I've resolved to drink myself to death. Somehow I think it'll be easier for my family to accept that, liver failure or alcohol poisoning. Seems more like a tragic accident. Rather than finding me hanging from the ceiling or blowing my own head off in a hotel room.
>>83855603If you go in make sure you wont pussy out, im not dead and now im having severe withdrawals what a dumbass mistake
Why I'm inclined to spare my parents that pain I don't even know, since it's mostly because of them that I'm doing this. My younger brothers don't deserve that though, I'd rather become a lesson for them rather than a traumatic event.
Organ failure is a long term, painful death. The best way to go out is probably oxygen displacement. Carbon monoxide; exit bag.
>>83855618Doing this at all feels like pussying out. I know I'll never grow the fuck up or become a worthwhile man. I'll just continue being pathetic and miserable. I guess I want to die young, rather than persist. I'd have to need some reason to wanna live, to give up on this. Which I don't have
>>83855603I plan on doing it through steroid abuse.
>>83855642I just told you I don't want my parents to know this was an intentional suicide. I'm shooting for alcohol poisoning or ODing before organ failure.
>>83855676overdose on heroin or something idk. make it seem you were partying and something went wrong
