So what did you find out when you liked into what I showed you?

I think about what it's like for you to fall asleep on my chest. I love you.

Life with me here and what we have with each other will give you more pleasure and euphoria and you will ever receive anywhere else in this lifetime. The only choice over there is because of convenience, but once you realize that we are only an hour and a half from each other and having everything. It's a simple choice. That's why you choose me

I make Maria so pretty for me

Dear 7,

You are terrifying.

Not Yours
6

>>83966311
4 is not 3 after 7 2ld on him

https://youtu.be/-k5gHmTGi_o

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I remember how happy you were when we were together. I remember how excited you were for a trip and for me. Remember all we want to do with each other? Everyday.

>>83966311
Only in the bad ending.

Let's Choose the good one with each other

I made the room red for you.

Maria knows me. All of me just as when she looked in my eyes and heard my voice. When we told each other we love each other and are so excited to see each other. I won't give up on her.

Communication balance happens when we are together again. naturally settling in Just as before

We are perfect for each other

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Law enforcement is seriously cracking down on internet stalker groups/cults because you retards always take things too far and your actions fall into felony territory. Most of the things you've done have been logged and your identities are known. I know it's cliche, but enjoy Prison.

>>83967160
Demoralization campaign, attempting to twist the narrative

You are the enemy and the one that needs to go away. You are toxic to us

I'm keeping my promise no matter what. I will not be deterred or allow others to change how we feel about each other

>>83967160
Like stalking with drones and hiring people to put cameras in your apartment?

>>83967160
Based. Go get em

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I give m,more than hope. She remembers what it was like with me, how she felt, how happy she was. How excited she was for every day. So she was to have our trip here. The one we would have discussed that Saturday.

How I supported her and she wanted to support me. What honesty truly felt like. What true love felt like when she was with me.

It's unfortunate she was tricked and deceived. Lied to so that she lost me.

But we had true love, soulmate love. So I stayed for her this entire time. No one else would do that. If it was about anything else I wouldn't be here.

But I love her with all my heart and I've stayed

It is not been easy for me. So much energy and time. So much she doesn't know that I've done for her. But I love her with all my heart, I've kept my promises to her. And the way I see it if we had not lost each other she would be here now and that same energy would be used being happy with her living our life together.

I look at it the same as if she had fallen down here. I'll do everything I can to be there for her and to help her, to support her. Be loyal and faithful thank you I promises to her. The same as If she's here with me.

My heart,m

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>>83968028

M,I hope you are aware at this point what a turd colton is.

How he samefags around my posts at me, makes posts and threads about me, catfishes my discord, takes things that I wrote and rewrites them like he is saying it and then says those things to you like they were his words. It's creepy shit.

I feel bad for the clutter he creates in others threads when he starts spamming to my posts.

Hopefully we are through with him.

I promise I'll always care for you and everything will be better,

Each others,M

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Todd Todd Todd
Todd Todd Todd

Digging in the dirt
Pulling out a clod

Says we have no truck
How's he gonna dodge?

Guess I'm still a cuck
Seed stays in the sod

Horse Horse Horse
Horse Horse Horse

House is too disordered
Cannot run its course?

Out here like a taurus
While he's on my porsche?

Well nuck because I'm buck
And all your wack is getting torched

I am rather intent on causing you problems.
Eventually.
I will take back the meaning in my life.
Eventually.

You are going to have to re-scare me, I guess. You are going to have to escalate yet again.

I know you're a tired old piece of shit. I know it's been dragging on for years, going on decades. But that's just the way things are. You fucked with me first.

You can thank your buddy SD for (incessantly) reminding me of this pending issue. Maybe he hates you too or something.

I know that you keep writing to Mike because you want to spend time with him and talk with him. You say negative things just so you know that he'll say something back and you're upset at him for him removing you.

Im sorry for lying but you wouldnt have talked to me if I didnt and now Im tangled in a web of lies I cant escape but I did care for you. it drive me crazy every day with this lie Im holding in.

You guys are shitty criminals, I'd beat the ever living fuck out of you if you tried that shit in real life.

I don't think you understand how it feels to see how you talk with him Maria, The way you beg for his cock. You immediately told him you'd break up with me for him and that your body is all his. It's not my fault I'm half his size and I thought we talked about this kind of thing and it worked it out. You never cared about me. You never loved me. It doesn't fucking matter anyway because I was using you the entire time. I never loved you, how's it feel to be living a lie and that I used you this entire time. Stupid cunt. You mean less to me then how you treated me when you talked to him. I'm going to drink because that means more to me than you ever will.

mm, sweet lemonade
yeah, sweet lemonade

wish in one hand, shit in the other, see which Become The Little Girl fasters :3

being tracked by a starving beast...looking for its daily feast...

a predator on the verge of death, close to its last breath...

Doesn't even fucking matter because you don't mean a thing to me. I only used you and put up with you. The final straw was you obsessing over Mikes cock and telling him your body was only his and when he told you to dump me you immediately agreed and asked how else you could be closer to him within the first day of talking to him again.

To woman Z:
Are you into me? I can't even tell why. You're a beautiful, well put together, worldly, professional little Rolo flavored lady, and I'm a simple fat man.

Someone with your adventures and your amazing, crazy little world surely has better things to do than me. I know you told me "if you need anything, please call me", but I'm only ever going to use that number if shits bad. That's what I always do. Cuz you're a boss lady. And nothing bad ever happens here.

>>83972455
Have you tried decorating the men's room at your workplace?

Babe 6am time for the sick rituals (trolling and baiting) I preform every day to honour you.

Look !

https://youtu.be/2BJXuNZWYq8
This one goes out to the cumtwins

S
I regret nothing

Don't ever let me see you in person. It is on sight. I will do everything in my power to kiss you and suck on your lips.

-kicked puppy

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Mark your calendars for this special event at the University of North Carolina at Greensboro!

>>83967217
Unfortunately for you sick fucks like to share your exploits publicly and some very powerful people have taken notice. you can play the victim and even cry that you're just a scapegoat/distraction all you like but the facts are out there. You're never as anymoose as you think you are ;)
t.glowniggers family member

>>83974448
Just proving your toxic to us. Maria is my family and said she loved me when we talked. You proved your toxicity yesterday. Remove yourself from our lives. We want no part of you in it

Gracie larping as Maria will never get old.

>>83975043
I Have never talked with Gracie. She is cute though!

Ive failed at everything ive tried unequivocally. Career, love, family, relationships, mind and body. I have wasted all mg potential, by failing. There's nothing more I've got to give. I'd have killed myself by now if I wasnt so much of a coward. Instead of hoping for things to take a turn for the better, I'd rather my dad throw me out on the streets. Maybe then he'll finally succeed at something.

it's obvious you don't love me anymore and you are trying to get me to drop you. you're not half as smart as you think you are, and also not half as special.

I finally finished Act1 of Inscryption and absolutely loved it (shot down the moon in two rounds with a pimped double grizzly with mantis god sigil and had squirrels with cockroach powers) but then act2 feels kind of boring in comparison and I think I'll have to take a break from this game for a while as the contrast between the super fun act1 and the meh act2 is a bit too harsh to motivate myself to play more, at least for now. I had an absolute blast with all the variety/randomness is act1 tho. People say act3 and the improved act1 after beating the game is fun again but I don't feel like slogging through act2 right now. Maybe it was my mistake to chose the robot deck as my first one but man, the fights are so dull I almost fell asleep in them. And the boring, lofi music doesn't help things. I wonder whether all these super high ratings on steam comes from players that didn't even finish act1 or something? Reminds me of BG3 in which act1 was an absolute blast with so many options to beat that first act, act2 being less fun and kind of depressing wondering through the dark all the time and act3 being an unoptimized, buggy mess (at least when I played it back then). I ran into some super weird mission bugs in the beginning of act3 and stopped caring about finishing that game. I wonder whether act3 got fixed by now but that the bugs and the super weird story ruined the fun for me enough to end it there.
Tsk!

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>>83976422
sorry but my waifu came back and now I'm in a committed, parasocial relationship with my waifu so I guess it's good that you don't like me anymore. :D

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>>83976467
I knew you would! Acts 2 is the robot right? I enjoyed that act, but maybe my interest in tech had to play in that.

Anyways I do think that if you push through you were going to love act 3! I suggest you continue because if you take a break from inscription it might be difficult to get back into the groove of the game and have that same feeling of accomplishment, dopamine hit that has been building.

I did not encounter any bugs when I played. You should try updating your GPU drivers possibly.

Have you played darkwood?

>>83977090
No and it looks a bit scary. I can do somewhat scary games like DeadSpace or RE but I can't play games like AlienIsolation or Soma. I know, I'm kind of a pussy but scary games that only allow to run away and hide like Soma feel too uncomfortable. I really loved the DeadSpaceRemake tho. It polished up the annoying bits like the terrible turret section (that was impossible to play with a controller) and they overhauled the sound propagation system to make the sound more realistic and scary. I've seen a making off video in which the devs showed off the new audio system and it's subtle but makes the world much more believable. I can't wait for the Steam Frame to finally getting released so I can finally play Alyx and House of Da Vinci VR. :D
I thought Calisto Protocol was my jam but they made the combat system very repetitive and I kind of lost interest (plus I'm not sure it would run on my machine).

>>83977221
You just listed some of my favorite games. Soma alian isolation are incredible, I can completely understand how you feel. I really did enjoy kalisto protocol, but I agree the combat felt like it was made for a tablet game. With Dead space I first played the original on my inspiring laptop with integrated graphics and was unable to continue playing the game because the meteors were so laggy. Loved the remake.

I think you would like fatal frame 4 mask of the lunar eclipse.

>>83977302
>fatal frame 4 mask of the lunar eclipse
I don't know, it doesn't look like something I like, sorry. I don't like Japanese horror that much and the comfy sections are way too girly for my taste. One game I really look forward to is the "the expanse" game that's in the making.

>>83977389
Have you played last of Us or evil within two?

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>>83977711
I always wanted to play "the last of us" someday but I'm not in the mood to play a large game recently. I know it's silly to have this powerful computer and playing card-games on it but smaller games that allow to do a quickie now and then are more to my liking in the moment. I can't recommend Skogdal enough. It looks a bit simple but it's a challenging deck builder with really good music made by two brothers. Our girl Rose started streaming on twitch recently and is playing Skogdal in the last few weeks.

6, but not 7.

If I were to die tomorrow I don't think I would regret anything because I have done the best I can with my environment. When dying, you might search for shared experiences in friends, family, acquaintances. Memories and bonds to justify your existence. Mine would be fairly short. Deep down there is a great profundity to human life that soul will always advocate.

Got into an argument with my brother and it almost turned violent. I can't imagine a world where he wins if I'm trying to hurt him but I couldn't go through with it. I hope he stops drinking because I really do not want to fuck him up.

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https://voca.ro/1iaQzyT74kar

>shitty dykebot wannabe

>>83979707
I have no idea who this post is for but I love all the different voices, sounds, and accents you do. Always have and always will.

>>83977901
I can completely understand that. I added it to my wish list I will start it after I finished Doom dark age. I like the art style and the soundtrack is very good. I saw that she started streaming. I'm happy for her.

Did the "AA" ever punish any of its members for letting their little faggot ass, know-nothing kids share "wizard" credentials? Is Earth really expected to just let that slide?

and they run when the sun comes up,
with their lives on the line...

alive...

for a while...

no choice...

gotta follow the laws of the wild...

alive...

with their lives on the line...

no choice...

out here only the strong survive

what's done is done,
survived to see another day,
the dance of life,
the hunter and the agile prey,
no guarantee which of them will succeed,
strong or weak

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

RULES OF NATURE!!

RULES OF NATURE!!!!!!!!!!!

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>>83980573
Caw caw

i saw a really gay amv about light yagami and L and it made me think of us

>>83979749
>person here since existence of board is wannabe of random granny who popped in for one season then was never seen again after picking her preferred boymaid

Which one would you be Maria

The one who dies second, because I can't leave this world if you're still in it

I can't get my IQ repaired at all, they are such a dolt about the acquisition of new abilities at 95+ from the enhancement that in fact they open fire shot on my temple more than once that I don't deserve any improvement due to loss of superiority for enslavement for perps. Baldwin PD need to eat poison over leper cunts wish. I want to shatter her heart again and again, She RAPES ME, I got raped 19 times in 3 months by leppard.

I hate to say it, but the floozies have perpetrated oppression with control of my lobes and no good pin for your OWN SELFISH GOOD and continue to do so enslaving. Forest View, Hackley, Fieldstone, Pine Rest needs investigation for me biting gauze for tear outs and blatant drugging to the point of retardation. Again, no matter what you do raping, doing brain surgery unneeded, shafting with money and dogging on shermouts where you make me cry SO hard, you are somehow "a victim of my scams where Diablo gets played and the leper cries" only I seize shot if I get it fixed then you need me raped? What a crock, I am getting my goose cooked 100%, realize that I need the fucking score boosted. I can't succeed I feel retarded help lol.

>>83980958
My Moon

I love you

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>>83980944
You can insult me all you want but you being ignorant about her history on this board while you're larping as an oldfag is pure comedy, well done, it made me laugh through my nose a bit. I see your opsec is still shit. Clean your room, ffs.
BTW, you call her "granny" but please know that you'll be never liked by that many people when you'll finally reach her age and that must hurt your fragile narc ego. Work on yourself instead of tearing others down, child.

One Boss'd
One Loss'd

and that's a wrap

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No self sabotage.
Only Love

I'm tearing up
Across your face
Move dust through the light
To fide your name

It's something fane
This is not a place
Not yet awake
I'm raised of make

Still alive for you, love
Still alive for you, love
Still alive for you, love

In a mother, out a moth
Furling forests for the soft
Gotta know been lead aloft

So I'm ridding all your stories
What I know, what it is, is pouring, wire it up
You're breaking your ground

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=MFuJpPwy6Zg&si=ZAEh9ILXXVGhXvh7

alt ska glemmes

A long time ago I imagined us penning letters to each other, leaving off "from K to K." It seemed like a sweet thing. But it never happened. Instead, slow change pulled us apart. I still wonder from time to time what happened with you. I like to imagine you found what you needed. I would bet you're well. I hope it is so.

I thought of writing more, but sometimes less is more. And less can be enough.

https://youtu.be/ngjEVKxQCWs?si=j5qlTV3haYpAG9hN

If testing the walls is what you need, then okay. I accept you

I read your letter. Very heartfelt, very sweet.
I hope you're alright too. I did find what I need, I still haven't gotten it.
And to simply put it I found myself at a crossroad: emotional dulling or keeping being a ticking timebomb. I chose stopping being a timebomb. I think it's working.
And I never stopped thinking about you. In a very positive way I may add.
Now you know.

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Thank you God for your support,communication, and guidance bring Maria and I home to each other again
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Inside
You know
It's not
Your fault

There comes a time
For all we've got inside
Free forming now
The soul's sweet guide to light

Hear you call out before sweet time
Through the sunbeams, you cry
All you've wanted will work out fine
The world is soft

In time
You know
You've got
It all

Hear you call out before sweet time
Through the sunbeams, you cry
All you've wanted will work out fine
The world is soft

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=MHcHa4CTcWI&si=1kw8N6iuqHEOzULJ

childhood bedroom little sister's panties intercrural cumsex

>>83981096
Larping as an oldfag? I just talk about what I talk about which infuriates you for some reason lmao. Sorry my hyperfixation didn't make it to your ex's chanwhore arc mang. Literally who are you and also rhetorical question and also get a grip

Replying to myself.
>>83982088
By the way K, send me an email whenever you want, colony.dropper@proton.me For you I'd even wait for the proverbial two weeks, given I ghosted you for five whole days back in '21.

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Oh shidde guise habbe u hear'd da worde on da INTERSTREETS?
https://files.catbox.moe/9qiky0.mp4

clipposting is actually easier than vocarooposting. im a vlogposter now

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>>83982197
You're so mad. :D Truth stings, doesn't it?

aw man you guys are easy to rile up

No one ever likes me. At best they tolerate me. Even when I try to be nice in faced with ridicule. All I ever wanted was to fit in and have friends. Instead I'm punished for being different.

Dear Isabel.

don't even know why am making a letter, re-wrote it about 3 times before staring at the screen.
then I thought how every interaction would pan out, every grievance blurted our and met with a response, all of it.

you just wouldn't care, you haven't cared for a while and I was delusional.
a part of me hates you for that, I should have woken up to it when you said you'll hurt me if there ever was a civil war? that was some weird shit. who would say that to a supposed friend? I was super delusional for forgiving that.
and then sharing my personal lives to other people that I don't know? how long were you doing that? to whom? etc,

but uh, wah wah wah. who cares right?
now all i wish is that we had a proper argument if it ended it should have ended with a burnt bridge down to the foundation, where we'll properly hate each other. but that opportunity went past so I'll just hate you in silence.

Your Kouhai.

>>83982750
In which way are you different, anon?

UNCG and my neighborhood won't get away with what they did and are doing.

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>Wash out of fucking basic because you're a annoying little shitbag, but most importantly a drug loving sea-mexican
>"I'm a veteran!"

This is exactly the kind of selective memory bullshit you engage in all of the god damn fucking time that makes me and everyone else never want to talk to you.
You are not a vet.
Our very broken friend who literally saved the lives of dozens of people and was awarded for it is a vet.
You are a disgusting little shitrat of a human being that is barely tolerated and schizos out all the damn time with zero fucking forethought into how that makes everyone look at you.
I'm pretty sure the drug and alcohol addled excuse for a brain you're using has no inner monologue, can't rotate an apple and clearly has the memory of a retarded goldfish.

To Balls,

Nuts

Love,
Taint

Dear Adrijus
I got into the masters program but I miss my master. I wish you could fuck me over a desk as I wear a schoolgirl uniform. Gosh I know you dumped me but I need your sperm inside of meeeeeee. I have been punished long enough right? Urgh. So many confusing feelings over you. You hurt me and yet I still miss you. You really did ruin me for anyone else after all with your fake love.

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I'm glad I gave Inscryption another go and now I know that I should have started with the robot factory in act 2 to get all these stronger cards but that was the last place I've finished in act2, lel. Anyways, I've reached the robot area with better graphic again and now I'm used to the energy system (which was annoying at first due to being limited to weak cards in the beginning) but now I'm getting used to it and it's actually very fun.
I never would have thought that I would get into deck building games but I'm enjoying them immensely. This type of game is like the polar opposite of modern AAA games. No fluff, relatively simple graphics and but pure gameplay.

The loss and wastage of time is inconsolable.

L
The audacity to do what you did after blowing that guy in the back of his car

>>83985855
>being Filipino
>any year
Its not your fault

>>83987855
It is sad. I could have had it all by now. Somehow things keep circling back.

V
I appreciate the letter. I find your desires erotic and I'd be lying if I said that wasn't true. But they won't become a reality until the "no contact outside of this website rule" you have in your head gets stricken.
Just for the record, what I felt for you was real, but I don't really see you in a romantic anymore. You lead me on one time too many. Sorry.

>>83987949
This seems like bait to me but I'll bite because you posted my initials.

Dear Anonymous poster
I never wanted to give you or for that matter anybody else a lobotomy. If you are who I am thinking of, I merely would like you to be a little bit more honest. And I also would like you to be less easily manipulated.
If you are who I am thinking of I will repeat what I said a while ago, I appreciate how you changed your haircut to a hime cut. It looks great on you. It demonstrates you care about me. Thank you.

To K.L.
I want to, once again, wholeheartedly THANK YOU. Thank you for having introduced me to some interests we share. Thank you for genuinely caring.
I didn't give up on you. I sure hope you didn't give up on me, either, silly.
And sorry again about the ghosting. I don't want to say I didn't mean to, for that would not be completely sincere. But I still feel guilty about it, years after the fact. Don't give up.

>>83988123
Unfortunately you could tell me it says gullible on the ceiling and I would look

C
I still stalk your online shit even though I have you blocked on everything. It was brought to my attention I don't miss you, just the way you made me feel, whatever that means. Stay safe, I hear things are a bit fucked down there.
C

Me
I know what you feel for me is very real.
I know what I feel for you is also very real.
I know you are changing yourself for me and you have no idea how much I appreciate that.
I feel guilty when I think about you. I didn't treat you right. Not even a bit.
I feel guilty when I think you aren't working in that place anymore, because I know in my heart the responsibility for that is in great part, if not exclusively, mine.
I'd be lying if I said I am not very frustrated you went cold on me after one "wrong message" and I'd also be lying if I said I enjoy walking on eggshells, I do not. Sometimes I really do feel like that when I'm talking with you and that is not pleasant...
I appreciate your taste in some things became almost exactly like mine because you genuinely like me.
I want to make this work. But I don't know exactly how, I'm at a loss.
You

PS: please stop listening to the advice of people that do not have the best of our interests in their mind. That really has to stop.

>>83988066
You are not real. Cheaters should die. You feel zero guilt and just wanted my ugly body. Who promises someone forever and gives them nothing.

Skylar, Jocelyn, Randa,

Come clean about what y'all were doing to me at UNCG in 2022 and 2023 and expose this harassment and torture program.

Alyssa,

You are in a prime position to gather information on any criminal activity or misconduct happening at UNCG. Use your power wisely and expose these criminals.

Rachel,

I'm not interested in you romantically or sexually. I also know that your partner intentionally had their following at "78" to mess with me. I already apologized so it's up to you if you wanna be friends again.

Lydia W,

Be serious when you like someone on a dating app.

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I wish that I never met you. I knew that girls like you existed obviously, but I'd never personally interacted with one before. To me you were always just a fantasy that lived in my head. Then, one day randomly, you just entered my life. I guess it would be more appropriate to say that I entered your life, I made first contact. I did not know what I was getting myself in to at the time. As the months went by and I learned more about you I only liked you more and more. Its incredible how similar we are, you are better than I ever imagined. But I'm too afraid to say anything, to take our friendship to the next level. I dont want to lose you. So then what am I doing here? I should just walk away, being around you is too painful for me. Honestly you confuse me, it is hard to get a read on you. Sometimes it seems like you like me too, other times it seems like you dont think much of me at all. I wish I knew what you really thought of me. I know that you consider us friends at the very least, but what level? I just dont know and its been driving me insane, I cant take it any more. So then, why do I stay if it causes me so much pain? Because there is that nugget of hope in my mind that maybe we could be something, date, start a family, all that stuff. If I asked you on a date and you said yes, or if I asked you to be my girlfriend and you said yes, I think I would cry from joy. You are who I've been waiting for for so long now, I never thought that I would meet you. I guess its true what they say, be careful what you wish for.

What do women even think about stuff like this? If you found out that a male friend of yours was writing stuff like this about you, would you find it romantic or weird? I really genuinely like her, probably more than I've ever liked anyone. It feels weird to say, but I wish I could marry her one day, because there is nobody else that I want to spend every day of my life with.

>>83987680
I'm glad you are enjoying the game. I remembered that mega Man Battle Network had very similar deck building mechanics. I'm not into mega Man but those games were really fucking good.

>>83988638
Sounds like a letter I would have written back then to her

>drop on the deck and flop like a fish
I saw the fish flop
And flop
And flop
And flop
So I did nothing and I let it
Keep flopping
Until the fish died
Because it couldn't breathe

Best thing I do for her and you don't.

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She never stopped loving me, she had difficulty loving herself.

I have constant heartache. My experiences are always painful with no reward.

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I won't double post what I said to you tonight

>>>/adv/34283260

Feeling and seeing each other's hearts hurt because we know what the time we lost with each other meant.

Instead of dwelling in fear, I'm choosing to dwell in that place where you are in my arms and we hear the ocean waves outside our window.

I love you with all my heart. Always. Nothing will ever change that. Dream good dreams. I can't wait.

11 11 make a wish

I love how the music for that song in the video I made sync perfectly together naturally

>>83988638
From m,
To m

All of me, with all of you
>>83990221
>>83990245

Which m though?

Both

Each others

From me, to you

Remember to drink some water, remember to eat something if you haven't.

I love you

Sleep well.

>>83965592
Hey Z(not the same Z as the other anon's Z). Wish you were hey with me and the bros. One of the bros got this cool GF who you would have vibed with.
Hope you are doing well. I miss you.

Lashing out is childish. Grow up.

>>83990489
Only what's below his belt and above his thighs is childish. Sorry Colton...

Inb4
>My back hurts

We know bro. Stop crying about it. Your whining is so fucking annoying. Already had to put up with your tears over your "little" problem

>>83990518
Fuck you! It's not my fault. Why do you keep attacking me for something I was born with. I'm happy I cheated on you. Cunt

What does every bitch care more about size than about me. It's only a couple inches. 4.5 is enough to fuck you and put you in your place. It's certainly enough to cheat on you with.

I'm not sorry about what I took from you and Mike. You were dumb enough to be tricked by me so is it really my fault that you're a stupid bitch? I hate both of you and you deserve each other.

>I can't lie to myself any longer. I love you and I need your...

Cock. The dumb slut wants Mike's cock. Enjoy because she's trash and I only cared to use her and lie to her until she hit the wall. Which happened incredibly fast. She's only good enough to patch things over with for some quick shit or really the promise of something. Mike, you should ask her what you lost with her because of my lies about you. Bitch was easy to trick about you. Still is. Stupid cunt.

Wonderful! Absolutely wonderful Mike. Finish up this performance so the letters threads can finally collapse and die without your presence.

>>83990879
I meant everything I said.

I don't see a point in responding to Colton.

>filter of pre clogged
YOU HAD ONE JERB

>>83991410
colton needs to just use a trip so we can filter him crying about his tiny penis

>You say something really gay, naive and irrelevant
>I have to refrain from [blowing it]
>Still also have to [be nice to you when your #1-ing it]
Tired. Tired of being caught in the tangle of their lives

Maybe there should be another hyphen, but right form btw. Pisstakes into (((miracles)))

I can say whatever I want to say about myself, essentially. Oh, no, I forgot. I can't display an awareness of conventional, consensus reality. I cannot insult myself. I cannot be prideful. I must sit and take it while you spin, insult, and praise, all as the mood takes you at any given junction.

Yeah right. Get bent.

And it's all fine because "I-I didn't know!"

MAYBE START TAKING THE "TREAT EVERYONE AS GOD, YOUR BELOVED, IN DISGUISE" THING SERIOUSLY BECAUSE IT'S NOT A PLATITUDE AND THESE OPERATIONS HAVE WIN CONDITIONS ALRIGHT YOU LITTLE SHIT

Whomever is torturing me must be nearby and I will hunt them down.

What win conditions for love can even exist when you are in love with a loser who has a god complex? Why even post on R9k if you are a manwhore incapable of self-reflection? Somehow you cheating on me is always my fault that is why I vent on here. It is telling you only cared about the erotic rather than the romantic clearly not a poet or inventor I see.

>>83993284
Not much erotic when you look like a cankerous foot

>>83988765
I don't remember promising you anything V, especially forever.
And yeah I do appreciate your erotic body.

>>83989626
>>83990307
What are you trying to achieve? I don't appreciate you trying to hijack what I wrote.

>>83995430
Hmm
Interesting because this is exactly what I am saying to my Maria

But really let's break it down

If this is your message to "v"
>I know what I feel for you is also very real.
That You don't care about her because you cheat on her

>I know you are changing yourself for me and you have no idea how much I appreciate that.
Not much at all, because you cheat on her (and boast about it saying she deserves it)

>I feel guilty when I think about you. I didn't treat you right
You don't feel guilty whatsoever, you said she deserves you cheating on her

>I'd be lying if I said I am not very frustrated you went cold on me after one "wrong message"
You deserve it, you cheated on her

and
>I'd also be lying if I said I enjoy walking on eggshells, I do not.
You deserve to be walking on eggshells, you're a cheater, why would anyone trust you ever again, especially with the way you boast about it and say it's her fault

>Sometimes I really do feel like that when I'm talking with you and that is not pleasant...
Good, you're a cheater and deserve nothing

>I appreciate your taste in some things became almost exactly like mine because you genuinely like me.
Can't see why she would ever genuinely like you because you cheated on her and say so such horrid things about her

>I want to make this work. But I don't know exactly how, I'm at a loss.
No you don't, you said multiple times what shit she is


>PS: please stop listening to the advice of people that do not have the best of our interests in their mind. That really has to stop.

You don't have her best interest in mind either, you cheated on her and said horrid things about her

>>83995430
You promised me marriage. That is forever especially since you long to be a tradcath.

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What the fuck is you problem now?

Sorry if I wasn't clear. Figured it's him being a twat and made the post

>>83996066
Nah I never did. But I also appreciate your interests and the way you think. Too bad the way you think is a little too evil for my liking.
And, me a tradcath? That's a very funny joke.

To E
I apologize for everything, you were the first foray and we ultimately paid the price for it.

To S,
The distance was too great, the price too steep; and I had troubles I never shared, its been two years since then and Ive gotten the help you so desperately wanted me to get. I finally met someone new, youd like her.

To MC, L & D
Im sorry we drifted, you know how hard it is for me to be social, I hope youll forgive me for my future

>>83996759
Yes you did you proposed to me. How am I the evil one? You wanted a biological plague on people you did not like.

>>83996959
I don't remember that either.
Are you someone else larping as V? Or are you projecting your wishes as if they were mine?

>>83988436
>Unfortunately you could tell me it says gullible on the ceiling and I would look
There is a solution for that: psychology books written by intelligence agents, be them CIA, FBI or whatever intelligence agency you like the most. Those books have very little nonsense in them and they are also very practical.
Start with "The like switch", and read "Spy the lie" after. The first is almost like a modern take on "How to win friends and influence people". Most abusers use the exact same principles illustrated in that book. "Spy the lie" is a very practical manual on what its title says. Extremely effective even against the best liars.
-AP

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>>83996959
>>83997069
I think you guys were trolled by chickn or something?

>>83997069
You did cheat on your V did you not? After all there was only one non Mike erotica post. Your ex is obviously in the thread.

>>83988066
>>83986832
Someone here is called Adrijus and they are apparently a cheater.

>>83997137
I've never been in a relationship so technically I never cheated on anybody.
If you're trying to elicit information about V, too bad.

>>83997100
I just wish Adrijus was here. I miss him and hate him and love him.

>>83997448
Stop neglecting your kids, retard.

LORD,

make me receive what was already given
make me accept what is already here

>>83997448
>Adrijus
That's quite a stupid name.

She will more than likely disappear, and I have no one to blame but myself. Why am I so unfunny? My looks don't make up for it.

>>83997520
I do not have kids. >>83997551
It is Lithuanian. I am politely sorry for being in love with him.

If you thought that was silly before you haven't seen anything yet. This year is the year of unabashed cringe. Jestermaxxing is the goal. There will be no such thing as holding back or embarrassment.

>>83996308
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ByqYEzugleE
Mike, it's a fucking song that's existed longer than you or Maria have been alive. It's so fucked that as someone who is actually harassed and larped at, you think ANYTHING that triggers you is also larping. You only empower your opps when you go around inflicting paranoia on random posters minding their own business. I promise because of all the [Shitter] stuff I get the
>NO IT'S DEFINITELY THEM THAT'S HOW DOGWHISTLES WORK YOU JUST WOULDN'T KNOW UNLESS YOU'RE ME
but that's not the case 100% of the time and the times you fuck it up work against your own case and also the cases of other organized harassment victims. Have some discernment, if not tact.

sidenote it's still hilarious that people think the term "gangstalker"
automatically equates to
>I AM BEING HARASSED BY THE CIA FOR MY FORBIDDEN ESOTERIC KNOWLEDGE AND CHOSEN ONE SUPERPOWERS
and not literally just
>multiple faggots conspiring and enacting those conspiracies even if that's just to follow you around virtually doing something they think annoys you when them existing without corporal punishment or sign of a compassionate creature does far more than the things they think are weak spots (because you funneled them that misinfo)

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Remember that shame and Fear only ever benefit the oppressor and the Adversary.

compassionate Creator* sad i see satanic autocorrect heII

You coulda retired the day you were born, mang. You've already got the "most insufferable least evil" thing down. Let your Being do your )))jobbing((( for Yah

Silly
Do you like me? I'll ask for self reassurance more than anything, even if I already know the answer.

Signed, Turboschizo

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To V, V, and V -

VVVV, VV, VVV VVVVV VVVVV, VVVVV? VVVVV. VVVV!

- V

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umama jama

yeah this looks
RETARDED

queue it

I'm sorry everyone, but if you were expecting an autistic meltdown from me, you're not getting it.
-AP

in april just remember you became my forever home /'bti/

>>83997097
I have a collection of books like that. I used to be very big on it, 48 laws of power, Machiavelli, and the likes . But life circumstances and backstabbing friends brought me down despite me applying as many of the principles from the books as I did.


AP was the initials of a shrink who told me I should just shut up and take the pills anyway and I just dont believe in Science when I told them about the backstabbing that occurred to me. Thus my original message. Havent had the balls to get back into those types of books since. Maybe Ill try.

-M

RM and SD and JNS
I still remember, even if you dont want me to.

:)

>>83980961
I had traumatic spine and brain injury from nigger muzzrat assault and my cunt roastie mother keeps treating me like a retarded narcissistic patient that is going to have a chimpout. She always flexes that she runs and travels while gaslighting me about my injury. I told this bitch that I'm going to get treatment for my trauma and she makes a fucking teapot whistle sound and emotes the faggot wrist. She says things like "Anon, nothing happened. Anon, you are alright. Anon, nothing is wrong with you! Anon, why do you think this happened?" I think this cunt enjoys cripples because she can MOG them. She works with tards and treats me like the tards. She is a fucking perp who is the real narcissistic retard. She is the type of bitch that looks at an anorexic skeleton whore with glee because it makes her feel sexy. She is the type of roastie to look at a landwhale with glee because it makes her feel skinny. I must always dress like a homeless nigger so she doesn't poison me.

I cannot define or moralize you, because I don't know what's driving that engine. I think combination of brain damage or parental neglect rather than anything malicious.

You are extremely good at mesmerizing others and I think it's this sense of abandonment that really embellishes the act. I believe that you subconsciously want people to fall in love with you but are not willing to love them back.

I am no different than any of the others and I've come to realize that there is no realistic endstage where we can be together, so I guess this is it.

Adieu

Stop throwing me away as if I'm some disposable short term form of attention and validation. It's really so unfair to use me in this way then turn around and hurt me. Now I'm the villain when I lash out after being hurt first? That's so cruel. To go from being what I considered friends into trying to hurt me and me lashing out in pain. I don't like it and it's not fair. You can't make me care about you, hurt me, and having me feel like SHIT because I both miss you and am still angry with you. I can't even say it's better to not have experienced any of it because then I'd just be alone like always. You're giving me emotional overloads.

It frustrates me to no end that when I finally get through to you, it's only after I act like a dickhead, and when you are being reasonable it's during the timeframe I am so frustrated and annoyed at you I don't even want to talk to you.
It's not that I want people to fall in love with me, and I am not willing to love them back, quite the contrary: I would be very happy, I would LOVE to build something real with you, or anyone else I like, for that matter. But I am sick and tired of having to walk on eggshells and seeing you go cold after a single message you don't like, I sick and tired of only talking to you through this place, because I am not expecting to build anything real while exclusively talking through an anonymous imageboard, and I am also sick and tired of you taking advice about us, from people that want everything EXCEPT seeing us happy together.
There, I said it.
AP

K
Always remember you specifically asked for this outcome.

Dearest J,

If you get a bucket of water and jump from a high place, you can die with a bucket of water in your inventory.

Love, J

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When every single joint and blunt came back to me like this for years I should have known you were no good.

>>84000232
Just a rehashed message from
>>83988638

Here's the offset to your lies
>>83995802

>>83965592
I never tried to fucking kill you. Don't fucking act like I wanted to kill you. I wanted to put up enough of an act to get the cops, so I could charge them and get shot to death. No one would get hurt who didn't deserve it. There is nothing I deserve more than to die. Sadly, I would be forcing a cop to pull the trigger. Why? BECUASE IM FUCKING EVIL. BECAUSE I WANT TO PUT YOU THROUGH TRAUMA AND MISERY, DONT I? ISNT THAT WHAT YOU FUCKING SAY? ISNT THAT WHAT YOU ALWAYS SAY? THAT I INFLICT MYSELF ON OTHERS? IM NOTHING BUT MISERY? EVERY SINGLE DAY. HOW WOULD I NOT WANT TO DIE? WHY WOULD I STILL NOT WANT TO DO ANYTHING BUT DIE. IVE SPENT THE PAST 9 YEARS SINCE THEN AVOIDING YOU BECAUSE I FEEL SO GUILTY ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO LAY DOWN AND CRY AND BEG FOR FORGIVENESS. I DONT DESERVE FORGIVENNES I DEServe to fucking die. that's all i need. I just want to fucking die. Sadly, any 'mental health' intervention is only likely to RUIN MY LIFE and MAKE IT WORSE. Just like that psych ward stay did. I couldn't tell anyone why or else I would be deemed insane. Why would I have wanted to kill my own mother? I DIDNT. I DIDNT WANT RUMORS BUT NOW.. BUT NOW. EVERYONE WANTS TO FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT BEHIND MY BACK AND ALWAYS HAS. because i have always been an evil creature that everyone has longed to see destroyed. just let me fucking do it already.

>>84000365
cut your nails sissy

>>84000410
My hands are paler.

>odd or even

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>>84000449
>odd

Ok then.

>>84000409
Just a reason justifying why she should avoid you.

>>84000479
I know? How evil does a child have to be for their own mother to hate them with increasing intensity since age 9? Good thing I'm too pussy and too stupid to do anything crazy

She knows it's you Colton and that's enough for me

>>84000388
Fuck off. Take a shotgun and suck a slug out of the barrel.

>>84001135
Why would I ever listen to a cheater?

Also, this post >>84000232 is not about anyone whose initial is V. Mind your own fucking business, M*ke.
-AP

>>84001713
Again, why should she listen to a cheater?

>84001873
Why should she listen to a clearly malicious actor that has demonstrated many times he is hell-bent on sabotaging me and my girl's happiness and relationship that has yet to be?

>>84002142
It's not being malicious or acting to point out something that you did and are clearly being an asshat about with all you said about her.

It's not sabotage when you are the one who cheated.

Do you think cheating on her made her happy? Are you saying it's my fault that you cheated on her?

Sounds like you lack the ability to take accountability for your own actions.

>84002544
I'm saying it's your fault what we had almost completely died because she listend to you, something she should have stopped doing a long time ago. What part of "kill yourself" do you find hard to understand? Do you want me to make you a cute little drawing so that the concept gets inside that little rotten pea brain of yours?

>>84000328
nuh uh i didnt

>>84000631
Well you are a cheater and a lolicon.

>>84002577
It's a good thing she does listen to me, because you are a cheater. You do deserve to completely die. You've said the most horrible things about her. Plus what's this about you being a lollycon? That's fucking gross.

I still wish you didn't ghost me like that.
I was so worried about you being sick or dealing with an emergency.
I thought giving you some time would help, since you were also busy helping out your mom.
And I still believed it ,when you said you weren't ghosting me.
You were the only one I talked to or waited to hear back from.
I hope you are happy and taking care of mom and yourself.

This is so fucking relevant and the further she can get away from you the better she's going to feel about herself. Healthier in every way. You are a liar and a manipulator. I don't believe a word you say. How much do you blame on me for your actions against her? I only tell her the truth. Who should she believe? Me or someone who cheated on her and has repeatedly lied to her over and over? Do you think she should be happy with herself that she's with you? Do you think she's even happy she's around you?
>>83995802

>>84002577
Being a lollicon is fucking gross.
This is so fucking relevant and the further she can get away from you the better she's going to feel about herself. Healthier in every way. You are a liar and a manipulator. I don't believe a word you say. How much do you blame on me for your actions against her? I only tell her the truth. Who should she believe? Me or someone who cheated on her and has repeatedly lied to her over and over? Do you think she should be happy with herself that she's with you? Do you think she's even happy she's around you?
>>83995802

>>84002142
She should know
It's not being malicious or acting to point out something that you did and are clearly being an asshat about with all you said about her.

It's not sabotage when you are the one who cheated.

Do you think cheating on her made her happy? Are you saying it's my fault that you cheated on her?

Sounds like you lack the ability to take accountability for your own actions.

She knows you are a liar Colton. A cheating manipulative piece of shit who makes her unhappy. Everything is only gotten worse for her ever since she's known you. Those are all facts.

You said the most horrible things about her in this thread C. You never cared about her. Your actions have proven that.

>>84003839
>>84003847
>>84003863
>>84003875
Btw these are all from m to m about c

My guess is you even tried to tell m that the horrid things you said about her were my words C. It's all started with you lying about who I was to her and manipulating her with your LARP here so why would your actions change? She never should have listened to you in the first place or allowed herself to be isolated away from me with you. M truly loved me with all her heart and I still love her. I kept all my promises to her and unlike you I never cheated on her.

I hope she's able to recognize you for who you are C. A lying manipulative narc who never cared for her and only used her. Who took her away from her true love and made her lose time In this life with her soulmate.
-
M

I'm not a lolicon, I never was, and I already wasted too much of my time reading your stupid shit.
-AP

ADRIJUS must be in this thread.

>>84004536
I don't believe a word you say because you Have a record of being a lying manipulative towards her C , Plus the cheating sooo...

>>84004690
Since you seem to have a thing for trying to get a reaction out of me: tell me how it can be cheating if me and the girl I'm thinking of never were in a relationship.