are any of you seriously depressed? not in a sad meme sense but as in actual constant despair.i don't think i can keep going like this.
>>84011043>are any of you seriously depressed? not in a sad meme sense but as in actual constant despair.I feel that would be the state I would be in if I didn't start gymfagging. It gets better, anonski.
>>84011043I've had it for so long it's just part of my personality now
>>84011043eventually, it settles into a comfortably awful background numbness
>>84011085>GOOGOOGAHAH life get better dOod ! if it not meant to be it not meant be DUR ! go to the jim dode it end all youyr mental angwish
the problem is there are so many legitimate reasons to despair if you're not a fucking dumbass
>>84011227I'm surrounded by dumbasses apparentlyHere I am thinking about economic collapse in the near future and all my normie friends ever seem to talk about is AI cats
>>84011043Yes it started when I was a kid and got way worse when I was a teenager and my little brother died after I spent half my life praying for god to kill me. I've had some good moments where I think it's going away a bit but it's actually always there waiting to remind me that I was literally put here to suffer. Nothing good ever happens and if it does happen it's a disguise and will lead to worse things happening. I was so happy when I saved enough for a pc I thought I was going to be able to finally play games and enjoy them again nope get fired retard and I don't even use it I still spend most of my time phoneposting and fapping because the only time I feel anything is when I'm calling anons retarded or I'm masturbating.>>84011085Working out feels good in the moment. I'm usually still despairing and immediately afterwards I'm in despair about how weak and thin and worthless I am.
yes genuinely just want it all to end
I have been a negative and pathetic person all my life. I can't even find work to stand on my own two feet. The only thing keeping me alive is the amount of family members I'd depress if I suicided, I even have a godmother, God I feel so trapped in life, there's nothing I can do.
>>84011043Reminds me on this:https://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1772047804603976.mp4Peterson knows the shit.
>>84011043i have become very cynical and have no energy or motivation for anything, i hate everything everyone does around me and feel very lonely but also very quickly bored and annoyed whenever i talk to someone, but thank fuck no depression, i know because i've read a lot about depression. Someone tell me what a day with a depression looks like, is it true you mirror everything around you to you in a negative way?
>>84011085if i ever learn how to drive i'll try gymfagging and report back on this or succumb to despair first
>>84011353You do not need to go to the gym to work out.
>>84011353you can get started just doing bodyweight exercises at homei did because i was too self conscious to go to the gym at first
>>84011043I can't find a job, my savings are depleted, behind months on my car payment and don't have enough to afford rent next month, and have to worry about the taxes i have gotta pay this year with no money. My only hope is a job that hasn't contacted me a week after the interview So yeah I'm in probably the worst part of my life so far. I'm just fucked, I fucked my life up beyond repair
>>84011043I haven't left my apartment in like two weeks, and haven't taken a shower in three...so yes, I am a bit depressed.I don't know about you anon, but I just fight it with apathy: I just don't care anymore, about anything.It's not healthy to wait for death, but it's the only aspect of reality that still holds any appeal for me. I am just tired all the time, I don't want to exist any more.
>>84011043Hop on a train. If they dont ask right away for ticket, be chillll. If they ask u, say nigga fuck you im running for my life. Tell them you'll get dropped off at the next stopping point and say eees no problemo papi ^.^ N go from there FUCK it. Other option was riding underneath, all fucked up and dead in the tracks. Nigga fuck that family! Cant let Bhlack peopul outdo a Pink Nigga Nah Nigga Nope
>>84011187Depressed since 1989. I don't even notice it anymore.People are like "don't you want to do x?". Nigga, I can't even remember what joy felt like, leave me alone.
>>84011043i am pressed
>>84011043I am, and have been for about 10 years. Not only can you keep going, it's going to get worse, too.
>>84011043Today at work (I'm the new guy, I fucked up at something trivial) I got a negative feedback in front of everyone and it made me realize I'm really hanging here only by a thin thread.
>>84012109hi pressed im dad
