I got home from uni like 4 hours ago but ive done literally nothing since then, i just have no motivation to do anything ever, all i want to do is just aimlessly driftwhenever i try to play or watch something i kinda just zone out and disengage. i never want to do anythingwhy am i like this
>>84001977u r depressed. thats just what depression does
>>84001984Sadly I was born into a family where everyone has it...it comes and goes i suppose
>>84002045inherited it then? glad it goes away sometimes at least. i wish my family understood it at all.
>>84002077well i imagine it did.. im sadly quite similar to my dadit just kinda sucks. i thought id kill myself a year ago but the thing that keeps me going is the few happy memories ive made since thenbut each day it gets harder and harder desu
>>84002096thats how it goes i guess. i planned to be dead late 2023/24. lifes funny how it keeps you going
>>84002116unironically the main thing keeping me going is wanting to see the end of one game i care aboutI guess everyone has something that keeps them goingbut day to day life is so hard to go through, its a challenge to even want to leave my bed.. let alone be productiveive considered going to a doctor to get meds but ive heard from people they just make you numb..
>>84002141>unironically the main thing keeping me going is wanting to see the end of one game i care aboutwhat game? >its a challenge to even want to leave my bed.. let alone be productivesame desu. ive failed courses before because of it>ive considered going to a doctor to get meds but ive heard from people they just make you numb..i almost got some but i wussed out because of that
>>84002156>what game?Limbus Company>same desu. ive failed courses before because of itIm only first year of university but i failed everything first semester...>i almost got some but i wussed out because of thatfair enough.. sighh life sucks
>>84002191>Limbus Companynice. im the same way for scarlet hollow>Im only first year of university but i failed everything first semester...thats recoverable, dont worry. the first year is always the worst anyways>fair enough.. sighh life sucksya :(
>>84002116>>84002141Congratulations on not dying! Remember to capitalize the word "I," because you deserve to give yourself enough respect to press the Shift key.
>>84002220hmm perhaps ill check out scarlet hollowgood luck in your life anon..
>>84002231but why>>84002233if you like horror stuff and visual novels then it might be good for u.and gl for your life too
>>84002231i dont really care about myself tho ~w~>>84002236ohh nice Limbus is also visual novely with some horror elements so i should enjoy it :D
>>84002236Nta but if you like horror you should play alien isolation. >>84001977Likely depression. Who even knows. All I do nowadays is alternate between vidya and YouTube while I send out a job application or two I've tried to talk to people off this site but it seems like they're all getting more obnoxious (or maybe I'm just naturally unlikeable). Either way who cares anymore
>>84002240>ohh nice Limbus is also visual novely with some horror elements so i should enjoy it :Dwell then, enjoy :D ill have to give limbus a try too then, if its like that!>>84002245>Nta but if you like horror you should play alien isolation.ehh, it doesnt look story heavy enough, thats the kind of horror i like. ill keep it in mind tho, ty for the rec
>>84001977have you considered hard drugs? seemed to fix the issue for me.
>>84003426ive only ever smoked weed but nah could be worth trying but idk what to have nor how id ever get them lol
>>84002245i tried talking to some people from here, the problem for me is that i'm just not a conversation starter. i never have anything worth saying and my days are a blur of boredom so ican't talk about those. so maybe other anons are like me and it's not your fault
>>84002263It's fairly story heavy desu