I'm failing at the basic levels of bureaucracy and im about to flunk out of uni very soon for that. I have avoidant tendencies that are so pathological, I will rather ignore my mailbox for a whole month out of fear than to check on it for vital information. Making various requests to profs, being referred to different committees... it's too scary I cannot talk to people, even if they're smiling and acting professional, I feel like they're about to hit me.