did you know the number one cause of death is being alive?
i got trips of truth for this
I want my cause of death to be being cucked somehow. Maybe my wife cheats on me while I hide under the bed and I end up being smothered underneath her while she orgasms.
>>83864125i hope and pray you die literally any other way cause thats gross
all these figures are getting updates... hopefully they all release in 2027. i cant handle more this year
>>83864111How do want your death to be like? For me, something violent but with dignity. I'm sick of this slow life. No cameras either, being able to replay people dying whenever you want is just macabre.>>83852221 >seriously? no joke?ADHD meds are stimulants so they turn you into a horndog when you take them, I exaggerate obviously but it is still pretty strong.>also did you try multiple different meds, dosages, etc. or just one?Just the one, multiple dosages. It's about the best one available so I'm not getting anything ineffective.>nope, fortunatelyIt's unfortunate actually having this is awesome>my way is just telling myself i have no excuse not to, and if i want something bad enough ill do what it takes to get itMy issue with that is everyone likes making excuses for themselves, way too easy to do that when you don't have any real self loathing breathing down your neck. It's whatever, if I hate myself again or find a better way to motivate myself the same end is being met.
>>83864145>>83864145You think it would be better if I was on top of the bed and she was smothering me directly?
>>83864438idk. ive thought about it a lot but i simply just want to die, i don't really care how it happens or what it looks like or if its recorded or not>ADHD meds are stimulants so they turn you into a horndog when you take themstrange. never heard of this effect. ive talked to a lotta men with adhd so this is a big surprise to me. maybe its not that common of an effect? >It's whatever, if I hate myself again or find a better way to motivate myself the same end is being met.well, you say that but your method isnt really helping you accomplish anything. if you found a better method, the same end wouldnt be met, because youd actually get things done.>My issue with that is everyone likes making excuses for themselvesdoes everyone include you too?>>83864441id prefer you die in something like a car crash, your cuck fetish is gross
oh shit shes HEREbut she looks NOTHING LIKE HANEKAWA WHY IS HER HAIR BROWN LIKE THAT RAHHH ill still buy her the figure is epicsauce
>>83864111wrong, the #1 cause of death is drinking watereveryone that has ever drank water has died
>>83864692no because not everyone drinks water, babies dont drink water and yet babies die all the time
>>83864532Kinda plain tbdesu I feel like the finality of death warrants something meaningful>does everyone include you too?Yeah...>your method isnt really helping you accomplish anythingIt was when I did actually dislike myself (which is when I made the most progress), now I'm happier so thats not the case. Actually typing that out relying on somehow falling into hating myself again is pretty retarded given it can't be forced (justifiably)>maybe its not that common of an effect?nah just look it up it's a fairly common side effect, in general people with adhd already have higher libidos so it's probably compounding.>picDo you have a dream?>>83864692my name is junas thanks for all you've shown us
>>83864756my life is meaningless so a meaningful death is pretty unbefitting.>Yeah...simply stop then :]>relying on somehow falling into hating myself again is pretty retarded given it can't be forcedat least you're realising its retarded. now you have no reason to try something different. don't forcefully start hating yourself again>nah just look it up it's a fairly common side effecthuh. i mean looking back on it, it makes a little more sense even if my study subjects never directly told me about it>Do you have a dream?not particularly. not anything grand that id chase and do anything to achieve.what about you, anon?
>nekopara siscest figure got updated>lewd vampire figure got updated>other lewd figure got updated>bismarck azur lane figure got updated>hanekawa tsubasa figure got updatedim eating good today
>>83864708babies drink water too, i dunno what you're talking abouteven inside the womb, that's why they die>>83864756>my name is junasit's a nice name>thanks for all you've shown usi'm not used to being thanked for nothing, damn
>>83864858well they wouldnt die if they werent alive.. something thats not alive cant die. simple as
goddamn those details are insanely good
>>83864908A 6TH?! NO MORE PLS think of MY WALLET
oh my god 1/3 danganronpa figures announced by freeing, SUBAHIBI FIGURES ANNOUNCED TOO? im so excited i could vomit
>>83864814grim>don't forcefully start hating yourself againNot in my power to anyway.>my study subjectsWhat's your deal? You had this same weird "studying" thing going on with the conversation about guro and fetishes as well.>what about you, anon?None. I'm basically only alive so I can support my family, and once my parents pass + my siblings are on their own feet I'm done with life. I do have a running bucket list in my head of things I want to experience before dying, but no grand endgoal same as you. I envy the dreamer.>>83864858Pic
>>83865203>Not in my power to anywaygood :]>What's your deal? i like studying people, its really as simple as that. but i have a particular interest towards ndds, mental disorders, and extreme fetishes tho. i like to know how those people experience life and compare my samplings to others. tho with fetishes its merely curiosity.>I do have a running bucket listwhat's on it? maybe youll find a reason to continue while going through it>I envy the dreamersame...
>>83865341>interest towards ndds, mental disorders, and extreme fetishes tho. i like to know how those people experience lifeStrange, can't say I understand it. Except for the truly cursed (or blessed depending), most differences probably come down to minutiae. My life would've been infinitely worse and more boring as someone with a regular brain, but then again this is me saying this with my disdain for normies. This all sounds very edgy and self absorbed but theres no clearer way to put it.>what's on it?Meeting all my internet friends, learning a martial art to a high level, near death experience, getting pussy, learning a language (which I should be doing instead of shitposting on /int/...), see more live music, find a relgion/spirituality I actually align with, and making amends with some people. There are other things, hut they are all shorter-term (watch/play/read xyz) so I don't count them. You got anything you wanna do before you die?>maybe youll find a reason to continue while going through itDidn't find anything, I'd feel more fulfilled if I completed all this but if I accomplished what was needed for family I'd die peacefully enough.
>>83865586>most differences probably come down to minutiaeyoud be surprised. ASD and schizophrenia/schizoid disorders have such a wide variety of experiences, the differences can be quite huge. also both men and women typically experience things quite differently despite having the same disorder. i think the disorder (in my samplings) with the most similarities between experiences is adhd. basically all male experience are the same, and all female experiences are the same. also, its incredibly easy to tell when someone has it>This all sounds very edgy and self absorbed but theres no clearer way to put it.even if it does, theres nothing wrong with that. i feel the exact same lol.thats a decent list, tho with a near death experience youd probably feel a bit invigorated and appreciative of life lmao. whats your plan for accomplishing that, tho?>find a relgion/spirituality I actually align withanother one that may make you feel like living is more worth it, if you manage to find one>You got anything you wanna do before you die?not anything in particular like you. i just want to pursue knowledge i guess, learn various languages, travel, read books. thatll basically be the plan from now til i die.
>>83865586also>getting pussywhats your plan for that?you could end up finding another reason to keep living
WAH SHES SO CUTE she turned out so good
>>83865698>in my samplingsWhere are you getting those anyway, surveying random robots?>also, its incredibly easy to tell when someone has itI get clocked for having it all the time and I don't really get why, barely fidget and my speech patterns are fine.>whats your plan for accomplishing that, tho?It's not really able to be forced, so maybe I'll just luck out with it. My odds would be up if I did extreme sports but those don't really interest me.>i feel the exact same lol.But why? For me, it's their closed minded nature and how boring they are. That, and their ability to be propgandized so easily.>if you manage to find oneNothing really speaks to me. I've got bad blood with all the Abrahamic religions and it's adherents have done so much evil under the banner of their God to take them seriously. Looking further east there's really only Buddhism and Taoisim, which are both so foreign to my person that pursuing them seems incredibly unnatural. Beyond that it's all either super niche or ethnoreligious stuff I don't care for, with paganism being ruled out for me due to a lack of written texts being avaliable. That, and practicing a relgion likely centered around nature in a country not endemic to me just seems wrong. Are you religious?>learn various languages, travel, read books. thatll basically be the plan from now til i die.Calm.>>83865720>whats your plan for that?None pretty much. I've got this girl I'm going with to a concert in a few months, but beyond her the chances of meeting girls that meet my standards are non-existent. There are criminally few skinny autistic black women...>you could end up finding another reason to keep livingIt's probably my most "whatever" thing on the bucket list tbdesu, I haven't felt real love in ages so I'm indifferent.
>dreamsmaterialist demiurge trap. stop getting lost in samsara
>>83865932>Where are you getting those anyway, surveying random robots?most of my samplings come from highschool, other people ive met irl, or people ive met online (not 4chan)>I get clocked for having it all the time and I don't really get whyits hard to tell you what the tells are exactly, but theres a lot more than just fidgeting and speech. you may not even realise your speech pattern is off, tho.>But why?basically the same reasons as you, plus more. tho if i say too much on it ill sound really awful lol.taoism, while interesting, is not worth pursuing as an actual religious belief. i read some of the tao de ching and it just didnt sit well with me. i feel like its basically telling you your life is worthless if youre not working. very befitting religion for the "communist" china.paganism got hijacked and isnt worth a damn, its a pseudo-religion. its treated as a fancy european equivalent of satanism and its cringe as fuck. it used to hold some real substance and meaning but associating with it now in the modern day is retarded.>Are you religious?not really. i used to believe in god when i was a lot younger, tho>There are criminally few skinny autistic black women...well good luck on that anon, i hope it turns out well for you. chances are youll find a woman like that again is virtually ZERO, black women are usually... plump. and not autistic.>I haven't felt real love in ages so I'm indifferent.thats depressing. love is a great thing man >>83865939plato fanboys are pseudo-intellectuals
>>83866080So you're actually writing/cataloging this as a serious thing? Pretty cool if so desu>tho if i say too much on it ill sound really awful lol.Who cares? Even if it's "awful", it's ultimately warranted when talking about a very loud and annoying majority.>life is worthless if youre not workingIsn't it practically? It's the means to so many ends, and the work itself was probably much more tangibly useful when it was written.>paganism cringethe neo-pagan larpers being lames doesn't apply to as much since that's a white problem. I've never even heard of western blacks observing folk religion in any context.>black women are usually... plump. and not autistic.I'm not an American, there's no obesity epidemic here. I'm still screwed with the other 2 anyhow, and getting all 3 would be a unicorn.>well good luck on that anon, i hope it turns out well for you.Thanks.>thats depressing. love is a great thing manC'est la vie. I feel platonic and familal love just fine, but romance feels foreign to me almost. The only true love that wasn't fleeting or immature was the one held for my best friend in HS, but we weren't ever going to be more than friends. Reminiscing on him now brings me sadness, it's been months since I've had him in my arms...
>>83866334somewhat. most of the knowledge is stored in my head, but i did write some of the things down recently. i should probably do it so i dont potentially forget anything.>Even if it's "awful", it's ultimately warranted when talking about a very loud and annoying majority.it is warranted, however, i cant help but feel bad about some of the things i really want to say. i try not to get to into hatred of humanity, society, normies, etc. discussions to avoid going full mask off on the topic.>Isn't it practically?in my eyes, no. i dont think life is worthless if youre not working. yes, its a means to many ends, but if you never work a day in your life that doesnt mean your life was worthless in the end. there are other ways to give your life worth.>the work itself was probably much more tangibly useful when it was written.most likely. taoism is pretty damn old>I've never even heard of western blacks observing folk religion in any context.ive seen black neopagan larpers on twitter when i still used that retarded shit app>there's no obesity epidemic here. is that because theres a homeless epidemic there instead? >Reminiscing on him now brings me sadness, it's been months since I've had him in my arms...is this the same one you cuddle and watch anime with? shouldve asked him, man. you say you wouldnt be more than friends, but you wouldn't know until you actually ask
>>83866495>try not to get to into hatred of humanity, society, normies, etc. discussions to avoid going full mask off on the topic.Fair enough I guess, there's already a million threads on r9k where I can read thinkpieces on misanthropy anyway.>black neopagan larpers on twitterfunny>is that because theres a homeless epidemic there instead? Going to bat for the Americans? I wouldn't know about the homelessness epidemic since I very rarely seen them (only a handful yearly), even when going to major cities.>is this the same one you cuddle and watch anime with?Yeah...>shouldve asked him, man. you say you wouldnt be more than friends, but you wouldn't know until you actually askFastest way possible to ruin a friendship, I already shut this idea down a thread or two ago. It was for the best anyway, if I experienced that love when I was younger I'd be ruined for life, since nothing coming after could ever have ever compared (coping).
>>83866574>there's already a million threads on r9k where I can read thinkpieces on misanthropy anyway.and most of them are shit lol. these people make me feel cringe about having a dislike for humanity.>Going to bat for the Americans?fuck no, not in a million years. just poking fun at your country. tho im surprised, i kept hearing that it was oh-so-bad in canada and that there were homeless people piled on every street corner>(coping)you are coping. youre being a really pussy right now. if you experienced love like that, there wouldnt be a need for anything else, you wouldnt have needed to compare it. if asking killed the friendship, you wouldnt be holding on to these feelings, so either way it would've worked
me to the figure companies this month
>>83866620do i even still buy iichan and misogi and shinobu at this point? (yes)
>>83866613you should save it's good name and write up your own then>poking fun at your countryThere isn't much to make fun of really, our flaws don't bleed into the collective internet consciousness much. The same can be said of aussies, I really only recall the emu war being a point of shame.>it would've workedA conclusion founded on fujoslop. I'd rather live in this painful limbo of "much closer than friends but not lovers" for a million years than confess to a man who has been confirmed straight several times over. If I were talking about a girl then yes it'd be endlessly pathetic being friendzoned, but with a man it's a different story entirely. It's being stuck friends with your friend vs being stuck friends with some girl you only ever wanted to shag deep down.
>>83866699one day, i will. and i wont do it under this beautiful, pretty boy avatar.>I really only recall the emu war being a point of shame.its not even a point of shame for us, no one cares. its usually foreigners who point it out. i doubt many aussies even know about it>A conclusion founded on fujoslop. no, i would've said the same thing for any set of people. that it wouldve worked in the end, either they give it a shot or the friendship ends and the pain stops. tho, to be completely fair here, i have no idea what im talking about. ive never been in a situation so im basing it off what i assume to happen in these scenarios
>>83866876Vegemite sucks? Men at work is overrated? I know fuck all about what aussies care for>ive never been in a situation so im basing it off what i assume to happen in these scenariosWhat happens is nothing for years on end until the love eventually fades back into friendship. It is what it is, I'm going to bed. Have fun looking at figures.
>>83866944they dont care about anything, im convinced most aussies are completely devoid of brains.>What happens is nothing for years on end until the love eventually fades back into friendshipwouldn't continuously being around that person fuel the feelings, tho? can they really die and revert to normal while youre at that persons side? WHILE he allows you to hold him? i doubt it.gpodnight anon, sleep well. i definitely will have fun :]
i cant believe this is a garage kit... its gorgeous
>>83864878being alive is a precondition that allows death, it's not the cause of death/an/on should have an example but think of a creature with unlimited lifespan, it can be killed by disease or murder but won't ever die of old ageif that creature is taken care of properly then it'll never die, being alive allows it to die but it never will (on its own) unless killedhowever, everyone who has drank water has died, so... :^)>>83865203now that's a new one, i've seen many jokes on that name when i wore it back then but that one is new to me+1 respect, you got me there
>>83864111the number one cause of death is "staticians"if no one sees a tree fall, does it make a sound?
>>83867721well you could also say "it was alive, and it was killed, but if it was never alive in the first place it wouldve never been killed, and therefore wouldnt have died">>83867766it still makes a sound because it fell, even if no one heard it. theres no possible, feasible way it wouldnt make a sound, so the answer is clearly, undeniably, yes
>>83864111A common fallacy, it's not the fall that kills you, it's the impact. Also why do trannies have such great taste in anime and manga?
>>83868268tho your heart may stop on the way down, you may bite your tongue off due to the fear, theres many ways to die before impact.>Also why do trannies have such great taste in anime and manga?not sure, but if youre implying im a tranny, im not. unless you count my past as a pooner, so id be like... an ex-tranny
