I love trans girls because they are more relatable to me than any other group of people but at the same time I spent my teens being a repressing hyper chud so I feel like a third wheel in this equation. I am sorry..
>>84008323well guess what anon
Anon you're gay. But trans people are bipolar and you like some or you hate them to death. Specifically the ones with BPD.
>>84008323its okayy anon,, i forgive u <33 signed a big stupid troon
>>84008366are u one of the autistic trans people
I wish I was allowed to love trans girls
>>84008323>repressingwhat did you repress?
>>84008366how can you after what i used to be i i, i-i thank you...>>84008514you can just love them anon. just like that.. the realization takes some time to hit but don't try to delay it..>>84008523actually wanting to be a girl but then the chud thing happened and now i just want to kms because i am so sad and confused. i don't fit in with anybody :<
>>84008323Chuddy femboys are the best :DDDDD Also remember that only aryan whites can be cute, that's why you've never seen a good looking niggertwink, subhuman apes can't girlmodet. Chud who considers taking female hormones.
>>84008579are planning to transition?
>>84008626Im Southeast Asian not OP but
>>84008418yuss anon!! i am ur biggest nightmare be afraid grrrrr>>84008514u can anon!! just do it :>>>84008579ur vry welcome ^w^ u seem like a rly nice person!!
for some reason this thread is borderline decent? wth, did all moids finally gained decency ?
>>84008704Its a containment thread so I'll allow it.
>>84008704you are a "moid" too troon
>>84008648i am not sure. i don't think that socially transitioning is something i will be able to do but HRT at least seems to be within my reach and since i have nothing to loose due to living this double-life for all this time, i think that i will just do it. Who knows, maybe my perspective will change and it will actually work out?But at the same time it feels wrong or embarrassing to even talk about it for me. there are people that can just sense what i am but even then i can't help myself but to say 'thinking about it/pre-everything' every time despite already having made up my mind about taking estrogen. Yes i will i guess... I just need a bit to get my hands on it but i will.Yes i mean. I think.....>>84008675i don't know. i feel like i am just broken now. can i be nice if i used to be all chudded up? all the friendly fire oh no, i am a horrible person.
>>84008741no no, i am not a trooni am just a bottom fag thats it
>>84008579>actually wanting to be a girl but then the chud thing happened and now i just want to kms because i am so sad and confused. i don't fit in with anybody :<You fit in with me anon because I feel the same way
>>84008747>i feel like i am just broken nowso do i but i keep trooning along bcuz im an agp freak n a lonely bitch :<>can i be nice if i used to be all chudded up?mhmm!! anyone can change if they have the right support, i believe in u <3>i am a horrible person.absolutely not, u seem like a kind soul anon :>
>>84008323i love trans girls because im spiritually ancient greek and just as alexander the great would fuck both women and femboys so will i
>>84008747so you wish you had a more feminine body?
>>84008658are you from singapore or a chinese one
>>84008760>i am just a bottom fag thats itWould you be willing to plap another cute bottom fag (asking for a friend, also on that friends behalf I want to thank you for replying to *his* pegging/futa threads)t. Chud who considers taking female hormones.
>>84008823how is a bottom fag going to fuck another bottom fag i thought the meaning of bottom fag is someone who gets fucked instead of doing the fuckingt. someone who is mentally normal
>>84008823Go to like tagmap anonpeople have made relationships with it
>>84008841Both of them are ideally submissive i thinkBottom fag more interested in topping gets to be on top
>>84008851but wouldnt the bottom fag no longer be a bottom fag the moment he decides to top
>>84008855They're still fags in the endBut like i think that it could be switch and they could have different times where they bottom and top
>>84008763we need to start a ex-chud t4t group for all exiles like us, maybe. doesn't need to be t4t but you catch my drift. I don't know a thing, I'm sorry.>>84008766>so do i but i keep trooning along bcuz im an agp freak n a lonely bitch :<but nona, agp isn't a thing from what i keep hearing. that is a chud term and doesn't belong anywhere near you.you're just *a* girl with no extra labels needed to me :>>anyone can change if they have the right supporti am sorry but i feel too autistic to fit in with anybody, really. i don't get all these gender terms for example.>absolutely not, u seem like a kind soul anon :>thanks but i still feel like a terrible excuse for a human being. doesn't matter what anybody thinks my soul looks like, i still feel for the meme. you are nice for being able to show niceness to somebody like me but my road to redemption is a life-long one.>>84008797that at the very least. i am still young and people seem to like my tummy and legs as is on here so maybe it will work out? Why am i painting the devil on the wall haha....>>84008843tagmap is good :>
Obligatory unchaser was right
>>84008823sure why would i not plap a cute bottom?>asking for a friend, also on that friends behalf I want to thank you for replying to *his* pegging/futa threadswhen did i do that....?, do i have an alter geo?>t. Chud who considers taking female hormones.just consult doctors and psychiatrists before anything damn i am horny now
im quitting this board man yall are such faggots who want to chop of their balls every 3rd post is like this now its getting too much and these posts arent even funny i need to go outside and unfry my brain
>>84008909You'll be back in a week bby boy
>>84008843There's like 3 mtf's in my country and no gemboys. I wanna cry now:(
>>84008915They never accept friend requests or reply sadly in my caset. SEA too
>>84008913"bby boy"
>>84008886>we need to start a ex-chud t4t group for all exiles like us, maybe.I think being around too many other people like me would be enough to finally push me over the edge
>>84008900Well maybe not specifically pegging/futa threads but I remember you replying to me in my faggy threads
>>84008886>that is a chud term and doesn't belong anywhere near you. you're just *a* girl with no extra labels needed to mewtf!! ur so nice to me... i wanna be frens with u, u seem rly cool>i feel too autistic to fit in with anybodyyeah no i rly get that, probably explains why we rot away on here instead of making frens n getting a job n doing something w our lives :<> you are nice for being able to show niceness to somebody like me but my road to redemption is a life-long onebcuz u fcking deserve it, silly. everyone deserves to be treated with care n compassion <3>>84008900>damn i am horny nowsame im rly horny watching u fags mingle like a big bunch of cutiepies fhjgdfhg <3
>>84008936i do reply to most fag related stuff so it does make sense
>>84008886>agp isn't a thingi am a cis man with agp lmao how isnt it real? there is unlimited number of fetishes, a male being attracted to himself being a woman is one of them
>>84008909trooning out is endgame of incelism so no wonder there is so many of these threads on this board
>>84008782You want to fuck little children and twinks? Why you homos always hype up pedersty?
>>84008973They either go>Rodger - Narc - LowFu Autistic types>Grow up - ADHD - Normal - Artistic types>Transition - Histrionic - HighFu Autistic - AuDHD typesThough most people on the board aren't even incels.
>>84008929push you to do what exactly? Admitting your transness a bit more? You don't need to go all out. I don't either, but looking at the reppers over on /lgbt/ really scares me. It can be a lowk thing and nobody but a few selected people need to know about you being a girl, i think. At least that is what i imagine the 'ideal' way us jaded people have before us.I-it'd be nice right??>>84008951>i wanna be frens with u, u seem rly cooli don't think that you would want that if we met IRL instead. Even the gaish types avoid me even if i do my best. its probably a isgn>doing something w our lives :<do you have a big dream you want to fulfill? Just live comfy or maybe something grander?>everyone deserves to be treated with care n compassion <3urgh i will stop fighting you on that. i guess i do...:>>>84008961maybe it is but i see many trans people talk down on themselves saying they just have agp. and i also see many chuds say that transness isn't real but its all agp. as i know both sides of the story i think it is a thing but you shouldn't immediately say that everybody has it as its a common cope.
>>84008929u can troon out anon!! i believe in u <3>>84009036>i don't think that you would want that if we met IRL insteadtravel is expensive, mayb we cld be internet frens instead?? u seem rly awesome n id nvr want to lose a stranger as kind as u to the currents of social ambiguity... </3 u cld add me on steam or discord if u wanted!!>Just live comfy or maybe something grander?comfy ya, i jus want a peaceful life but its getting harder n harder to get that. i jus wanted a fun kind bf/gf to live w n clean for them n take care of pets ;< what abt u??>i guess i dogood boy <3
>>84009147>travel is expensivei meant that if you saw me irl instead of on here, you probably wouldn't think as highly of me. But internet friends is fine too. I thought that was the standard.>cld add me on steam or discord if u wanted!!uhm sure! I'd live to! who do i add?>what abt u??something similar i think although i am also fine by myself, at least i told myself while i was a truthcelled chud. now i don't quite know. just being comfy and doing my autistic hobbies i guess.>good boy <3but i thought that i was uhh, like, uuuh a girl or something of that sort :>>>
>>84009036>I-it'd be nice right??IDK man. I think I am what I am at this point >>84009147>u can troon out anon!! i believe in u <3Too old and too ugly for that. That's not even going into what my family would say
>>84009147>>84009290My dumb antisocial ass looking at 2 cuties having a good time
>>84009305same bruh and its not like i wanna participate but i do know i just cant in the first place i will feel cringy mid typing and stop right there
>>84008323Take this to /lgbt
>>84009299>IDK man. I think I am what I am at this pointbut do you think that that will make you happy? you do you anon but i feel like this is the sort of thinking that got us here in the first place.. i wish you best of luck with whatever you will go with anon>>84009305>>84009339don't leave me hanging anons :3its 4chan anyways, nobody knows and nobody cares. you are not the only would be whatever-this-type-of-posting-is-called-posters on here Its fun and i am antisocial too! So you can join np!
>>84009290>i meant that if you saw me irl instead of on here, you probably wouldn't think as highly of meoohh!! well now, dont be so hard on urself,, i'm sure ur okay, it takes time to break from that endless self-critical mindset so be patient w urself anon <3>who do i add?u cans add me on discord at rottenshit4brainz if u want :>>just being comfy and doing my autistic hobbies i guesshell yeah, dont stray too far from what u know but its always a gud idea to break from ur comfort zone n see whats beyond>but i thought that i was uhh, like, uuuh a girl or something of that sort :>>>gud behavior rewards praise no matter who u r <33>>84009299>Too old and too ugly for thatdont let the inner conflict eat away at u anon!!>>84009305hii anon!! how r u? :>>>84009339i am shining the light on u now mr anon in the audience, how are u this day too??
>>84009377>but do you think that that will make you happy?I don't know. I tried for a little while to think of myself as a woman, and act like a woman, dress like a woman, etc. only when I was alone, but it just made me feel worse when I'd have to go back out in the world as a man. I don't know if I'll be "happy," but I think repressing it is the only way I can go because I can't do this around my family and I think I'd rather keep my family around, even if it means making certain sacrifices.
>>84009407>it takes time to break from that endless self-critical mindset so be patient w urself anon <3but it feels like time is running out and to be honest no its deserved. im sorry but i hate myself too much to say otherwise. i'm too stupid for ending up like this>u cans add me on discordi am finna get doxxed and blackmailed sooo bad >///<i hope that my chuddy friends don't find out!!>break from ur comfort zone n see whats beyondsort of like this then! uh all my life as a chuddy and now im taking the pink pill wtf>>84009420what about simply not using the 'women' label but just being a very effeminate male? That way you get the best of both worlds, don't you? That should be tolerated by your family way better also
If I didn't become a chud, I would have certainly began the femboy to tranny pipeline.
They're some of the worst people I've ever gotten to know. Troons are legitimately awful people in almost every case.
>>84009339The worst part is knowing how easy it is to meet new people when you have a couple normie friends and how lonely it is when you loose them.>>84009377>nobody knows and nobody caresHeyyy, no need to describe my life. Angy face >:D>>84009407>hii anon!! how r u? :>Mehhh, got myself a citrus vodka, going to sleep good~>>84009629Xister, don't tell me you don't know what chud to femboy pipeline is
>>84009739>got myself a citrus vodka, going to sleep good~mmmm that sounds rly gud!! im a recovering alcoholic so i dont drink but i rly miss getting drunk...mmm... i hope u sleep okay anon!!
>>84009377well i do use a name but yeah i can be weird in fag threads>>84009407my day has been good feeling sleepy tho>>84009739>The worst part is knowing how easy it is to meet new people when you have a couple normie friends and how lonely it is when you loose them.ts is too real and relatable
>>84009784>my day has been good feeling sleepy thommm same... what have u been up to today ppppppanon?
>>84009802study and yt, have important exams soon so gotta study
Altho I never hated trannies, I was a chud and now I'm a chuddette.Unironically trooned for the fetish. SRS and everything.Life's too short to keep on procrastinating. And there is no "rule" that says you can't chud around as a troon, lol.Leave the terminally online behind and move on. I continue to socialize with the guys, one of them has been my bf for years now and life goes on, but with me slightly happier. In fact a lot happier minus the debt that I incurred for all the surgeries.
>>84009909waoww.. thats goals,, i wish i had the money for srs n stuff but itll never happen >>84009835>have important exams soon so gotta studyoohh okayy!! i hope they go well, i dropped out so long ago n im on my fifth gap year now so i rly hope u go far with ur education ppppppanon
>>84009927>i wish i had the money for srs n stuff but itll never happenAs I said, I didn't have the money either.I just reorganized my life towards that, aggressively saved, bought some bitcoin and borrowed the rest. I finished paying for my ffs last year (loan taken in 2017) and will finish paying for my SRS in 2029 (loan taken in 2019).After SRS I landed a far better job so I can now shovel more money to extinguish the debt. I already paid out early the loan for BA.Not saying it was/is easy, but I'm glad I did it. Even if I will end up regretting it later (unlikely), I will still have lived the last decade how I wanted instead of how others wanted. And that was worth every penny.
>>84009927>i dropped out so long ago n im on my fifth gap year damn, my clg is just starting lmao>>84009970damn, i will probably wont do stuff like srs or anything, heck i am not even a tranny but good for you that you are happy(altho debt sucks)
>>84009970god ur actually such an inspiration,, holy fuck i wish i was u n not me ;~; >>84010081>my clg is just starting lmaoi live vicariously thru the ppl who do what i dont have the strength to do myself
>tfw no 19 year old 5'4" bratty chud tranny gf with a small pp and a humiliation fetish to manhandle and infuse with my cum
>>84010081>i will probably wont do stuff like srs or anything, heck i am not even a trannyThat sounds like me in 2013-14.Never say never, anon.I'm kinda joking. The serious part is that life really is short and not doing what you really want rots your soul.>>84010138One (wo)man's inspiration is another (wo)man's perverted degenerate fag. I'm probably both lol.Other trannies hate me for being "fake" because I'm not into their ideological brainworms or because I never had dysphoria (an ever elusive term at this point). Meanwhile chuds are split between wanting to fuck me or telling me iwnbaw (which is a fine insult to troons who actually care).But no, seriously, if you wait to be "saved" by someone else, it ain't happening. Go wild, do what feels right and fuck the "rules" of both repressed conservatoids AND brainwormed trannies. And really anyone who isn't there to drain your balls or pay your bills. Life's too short.
