its valentines tomorrow anons :D
>>83906284Im up late its already the 14th where I live
Can't wait to spend the day jerking off
>>83906293Forget what I just posted Im fucked in the head
>>83906307i thought you were just trolling, latest it could be is middle afternoon on the 13th>>83906300not the worst thing to do on valentines ig
>>83906284>tomorrowthis nigga thinks we live in jewrope/trash-ia
>>83906354i live in australia so yes it is>jewropethe jew-s of a is worse
>>83906365>the jew-s of a is worseagreed, but at least the amerifags are atop the bpdemons per capita index
>>83906424is that supposed to be a good thing? i suppose it is because lots of men on here love them
>>83906284>its valentines tomorrow anons :DSo what, we're just celebrating consumerist faggotry on /r9k/ now?It's just a day like any other. Also the Easter Bunny isn't real.
>>83906466you sound like a buzzkill anon
>>83906484yeah I've also been told I'm annoying, does that bother you, cumstain?fuck you, fuck humanity.
what the fuck, the world is so fucked, I have no gf
>>83906513i think reddit is better for gay edgy kids tbqdesuwy >>83906523its ok anon we have singles day too
>>83906433i suppose it is, theyre grippier and far clingier than your average foodbut they tend to be on the lunatic side so i suppose thats where it evens outi need me a bpdemoness
>>83906284Just remember if you get a girl a gift you are a simp and you'll go on the list. Total. Simp. Death.
>>83906284thanks for the reminder, i'll be taking the day off then
>>83906560>i think reddit is better for gay edgy kids tbqdesuwy Then why don't you go there, Griffith cuck?
I wish I could touch boobs
>>83906570clingier, until you dont respond for 2 hours and they lose all "feelings" and break up with you. theres no point dating bpd women.it pisses me off because everyone thinks bpd women are "obsessive" but theyre not
>>83906576because im not a retarded edgy teenager who shouldnt be here
>>83906595Indicated by what, exactly? Your graying hair or dried out uterus?
>>83906615both actually. at a mere 20 years old my eggs are already dried up and my hairs turning blonde and eventually gray. i will die from old age at 25. i finally understand why leonardo dicaprio dumps women who hit hag status
>>83906646I didn't expect to make it past 25 so you probably will, too. Straighten that back out, soldier.
>>83906660i was making a joke, i cant die from old age at 25, unfortunately
>>83906670if leukemia kids can die before they even hit puberty you can too, anon. have a little faith in yourself.
>>83906687im not unlucky enough to develop cancer and die young, its always the brightest stars who die out the quickest, or whatever
>>83906284Should i go to the bar i like alone or would that be sad?
>>83891373>moreso meant something like, physical i guess. youve been cuddled by someone you love, i havent been hugged by someone outside my familyMy only real experience with love being tantamount to yaoibait doesn't count for much when I'm not even a real fag.>i dont need anything to keep my love going. its unconditional.You're speaking naively tbdesu, the only people loved unconditionally are children and animals. Everyone else has the agency to do evil.>watch some real comps, they're really fun to watch.Link one
>>83906749do it anon, lots of people go out drinking alone in valentines, its not "sad"
>>83906757dont compare your real lived experience to yaoibait lmao, it counts for more than you give it credit for. dont write it off >the only people loved unconditionally are children and animals. Everyone else has the agency to do evil.children and animals (like dolphins, and other intelligent animals) can do plenty evil too. did you know dolphins are racist and gangrape other dolphins and porpoises for fun? dolphins are capable of having sex purely for pleasure like humans, so they also rape for fun like humans. apparently elephants will also sodomise other animals with their trunks just for the fuck of it too. children kill and rape other children too. among other things. my crush could do "evil" things, sure, but id still love him.>Link onehttps://youtu.be/VUms_bnrGwA?si=ZIN1eFVy6Bq0X8-h
regensburg figure looks amazing hhh
>>83906738You're dating a midget. Don't end up on to catch a predator.
>>83906284It's still feburary 12 where im at
>>83906705Hm I thought I replied to this.That death doesn't necessarily have to be a real death, does it?
>>83907182how can one achieve a "fake" death? are we going into zaregotos "dead while living" territory of death? i cant see death in such a way. when youre living, youre living, and when youre dead, you're dead
>>83906765I feel lame enough going alone on a regular day. This seems worse
>>83907219>are we going into zaregotos "dead while living" territory of death?Yes, a spiritual death. Not necessarily true. Those that have died and come back attract flies, ha. They are decay.
>>83907252what point would a spiritual death have? its not true death, im still breathing, conscious, etc. life doesn't actually stop
>>83907274Think, Soulless Samhttps://youtu.be/9rZYCiDV9aM
>>83906284Saint Valentine was a martyr who married couples secretly against the will of the Roman authorities for which he was crucifiedHe's the patron saint of romantic love, beekeepers, plague and epilepsy
>>83907373hes not soulless, hes just blunt and has a fantastic sense of humour, will headcanon as autistic on tumblr for that now. apparently thats an actual thing people think, christ
>>83907403why were the romans against these marriages? were they homosexual marriages?>He's the patron saint of romantic love, beekeepers, plague and epilepsywhats epilepsy have to do with the other 3?
>>83907419The Roman government wasn't too fond of Christians to put it mildly.He took care of the sick and there are claims which say that he performed miracles by curing those suffering from epilepsy
>>83906284I don't think I'll ever get to celebrate Valentines ever.>>83906820>dont write it offYeah I'm playing cool for no reason ngl I'd kill for it again it was awesome>my crush could do "evil" things, sure, but id still love himCope lol? You only really hear people say this about their partner when that partner is either a model or beating them. That or a honeymoon phase. Point is, you just don't know what your conditions are yet.>evil animalsAgree to disagree I guess, it's a fundamental belief of mine that they can't be evil. Applying human morality to animals is grossly egotistical on our end.>evil childrenThis I'll agree with you on, tho I still believe they (alongside animals) are the only things that can be truly loved unconditionally. A face only a mother could love...>LinkI'll watch later.>>83906765It's pretty sad
>>83907446why? im not too informed on roman history.>he performed miracles by curing those suffering from epilepsydidnt realise epilepsy was recognised long ago enough for romans to be aware of it. also pretty specific of a thing to cure
im gonna keep my boyfriend blocked on valentines bc he treats me like shit but idk desu i have low self esteem so who knows
>>83907484>why?Romans were polytheistic and practiced syncretism, often adopting foreign gods into their own pantheon.Christianity was a quickly growing sect in Greece and Rome and Christianity has always been strictly monotheistic and the early Christians refused to perform sacrifices in line with Roman traditions. They were seen as a threat and a danger to Roman society, therefore they were persecuted. Many were killed in the arenas thrown to wild animals, many others were crucified.>didnt realise epilepsy was recognised long agoA lot of diseases were recognized they just had different names, like epilepsy used to be called the falling disease if I remember right and even renaissance painters depicted epileptics in paintings of St. Valentine
>>83907475that sounds sad. you said you cant experience romantic feelings, and yet you sound upset about it. dont say that yet tho, you have plenty of time to try find love again >Point is, you just don't know what your conditions are yetthats a fair point, but, well i dont think hed rape anyone, which is the only unforgivable crime in my eyes, tho id still throw away my own morals to forgive him. unless we were in a relationship, which is inherently conditional, so if he abused or cheat on me id give him a torture akin to griffith's.>Applying human morality to animals is grossly egotistical on our end.but that gangrape, torture, etc. those intelligent animals are put through deal great damage to the animals it happens to, saying what those dolphins do isnt wrong because theyre dolphins completely ignores that they are intelligent animals.>A face only a mother could love...this saying is silly because plenty of mothers despise their children and think theyre ugly. children killed by mothers or fathers wouldnt be a thing if children were loved unconditionally >It's pretty sadletting that concept control your life is whats sad>>83907490if he treats you like shit why the fuck are you even with him? just keep him blocked and leave, idiot.>>83907536wonder what it would be like to go back in time to tell the romans of that time that christianity basically outlived and stomped out their beliefs into dust, and its one of the biggest religions now.the falling disease, thats a pretty funny name tbdesu.
>>83907404I mean the lore of that is he literally went through hell and made it back but lost his soul in the process, so...But I see your point, yeah. It's just him sans inhibitions. >apparently thats an actual thing people think, christWhat does that even mean?
>>83907652oh. i havent watched supernatural, so i had no idea that was the case. >sans inhibitions.french? gay >What does that even mean?there are people who actually think sam and dean are autistic on tumblr. i love seeing people's stupid ideas of characters. like, people on r/trans asking "is griffith a transgender?!?!?" because he has long hair
>>83906284Hope you all find your special lady
the girl I visit for sex every so often told me that, asked what I'm doing. I said "working" and looked away.I've become a monster
>>83907695>french? gaylmao stfuAutists will probably ship anything as autistic if it fits their autistic agenda. In reality they're two Hollywood chads, be for real. It's stupid to paint them as autistic.
>>83907629Not that I'm incapable, I just haven't felt it any real capacity for years (discounting my friend). If the girl I'm talking to doesn't spark anything when we link up then I'm a lost cause.>saying what those dolphins do isnt wrong because theyre dolphins completely ignores that they are intelligent animals.It's not a matter of intelligence, it's the fact that we are humans and they are dolphins, we are fundamentally different and so our moral (and by extension social) rules don't apply to them. A vulture eating a dead vulture is natural, if you and I ate corpses we'd be psychos.>children killed by mothers or fathers wouldnt be a thing if children were loved unconditionally*Children and animals are the only things that can be loved unconditionally. Should have added that "can" the first time, not everyone is given that unconditional love.>letting that concept control your life is whats sadHave you gone out to bars to drink alone...
>>83907703trying to keep my disgust of sex outside of relationships/casual sex to myself, but, should've done something with her man>>83907720im speaking the truth :]>Autists will probably ship anything as autistic if it fits their autistic agendacome on, dont generalise, i dont wanna be lumped in with the fake-tism tumblr, tiktok and twitter retards. their reasoning for these headcanons doesn't go beyond "he has 1 singular trait anyone could have", because they have no understanding of what autism actually is, because they don't have it.also>sam went to hell and instead of losing his soul, he developed autism
>>83907755maybe if she doesnt spark anything, it might be time to consider you could actually be a homosexual. joking. maybe it just wont be her, maybe youll find someone you love at another point in life, idk man>A vulture eating a dead vulture is natural, if you and I ate corpses we'd be psychos.we'd be psychos on the basis of other humans morals thatre being forced onto us, i think consensual cannibalism is completely fine, personally. but i see your point>Should have added that "can" the first time, not everyone is given that unconditional love.indeed, you should have>Have you gone out to bars to drink alone...no, if i wanna drink alone ill do it at home, drinking at a bar alone as a woman is stupid, id get raped. id do it if i was a man tho. ive been to nice restaurants alone tho, ive been to cons alone, concerts, new years events, arcades etc. and those were fine
>tfw male in an LDR>am expected to do the song and dance from afar >just stressed as shit that whatever I do isn't gonna be good enough
>>83907844if its stressing you out that much, maybe an ldr isnt for you, anon
>>83907808Nah theres basically nobody else if I don't end up really liking her, my criteria filters out basically everyone else I'd ever realistically encounter. It's whatever.>i think consensual cannibalism is completely fine, personally. but i see your pointBroke niggas moving from donating plasma to selling literal arms and legs if it was allowed>been to nice restaurants alone tho, ive been to cons alone, concerts, new years events, arcades etc. and those were fineI've done all of those alone too, but going to a bar alone and drinking away Valentines is uniquely sad. Speaking of alcohol I haven't had any in a month and change, would kill for some vodka now. What's your go to drink?>>83907854>erm have you tried giving up????>>83907844If I were you I'd mail her a letter, makes a nice memento with how personal it is.
>>83907854Bro if Valentine's Day doesn't stress you out as a man, you're either Chad or a fucking space alien.
>>83907759>their reasoning for these headcanons doesn't go beyond "he has 1 singular trait anyone could have",lol you see my point then...>>sam went to hell and instead of losing his soul, he developed autismIn truth it'd be more like - unrepentant tourettes.
>>83907865Thanks bro but it's too late for that. She lives in another country. I am gonna send her flowers and make her a jello bear, a clay heart with our dogs paw print in it and maybe an origami something.
>>83907865what if you met someone outside of your criteria filter that you clicked with, would you not pursue because of that?>but going to a bar alone and drinking away Valentines is uniquely sad.i dont see it as any different from those things tbdesu. id go do it if it didnt pose a risk>What's your go to drink?my go to is shitty cheap wine but my favourite is russian standard vodka, they dont sell it here anymore tho. you got a specific vodka? also how do you even get alcohol, arent you broke >>erm have you tried giving up????he sounds fed up with it, ldrs (assuming its an entirely or mostly just online one) are hard to make work, idk man theyre not for everyone
>>83907874well, im not a man, and i dont celebrate valentines, so i wouldnt get it. tho i will say that i thought the relationship itself was stressing you out, not valentines day>>83907876of course i do lmao. tho i think tourettes is a more of an insane leap than the autism, tourettes is pretty gnarly of a disorder
>>83907933Ofc but in the sense that, he has absolutely ZERO inhibitions, you feel me? Even super spergs have some semblance of inhibitive behavior. Just an example of extremity.
>>83907938how many spergs have you talked to, to get an idea of their inhibitions? theres definitely a big handful as blunt as sam
>>83907956Kek, only a few. One threw a toy train at me and didn't understand how it wasn't funny-playtime-haha once. He wasn't being negligent like Soulless Sam though, he was just being autistic.
>>83907976sounds like that was just a lower functioning one. gotta go out in the world and track down more autists for study
we got a surprise castoff kurumu rerelease hhh, buying immediately so i can fondle the naked boobs of the kurumu avatarfags waifu
patiently waiting til midnight to pay for my shinobu/kiss-shot figure and my furude hanyuu figures
i love you bellfine
>>83907901Most likely yes. Autist is absolutely non-negotiable, the only people in my life I've ever connected with on a serious level were autists. Skinny (not underweight) is also set in stone, tho this isn't very stringent imo. Black is the only trait with that has the slightest leeway, wouldn't mind a MENA girl instead.>id go do it if it didnt pose a riskFair.>you got a specific vodka?Not really, all the times I've had it were because a friend had some available. My go to drink at home is rum and cola.>also how do you even get alcohol, arent you broke2 cans of 7% alc is like 8.99 from the gas station and that already is enough to fuck me up.>he sounds fed up with itNah you're blowing it out of proportion>>83907878This is really sweet actually she'll love it, have a good valentines bro
>>83908163so rigid, tho i cant really say anything considering i only want my crush, lol. well, hopefully, if its not her, youll find another girl that meets your standards.>2 cans of 7% alc is like 8.99 from the gas station and that already is enough to fuck me up.weaksauce. you have 0 tolerance. id kill to be that weak to alcohol. but still, wasting the only money you have on alcohol, not good.>Nah you're blowing it out of proportioni am
>>83908194Anything less would be pointless really, those are all traits of myself as well (fit not skinny but they're equivalent), so it's not insane to expect out of a partner.>wasting the only money you have on alcohol, not good.spending 10 dollars every ~3 months of the scraps of gov't money I get on alcohol isn't that crazy desuIn other news duolingo is hoeing me so I'm learning through textbooks instead now. How is your German going?
>>83908224is wanting traits in a partner that you dont have a particularly bad thing? not specifically in your case>spending 10 dollars every ~3 monthsok yeah thats not crazy>so I'm learning through textbooks instead nowwhere are you getting textbooks from?>How is your German going?ive been lazy with it for a few days but its, going, i guess.also black girls with white hair hhhh(ot)
finally saw a sane male doctor and got recommended weight loss injections but apparently they're way more expensive than i imagined. im so scared of relapsing into an eating disorder, but if this diet isnt working, and this exercise isnt working, then what will? my body refuses to melt the fat and just keeps gaining, SOMEHOW, but it's strange, my body isnt actually gaining mass anywhere. ive measured and tracked so long. my body shouldnt look like this at this weight. im actually being driven to the brink of insanity, man
>>83908246Depends. Someone outgoing wanting a more reserved partner is cool, but stuff like race fetishists or chubby chasers are weirdos. Free world and allat but I wouldn't run with those types.>where are you getting textbooks from?The int wiki duh, you did visit it right?>lazy with it for a few daysYou'll be A2 by 2036>also black girls with white hair hhhh(ot)So fucking true if you know any other characters like that say so
>>83908331>chubby chasersdont diss the only guys who'll want me...speaking of, i used to be a fat fetishist myself, you know.>The int wiki duh, you did visit it right?no? didn't know it existed>You'll be A2 by 2036im a2 right now akshually>So fucking true if you know any other characters like that say sounfortunately i dont, i just have some OC lewd figure whos black with white hair. wheres picrel from anyways?
>>83908371>dont diss the only guys who'll want me...It's grim. I was gonna question how you even end up a fat fetishist but my worst is a lot worse>no? didn't know it existed4chanint.miraheze.org/wiki/>im a2 right now akshuallyYeah like I said A2 by 2036>wheres picrel from anyways?Full Metal Daemon Muramasa. I was partway reading it by then my laptop display got destroyed gg
>>83906284I have the day off so I will be day-drinking and gaming alone. YIPPEE!!!
>>83908451its not grim. as long as im loved for who i am, NOT! i dont except love from anyone other than my one and only. its not like im not trying to lose weight either, but i think my body refuses to let it go.>I was gonna question how you even end up a fat fetishist but my worst is a lot worsewell in my case i have a fetish for watching guys eat which i twisted into a fat fetish. but no, i realised i actually preferred skinnier men, and i had a fetish for stomachs AND watching them eat so they can work it off in the gym>4chanint.miraheze.org/wiki/sketchy looking wiki>Yeah like I said A2 by 2036fuck you lol>I was partway reading it by then my laptop display got destroyed ggso now youll never finish it. wtf happened to it tho, did you smash it?
>>83908463dont get too drunk. whatre you gonna be playing anon?
>>83908484Diablo 2 probably or maybe a lil xonotic if e-friends are online>don't drink too muchJust the daily dose
>>83908527>xonoticUnbelievably based, would get on if I could.>>83908479I'd thrown in the towel and take weight loss meds if calorie counting for 3 months and weightlifting in tandem did literally nothing>fetish for stomachs AND watching them eat so they can work it off in the gymThis is weirder than guro by a lot>sketchy looking wikiIt's stickied on /int/. https://4chanint.miraheze.org/wiki/German>wtf happened to it tho, did you smash it?It fell.
>>83908589with lifting youre gonna gain because muscle mass and all, but ive not been doing that obviously. ive done calorie counting and exercise... talking about it will genuinely make me sob. i just hope theres an alt to ozempic that doesnt melt muscles entirely, ill literally die if i lose my nice arms>This is weirder than guro by a lotis it? how?>It's stickied on /int/didnt doubt you, just looked sketchy lmao>It felland the damage was that bad? christ
>>83908527hmm, i dont know shit about either so cant comment but i hope you have fun anon>Just the daily dosedaily? theres a lot of alcoholics on 4chan, huh
I watched OPM 2ish months ago and looking for good art of Onsoku that isn't just forcefemm or giving him a fat ass is impossible. Death to the "femboy" and all the shit porn that came of it.>>83908638Good luck widdit>is it? how?With guro you can see it as an extension of other masochistic fetishes to it's extreme endpoint, I see no real connection to other fetishes for fat shit. It's also very mundane which is strange as well, like someone getting off to calculus would be weirder than guro to me.
>>83908738twinks just can't be twinks anymore, they're forcing femboy shit on every twink.>I see no real connection to other fetishes for fat shitwell think of it like other body part fetishes, its a stomach fetish to the extreme. tho tbf the eating thing came first. but that was an evolution from watching anime and discovering the idea of eating sushi off someone>like someone getting off to calculus would be weirder than guro to me.while i understand your logic, i also think you only think that way cause youre into guro
>>83908797>SushiYeah I'm calling it a night have a good one
>>83908821freaked you out so bad you had to leave.this is the first time cannibalism didnt scare someone off, but eating food off someone did. goodnight anon, hope you sleep well :]
i ended up buying the set of 6 monogatari x steinsgate plushies... mayuri was my original blue haired waifu, and seeing a collab with monogatari, and the whole set being only $20? needed it.
>>83909281i wanna replay alllll the science adv series games. i wonder if i can play occultic nine yet... and some games got a proper pc and english port. but it sucks, i think they changed the steins gate lovechuchu op
Hi Ame!!!!It's been warmer the past few days and my bones are thawing! I played (relatively) lots of games with my gf today! I am pretty worn out now but it was worth it.I'm really curious by the way, did you have a bunch of money saved up that you spend on figs? Or do you just spend your monthly neetbux on them? It's kinda crazy to me how much you buy!!Also related, my gf is applying for neetbux and she's somehow already almost done with the process... and they're saying the outlook is really good... and like on one hand yippie but also damn am I seething jealous, I've been applying for neetbux for almost 3 years now...
>>83909344hi karen-anon!!finally, see, you made it through the cold. what games did you play with your gf?>Or do you just spend your monthly neetbux on them? It's kinda crazy to me how much you buy!!i spend my monthly neetbuxx. i afterpay/paypal pay in 4 some of them as well to make it easier :)im surprised its going so smoothly too... mine took a bit. but thats good news!! now hopefully itll be your turn next
