i wish i was a schizoid, to not need some amount of social interaction would be such a blessing
Do you like taking it in the ass?
>>84000873i do not have sex, it is impossible
>>84000881gay sex is the easiest thing to acquire in the world
>>84000887i have hemmrhoids and GI issues so no thanks
>>84000892i bet you are obese
>>84000881I wasn't talking about sex.
>>84000849Why do you need so much social interaction?
>>84000902no>>84000923i just need a bit, like 1 friend or 1 conversation per day
>>84000935then why do you have hemorrhoids stop straining so hard to shit nigger
>>84000940ive had them for years, i dont mind
>>84000935do you get your daily required socialization?
>>84000849i kinda relate to this feeling, being sensitive and emotional has definitely been detrimental
>>84000849no you dontt. schizoid
>>84000849yeah but being a schizoid is the result of trauma so... carefull what you wish for i guess
>>84000849I am schizoid and it's not great. I still want someone in my life. When I get someone I expect them to leave. Constantly expect it. It's not like bpd where it's externalized and you push and pull; it's this feeling of having the Sword of Damocles over your head all day. You know they'll leave. You know they don't really like you. You know there's nothing useful or interesting about yourself. And every little sign, real or not, that they display you warp into that worldview. All internally, this horrid twisting feeling and you wonder how you ever let them in in the first place. It was all meant to be walled off for your own good. And it's so rare to let anyone in you can never get used to it. You go years alone and you're fine alone. Or you think you are. And then someone comes in. And you're actually happy for once. Until you remember. Everyone leaves in the end.
>>84001023sometimes, sometimes no
