I am 25 years old, virgin, tall and decent looking european loser suffering from a bout of depression these last few months due to failures entirely within my control that I have concluded were caused by my schizo personality, so after a few years of having absolutely no contact with women I decided to take a couple of women out. Said women made various attempts at sex but I said to myself that's not what I want them for so I decided to see them more seriously first and see how things went, before ghosting them entirely after talking to them for a bit and realising they were not up to my standard (they were kind of losers too and I don't need more of that in my life right now, I think it would create a feedback loop and drag us both down). I should mention that at this point I have had 1 gf before but never really enjoyed sex due to her not being all that good looking so couldn't get hard enough to go in, so I decided it was time to bite the bullet and finally have some good sex to get it out of the way and to assert myself in a way that would solve my schizo mind state. Decided to go all in with some tinder dates, but it didn't work the way it did with the previous ones (who would have thought, when you don't want sex the women drool over it but when you do, you are creepy). I said fuck it and just went straight for the brothels. There I saw a couple of 6/10s but mostly old women and fatties so I booked it out of there after some hours, still sexless. Then, after tweaking for a bit in the streets like a hobo far into the night I found the most secluded and out of place brothel far away from the others and the buzzing of people. I say this is it I got a good feeling about this, and run straight in. (Remember at this point I am still a virgin and haven't touched a woman in years). Just as I am about to go in I see groups of incels leaving the building saying that no one opened the door for them, so I get a good feeling thinking I got this place all to myself.
can you summarize the summary of your post?
blud wrote an entire novel skull_emoji wilted_rose
>>84005169He's a normie that decided r9k needs to know about his sex life. Many such cases these days. Where do they all come from?
>>84005156Okay? And your point is? Did you use the brothel?
Hold on guys should have clarified part 2 is coming, it gets way worse
>>84005195thank you for the quick summary, anon!hmm he's a sex haver, he's not one of us.
I confidently go in, sit down and the most perfect solid 10/10 looking russian 20year old girl with perfect skin, blond hair, green eyes and perfect tits shows up completely naked with a deer in the headlights kind of look, along with the older madam managing the place. I say to myself this is it, I am about to go all in and destroy this girl. I should mention that a woman this good in these type of shitty brothels hasn't appeared since the first coming of Christ. She looks at me shyly, I ask the madam how much. She answers 20 while I only had 15, completely unaware of the hoeflation taking place these last few years. She tells me that there is absolutely no bargaining going on and immediately tells me to leave. I run back to my car to get some more money, absolutely determined and desperate for that sweet russian puss but at this point they do not open the door for me anymore thinking I am some aggressive tweaker at my desperate state, and after a while I retreat defeated because being aggresive here WILL get your ass thrown into a van and dissapear to dagestan by the night mobsters running this place. I later look into this brothels reviews and it seems that she just came here a few days ago and last few people are apparently extremely pleased that, nobody has found out about her yet and she is very passive and eager to learn her trade. What do I do guys? Go back again next week hoping they forgot I am broke? I am really hoping to avoid running into tons of people lining up for her cause im sure if word gets out she will be prime real estate. Do I just give up, having failed at my attempt to have sex with a literal model? Keep in mind I haven't even seen pornstars this good looking, and I am the first person in history to fail going to a brothel even after my incredible luck. Do I just go back to the more mediocre looking tinder dates? Do I try to meet actual good looking women in real life? What do guys I am seriously doomed to be a virgin and retarded
>>84005277who summarize this for me?
>>84005277totally agree with you anonthis was very interesting to read I'd like you to write more about yourself and your experiences
