>live one life on earth>miss out on pure love >everyone says "it doesn't matter bro" >nevertheless it rears back at you fucking constantly, it's all any songs are about, it's all any stories revolve around, the same people who tell you it doesn't matter are the ones chattering about it all day >even if you try to escape by walking around outside you might run into a couple openly displaying affectionWorse than any gore, controversy, scandal, crimeMy life is essentially Psalm 88The only conceivable reparation would be to restore lost years of my life back to me and take away my memories, and this is an impossibility. I am destroyed.