'm not gonna lose my virginity just because of this, but I just find it so amusing how it's actually happening to me. I also wonder if the people I know in life might have clocked that I'm still a virgin and never dated anyone before.
>>83855299have you ever really wanted something and been disappointed when you got it?
>>83855299What's going on, anon? You're scaring me. Please don't d*e.
>he trusts the words of people whose sole purpose is to poison, maim, brainwash, and rob him
>>83855327Two things come to mind:>trying to socialise with people onlineEven if I meet them irl, they always turn out to be quite problematic>expensive pillowcase I bought after spending months researching on themI bought quite an expensive pillowcase to go with a really good pillow I bought, and I thought it would really elevate my sleep experience. I honestly don't mind going back to far cheaper pillowcases. Or, I could buy the absolute best one and see if that would make a difference... ;)Why this particular question?>>83855349At this stage, I don't think I'm going to die quickly. However, I'm worried my life won't ever be back to normal, which will absolutely suck.
>be suicidal>get diagnosed with terminal disease God really does have a sense of humor
>>83855475How long have you got left? Has that changed your desire to die?
