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>>84013120
The despair never goes away anon, you just learn how to trap it for a while but it always comes back, you just can learn how to increase the time it goes away

shut up dumbass bitch

i feel even worse than wgen i first started fucking posting here eveb worse than when i was getting high all the fucjing time and nit going outside and not seeing anyone. i fucking go outside and i see all these people living normal lifes with friends and relationships and happinnes and i just get fucking sad and angry and lonely cuz i fucking never had qny of that and i never will and i always fucking wanted it so imagine what its like always having to aee psople living the life i always wanted its fucking horrible i hate it

I wish I could help you. I'll also tell you to stop smoking weed every day, your mental health will greatly improve.
Been there done that.

>>84013150
i dont want to live a life where all the good momebts get fuckibg squashed by these feelings squashed like a fucking bug whats the poibt of trying to ge happy if ill always end up feeling like shit anyway
>>84013151
fuck u
>>84013179
i dont smoke weed anymore and i was happier when i was its easier to just rot in bed gettjng high all the time instead of forcing myself out into this shitty world that i fucking hate and trying to be someone

>>84013120
Hey, hey... it's gonna be alright.
Just take a few deep breaths and go listen to a song that will make you cry, you'll feel much better after.

>>84013207
>i dont smoke weed anymore
Das good, you're probably just experiencing the weed hangover. Eat well, do light exercise and it will stop sooner.
>I was happier when i was its easier to just rot in bed gettjng high all the time instead of forcing myself out into this shitty world that i fucking hate and trying to be someone
You're building something, it's better than bedrotting and you'll be much happier when you see progress, even if it's something little. Celebrate your victories however small they are and be kind to yourself.
And don't listen to sadslop, it will only make you feel worse. Listen to metal or anything that will keep you active, I would know, I've also been there before.

>>84013120
I love you still and I'm rooting for you always. I believe in you.

>>84013120
how old are you, you sound absolutely insufferable

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it always gets worse, it always gets better, human capacity for hardship and love is endless
im so depressed i could kill myself but im even more afraid that if i kill myself i'll be laid bare to the full assault of this universe

>i stat feeling happy and hopeful all for it to just fucking crumble down and i start wanting to fucking die again
never kill yourself
>i fucking never had qny of that and i never will and i always fucking wanted it so imagine what its like always having to aee psople living the life i always wanted its fucking horrible i hate it
what life did you always want?
>these feelings squashed like a fucking bug whats the poibt of trying to ge happy if ill always end up feeling like shit anyway
you'll get bored of being happy all the time. drugs are the best examply of this, your body just adjusts to that level of happiness and then it becomes your baseline
> i was happier when i was its easier to just rot in bed gettjng high all the time
been there but i wasn't happier, only more comfortable
>and trying to be someone
who are you trying to be and why?

when i stopped smoking weed i wanted to do alot of things for social reasons, it took me a couple of years to burn out and experience ups and crashes to realize i only want some human connection and the person i was trying to be was just a means to that
now i'm trying to separate the two in my head. do what i want and if human connection happens then that is a separate thing