I kinda wanna go to the hospital but I don't think it's gonna help anything and it's just going to make things even worse with my family and I'm gonna get my gun taken away. Being dead just sounds so fucking relieving right now. Like I happy thinking about it.
>>84001092watch a knight of the seven kingdoms today its only like 3 hrs long and then imagine yourself as ser dunk anytime you feel this way
>>84001092why do you want to go to the hospital? are you sick?
>>84001151Physically and mentally, yes. Long term health issues I've been avoiding dealing with for whatever retarded reason and the more short term issue of suicide.
>>84001092you need to be strong and overcome adversity
>>84001557The problem is that I'm weak and maladjusted. I cannot handle any adversity at all. I am a burden to everyone around me. I always fold or breakdown eventually. Plus now I'm probably actually dying. The place I'm thinking of going to is opening soon. But idk the idea of dealing with everything that comes after I get out just seems too much. Think I might just get a cheap hotel room, duck anyone that tries to get ahold of me. Then find somewhere dark and quiet early in the morning to get it over with.
>>84001092They'll administer some ibuprofen, run some tests, give you a bill for 9k, and that's it
>>84001630Idk, pretty sure my heart is failing lol
don't let them take the gun I know this sounds retarded but it makes you look even worse if they think that you can't be trusted with it
>>84001652Go to the hospital you dummy. Your health should be your utmost priority.
Hospital is going to make you more suicidal when it hits you that no one you interact with their gives a single fuck about you or your problems. Being suicidal is a logical state of being for a lot of people.
