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anons is it still possible to get prescribed benzos? what are the magic words to say to the psych? need them but im not street savvy. plsty
https://youtu.be/rhuCi1VdrLU?si=qarhhwuhV8n_szFj
>>83939524Yeah but it's basically impossible. I got very unlucky with a psychosomatic cough for FIVE FUCKING YEARS until they decided to give me benzos. and thats only after they had to do exploratory surgery and gave me 50mikes fent. Just accept bromazolam, or pay a pretty penny on dnms. I personally don't even get high on benzos so they're arguably wasted on me since it prevents me from messing around with psychedelics, but thank god my cough is gone.
>>83939003I find it funny that I don't like being stoned and on 4chan because it's so negative and it feels like a buzz kill.Only the cool image thread or fun threads are good. Sobriety is anger.If you think about it.
i need ecstasyhttps://youtu.be/yzabP4ICK4k?si=zeN0NZ9YFwXVhIMAhttps://youtu.be/BH0C0xdQA3k?si=DTxr-K4lZ59V_OAY
>>83939733>bromazolamtied to seizures and coma ahh whatever we geek hard
>>83939767There's no good vibes online spaces left IMHO.>>83939524Possible?Yes.Likely?Absolutely not.
>>83939863>tied to seizuresprobably only at really high recreational doses, im guessing even higher than something like pregabalin. seizures could be caused by impurities though which is likely considering it's still an RC at the end of the day
i finally got a girlfriend and shes beautiful, i have a picture of her.we met on facebook. now i dont have to use this website ever again. im never looking back.me and my girlfriend will be together tomorrow. we will eat together and watch a movie. im really starting to get to know her. this feeling is one of the best feelings i have ever felt.
>>83940049>this feeling is one of the best feelings i have ever felt.have you tried opioids?
>>83940082never injected
>>83940102no need, you can snort or boof if youre too scared of the needle
>>83940130i dont have access to any opioids 7oh is too expensive and not as a good high as other opiatesi have been high on oxy and percs before and i liked it alot
>>83940049sorry anon but you're experiencing psychosis. you need to wake up
throughout the week i take meth, ritalin, and dex, working all day and night like a good little wageslave, barely functional by friday.im worthless on the weekends. i can work out saturday morning, then crash, and spend the rest of the weekend pathetically trying to do things while braindead. it's been like this for about three years.not having any kind of plan for the 'wired but tired' crash is getting intolerable. should i just knock myself out with weed/benzo/etc.? bought some pregabalin since i've seen it shilled here, but it's still in transit.
>take prazosin for nightmares and not any blood issuesever since then without fail i notice that smoking weed makes my nasal veins swell up, which causes me to panic because my spO2 drops, and im always just trying to get back to baseline but no high has really been enjoyable since. any tips on how to manage it?>>83941035>i take meth, ritalin, and dexim assuming oral? how different would you say they are from each other. meth and even speed pills are substantially cheaper than adderall.
>>83940049shes prettyfuck you nigger leave and never come back
anybody have recs for drugs that help loneliness and severe dysphoria? preferably nothing too hard.
bob and donna relationship is all i want
>>83939524Go to your therapist and start talking about "your anxiety" weather large crowds of people, (for example) or whatever.after also mention having panic attacks (lack of breath, skyrocketing heartrates, sweats etc.) it may take some patience, but after a while they'll probably give you some.
>>83942540Lol.Lmao.I'm not sure what pill mill paradise you hail from but post Covid being a childless person under 60 means you'll have to go years of trying everything from antidepressants to antihistamines until you finally get it.I know people who genuinely have twenty years of documented agoraphobia so bad they collect disability for it and the system would still rather just have them be on handouts than just giving them an effective remedy.Maybe that's different where OP is but between 2010 and 2020 they've been putting the squueze on new prescriptions almost everywhere.
>>83942648In the US? If so, boy am I glad to live in a small european village. But yes. I've been inside the system for 5 years of panic attacks and severe depression.The only time they've prescribed me some before was when I told them I bought them on the black market and had consumed them for weeks. (Because of withdrawals) and even then. it was only for a couple of weeks at most. But now I've found the right doctor who prescribes me some every 10 days.
>>83941255Yes, all oral. Im not smoking crystal.Meth gives the greatest rush, but it directs attention everywhere, so it's chaotic. It lasts the longest without a doubt, I can feel the dosage for around 10 or 11 hours. I like it as a backdrop, but it's better for starting tasks or jumping between tasks than finishing them. If I'm at a dead end or need to brute-force my way through something, this helps the most. It produces the most euphoria of the three, as you could imagine meth would do. When I first had meth, it actually chilled me out, which is amusing in retrospect.Dex is similar to meth since they're both amphetamines, but it feels functional, much less chaotic and euphoric. It still lasts long as well. I like having it when the meth starts wearing off later in the day.Ritalin/methylphenidate provides focus instead of a rush, so it feels very synergistic with meth or dex, since there's this admixture of rush and focus that gets created. Supposedly that's "not how it works", but I can only tell you what I've experienced. It doesn't last long, maybe three hours. It's not an amphetamine.Dex is the most expensive of the three, followed by Ritalin and meth, but there's a noticeable difference in their effect that leads me to use them together or separately at different times, for the needs of different situations.
https://youtu.be/RCDPnMnBrPU?si=DdCsSH27r03vYyN5
guys, how much will this syrup fuck you up ?
>>83939946>There's no good vibes online spaces left IMHO.That's true, I find myself avoiding the internet lately, it all feels so empty, repetitive, dead and lonely.
>>83943977>1mg of THC and 1mg of THCV per 1 mlI'd treat the comboing of any similar substances carefully, so if a standard dose of THC (alone) is something like 10mg, then taking only 5mls of that would be sufficient. Experiment from there, imo. Perhaps in increments of 5ml or less.
>>83944251Should i mix this with soda?The cap has 5ml, 10ml. And 15mlThey had even more stronger syrup but i cant afford that one
half an hour in and i already feel geeked off the edible this is gonna be a legacy high night, might even order some dominos
Staying away from the drugs..that's how I see it yeah. You cannot do any drug without it causing problems in some way. Either physically, mentally or both. Best is to just avoid it. More drugs, more problems.
>>83944355but how do you cope with reality then?
>>83944355more problems, more drugs
I have been getting stoned multiple times per day since I lost my job with ediblesNow I am shitting blood every day for the last few days.Guess it is time for a break
Nothing better than k-holing while listening to GFE ASMRI refuse to take any opioid because I know how I'll addicted because it really did fill the void in my heart I fucking tossed that bottle of 10 tramadol tablets I got for my wisdom teeth. I took a couple of those because I was in some discomfort but I realised exactly how risky they were for me
>>83944289that's like 5 doses of getting stoned, if you did the whole thing you would be doing like a quarter gram dab of wax.
>>83944595just mixed 45mg into pop
i need it to be saturday already so i can take mdmaand i need to get myself some weed. gonna be 6 months soon enough and it feels pointless
>>83944355no one asked anonyou are like my boomer dad
non ASSS KEYYYY
>>83944960I have no robots in my line not a single drop.
>>83944971Am I culturally appropriating r 9 k when I inhale nitrous
>>83939524I was able to get them prescribed while also being prescribed Suboxone you fucking pussy. But my friend said that she called up some random telehealth Indian doctor and cried hysterically and he gives her 162 mg Xanax a month.
>>83944995160 2mg barsssssssssssssssssss
>>83944791im on 90mg of thc right nowand feeling positive i dont like the taste and ive tried 2 different flavors of pop with it, im feeling a pretty good high off of 90mg of syrup.
anyone here ever slam a pack ?https://youtu.be/NugPLxZyf4E?si=kEM6KwDCje3UoJJG
>>83943127NTA, how strong is the appetite suppressant effect for you? I take dex on occasion but need to time it very carefully if I want to avoid fasting. I've been meaning to try meth for the past few weeks but I haven't been able to find a time long enough where I don't need to eat. I guess it's not like I can't eat, but I don't feel the need and if I try it doesn't give me pleasure.Modafinil and armodafinil don't have that effect, I assume Ritalin doesn't either?
>>83944935And that boomer dad is ashamed of you for being a junkie lmao
>>83945357You cant be a junkie unless you do opiates or meth
I love growing mushroomsShit is so cash
>>83945377lmao this>>83945357he suspects me, but doesn't know with what, little does he know I keep shrooms in my fridge>ashamedeven if he were, not my problemstuck up judgmental people are the most boring kind>oh look at me I am scared of people having fun not according to my rigid rules!!>>83945398one of the best hobbies if you have the space and some hardware for it
Why do dissos and vaporwave go together so wellit's crazy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XRp9Tl_j80
my drinking has gotten to the point where i'm actually terrified of pancreatitis and i don't know how to stop>>83940049you're here forever...>>83944591cute picturefor me it's wds and gf asmr or something like opioids or pregab and asmri don't listen to any otherwise because i've already given up and just waiting to die but some substances give me enough false hope for a bit that i can indulge in fantasy>I refuse to take any opioid because I know how I'll addicted because it really did fill the void in my heart I fucking tossed that bottle of 10 tramadol tablets I got for my wisdom teeth. I took a couple of those because I was in some discomfort but I realised exactly how risky they were for melmao literally me before i became a shutin neet and stayed like this for 5 fucking yearsi don't care about anything anymore aside from not killing myself before my mom dies anymore and even that doesn't matter that much subconsioucly considering how i abuse substances nowadays
>>83945485>where i'm actually terrified of pancreatitishaha I've seen people like that, not a good sightI just give you fluids, vitamins and some typical painkillers waiting for your body to go back to baseline
what was actually going on here?https://youtu.be/DG6lgdkrf4E?si=GKIAm1x_ydOq50iE
>>83945458i growed it in a 3ftx8ft spot under my bed.and my parents are anti drug and i still got away with producing the mushrooms and consuming them. i never ate them dried. i had like a fish tank and it was on timers for lights and fans also lava rock,water and a fish heater under that. also you need those air bubblers things with the air pump.to create the 99percent humidity or whatever it needs. and the temperature has to be right. my bedroom was small and i left a heater on in the room while i was gone for work.its very difficult to do because all the steps need to be perfect. but once the mushrooms are there they are so strong. you pick them and then new ones will grow back the next day.
>>83945526I live for these kinds of shenanigansfor me, I grew magic truffles which are the most sure, lazy and braindead way to get that psylocibin
https://youtu.be/k26hmRbDQFw?si=9BYjfSJ65Mi2xsly
>>83945494yeah... apparently incredibly painful, worse than getting shot or stabbed if what i've read is correcti do drink my water, take vitamin pills and i've tried to improve my diet a lot but i don't think it's enough with the way i'm drinking nearly every day even if it's just 9-12 beers nowfew years ago before doing any of said things my pancreas and liver started hurting mildly after a month of 0.5l of vodka every day + only eating in the evening after i had already downed a decent amount and i'm certain i did permanent damage with thati really need to quit but i just can't handle being sober and everything is so fucking expensive in my country
>>83945570i wish i had picture of my successful mushrooms kitbut i lost the photosi tried to grow again 3 years later and i would be able to get the cakes all white but once i put them in my grow chamber they would stay white and no mushrooms would grow for weeks. and i tried everything to get them to grow. sometimes you wont even make it past the cake stage.
>>83945570some people are so good at growing they can grow mushrooms out of a book
>>83945610that is why I switched to truffles, my cakes where not delivering. All I needed where the spores shipped to me, the liquid culture and sterilization was done by me, and the sterilized rye bags were ordered>>83945599yeah you are not looking good anon, I have starred in the eyes of patients that died of liver failure cirrhosis is the one of the shitiest diseases you can have
>>83939524It is, I was just repeatedly describing anxiety symptoms. A part of me really wishes I did not start taking Klonopin though, everything in general is really foggy when you're on it and now it feels like it just does nothing for anxiety after being on it for like 6 months.
>>83944359Make your reality better
>get prescribed Vyvanse for adhd>makes me waste days gooning and shtposting frequently I made the right call to lower the dosage for my refill
>>83946162how many mg were you taking before/after? i used to be on 80mg and had crazy stim dick, couldn't goon at all
Tomorrow I will consult a lawyer to try to sue a private psychiatric hospital that admitted me against my will. I was admitted twice to the same hospital simply for using medication without a prescription.I used these medications every day, but in low doses. I even used high doses of some medications to get high, but only weekly. I do not have and have never had schizophrenia, psychosis, bipolar disorder, I have never tried to kill myself or kill another person. I am a "normal" person who lost a total of 67 days of my life in a hospital where there was no activity to distract the patients, besides television and only 1 hour of gym per day. The nurses yelled at me and treated me badly.During those 67 days they used several medications on me: risperidone, lithium, haloperidol, olanzapine, clonazepam, lorazepam. Medications that did not change anything in my life and that did not cure me of anything because I did not have any illness.Ever since that happened, I hate hospitals; nobody deserves to be admitted against their will.
im a 110lb female planning to iv black tar soon... im not planning to die at all... i already ordered it and im losing sleep from staying up researching, and from anxiety... i plan to have a week tucked away in my room where i'll do it. i'm not telling anyone in my life im doing it because i know how stupid it is. i probably have one person i could call while doing it incase i od but he's only after romance/sex (like all men are). my ex used to be a heavy user of this drug and it's stupid but i looked up to them. i also just wanna try it before i die. i want to know, is it really that good?i ordered 2g and i'll never order again after this. i mean, i can hope and plan for that, at least. i come from a loving family who homes me and supports me. theres not really a problem causing my want to do this. anyway, i just wanted to admit this to somebody. scared! excited!i'm getting an iv tomorrow by a nurse and plan to (hopefully unsuspectingly) ask her a few questions about the process. "how do you know where to insert the iv/how deep to insert the iv (without poking through)". i'll try to find another vein but if worse comes to worse i'll poke where she poked using the same little hole left behind. i'm gonna use 10mg for my first iv. theres not a lot of info on dosing i could find. does anyone know if that's too much for someone of my stature?i even lied to the seller that i had someone who's experienced and will be there while i do it. i'm just going to be alone. party time lol
I wish I had access to opioids. I can't be fucked with alcohol any longer. I just want to grow poppies and make tea.
>>83946728You are definitely going to kill yourself
>>83946792>alcoholAlcohol is one of the worst drugs; it often makes me vomit. Sometimes I drink just one can of beer and I feel shaky. Besides, alcohol has a horrible and very strong taste. The hypocritical thing is that less potent drugs like benzodiazepines and opioids are restricted, while anyone can buy alcohol, which is much more dangerous.
>>83946728>my ex used to be a heavy user of this drug and it's stupidWhy don't you ask your ex for tips on methamphetamine?
>>83946841ok i'll do 5mg at first>>83946852we dont speak anymore
>>83940049Tell your girlfriend to take out her piercings; she'll look even prettier.
I miss drugs. How can I maximize my chances of accidentally doing drugs again?
Just can't find the vibe I'm looking for with weed anymore. I've got nerve damage and it just gets worse while high and I never feel like having fun like I used to. Sad bros. Sad mojo.Not jiggy with it.
>>83946654was it really against your will? a total of 3+ months, holy shit. it sounds like maybe you just went on for a week of detox a couple times. I don't understand how they could keep you there longer if you wanted to leave after the first week
>>83939863I've always had the impression this thread in particular is quite nice, some of you guys often make drugs appear as less dangerous than what they are but in the end I think that's the purpose of the thread, and besides that problem, pretty much every single thread is just chill, no stupid arguing, just drug talk that more often than not can prove to be quite educational, which is something crucial when it comes to substances.
>>83947695Fuck, wrong reply, it was meant to>>83939767
>>83945398Please tell me you actually propagate your own liquid culture.>>83945458>one of the best hobbies if you have the space and some hardware for itThe most important thing is access to Liquid culture & clean agar plates.Once you have clean mycelium everything else becomes seventy to eighty times easier.Growing from spore is where it gets fucked.
>>83945610>i tried to grow again 3 years later and i would be able to get the cakes all white but once i put them in my grow chamber they would stay white and no mushrooms would grow for weeks. and i tried everything to get them to grow. sometimes you wont even make it past the cake stage.1) High powered disinfectant for the still air box2) Pressure cooker instead of steaming 3) Spore to agar, agar to liquid culture 4) Don't wing the vermiculite to rice flour ratio Generally it's a problem of bacterial contamination Once you can stack mycelium jars you've won.
Caffeinated hard.Might get hashish soon.It's been 5 years.Let's see what we can do.>>83946728>Black tarYou can't IV that without cooking it with citric acid.If you have zero experience or additional kit, just eat it. BTH doesn't turn into an injectable solution easily.As for injection itself, there's kits for that.Look on Amazon under "intravenous injection practice kit".And yes that's way too much.Look at psychonaut wiki.>>83945398Based mush god.Always try to keep a grow ongoing.>>83944306How's it now?>>839418775 grams of shrooms in silent darkness.
>>83939003alright bros, I found the one drug you can do forever without getting fucked up. something like 30-60mcg of lsd every few days satisfies my dopamine addiction and leaves me with a lasting feeling of contentment. at those doses I get pretty high but dont hallucinate or lose my mind. Why do people sleep on moderate dose lsd? Seems like everyone falls on the 100mcg+ side or the microdose 10mcg side. But the sweet spot is that 50mcg. Its like the sweet spot, reminds me of when lahey fine tuned his alcoholism with a breathalyzer
>>83948124thanks for all the info man. how do you eat it though? or is that a jokei have citric acid. i have money saved up and no rent to pay so ive been able to buy everything pretty legit. micron filters, sterilized water, etc...
>>83946728I can save you anonette (hope you are not non-white)>>83946654take your meds buddy
Today, while on LSD, I racked my brains after i accidentally cut my leg on something then went on to ask AI about philosophical questions of life. way cheaper than a therapist.
Why does this dumbass I know think it's legal to order weed from out of state if you have a medical card? Weed is still illegal at the federal level. Once it crosses state lines a felony is being committed. All it's gonna take is that dudes weed ending up in the wrong mailbox in the wrong state.
>>83950694>you crossed state lines you sick fuck!
>>83950752I don't care what he does but bro is playing a stupid and dangerous game and thinks he's right about the law when he isn't
>>83950694Because weedfags are majorly responsible for the enduring Illegality of their drug of choice because the entire culture Champions midwitterry, indiscretion and self absorbed prattling.
>>83949092im a white girl living in the peaceful suburbs. theres no reason im doing this other than that im insane...
>>83949567ai is not good for such things anon.especially not on lsd
>>83949089It's not a joke. You just crumble it into nesquik chocolate syrup and mix that with milk.Boom, Junkie Version of hot chocolate.
>>83950908what you are is a stupid cunt bitch who is going to kill herself. go right ahead and inject heroin in your veins you definitely know what youre getting yourself into because youve read about it on the internet there wont be any unforeseen consequences at all. Totally deserved
>>83947623>was it really against your will?Yes, I literally yelled that I didn't want to be admitted. I yelled that they had no right to do it, I yelled that it was unlawful imprisonment. Even inside the hospital I tried to convince my psychiatrist that I was a normal guy who didn't need to be admitted. There was one time when I jumped the wall of the psychiatric hospital and I really came very close to escaping, but the parking attendant wouldn't let me out onto the street.>>83949092What remedies? Remedies are for treating symptoms and illnesses, but I don't have any illness or any symptoms.
>>83950857I just want bro to stop being retarded and admit he's wrong, he also thinks prostitution is legal in Atlantic City I don't know who the fuck he's getting legal advice from
>>83950908Don't listen to >>83950989 everything will be fine, just make sure you study a lot about methamphetamine and its methods of application.
>>83950980wouldnt it taste terrible? i mean still better than iv. how long is the comeup if you know? thanks for telling me though :>
>>83950908sup? I've been washing the coating off, cooked and injected morphine pills every morning (only once per day) and went to work afterwards. Also often enough had real H. Be extremely cautious when dosing. Clean your injection area on the skin with alcohol, never forget to point the needle upwards, once the liquid is in the syringe and hit the syringe to make any potential air bubbles at the bottom raise to the top so you can expell the air out of the syringe. You should never use a needle twice, because they are tiny and will deform once they penetrate the skin and you don't want to push a deformed needle into your veins. Also never forget to check the liquid once it's inside the syringe (if needed with a flashlight) for potential chunks of impurity which you wouldn't wanna inject. Use clean things. Try to change the points of injection as much as possible.
>>83951272You're not gonna be using that much material.Come up is in the 30-40 minute range.>>83951498The needle thing is super important.Think about the amount you might use in 2 weeks and triple it.Only start once you have it.The damage from shitty cutlery is far worse than people realize and accounts for most of the problems unrelated to just being straight up poisoned or not eating.
>>83951004>Yes, I literally yelled that I didn't want to be admitted. I yelled that they had no right to do it, I yelled that it was unlawful imprisonment. > There was one time when I jumped the wall of the psychiatric hospital almao you definetly have something
>>83940082nta but loving someone and that love being reciprocated feels better than any drug could ever make you feel.Snorting oxy is the closest I got to emulating that feeling.
>>83951498thanks for literally everything you said. hopefully you understand, it means a lot. a lot. really, i dont have anyone to talk to about this so this slight interaction has helped. so you have actual experience injecting into a vein, right? i know that its probably only experience that will help make finding and hitting a vein easier, but do you have any tips? besides obviously a tourniquet, warming up the area, etc.i bought micron filters and will be extra sure to filter out everything unwanted within my means.>>83951611i plan to never reuse a needle and have bought 100, but i have no clue if that will carry me through 2g or not. i have the means to buy more if needed though.i'll definitely try the hot chocolate method first. i will keep updating on this thread as well.
>>83939003Any clearnet sources on shrooms? I found www.themagicdispensary.com which doesn't explicitly state they ship to the US, but it feels like a honeypot.
>>83953178bro you have forests with shrooms like no country has, from oregon to floridaand you even have states where they are legal
