>have a 'friend group' for a few years>go out to a few concerts, bars, have lots of parties>realize that I'm the dog>I'm the pathetic one>I'm the wimp>I'm the pet>I'm not invited to everything, not even in the proper chat>can't sleep one night camping>overhear them literally referring to me as a 'pet'>degrading me>they notice I'm awake>try to shittalk me more, while running their hands on the tent, trying to provoke me.>know that if I react I'll look schizo>know that there's strangers around who would think me insane>have to tolerate it and pretend to be asleep.>anything I say can be dismissed because I took drugs and drank the night beforeHas this happened to anyone else? Are there websites for people cataloging people like me? I'm not quite a lolcow, no online presence. It's more of a ritual humiliation. This is the only instance where they have straight up dropped the mask, the torment is usually more subtle. I'm an embarrassment to others around me, ugly, pathetic, overall loser. By just parading me around as a pet they look like better people. They look like they're helping out a poor little retard. I look like a psycho. I look insane. Like I should know better, know my place. It's all so tiresome. I've decided to cut them off and go solo. No big breakups, just slowly ignoring texts and ceasing to respond. This has happened once before, but the ending was much more explosive as I was a teen then. I'm almost 27 and I'm still dealing with this shit. Nothing gets better for autists. NOTHING
>>83999699it never gets better just start collecting your own group of retards to lead or learn to love the completely solo life
>>83999749I hate being around retards. I find others of my kind annoying at best
Had that before. Now I just don't give a fuck about anyone's feelings. Don't give a fuck at all who I offend, or who is laughing. No shame, no cares.
I am actually a schizo and have had this multiple times in my younger years. I just flip the switch now. It's fun watching everyone go from smug laughing to getting shit scared.
>>83999699this is me, the nicest thing anyone has said about me when they thought i couldn't hear was >he has his momentsi had a friend that cried once when i was realizing this and acting sad but still constantly shat on me when i tried to think i was being paranoid and get over itit's the solo life for me, thankfully i learned i love my own company and can make being in my own head a very nice place to be
>>83999699i think friend groups are great and people need them except a few here and there don't need them.
This happens to me in every single group I try to join, as a socially unskilled women. Other women try to either designate me as "pet" as you described or "competition", constantly undermining me either directly or indirectly and playing innocent. The men will get angry I am unfuckable after failing to cozy up simp or negging style and also subtley cut me down. Dominance games are so fucking tiring. Saying you have a bf doesn't excuse you from them because everybody still wants to categorize you and plus nobody is faithful these days. I was once on a discord server and the fact one of the married woman was a cheater was a huge open secret I have no solution for you except to >find a lover to basically be your bosom friend and source of socialization>keep people at arm's lengths in groups, be ruthless and nip any negging behavior in the bud >SHARE AS LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF AS POSSIBLE information is ammo>if it stops being fun leave, people are replaceable
>>83999795okay so the other half of my comment or ropeactually nvm just rrope
>>83999899i dont know if it was real or not. i was actually quite out of it and theres thing they said that while hurtful, are too personal for them to know about
>>83999699Leave them. it's better to have no friends than to have friends like that.
>>84000177Is it? I was drinking from 2pm to 3am before I met them. Now I have a job and don't really drink at all, besides a few parties here and there.
>>84000160if they couldnt of known about a lot of the things they were talking about theres a good chance it wasnt real anon
>>84000408what if parts were real and parts werent?
>>83999699What are you interests/hobbies?
>>83999699I get called a lolcow by 4chan anons and one person who doesn't use 4chan at all, it literally doesn't mean anything unless you actually are being harassed daily consistently. It just means some people don't respect you
>>84000837I mean more of a subtle tactic, or a more passive observation. I know I am not interesting to warrant this, but neither are most lolcows.>>84000805I've always had broad interests, but I was mostly reading and playing games. I've stopped reading, listening to music, watching tv, and playing games in an effort to make myself more productive but it wasn't worked. I also don't get enjoyment from much anymore, just more or less displeasure or emptiness. I am on anti depressants which keep the worst off.
>>84000861What books were you reading?
>>84000867why are you asking me this? What does it have to do with the thread?
>>83999699Oh wow. MaYbEy yOu ShOuLd ToUcH mOrE gRaSs????Also while you're at it just get a sex change already. It'll make the process much easier.
>>84001007touching grass around here involves one of>getting into extreme sports >getting into cocaine>getting really, really, really into jesus>becoming a swinger
>>83999699IS WILSON THE FATHER??????:O
