should i join the shut in life?? Only reason i leave my room is for school and ive been offered online. have only one irl friend and they dont mind js hanging out in my messy room every once and a while dont care at all. Im a retard who cant handle society who is miserable being a part of it. Quit my job like coming up on 5 months ago and i fucking put out so many resumes with my greatest attempt at being a presentable person, no new job. ik thats not that long compared to others but still the stress of putting my whole self out there over and over for the ais to reject or get beaten by a stacy with social assets is fucking crushing. Makes me so depressed that why the fuck should i even try at this point when its so futile?? Message clear. they dont want me and i dont want them. i ask because its hard to let that last part go, cant help but wonder about my future. but i guess its pretty useless worrying about that when leaving my house makes me want to kms
>>84006941Other than work and shopping I've spent the last 10 years in my room. I live in a crowded city full of psychos and retards whom I want nothing to do with. There's no privacy or quiet or peace. I'm only sticking with it for another year or so to save money before I move to the countryside where I can have space and tranquility. I assume you live in a city as well. There's nothing in a city worth leaving the house for if you don't have to.
Why are you in school if you realised society's farce? Just get on the path to acquiring neetbux and hikkimaxx