Lived in WA, had my own comfy slave pod.Made the mistake of moving in with my mom and step dad a year and a half ago.Last time i lived with them is when i was 14.Anyways, they have a long history of domestic issues and dysfunction.I had ideas of living with them to avoid rent, and hopefully go to college.However, that is being cut short.They are separating now. Finally now, after like 20 years of them fighting.And I will have to dip.Mom just had a long talk with me, she said she had been crying the past few days, you could tell by her face.She just said to me>WHY HAVENT YOU CHANGED!??>WHY HAVENT YOU OBEYED THE RULES??? I KNOW YOURE DRINKING IN THIS HOUSE!!!!!!!!!>WHY HAVENT YOU TAKEN THE SSRI LIMP DICK ANTIDEPRESSANTS THE DOCTORS GAVE YOU??>YOU LOST YOUR JOB AND YOU WERE UNEMPLOYED FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!! WHY WERENT YOU FIGURING OUT SCHOOL THAT ENTIRE TIME???!!!She then hugged me, to try to, I dont even know. Make herself, or me, feel better?I did not hug her back, I just stood there.She then ranted about>YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME, YOU DONT EVEN LOVE ME!!!etc.Which is true. I don't. I haven't felt any kind of connection to my family since, a long time.She has caused me immense pain and trauma. I suffered, why shouldn't she?Anyways, I've been doing night shift security for years. That has been my main form of income.Should I just keep doing the bare minimum night shift security since this country is essentially over? Or should I try to achieve higher dreams? I dont even know how I would be able to do college, with a full time night shift job anyways.My plan is to go to Vermont I guess, and ghost my entire family forever, even thinking about changing my name, I'm thinking I should just die there I guess.Thoughts?
>>84004822>failed normalfag venting postok dude
>>84004822well at 25 i'd say you still have time to do whatever you like, even college.times are shifting a bit so deep knowledge lost much of it value, but diploma should still help you land a job if you don't like security gig.all depends on what your higher dreams are and your own assessment on how realistic those are
Join the military and stop being a bitch. Get out and live on Gibs and free college after you get out. Worked for me.
life is shit for most people and we living pointless lifes full of toil and suffering and boredom and false hopes and copes. I think I'll sign myself up to a psych ward, but I am a euro, I pity people without free healthcare.
