So this is it really. This is life. Kind of disappointing to be honest
>>84010916>kinda dissapointingIt's alright desuI've been doing this weird shit where I intentionally put myself in harm's way just to feel "alive"I'm not talking extreme sports, just... hang out with shady folks and chill in weird ass placesI used to have this chad roommate back in college who was a fuck up who didn't mind sharing his girls and showing off everything2 beds in a room, mine and his, and I'd wake up occasionally and see him going at it with a girl, I'd be like "hey", the girl would freak out but he'd go "hey man, whats up?"
>>84010916yes it fucking sucksi wish i could be an optimistic kid again but that's never coming back
>>84011059>>84011059You know what I miss the most? It's that every moment was tied to an emotion. Every thought or interaction had a kind of color or taste to it if that makes sense. Things were surprising and unexpected in a good way. It's like I lost my sense of smell and everything is bland and adding flavor seems pointless
